Chapter 170

In the evening, Wang Zixuan came to the hospital and Ding Haonan was waiting for him.

"Zixuan, you'd better tell her what's in your heart when it comes to this stage! It depends on you. You know you can't help this kind of thing! " Ding Haonan said this sentence outside the ward and left.

Wang Zixuan nodded and pushed the door of the ward in.

Two people did not say a word, it seems that once all the joy are completely away from them.

In the end, it was he who spoke first.

"It's a little girl!" He said, she was silent.

"My mother locked up the baby room and waited until later to open it." He said.

She was still speechless.

"Actually, I like my daughter. I think, she will be like you, all day long ha ha, no matter how difficult, will smile to face His face is a shallow smile, it is a happy and sad smile.

She turned her face and swallowed all her tears into her heart. They were tears for her own past and for her poor daughter.

"I'm a coward. I just hide my dark side. I'm afraid that I will be exposed. I'm afraid that others will see through my heart. I don't have the courage to face the truth. I don't have the right to ask you to forgive me for my crimes. We have been together for so many years, I have many opportunities to tell you about it, but I have no courage to say it because I am afraid you will leave me

"As long as you don't know, I will never be happy. I'm sorry, I'm sorry! "

He sat beside her, his forehead against the back of her hand, and kept saying the three words.

Her hand did not draw back, but trembled, and she felt the cold liquid running down her fingers, and her own share wet the pillow.

She couldn't beat him in his arms and scold him with tears. She was afraid that she would be melted by the deep love. How to forgive him? How can you really let go of the past? Now, that once all sweet and sad become so ridiculous and absurd. Is oneself too persistent?

Hao Nan is right, if that night's person is not Wang Zixuan, but someone else's words, how will she look at it? Because of him, love and hate have become no reason, no reasonable root. Silly waiting for his love, so concerned about his feelings, it turns out that these are illusions. What's the difference between whether he loves or not?

She didn't want to say a word to him, but her heart was crushed to pieces. Why is it so painful? Is it because you still love him? Even if you know the truth, you can't help loving him?

She hated such a self, such a cowardly, such no principle, no self!

"Give me time, will you? Xu Shiyuan, don't leave me, OK? Let me atone for my life, will you? Please! I can't loss you. Xu Shiyuan He looked up at her in tears.

I don't know if it's too quiet in the room. Her sobs are so obvious. He quickly got up and bent down to wipe the tears from her eyes, but she stopped him with her hand. With the movement of her hand, the cry became louder and louder.

She thought that she could bear the blow of the truth, the pain of losing her child, and leave him without any attachment. However, only now did she know that all her defenses had become so fragile in front of him and had no resistance at all.

His forehead rubbed back and forth over her, kissing her from time to time. Her hand gradually quieted down, but tears kept flowing, and he bit by bit kiss away the tears.

She couldn't move her body, she just curled her head down and didn't want to sink her heart like this.

Feeling her refusal, he took her hand, lowered his head against her, and kept saying the three words "I love you" that she had been waiting for many years.

But is it too late to say that?

She had to close her eyes and not hear.

"Why are you with me? Is it because of that? " She stopped her tears and asked.

"If I said no, would you believe it?" He said softly, but heard her faint laughter.

"You won't believe what I say now, will you?" He asked.

"If you were me, would you believe it?" She asked, and he did not answer.

She wiped away her tears and said, "Wang Zixuan, let's get a divorce."

He suddenly looked up at her wet eyes, silent for a long time.

"I want to forget the past, but when I see you and think of you, it always comes out. And please forget! I don't need you to apologize or atone, I just want to start my life again She gazed at him, not so calm as to say angry words.

"Wang Zixuan, it's already happened, and it's all over. We shouldn't bear such a burden any more. I don't want you to face me every day, as if you owe me a lot. Love and hate, who owes who, all as a dream. We, it's time to wake up! "She said these words and looked at him for a long time.

He laughed bitterly and sighed, "I'm always afraid to hear you say these things. It's like sentencing me to say so calmly. No matter how to escape, it still can't escape! "

She dropped her eyes, he did not know, in the face of such him, she is so heartache, clearly has pain can not self-control, but still want to show a very calm appearance. Hurt each other at the same time, the most injured is their own!

"You are not in good health now. Wait until you recover, OK?" He said, "if you still insist on that idea by then, I, I will seriously consider it. But before that, you can rest at ease, will you? "

She did not answer.

The next day, she told him not to stay in the hospital all the time because he didn't pay attention to his work. She didn't want him to slack off his career because of her.

But he did not leave her. The servants brought him the laundry from home. So, in addition to the day she woke up, he stayed with her in the ward 24 hours a day.

As for his work, he relies on the Internet and telephone in the hospital. And she also heard from the phone that something was wrong with the United States.

With the promulgation and implementation of the "saibanes act", the U.S. government's supervision on Wall Street has increased a lot, which has brought more and more restrictions to financial companies such as Oriental Bank.

In the first half of the year, Wang Zixuan went to the United States every month to check his work there. He repeatedly asked his employees to carefully check the financial statements of each target company, because he did not want to invest in companies like Enron because of his mistakes.

He is well aware of the rules and the inside story of Wall Street, which can not be solved by a single saibanes act. In order to avoid being implicated by the target company and lose money, he has set up a strict system for the employees and the company, all in order to earn more and pay less.

Since she was admitted to hospital, he has never mentioned anything about work in front of her, and when facing her, he will not let her feel the pressure of work. Even if she asked, he would only say "everything is OK"!

Every day, friends and family will come to the hospital to see her, although she and Wang Zixuan are so indifferent, it is very normal to treat visitors. Everyone thought it would break their relationship, but it didn't look so bad. This can't help but make everyone happy.

Looking at his relaxed smile with his friends, her mood relaxed. Love, is still love, but this love, and the past is not the same. They both know it's different!

Her mother-in-law's health is much better. When she comes to visit Shiyuan in the hospital, she is no longer as sad as she was at the time of the incident even when she mentions about her child. She comforts Shiyuan and says, "it's OK. As long as you're safe, everything will be OK." Shiyuan did not want her mother-in-law to be sad, so she nodded with a smile.