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Her long arms were wrapped tightly around her, but she couldn't move. "Do you remember?"

"If you agree not to touch me, then I won't remember."

"What a strong sour taste." Qin Yizhao laughed, in the laughter there was happiness and warmth, he grabbed her slim waist and stared at his tender face, his gaze was focused on his cherry lips.

"A little." Zhu Ruiyan had to admit, this person's past was so exciting, but she was nothing more than a piece of white paper.

"Just a little?" Qin Yizhao's ending tone rose, his face full of smiles, his eyes shining brightly.

Zhu Ruiyan could see the expression on her face from Qin Yizhao's deep eyes. She wasn't afraid of him for a whole day to be able to speak to him so easily and even infuriate him. Was the person in front of her really Zhu Ruiyan?

She gently touched Qin Yizhao's eyes and nose. This person made her feel at ease, but she kept on feeling that he was too far away from her, that she was afraid of losing him, afraid of losing him, especially after obtaining it, "That's it.

"The past is over."

Zhu Ruiyan knew that she had to move closer and give her a kiss. She felt that her heart was beating uncontrollably, so she left right away when she touched her.

"Then let's go out for a walk today."

"Don't you have a lot to do?" Zhu Ruiyan asked.

"There are a lot of things to do." Qin Yizhao replied.

"Then why don't we go out for a walk?"

"That's because I wanted to give you some gifts to please you." And then, quite meaningfully, "Look here, it wants to please you very much."

Zhu Ruiyan was too embarrassed to do anything, she quickly pulled up her blanket and covered Qin Yizhao, "Stinking hooligan."

"I'm a cultured hoodlum." He then picked up his clothes and went to the shower room. Seeing Zhu Ruiyan's blushing face, he laughed especially happily.

Zhu Ruiyan angrily glared at her, and in the end, could only turn her face away.

When Qin Yizhao went to take a bath, he was still fooling around on the bed. He felt that happiness had come too suddenly.

As the two of them ate breakfast, Qin Yizhao spoke to her, "There's a problem with Yaomeng."

Zhu Ruiyan forgot to eat as she asked dumbfoundedly, "What's the problem?"

Qin Yizhao saw her worry and nervousness, "On the night of our conversation, I cut my wrist in the bathtub."

This was truly out of her expectations. "How could it …"

Qin Yizhao's expression was complex, he said, "It's me."

Zhu Ruiyan stared into Qin Yizhao's eyes and she saw the pain in his eyes. It was a pity, a pity for Yaomeng. She was a little worried that the pressure in Qin Yizhao's heart was too much.

"Is it because you spoke to her?"

Qin Yizhao pulled Zhu Ruiyan's hand and sighed, "I said goodbye to her."

They probably couldn't go back. When he woke up last night in the middle of the night, he must be worried about her, but he was worried about whether he should go and see her. He did not want Yaomeng to think about it anymore.

Zhu Ruiyan knew that what Qin Yizhao said was true at this time, but her predecessor had always been worried because of him. He had a lot of pressure, and it was only because of this that he would go out last night to enjoy the cold wind and look at the stars.

"Is she out of danger now?"

"He came back to life." Qin Yizhao was still expressionless.

"Fortunately." When Zhu Ruiyan heard him say that Yaomeng was still alive, she was no longer as nervous.

After all, he was the one who made the decision at that time, and although he did not regret it, and even though he would not continue with her, he would not let her die. She did not want to die, and because of what he had said, his heart had been tormented by pain, and he wanted Yaomeng to be happy.

Zhu Ruiyan held Qin Yizhao's hand tightly, "Go and take a look at the hospital later."

"Then let's all go."

"That won't do. She definitely doesn't want to see me. Wouldn't I add to the chaos?" If she changed her identity, she wouldn't like someone she liked to bring along a new partner to see a sick patient, so she had to go by herself.

"Then we won't go." Qin Yizhao sighed, he did not want to go alone, the situation was already like this, and he would not change his decision at that time, as long as he survived, everything would be fine.

"It's better if you go. If you don't see her alive and well, you won't be able to rest in peace." Zhu Ruiyan advised.

Only now did Qin Yizhao realize that Zhu Ruiyan understood him. Indeed, even if he comforted his that way, given how cold-blooded he was, he still felt pain in his heart towards Yaomeng. He felt hurt in the bottom of his heart, and blamed himself for it.

"If you want to go, then go with me." Qin Yizhao acted like a child.

"Alright, I'll go with you." Zhu Ruiyan compromised.

In the hospital, Yaomeng had already come back to life.

Feng Qijun stood guard at the side. The person on the bed was thin and weak, with a pale face. There was no longer any danger to their lives, yet they had yet opened their eyes.

Yaomeng was always in a semi-conscious state. When she regained consciousness, it was Feng Qijun who spoke up." Yaoyao, you have to stay alive and well. It's just not worth it to be a man.

She was half asleep, half awake, thinking, "Just a man, not worth it."

When Yaomeng opened her eyes, she saw Feng Qijun wiping his forehead.

