Chapter 352

Qin Yizhao saw Zhu Ruiyan's smile and stood still. He knew that his girl had grown up and matured, and her attitude towards problems had changed. He was glad that she could grow up, but at the same time he was very distressed that she saw everything so thoroughly.

There were too many ups and downs between them this year. How did she persist to today and how did she come over this year? Thinking of the scenes that had happened before, it was like staying yesterday, but he wanted Zhu Ruiyan to grow up through experience.

"Yeon Yeon!" he couldn't help shouting. It seems that the feelings for her in my heart burst out in an instant

She smiled hesitantly, lowered her eyes and whispered, "Well!"

He was stunned, a ray of light flashed in his eyes, and strode forward. She looked up at him and saw the unspeakable bitter smile on his face. It was very strange, like hiding something and meeting something at the same time.

He didn't know what Zhu Ruiyan's abnormal behavior meant. Did she just hear it? But I'm not sure. I'm very tangled in my heart. Do I want to confess.

She bowed her head and sighed, her thoughts were myriad, and her emotions remained in her heart.

"Do you know?" Qin Yizhao asked.

"What do I know?" she was stunned. She didn't expect that she would ask herself. She could only subconsciously ask. The whole heart was mentioned in her throat. I hope he can tell himself that thing, but at the same time, she was afraid that he would tell himself it!

He was also stunned, smiled and shook his head. Maybe he thought too much. What if she didn't hear it? Then he answered, "nothing! Just remember that I love you!"

She continued to bow her head and answer silently in her heart, but she didn't say it. In many cases, only love is not enough!

"I know you love me, I never doubt it!"

Life is long, but how long is the shelf life of love?

Looking closely at their own life, it's only ten months. In less than a year, they really spend more time together and less time together. They love vigorously. It's probably a period of love. It's not enough for two people to firmly love each other and absorb their bodies. These will fleeting with time, such as the love between Yao Meng and Qin Yizhao, which was vigorous and solemn at the beginning, Finally, as time goes by, what is love? Zhu Ruiyan is more and more confused about love at this time.

The two men were silent and stopped talking.

Qin Yizhao lowered his head, remained silent for a long time, finally broke the silence and said, "Yan Yan, what's the matter with you today? I think you're very abnormal! Don't you have anything to tell me?"

"Me? What about you, Qin Yizhao? Don't you have anything to say to me?" Zhu Ruiyan asked again, taking back her eyes and hiding something in her eyes.

"Yan Yan, you've become a little sharp!" Qin Yizhao whispered.

Zhu Ruiyan laughed at herself and said, "really? Zhao, sometimes I'm not only sharp, but also unreasonable! I'm not as gentle and moving as you imagined, nor as generous as you expected. You must be disappointed when I look like this!"

Qin Yizhao's cheek sank. He clearly felt Zhu Ruiyan's abnormality today. He always spoke so sharply. He was silent for a long time. She must know! I'm sure she knows!

"Did you just eavesdrop on my conversation with Qi Jun?"

Zhu Ruiyan's face changed greatly. Eavesdropping? These two words, used in a couple, are particularly harsh!

These two words are like igniting all discontent, causing complete thoughts, but she has been trying to forget what she just heard and try to persuade herself not to mind,

She looked at Qin Yizhao calmly and asked calmly, "why? Qin Yizhao is afraid of me eavesdropping? Is it something shady? Or do you don't want me to know?"

Qin Yizhao was stunned. He didn't know how to answer this question for a moment. He kept looking at Zhu Ruiyan. At this time, Zhu Ruiyan's eyes were full of silence rather than death.

"Don't look at me like that. I don't mean that. I want to say whether you heard the dialogue between Qi Jun and me just now!" Qin Yizhao explained in a panic.

Zhu Ruiyan turned the company to one side and then stepped back. Now it is about two meters away from Qin Yizhao.

Qin Yizhao was very surprised and continued to ask, "Yan Yan, did you hear it?"

Zhu Ruiyan's eyes were full of loss and replied, "Qin Yizhao, if I told you I didn't hear it, would you continue to hide the secret? But you're very unlucky. I just heard it!"

Qin Yizhao closed his eyes, took a deep breath, looked at Zhu Ruiyan in front of him, looked at her like a stranger, and then asked lightly, "so now you're questioning me?"

Zhu Ruiyan looked at Qin Yizhao. She knew she was repeatedly violating his bottom line. She tried to make herself less sharp and calm herself. She said, "Qin Yizhao, you know, your eavesdropping hurt me deeply!"

