Why did Su Luo Chen fall for the An Ran? He couldn't even find a source for it. She did not know his love, and she could not see how different his gaze was when he looked at her. He didn't know how to say to a girl, I like your stupid words.
This delay dragged until Jian Yuan appeared and brought her away.
The day Jian Yuan confessed to the An Ran, he was there. He stood on the stairs not too far away and saw that after Jian Yuan and An Ran embraced each other, there was a part of his heart that was missing a mouthful. It was neither painful nor itchy, and he only felt that this world was boring.
Only after a long time did he realize that it was the feeling of losing his loved one.
One night, Jian Yuan came to him and apologized, "Luo Chen, I know you like her, but I still … "I'm sorry."
He silently lowered his eyes, and the corner of his mouth hooked up. With a cold and heartfelt tone, he said in a surprised tone, "I like her? I only know now. "
"Huh?" Jian Yuan revealed a look of disbelief, and then, he said: "Luo Chen, it doesn't matter if you don't admit it.
Su Luo Chen said: "Is there anything else?"
Jian Yuan looked into his eyes solemnly and said: "I will take good care of her, don't worry!"
With an indifferent "oh", Su Luo Chen left the place without turning his head back.
When Jian Yuan said that he would take good care of An Ran, Su Luo Chen believed him. After that, he found out how stupid he was.
Jian Yuan left. An Ran did not have much emotional experience, she was just a piece of white paper, and unguarded, she opened the door to her own world, driving everyone away just to welcome Jian Yuan. It was as if she was announcing that Jian Yuan was her entire world from now on.
As one might imagine, when he left, her entire world collapsed.
That period was a period of dark years that none of the people accompanying An Ran wanted to recall. An Ran sorrowfully told him: Jian Yuan likes bad girls, so I have to become the kind of person he likes. That way, he will like me again, right?
This was why the An Ran misunderstood afterwards: she had really abandoned herself to become a degenerate because of a man, but that man had been mistaken by her as Luo Chen. Actually, it was Jian Yuan.
The loss of love was hard to bear, but it would eventually pass. This argument was wrong on An Ran's side. That was the last day of the dark years. In the morning, Su Luo Chen remembered the An Ran saying to him, "I already did everything I could do, why is he still not coming back? "Luo Chen, I'm tired."
She was falling out of love, but did she know that he was falling out of love as well? When he saw the look in her eyes that was filled with yearning for Jian Yuan, a voice in his heart was saying. " An Ran, I am more tired than you. " Inborn pride urged him to let her go, but he could not remember how many times he had betrayed his pride.
That afternoon, the sun was shining brightly.
He kicked open the An Ran's door and looked at her sleeping posture. He was really tired and finally fell asleep.
Seeing the white pill smile coldly at him, he panicked: She's going to die!
He had lived for more than ten years, but this was the first time he felt so panicked. She was going to die for someone who wasn't worth it, so why did she give up on him? Why did she give up on herself?
He panicked, became angry, and became cold. His heart had gone completely cold.
The nurse pushed her out of the operating room. She could not bear to lose the days of Jian Yuan. Through the window, he stared at the heartless tree with reddened eyes. He could hear a bitter laugh in his ears as if he was mumbling to himself, "You can't afford to lose her, so you definitely can't lose her." You've made your decision. "
Yes, he had made his decision.
At this moment, he unleashed his swift and decisive moves to his heart's content. If one was a king, he would not be a turtle.
When she was unconscious, he asked the two families for their permission, and at the same time that he had the hypnotist hypnotize the An Ran, he deleted everything that was related to Jian Yuan in her mind. While the high-level hypnotist was doing that kind of thing to An Ran like a witch, Su Luo Chen's mind was filled with the thought of how An Ran was covered in blood.
That day, An Ran's blood stained his hands. He hugged her to her chest, her face, and her clothes. He almost couldn't feel her breathing.
It's not scary to lose someone you love the most. At least you know she's alive and well in the world across from you.
Seeing the one you love the most, gradually losing all your energy in front of you is scary. Helplessly watching the Messenger take her away from you is scary. I know that from now on, there will no longer be her in this world.
He needed a sharp blade to completely remove the fear in his heart.
The best way was to make An Ran forget about the man that made her despise his life and give him fear.
"I actually committed suicide for Jian Yuan …" This was something that the An Ran was unable to accept. Her shocked gaze lost focus, as if she was trying really hard to find the memories that she had experienced before. However, the more he thought about it, the more his head hurt …
Su Luo Chen said: "You won't commit suicide for anyone right now. After all, you are only in your twenties right now, not teens."
An Ran bewilderedly felt the little bit of pain that swept past her heart. She tried to use this little bit of pain to recall a few things from the past …
She murmured, "My parents know what happened that year. No wonder, when I told mom that I love you, mom asked me many times if I really love you, if I really want to be with you, if I regret … She must feel that it's hard for her to accept it, because in your hearts, An Ran has always loved Jian Yuan and she must be very afraid, afraid that if I remember, she would regret it … "
No one would have thought that An Ran would fall in love with Luo Chen when they lost their memories.
She smiled bitterly. "So you all know that I was the only one who was fooled. Stupid …"
Su Luo Chen said: "It's not necessarily bad to not know anything. Now that you know everything, are you happy?"
"But I have the right to know!" An Ran covered her mouth and said painfully, "I can't make the decision in my life. No matter how terrible my experience is, it is still my experience. I don't want to forget him no matter how painful it is to love him... But you made me forget him, even if it was to save me … The An Ran who deeply loved Jian Yuan back then, was unable to forgive you! "
"The people I love the most and trust the most, they all lie to me. Don't you guys think that's too cruel for me …" She shook her head, unwilling to believe him. He had already reached this step, and she even more so wanted to know everything, even if the price was collapse. Go on. "
Her tone turned cold, and he could feel her change, her attitude. Su Luo Chen clenched his fists tightly, as if he was trying to grab onto something.
Unable to forgive...
What an unforgivable move!