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Zhu Ruiyan answered, "Carnations are the flowers that everyone sends on Mother's Day. According to legend, when the Holy Mother saw her son suffering, she shed tears and the tears nourished the carnations. Therefore, usually, carnations represent a mother's love, and the flowers sent to the mother by her children are mostly carnations. This kind of flower love is more elegant, and it is also appropriate to send patients. This number of twenty-four indicates that the four seasons are well, and of course, there is another meaning: I will always remember you. Even if you do not succeed in the end, Miss Yaoyao will still hope that you will always remember her, right? Women all have this kind of thoughts, she should know that. "

Qin Yizhao's heart stirred. He always remembered to look at her.

"Yanyan, do you really want me to remember her?" Qin Yizhao stared at her and asked.

Zhu Ruiyan said softly. "You should have already remembered it, right? She has been deeply imprinted in your memories, so it is natural that she will always remember you, I don't like you remembering it, but I think you can't do it either. On the surface, at the bottom of your heart, there will always be a place for you, so, even if you can't be a couple, you and her have had beautiful times together. The time you have together is given sincerely, there is no deterioration between you, there is no unbearable, just did not wait in place. Such feelings, in the end, they weren't able to be together. At the bottom of his heart, he could also think of those beautiful things that happened in the past. Even though it was a pity and sadness, in the end, he didn't feel any guilt. Perhaps she understands that you will always remember her from the bottom of your heart, and that she will be happier. "

"What a stupid woman." Qin Yizhao caressed her hair as his heart was filled with warmth.

Only now did he feel that this woman was very generous.

When Zhu Ruiyan talked about them, she was also filled with disappointment and frustration, "Actually, compared to me, your past is really, really blissful. Zhang Shuai and I have been in love for six years, and I have no way of recalling the past. If he didn't do that sort of thing, that kind of disgusting thing, even if I wasn't together with him in the end, I would probably think that the past is worth reminiscing about, but that person is too personally, so I can't leave any place for him in my heart for him, and I don't want him to dirty my heart. But you and Yaomeng aren't in this kind of situation, how about recalling the past?

Qin Yizhao stared fixedly at the person in front of him, the light in his eyes shining brightly, causing Qin Yizhao's heart to feel warm.

"Zhang Shuai hurt you greatly?" Qin Yizhao was a little jealous, but Zhang Shuai was not that shameless, how could he have met Zhu Ruiyan before?

"There are a lot of things, the more they are hidden in the bottom of my heart, the more it means that I care, and now I can say them so calmly, which means that I am able to face the past without any sadness, and that I am unable to return to the past, that we can only grasp the present, that I am unable to change what has happened in the past, and that no matter how unwilling I am, I can't change anything, and it's like what you said, how can we not fall in love, maybe, love, we can always remember, and only then can we truly love each other, and we don't have to force ourselves to forget anything, and we don't have any sad results either, our lives have different paths."

"Even though the situation wasn't good when we first met, but you were an outstanding person, and Yaomeng did not have a good grasp on it, so she missed it. I don't know how far we can go, but it was a blessing to meet you. No matter what the end result is, I will always think that meeting you is the most beautiful accident in my life. Yaomeng needs time to heal her wounds. Once time has passed and her past has become blurry, she can also begin her miserable life. "

"Don't blame yourself, and don't be sad. Love will always be remembered, even if time passes, that kind of love will only be deeply buried in your heart. When you think about it, you will only smile. If the two of them can cultivate to the positive outcome, then that is a gift from the heavens. If they are separated in the end, that only means that fate is not enough and there is no need for sadness.

Zhu Ruiyan was discussing her concept of love with Qin Yizhao, and also talking about her past.

For many things, if one dared to face them, the heaven and earth would be broadened.

The reason she said these words was to show that she was unable to change her past. Even though she herself recalled those years, and her heart ached a little, even though she herself hoped that she would be the first one to meet Qin Yizhao, and the last one to walk with her, was Qin Yizhao. However, in the beginning to the end, she was accompanied by the same person, so how much of this world existed?

It was their first love, and they were walking towards the end of their lives together. What kind of fate could make them do this?

Perhaps fate was not enough, so when they wanted to meet, they both had their own past. But the fact that they could be together meant that there was some sort of destiny between them. Now that he said they were in love, she knew that the ending might not be beautiful, and she was not afraid.

The two sides of love are equally voluntary, so their previous relationship was not love. She felt particularly ashamed of their previous relationship.

Right now, they were already a couple, but their family backgrounds were very different. However, they were equal in the face of love, so even if the Light of Hope was very weak, she still wanted to love them.

"As expected of a teacher. You've put it so well." Qin Yizhao started to speak sarcastically at the side.

