Jiuqu famous residence.
The cold war between Gu tingjue and Bai Xiaomian has been going on for a week. This time, the problem can not be solved by who bows down first and who gives in first.
Late one night, Gu tingjue came back to the villa full of wine and entered the room.
He drank a lot of wine today, with some special ingredients, hoping to paralyze himself with alcohol, but the result was obviously unsatisfactory.
Gu tingjue is sober now, more sober than ever.
In fact, every night when he stepped into the villa, he was sober. This soberness made him feel painful, because he would think of Bai Xiaomian's betrayal to him again and again.
Because of deep love, so can not tolerate feelings to be blasphemed.
How could it be like this?
It shouldn't be.
Gu tingjue's heart seemed to have a thorn in it. No matter what, there was no way to pull it out. He was in pain all the time, and even made him unable to sleep every night.
He seemed to be trapped in a desert island, unable to even ask for help, unable to find an exit.
There is a dim light in the room. The orange light is warm, but it makes people feel cold.
Is she afraid of the dark again? Or is this lamp for him?
Gu tingjue thought in his heart, and his eyes could not help looking to the bed.
Bai Xiaomian seemed to have fallen asleep. The weak light covered her face with a tender feeling that she had not seen for a long time. Gu tingjue knew that it was an illusion.
These days, Bai Xiaomian's attitude can be said to be as cold as ice, and his eyes, which often smile, are gradually filled with disappointment.
All this makes Gu tingjue feel bored and irritable.
Why is Bai Xiaomian disappointed in him? She is the first one to betray! Think say a break-up, everything can erase it?!
Bai Xiaomian just fell asleep for a short time. She felt something heavy pressing on her, which made her gasp a little. When she opened her eyes, she saw that some drunk man was kissing her.
Things like this happen every night, no matter how cold during the day, but at night, the man is like a fierce beast, pestering her deeply.
Bai Xiaomian lay flat on the bed numbly and let him do whatever he wanted Do you find it interesting? "
Gu tingjue moves, under the dim light, he can't see her expression clearly, but still can feel her indifference, he also coldly way, "interesting."
"Then you go on."
Gu tingjue couldn't do it any more. He held his arm and looked down at the woman lying under him. Suddenly, he said, "Gu Nan has been transferred to another place by me. It's a long distance. Maybe some accidents will happen. Don't you know?"
Said, Gu old son is really willing, but also can't tolerate him not willing, who let him hold each other's handle in the hand. He knows what the other person cares most.
"You don't have to test me." Bai Xiaomian slowly closed her eyes. Now she felt very tired, but there was no place for her to rest. "I hate him more than you do."
Her voice fell gently, a little feeble.
Gu tingjue inevitably thought of Gu Nan's words when he left.
Is Gu Nan trying to make Bai Xiaomian feel better after the disclosure, or is he telling the truth? Or both?
"Bai Xiaomian, I'll ask you for the last time, have you ever been with Gu Nan..."
"What have you had? Does it matter? " Bai Xiaomian opened his eyes and looked directly at the man in front of him, "I don't remember what happened that day, and didn't you see the picture? Why ask me again. "
Every time this matter was mentioned, it was tearing open the scars of the two of them, bleeding with pain.
Gu tingjue also wants to believe Gu Nan's words, but how to explain the photo? A man and a woman didn't wear clothes, did nothing but took photos. What's more, this man has been coveting this woman. How can he believe that?
He can believe Bai Xiaomian, but he never believes Gu Nan!
Besides, Bai Xiaomian didn't even want to lie to him. He was so honest that he didn't deny it or explain it!
"You said Gu tingjue pursed his thin lips. The voice of his throat was dry. Every word seemed to squeeze out. "As long as you say no, I will believe you."
Bai Xiaomian looks at him in a dazed way. She never thought that Gu tingjue would say such a thing. She even hears a faint hope of deceiving others Should it be an illusion?
"Gu tingjue, don't you think it's too late to say that now?"
Gu tingjue did not speak, his eyes fixed on her face.
Bai Xiaomian bit his lower lip and continued, "you obviously don't believe me, but you say such ridiculous words. Don't you think it's against your heart? Besides, I can't give you a satisfactory answer. "
Gu tingjue's breath sank, "continue to say."
"I know I'm sorry, but that doesn't mean you can vent all your pain on me. I'm not voluntary, I'm a victim, and I'm suffering, you know? ""Bai Xiaomian..." Gu tingjue knew that he had gone too far these days, but he couldn't control himself when he thought that Bai Xiaomian had a relationship with other men and that there might be others in her heart.
Anger, reluctance, jealousy, resentment, pain.
He is such a precious woman! But she admitted that she had betrayed him! At that moment, he would rather she lied to himself, but she didn't.
"So let's separate. I know I'm not good enough for you. You are a mental cleanliness addict. It's hard to sleep with me during this time, isn't it? Why force yourself? It's better to gather and scatter. " Bai Xiaomian almost finished these words in one breath, hung his eyes to hide some kind of pain, and quietly waited for Gu tingjue's answer.
Even if Gu tingjue is willing to accept her, she is not willing to accept herself now. In this relationship, she was the passive side and the inferiority side. She could not be together with Gu tingjue as if nothing had happened after such a thing happened.
She is no longer worthy of his love.
Gu tingjue suddenly realized at this moment that Bai Xiaomian was determined to break up with him, nothing else.
"No, I don't agree."
"So you want to get back at me?"
Bai Xiaomian cold tone let Gu tingjue in the heart a pain, "is not."
Bai Xiaomian obviously didn't believe his words, but he didn't speak any more. He turned his head and buried his face on the pillow.
In the air is a repressive silence.
I don't know how long later, Gu tingjue slowly lay beside Bai Xiaomian, stretched out his long arm and gently hugged her from behind, chin against her neck socket, "Xiaomian, I'm wrong, sorry."
Bai Xiaomian's body was stiff for a moment, and it was obvious that she was not asleep.
It can be said that both of them haven't had a good sleep in this period of time.
Without Bai Xiaomian's response, Gu tingjue took a deep breath, and his nose was full of the fragrance of the woman in his arms. "Let's forget this and start over, OK? Just think it never happened. "
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