"I can't forget." Bai Xiaomian knows that Gu tingjue can't accept this matter in his heart. It's not a good way to escape. For a long time, this matter will become an indefinite time bomb. He doesn't know when it will explode, and he will lose both sides.
"It can be forgotten." Gu tingjue said.
"Gu tingjue, please sober me up." Bai Xiaomian took a few deep breaths. "We're done."
They can't go back to the past any more. In any case, all the injuries have been formed, and there is no way to erase them.
Those hurtful words and actions, just like the water thrown out, can no longer be recovered.
Broken mirror, even if round, there will be cracks.
Bai Xiaomian was disappointed with Gu tingjue and himself.
"We're not finished." Gu tingjue couldn't accept Bai Xiaomian's attitude at all. He leaned to her ear and said, "I love you and you love me, that's enough."
"We can't go back to the past. I don't believe you don't mind me at all Well... " Bai Xiaomian's unfinished words were all blocked by Gu tingjue's thin lips and could not say a word more.
Gu tingjue kisses her hard, and his hands are tightened again and again, which makes her body tightly, as if to be rubbed into her own blood
At the end of the kiss, he whispered, "don't say it. We won't talk about it later."
Bai Xiaomian's eyes were slightly lax. After all, she didn't say anything more. She sighed at the bottom of her heart.
How long can this self deception last?
She did not know, nor did Gu tingjue.
They are trying to save this love, but can not find the right way, can only drink poison to quench thirst, poisoning deeper and deeper.
Since that night, Gu tingjue's attitude towards Bai Xiaomian has recovered and improved. He even dotes on Bai Xiaomian more than before. He is obedient and the only thing he can't promise is to let Bai Xiaomian go out.
Bai Xiaomian's attitude is still lukewarm, no one would like to be locked up for so long, no freedom.
She knows very well that Gu tingjue's words of returning to the past are just empty words. He still controls her life, or does not trust her.
If you don't die in silence, you break out in silence.
"I'm a human being, not your animal. I have an independent personality. I need freedom!" Bai Xiaomian summoned up her courage, and when she said this, she was still a little nervous because of the shadow Gu tingjue had left her.
"Isn't it good to be at home? Why do you have to go out? " Gu tingjue's tone was very mild, but Bai Xiaomian felt a trace of gloom from his expression.
It's like a person who suppresses all his negative emotions and tries to pretend that he doesn't have anything.
Such Gu tingjue made Bai Xiaomian very uncomfortable and worried.
"I'm not your dog. Even a dog has to go out for a few laps, and there's still time to go to jail." Bai Xiaomian felt that he was being shut down by Gu tingjue. Sooner or later, he would go crazy.
Unexpectedly, Gu tingjue didn't lose his temper with her. It seemed that she was making trouble out of nothing. "How can you compare yourself with dogs and prisoners? I'm busy at this time. I'll take you out when I'm free, huh? "
Bai Xiaomian looked at him straight, "I just ask you, do you want me to go out? I want to work. I want to be free. This is a normal life. "
Gu tingjue gently smile, but let Bai Xiaomian heart cool, "why don't you take the initiative to kiss me, I'll consider?"
Bai Xiaomian's expression suddenly cooled down. She turned around and left without hesitation. She didn't even bother to say one more word.
The moment she turned around, what she didn't see was that Gu tingjue's face was also gloomy. It was as frightening as the dark clouds.
He's trying to get back to the way he used to be, but it's clear that he's just keeping the surface.
It's like being hurt. The wound on the surface is healing, but inside it is rotting and purulent, tormenting two people from time to time.
But there is no way to let Gu tingjue down. He can't do it.
It seems that there is no big difference in the way that the days are lived.
Gu tingjue also gradually gave Bai Xiaomian more freedom. Although their relationship was not as close as before, they finally relaxed.
Although Bai Xiaomian can't go back to work in the company, she can come out occasionally. With a large group of bodyguards behind her, she doesn't know whether to protect her safety or to be afraid that she will run away.
These white Xiaomian don't care, she just don't want to live that kind of imprisoned life.
At this point, Gu tingjue, who has always been very good at grasping people's heart, did a great job. He gave her some freedom within the controllable range, not too much or too little, and let her explode again. The two kept a delicate balance.
However, on the day when Bai Xiaomian went out, something happened.
Bai Xiaomian just came out of the villa and fainted for unknown reasons. The whole person fell down and completely lost consciousness.Fortunately, the bodyguard quickly caught her and called the doctor. At the same time, he also called Gu tingjue.
At this time, Gu tingjue was talking about an extremely important cooperation. As soon as he received the phone call, his face changed. He directly left the foreign partner behind and drove all the way through the red light to return to Jiuqu residence.
At this time, the doctor just finished the examination, and said with a smile when he saw Gu tingjue, "Mr. Gu, Miss Bai is not in any danger. It may be the temporary fainting caused by excessive pressure or overwork. But congratulations to Mr. Gu. Miss Bai is two months pregnant... "
When he heard the first half of the speech, Gu tingjue's nervous heart suddenly relaxed, and he stepped into the room to see Bai Xiaomian, but the doctor's second half of the speech stopped him.
"What did you say? Say it again
"Congratulations to Mr. Gu, Miss Bai, who has been pregnant for two months..." The doctor patiently repeated, only to find that Gu tingjue didn't have any happy expression on his face. He couldn't help wondering, "Mr. Gu..."
"I'll go and see her first." Gu tingjue did not show his attitude, and his pace seemed a bit disordered.
Inside, Bai Xiaomian still didn't wake up. He closed his eyes and lay on the soft big bed with a quiet face.
Gu tingjue dropped his eyes, his eyes fell on her flat abdomen, and slowly clenched his fist.
Two months later, Gu Nan was on the right side. Is this Gu Nan's child or his?
What was intended to be forgotten was once again dug out from the bottom of my heart.
Gu tingjue's eyes flashed complex emotions, his expressionless face gradually became angry, and his long suppressed emotions seemed to explode in the next second.
God, this is playing with him.
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