"Qin Yizhao." Zhu Ruiyan was embarrassed.

"Yanyan." Qin Yizhao's hatred grew complicated at the bottom of his heart. Looking at the woman in front of him, he never thought she would be so broad-minded, she was able to tell him about his past so openly. Such a broad heart makes him feel that it's inconceivable. Isn't your heart sore? "

"Do I have to be sore?" Zhu Ruiyan asked back, "Men always want to see a group of women fighting over him. Only then would men feel proud?"

"You're not in love with me?" Qin Yizhao was a little suspicious.

Zhu Ruiyan laughed, "County Magistrate Qin, have you fallen in love with me?"

"I'm in love." Qin Yizhao didn't have his arrogance this time, as he blurted out his confession.

"You have to love me with all your heart, it's rare to find such an outstanding person like me, you have to love and protect me. County Chief Qin Yizhao, if you miss this chance, you won't be able to turn back, I, Zhu Ruiyan won't wait for you here."

"Ugh." Qin Yizhao was furious, he had actually been tricked by the woman in front of him. She had lured him to say that he loved her, but this woman had refused to answer her own question.

"County Magistrate Qin, hurry up and go over. I'll keep this place to wait for you, put yourself in my shoes, I won't want to see someone with that identity of mine. Furthermore, she has just woken up, she won't want others to know that she has been a fool." Zhu Ruiyan reminded Qin Yizhao as he went over.

"Yanyan." Qin Yizhao hugged Zhu Ruiyan, and felt extremely gratified in his heart when he heard Zhu Ruiyan's words.

Zhu Ruiyan snuggled up to him: "Remember to treat me well if you think that I'm being considerate."

"You woman, you're getting bolder and bolder." Qin Yizhao felt that Zhu Ruiyan was not afraid of him anymore.

Zhu Ruiyan was very careful on her face, and did not answer. She was actually still very timid, especially in front of this person. She was afraid that there were so many things she was afraid of, afraid that he would try to rob her, afraid that he would try to scheme against her, afraid that he wouldn't have her in her heart.

She had hoped that this person would have her at the bottom of his heart. She felt that with her tradition, she had already reached this step with this man. If she were to leave him in the future, she would only be left alone for the rest of her life.

Now that she thought about it, the most romantic thing was to slowly grow old together with Qin Yizhao. Even when she was old, she would still prepare three meals for him.

Qin Yizhao hugged Zhu Ruiyan for a while, then released her, before opening the car door with the fresh flowers, "Come, if you see that the other party is unwilling, you have changed your mind. If you want to turn back, that is fine, but you must remember to tell me, I will obediently let go."

"You silly woman, you talk nonsense." Qin Yizhao wanted to knock her on the head.

"This is very possible. In this world, anything is possible." Zhu Ruiyan laughed, "It's just that you don't need me to cut your wrist for you. Even if you turn around, I won't make a mistake.

"Don't worry, I won't give you that kind of opportunity." Qin Yizhao said in a serious tone, "I will never casually make a promise, but once I do, I will not break it."

"Alright, County Magistrate Qin, hurry up and go. Miss Yao Yao is still hoping for you."

Qin Yizhao looked at Zhu Ruiyan's face, the pupils were so clear, making people feel relaxed, so Qin Yizhao took the flowers and went to the ward.

When Duan Yu saw that Qin Yizhao had arrived, he saw that he was holding onto a fresh flower with a smile on his face.

Qin Yizhao asked him, "Is she better now?"

Duan Yu comforted him, "She's much better now, and her mental state is also better. You don't have to worry."

Qin Yizhao relaxed after hearing this.

Upon entering the sickroom, Yaomeng lied down on the sickbed, her face had a tinge of blood on it, her hair was in disarray, and when she saw Qin Yizhao, she smiled slightly, a little weak. The color of her face that had just recovered dimmed down, and she looked pale and powerless.

Although Qin Yizhao had already expected this situation, when he saw with his own eyes how weak she was, a trace of pity surfaced in his heart.

Qin Yizhao wanted to speak, but something seemed to be wagering in his throat. He opened his mouth for a long time but no sound came out.

He took a look at Yaomeng's figure. Her originally slender figure was now even more lifelike. The empty hospital gown only had skin and bones left.

Qin Yizhao felt his heart ache. His face was not really big at first, but his eyes seemed to be more focused. When he smiled, it looked like he was about to melt a glacier from the south pole.

Yaomeng saw the flowers in Qin Yizhao's hands, she knew the language of the flowers, and of course she understood the meaning of the flowers in Qin Yizhao's hands. She laughed and said, "Zhao, thank you for coming to see me, these flowers are really beautiful."