The room was silent.
Only the low choking voice gently overflowed from Jian Haixi's clenched lips, and each syllable seemed to have a thick sadness.
She covered her cheek with one hand, and drops of crystal tears seeped out of her fingers and fell onto her wrist. Finally, she gradually fainted and dyed a small dark wet meaning on her knee.
After Mo Xiujin left, this was the first time that her emotions broke out completely.
These days, all the sadness and self blame have been pressed on her heart. Day after day, it has already overwhelmed her heart.
The low cry in the room didn't know how long it lasted. Jian Haixi didn't look up until a warm and thick hand gently fell on her shoulder.
As long as she cried, Ning Jiwei stood at the door with a cake, quietly waiting for her to vent her sadness before she came in silently.
Jian Haixi raised his head with red eyes. Through the hazy tears, he saw Ning Jiwei squatting beside him with a plate of exquisite and lovely strawberry cake in his hand.
"Eat cake?"
His face was as gentle as ever. The back of his hand gently wiped her cheek, wiped away the wet tears on it, took a small spoon in one hand, scooped a small spoon of cake and fed it to her mouth.
Jian Haixi stared at him in a daze. The eyes of the people in front of him were also red. I don't know whether they were too tired or enduring something. Even the familiar radian at the corner of their mouth seemed to be pulled up with great force
She clenched her lips. Her eyes were suddenly sour without warning. She sucked her nose hard. Only then did she gently lift her lips and sip the cake into her mouth.
"Is it delicious?" Ning Jiwei smiled with a deep and gentle voice.
Jian Haixi nodded. For a moment, the faded tears suddenly came out like a tide.
She rushed into Ning Jiwei's arms and pulled the clothes on his chest with both hands. This time, the cry was no longer suppressed.
She has endless sadness, but Ning Jiwei also has many helplessness.
From beginning to end, he didn't say anything, but spread out endless tenderness in front of her, surrounded her whole world and resisted all the storms outside.
Ning Jiwei caught her for the first time, put the cake on the ground next to her with one hand and stroked her back with the other hand.
Feel the people in your arms crying, your body is trembling slightly, and your eyes are full of heartache.
"Haixi..." he tightened his arms, tightly encircled the people in his arms, and couldn't help sighing softly.
How sad Jian Haixi was, it was double pain in his heart.
These days, he would rather Jian Haixi really cry every day, even quarrel with him, rather than watch her hold everything in her heart.
Jian Haixi was deeply buried in his arms, and tears gradually wet his front, but neither of them cared.
She called him softly, choking hoarse voice came stiffly, and murmured, "Jiwei, I'm so sad."
"I know..."
Ning Jiwei closed his eyes tightly, and his hand covering Jian Haixi's back trembled for a moment, "I'm sorry, Haixi, I didn't protect you..."
If you listen carefully, you can hear that Ning Jiwei's voice is also a little hoarse at this moment.
It's just like being repressed in a very deep place. Even if those emotions are so strong that they can't disperse at all, what it overflows is only a small part of them
Jane Haixi shook her head.
She never meant to blame Ning Jiwei. He has done well to return to the current situation.
She always knew that the real bad man was eukins. Yan
She just regretted countless times. If she could be more careful, stronger and better protect all the children, would no one leave
"I miss them very much."
She was lying in ningjiwei's arms, her voice buzzing because of the thick nasal sound, and there was some ambiguity.
But ningjiwei didn't need to ask again. He knew what she wanted to say.
He patted her on the back, kissed her gently, fell on her hair one by one, and coaxed in a low voice, "then let's go and pick up the children."
After a pause, he suddenly said with a smile: "I always thought about when I could really live in the world of two people. As a result, I really sent them away. I'm not used to it..."
Jane Haixi was not the only one who missed the children. He looked at the empty big house all day and saw the figures of the cubs.
Jian Haixi was suddenly amused by his sad and helpless tone, and asked in a stuffy voice, "what about Qiaoqiao and yarn weaving?"
Half a month ago, when everything at the base came to an end, they took a break and prepared to go home.
On the eve of her departure, Shazhi found her and seriously expressed her willingness to stay in the base.
She still remembers how serious Shazhi looked at that time. After that unexpected night, these children seemed to grow up suddenly and have their own responsibilities.
Shazhi said that when Jie put it in the middle, the mosquito and Zhuo are not finished. Now the base is full of holes and panic. If she leaves, the base will fall into a state of disorder again. The people of mosquito and Zhuo will need a war to stop.
She is talilina's daughter and can't leave when the base needs her most.
This is her responsibility and obligation as a young lady.
Qiaoqiao also stayed there. First, she wanted to eliminate Jian Haixi's worries and take better care of Shazhi. In addition... Everyone tried their best to solve the mess everywhere. She also came up with a way to help solve the situation of the base as soon as possible.
"The base will be fine. If you're worried, we'll get people back in two months." Ning Jiwei held her hand and pinched it in the palm. The two people's temperature warmed each other, as if they had driven out the loneliness in the big house.
He whispered, like an explanation, but more to comfort Jian Haixi: "Mo Jue and I are a little busy these days, in order to finish the things here quickly so that he can catch up."
Hearing the speech, Jian Haixi suddenly paused, raised his hand and tightened Ning Jiwei's neck and said, "I've gone too far these two days, haven't I? I didn't pay attention to you."
Both of them are really busy, but no matter how busy they are, they can't say a few words.
She doesn't know how to get out of her mood.
Ning Jiwei smiled, lowered his head and dropped a kiss on her forehead. There was no blame in his eyes: "no, it doesn't matter if you go too far."
They are lovers and the closest people in the world. He has made Jian Haixi suffer too much. For the rest of his life, he only worried that he would hurt Jian Haixi.
"Haixi, just remember to vent whatever emotions you have in the future? It's okay to quarrel with me. Don't hold it back by yourself, huh?"
His voice was low, not through the air to her ears, but directly from his chest and through her eardrums.
More gentle than ever.
Jian Haixi's heart was sour and sweet. He nodded gently and said in a stuffy voice, "let Mo Jue go there early. I'll help you."
"OK."