"I told you I was fine." JOYA smiled and added, "I'll go crazy if it goes on like this."
With that, she paused and said in a feeble voice, "you and Jiwei... Did you two quarrel?"
Jian Haixi pursed her lips. As soon as she was about to open her mouth, she saw that Qiaoya shook her head again and said negatively, "no, Jiwei can't bear to quarrel with you. Did you quarrel with him?"
Jian Haixi: "
She rolled a big white eye at JOYA, and then she began a little depressed: "there's no quarrel, just... I'm a little annoyed and don't want to stay there."
The house is full of shadows of the past. The children are noisy or noisy, but they are all together. Now there is a small figure missing
After returning from the base, she looked at the familiar home and always subconsciously thought of Mo Xiujin, his departure and what his life would be like now.
Boundless remorse took root and sprouted in her heart. It grew as fast as if she had absorbed enough nutrients every day, and was about to invade all her life and mind.
Later, she simply ran to Qiaoya all day and sent the children to Fu zuoan and her brother Jane Chenran, hoping that they would be better in a different environment.
After this battle, all of them need short-term healing and healing before they can re open their arms and stride forward into the future.
JOYA looked at her, put the fruit tray aside, and her face was straight: "I know how you feel."
Jane Haixi runs here all day, even once or twice. She has been here almost every day these days. No matter how slow she is, she won't see anything.
She took her hand and whispered, "Huan Yan came over the day before yesterday. I begged her to accompany me out for a walk. Walking, she turned to the place where the man once lived."
Jane Haixi frowned slightly, but she didn't speak. She just listened to her quietly.
"You know what? I didn't come near at all, but as long as I saw something familiar, I began to feel uncomfortable. Even if I just stood on the road 100 meters away from there, my mind was filled with many bad memories." Qiaoya's eyes were dim for a moment, but they disappeared in a moment. It was too late to see Jian Haixi.
She patted Jian Haixi's hand and sighed: "so Haixi, I understand that you don't want to feel in an empty room all day. No one will feel comfortable when you are invaded by memories, but..."
After a pause, she looked deep and said in earnest: "you can't blame Ji Wei for this. He... It's not easy."
Ning Jiwei's is not easy. Maybe they outsiders can see it more clearly.
If he doesn't do those things, they don't know whether they will appear in their current life.
Or they're still with eukins. Yan couldn't get out of the fight.
Jian Haixi was silent for a moment and shook his head slowly: "I didn't anger him. I just need to calm down."
She is not an unreasonable person, and she won't blame others regardless of anything.
She also knew how Ning Jiwei's decisions were made.
It's just... Apart from reason, she always wants to give her sensibility some time to recover.
She must first heal herself before she can face the outside world.
Otherwise, it will bring another kind of harm to the people close to you.
Looking at her like this, Qiaoya can't say more. Even if she persuades more about this kind of thing, she still has to come out by herself in the end.
She smiled and didn't go on talking about it. She simply turned the topic to another place.
They stayed in the room until the evening. Seeing that the afterglow on the horizon was about to fall, the stars had twinkled and climbed up the sky. Qiaoya finally urged Jian Haixi to go home.
George had already prepared a car to take her home. Because of a series of things during this period, he always wanted to make up for his apology to Jane Haixi in all aspects.
But everyone else followed out and was stopped by Jian Haixi without taking two steps.
Jian Haixi looked at him with a smile and said, "just send it to the door. If you send it again, how can I enter the house in the future?"
Some words don't need to be said. The past is the past.
George touched the back of his head and smiled. He didn't insist anymore: "send a message at home."
Jian Haixi nodded: "I see. Go in quickly."
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When Jian Haixi got home, Ning Jiwei hadn't come back.
She bowed her head and sent a message to George before she changed her slippers and walked towards the house.
In fact, it's not just her running to Qiao's house all day recently. Even Ning Jiwei goes out early and comes back late every day, eukins. Although Yan left, he left a lot of mess. He and Mo Jue have to deal with it well.
So Qiaoya is worried about her quarrel with Ning Jiwei today. It is impossible. They can hardly see each other during the day except eating and sleeping at night these days.
Seeing Jian Haixi coming back, Moran wiped his hands out of the kitchen, smiled and said, "young lady is back? Young master just came back and bought you a cake and put it in the refrigerator. Shall I cut one for you?"
"Cake?"
Jane Haixi paused and wondered, "did he buy it?"
"Yes, the young master bought it himself." Moran smiled and said, "I'm afraid I've been around for a long time, so I sent it back first."
Jian Haixi nodded to indicate that he knew. When he saw that Moran was still looking at him eagerly, he reacted and shook his head and said, "I won't eat."
Moran nodded without saying anything. Looking at her still so listless, a touch of heartache flashed in her eyes.
She was about to go back to the kitchen and get busy. She heard that Jian Haixi, who had reached the entrance of the stairs, suddenly stopped and looked at her and said, "aunt LAN, what kind of cake is it?"
"Strawberry fruit." Moran had a smile on his face. This time, he said directly without waiting for Jane Haixi to speak, "go and have a rest first. I'll cut it up and send it to you later."
Jane Haixi hesitated, nodded and turned to walk upstairs.
He bought it himself. She didn't want to make him sad.
Instead of going back to her room, she went to the playroom where the children often stayed.
These days, she often comes here to have a look. All kinds of things in it have not moved and still maintain their original appearance.
Jian Haixi sat on the tatami and glanced at the toys. In front of her eyes, she seemed to see their small figures again, and her ears were filled with their happy laughter.
It seems that in the next moment, several children will still laugh and make trouble here carefree, and no one is absent.
Jian Haixi covered her face and couldn't help sobbing.
At the door, beside the semi open door panel, Ning Jiwei held the cake in one hand and looked at the figure on the tatami with focused and distressed eyes