I hear you love me.
One day, he heard that the An Ran loved him. When she had fully recovered, he actually saw that she was looking at Jian Yuan with such a gaze again. This time, who was the person looking at Jian Yuan with such a gaze?
He turned his head and looked behind him to see if there was anyone. Was it Jian Yuan? Because of her, he was almost stunned.
The answer is: No one.
In this room, there was only him and her. And the way she looked at him, was actually the way she used to look at Jian Yuan.
This was the first time that Su Luo Chen's heartbeat had quickened from being looked at by a woman, and he had lost his cool. He looked at her and she suddenly laughed. "Luo Chen, are you paralyzed?"
"…"
A few years later, he would be surrounded by women, the president of Sheng Group, and if he wanted to, there would be plenty of them. He saw a haze and vulnerability in her calm eyes.
He turned his head, but the only thing he could do was pretend that he didn't see anything.
He wasn't sure she loved him, even if it was, but would she still love him once she got her memory back? Must not love.
He would always protect her, never even ceasing to love her, but never daring to step foot into her world again. Perhaps he always felt guilty, because he did not ask for her opinion, erasing the deepest part of her life.
Time passed quickly, and they maintained a safe distance from each other for many years. Until Qin Qi's plea for help appeared, until the fake engagement ceremony appeared …
He was getting engaged, and his mind was full of An Ran. He kept thinking, what would happen if he got engaged to An Ran that day? Just as when one thinks of marriage, one naturally thinks of the person one loves, even if the marriage is false.
He longed to be together with the An Ran, longed to see the An Ran become his bride. He had always been suppressing his desire, but he had endured his feelings for so many years. In those days, he was surrounded by a fire called "Want to Get" that was impenetrable.
So it turned out that what people feared the most was to obtain it. He knew he was stupid, that he was going to lose consciousness.
After suppressing for so many years, after seeing her sad eyes again and again, he bitterly smiled in pain. An Ran, you have won. He was no longer conscious.
He had always hoped that the An Ran would take the initiative. As long as she said that he didn't want you to be with her, he would immediately cancel his engagement, even if he was scolded for being ungrateful. He owed a debt of gratitude to Qin Qi's father in the past.
He carried his selfishness and extravagantly hoped that An Ran would take the initiative. Once he saw how much she loved him, he couldn't help but compare the Jian Yuan from back then with him: Love him, does he love the Jian Yuan from back then?
Secondly, when she knew everything, he could make an excuse with his heart at peace: The only thing I was wrong about was keeping you in this world.
An Ran, you took the initiative to come into my arms, not that I would make you mine while you were unaware …
In the end, she was too timid. But he loved to go crazy. An Ran, back then you could let go of your pride to humbly beg Jian Yuan to stay behind, but now you can't do it for Su Luo Chen even once. He had lost. He had gone mad.
Even though it was clear that he was taking the initiative, in everyone's eyes, it was a kind of mistake, and even in the eyes of the An Ran, he still couldn't control himself and committed the crime. She took the initiative to take her hand and lead her away …
In a sense, what he did really caused people to criticize him, but he still did it.
He had actually used a classic excuse, and that was: he didn't want to live forever, but he wanted to live for a long time.
The price of having you for a period of time is eternal damnation, and I'm not afraid.
Now, there was truly no hope for him.
Su Luo Chen laughed: "I imagine that when you know everything, you might not want to see me anymore. You'll think that I'm going to kidnap you when you don't remember anything … You know you'll have to blame me in the future. But if I reject you and reject myself, you know that you must thank me in the future. Thank you for being awake when you were unconscious … "
The An Ran looked at him, "I never knew that you secretly endured so much." As she spoke, as if she was holding back something, she suddenly turned her head, her wet eyes focused on the resplendent white lily as she stared unblinkingly.
"Thank you for telling me."
"You're welcome."
Su Luo Chen said coldly. He withdrew back into his cold world, and the person who warmed him had already left. Just now, he had personally sent her off.
An Ran covered her mouth and ran in front of him.
Su Luo Chen pulled her back, which surprised her. She lowered her head, and heard him say: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I couldn't maintain my clarity of mind. You lost your head, I lost mine too."
There was a smile of contempt in his voice, as if he was laughing at his own lack of resolution, his abandonment.
An Ran closed her eyes, the tearing pain spreading through her limbs and bones.
"An Ran, the time that you remember everything, should be when you return to his side. After all, you have always been hoping for his return. You will have your own children, won't you? " An Ran didn't understand Su Luo Chen's words. She raised her head and looked at him with eyes full of hatred and tears, "Why do you think that I will be with him when he returns? What right do you have to think that way! "
"Don't be silly, I know how much you love him better than you do." Wiping the tears off her face, Su Luo Chen frowned, "Why do you keep on crying?"
An Ran clenched her fist.
Su Luo Chen continued: "Wait until you remember this person's name, then you will be able to return to his side. And I only have one request, to have the baby born. "
An Ran slowly loosened his fist and held her stomach, as if she had finally remembered that there was still more to it than just nothing.
An Ran smirked at Luo Chen: "You almost brought the ignorant me into your wedding hall, why do I still have to help you bear children?"
The word "turn" was too hurtful.
Su Luo Chen did not like for others to see his pain, and at that moment, he did the same. He turned around and walked towards the exit step by step. An Ran looked at his retreating back and asked himself, Are you satisfied?
"Then... "Up to you."
Su Luo Chen stopped and said.
Tears gathered in his eyes, but they did not fall. He raised his head and looked at the blue sky. His eyes could not be seen clearly; there was fog within.
An Ran took in a deep breath of air, walked in front of him and smirked: "Your back is really similar to Jian Yuan."
Su Luo Chen's eyes that had been enduring for a long time turned completely scarlet as he held her shoulders and asked, "What are you trying to say? An Ran, you are hurting me on purpose! "
"Why would I fall in love with you so easily when I lost my memory? Would she accidentally see your back and mistake you for Jian Yuan to love? "