"Feng Qijun saw that Yaomeng had woken up and was extremely happy," Yao Yao, you opened your eyes, did you see me? Would you like some water? "

Yaomeng felt that she was a little thirsty and couldn't speak. She didn't nod her head and just opened her eyes wide as she looked at Feng Qijun.

Feng Qijun poured some water into Yaomeng's cup and placed it inside a straw. Yaomeng drank the water from the straw because the water was warm and after drinking it, her throat felt much more comfortable.

"Yaoyao, do you want to eat something?"

"Yaoyao, do you still feel pain anywhere?"

Feng Qijun kept on asking.

"You opened your eyes?" Duan Yu came over, and then called the nurse, and also called the doctor over to take a look, and the doctor confirmed that there were no problems.

Yaomeng also spoke up, "I'm done."

Feng Qijun held onto his hand tightly and called out, "Yaoyao."

Yaomeng did not struggle. Looking at Feng Qijun, he smiled lightly and said, "Qijun, thank you very much."

"Why don't you think about it?" Feng Qijun asked afterwards.

"Qijun, I have thought it through, I will never think it through. The original Yaomeng is no longer alive, and the two of you are now alive with a new Yaomeng, even more so than I am, you guys are awake now, and it is my fault that you did not cherish that relationship, and it is not the fault of others. Back then, I was so heartless and deeply hurt Qin Yizhao, and now, what right do I have to do this, and die once, let me understand even more, that in order to cherish my current life, Qijun, I am truly grateful to you, for looking down on your life because of someone else's rejection, it really isn't worth it."

"Stupid girl." Feng Qijun looked at her and muttered.

Yaomeng's tears rolled in her eyes, "Brother Qijun, thank you so much."

When the doctor left, Duan Yu looked at the newly-born Yaomeng. The Yaomeng who had just been enlightened was so dazzling, he also let go of the worry in his heart, "Yao Yao, it's good as long as you have a good future ahead of you."

"Thank you very much. Big Brother Duan Yu, Big Brother Qijun. " Yaomeng expressed her gratitude again.

Duan Yu stared at her for a while, and said in the end, "Brother Qin Yizhao wants to come in and take a look."

Yaomeng was a little shocked, the emotions in her eyes were a little complicated, she pursed her lips and did not say anything.

"Come back at this time, don't let him come over." Feng Qijun shouted angrily.

"I want to see him and talk to him." Yaomeng said.

"Yaoyao." Feng Qijun was worried for her.

"Don't worry about me, Qijun. Everyone can still be friends in the future." Yaomeng's heart calmed down.

"I'll talk to him." Duan Yu took out his phone.

Qin Yizhao and Zhu Ruiyan were sitting inside the car, the car was parked in the hospital's parking lot, and there was a bunch of fresh flowers behind the car.

Zhu Ruiyan looked at Qin Yizhao in the driver's seat, "Zang."

"Yanyan."

"Yaoyao definitely loves you so much that she can't extricate herself from it." "I loved her so much that I couldn't see any hope, so I was willing to leave this world."

"What about you? Do you love someone to such an extent?"

Zhu Ruiyan laughed, "I don't have that kind of courage, my little life is worth a lot, I would never do something like that."

Qin Yizhao touched the back of her head and said softly, "This is for the best, I like it just like this."

"Huh?"

She doesn't love me as much as you think she loves me. She lost her life's goal and felt that it was hard for her to endure alone, so she thought of me. We grew up in the same place, and his grandfather and we lived in the same house, but her parents and I were different in this generation. Her living environment, the relationships behind her back, and the circles of attention were actually not the same.

After pausing for a moment, Qin Yizhao continued to speak, "I have lived with her abroad for quite a while, and of course there were warm times, but there were also many conflicts between them, and everyone was actually a little tired. When I wanted to return to the country later on, she was unwilling to return with me, so at that time, we should have formally said our goodbyes, because without that official declaration, such a situation would have happened right now.

Qin Yizhao's voice was filled with worry. His eyes were looking at the hospital, his line of sight was far away, but the emotions in his eyes were hard to fathom.

His words were relaxed, as if he were speaking to someone he didn't want to do.

When he said that he had found the life he wanted, Zhu Ruiyan's heart throbbed a little.

Right now, Zhu Ruiyan was trying to read Qin Yizhao's expression. As expected, she noticed that Qin Yizhao's eyes contained sentimental emotions, and he was also someone who had feelings for her.

Wasn't she, Zhu Ruiyan, the same? If she thought back to the years she had spent with Zhang Shuai, wouldn't she also feel pity and grief?

In the end, they had passed through the same age together.

Zhu Ruiyan tightened her grip on both of their hands, "Go and take a good look, I'll stay in the car."

Duan Yu informed Qin Yizhao and he got off the carriage carrying the fresh flowers from the backseat. Zhu Ruiyan had chosen these flowers from the flower shop, and Qin Yizhao accompanied him to the side.

This bunch of flowers had carnations in them. Qin Yizhao asked Zhu Ruiyan why she wanted to choose this flower.