Qin Yizhao didn't say anything at this time, but all kinds of pain and worry in his eyes rushed to his heart.

Zhu Ruiyan smiled and asked, "do you think I'm questioning you? Since you think so, I'm questioning you! But at the same time, I also want to ask you, as your wife, don't I have the right to question you?"

Yes, Zhu Ruiyan is his lawful wife. She has the right to question everything about Qin Yizhao.

"Yi Zhao, are you going to keep feeling guilty about Yao Meng and be happy with me? Are you going to play with me or do I play with you? If I don't hear those words today and I don't know these things, are you going to never let me know? Bury a guilt in the bottom of your heart until she finds happiness, if she doesn't know it all her life If you can't find happiness, are you going to feel guilty all your life? "

In fact, when Zhu Ruiyan said these words again, she wanted to say it calmly, but she couldn't help trembling until the last word at the end.

Qin Yizhao sank down, tightly pursed his lips and replied, "I don't want to hide anything from you, but if she is unhappy all her life, I will feel guilty all my life!"

Once a man removes his mask of disguise, the rest of the truth is like Asura.

Zhu Ruiyan nodded, as if her body was very tired at this time, and replied, "Qin Yizhao, I understand. Do you need me to quit and help you? Do you need me to give you a chance to compensate her?"

"Zhu Ruiyan, don't be impulsive, will you? You quit? You're running away again? Do you know what you're talking about at the moment?" Qin Yizhao said.

Zhu Ruiyan smiled and seemed relieved: "that's good! At least you haven't thought of making up for her unconditionally yet. Do you think I'm playing a child's temper on impulse? In fact, I don't. We've experienced so many ups and downs together. If I lose my temper at any time, it's really immature!"

He did not waver, nor did he want to divorce himself to make up for the damage, so she thought he still loved himself. It was not so bad.

Qin Yizhao said in a very tangled tone: "Yanyan, you are in poor health, so don't think about these messy things. You should know that Qin Yizhao loves you. Only you are my wife. Yaomeng and I have passed, and the things that have passed won't ripple again. Although I feel guilty for her, why bother with things that can't go back?"

"I can't think of these things, but can you guarantee that you won't think of it in the future? Can we live a life of self deception? Many things we can't forget and let go of. If we let it always exist in the heart, this is the biggest gap between the two people. I don't think burying it in the heart is the best solution , can avoidance solve the problem? "

"I have no way to solve this problem, so I can only pray that she will find her own happiness earlier, get married and have children. That person doesn't mind all her past and loves her wholeheartedly. That's all. I can't meet her or comfort her. I can't do anything but feel guilty. I don't want to hide anything from you!" Qin Yizhao said calmly, "Yan Yan, being infertile is incomplete and cruel for a woman in her life, but I can't blame it. It's her congenital problem of incomplete development, but I'm the one who made her pregnant and ligated, so I'm also responsible!"

"Responsibility?" Zhu Ruiyan frowned.

"What's your tone?" Qin Yizhao's look changed greatly. He was in an interesting and flustered mood at the bottom of his heart. He didn't dare to look directly into Zhu Ruiyan's eyes. His eyes dodged and fled from his sight.

Zhu Ruiyan was also silent.

After a long time, Qin Yizhao looked into Zhu Ruiyan's eyes and said, "Yan Yan, I thought you knew me and you would understand me. We have experienced so many ups and downs together. We can cross everything and swear not to let go of each other's hands. Now I just feel guilty about her. Don't do this, will you?"

Zhu Ruiyan's body stood still.

After a while, Zhu Ruiyan clenched her hands into a fist, as if the fist could give her strength, and slowly said: "Yes, Qin Yizhao. We have experienced many difficult roads together, but those are not within the scope of love, but you know, you have brought your emotions into the emotional life of the two of us. We are married. You have me and you have responsibilities to me, so the responsibility of marriage makes you unable to make up for her guilt, right?"

Qin Yizhao frowned tightly and was angry: "no, Zhu Ruiyan, you can't examine me with your ideas. I'm not the kind of person who can't swing. You can't buckle all your hats on my head!"

Zhu Ruiyan ignored what he said, but continued: "there are some things that escape doesn't work. If you don't know, you won't feel guilty, but now you know, you can't help feeling guilty. Do you have a deep feeling for her? Dare you say that Qin Yizhao didn't think of her when he was looking at me?"