I just wanted Xia Ze to leave just now. I hoped that he wouldn't see my ugly state, but now I hoped that he wouldn't, and I needed some comfort from him. I wanted him to personally tell me that he didn't find me dirty nor disgusting, but I lowered my eyes and thought to myself, Even I feel disgusted.
I stared at his back and felt that he was getting farther and farther away from me, not just physically but psychologically as well.
I look at Cheng Ruojun's face. From the beginning, he never found Xia Ze here.
"Really?" Cheng Ruojun's hand kneaded my skin, and with every blow, it would turn blue.
I looked at Cheng Ruojun, I knew what he wanted me to say, then I might as well say the answer that he wanted.
"I'm not satisfied yet." My fingertip lightly touched Cheng Ruojun's lips.
Cheng Ruojun laughed, then carried me and walked towards the bedroom.
"Ruo Ruo …" I drew circles on Cheng Ruojun's chest with my finger, and then said hesitantly, "I have something that I need your help with."
Hearing my words, Cheng Ruojun looked down at me, although the smile on his face was still there, but his eyes that had been dominated by desire had gradually become clear again.
I was looked at by his pair of cold eyes, and almost forgot all the mental drafts that I had prepared beforehand. I forced myself to calm down and not be controlled by the shadows of the past Cheng Ruojun.
"Ruo Yu, actually, when I went to the bar today to look for Jiang Yekun, I met a person I knew." I hesitated.
"Who is it?" Cheng Ruojun asked me. His eyes were already deep in thought, and I was afraid that he would reveal that kind of expression.
"Li Zhen, the girl that Tao Man told you about before, the one who is fighting over the properties with your uncle." I'm worried that these thoughts that I had already thought of in my head would all be scared out of my mind by Cheng Ruojun later on.
"It's her." Cheng Ruojun laughed and said, "I bumped into a nail right here and I came to find you."
"Can you help her?" "She's so pitiful, and when I look at her, it's as if I'm looking at myself."
Cheng Ruojun placed me on the bed and looked at me. His gaze fell on my face, which was not filled with deep emotions.
I'm very nervous, I am not willing to speak of the matter of the contract. If I can hide it from Cheng Ruojun, that contract might become my trump card.
"You think you're like her, so you begged me for her?" Cheng Ruojun asked, "You didn't take any benefits?"
I was quiet and did not say anything. I originally wanted to trick them, but when I thought about Cheng Ruojun's methods, I started to get nervous. Just as I was about to speak, Cheng Ruojun spoke first.
"However, you are a fool. If others coax you with a few words, you might be able to take the bait." Cheng Ruojun laughed as he rubbed my face and continued, "If I agree, how do you plan to repay me?"
I was ecstatic in my heart as I stared at Cheng Ruojun, I actually managed to get away with it. Maybe in Cheng Ruojun's eyes, someone as cowardly as me would not lie to him.
"I …" I thought for a while and wanted to crawl out from under Cheng Ruojun, so I made Cheng Ruojun lie down properly and put the lower half of his body into his mouth.
I feel very disgusted, but I don't have anything else I can give to Cheng Ruojun other than this.
Cheng Ruojun laughed. Then he held my head and stabbed his lower body ferociously into my mouth, the hard object stabbed into my throat. I wanted to bite him, but I knew that wouldn't do.
I did my best to lick it, but I felt very sad. I also felt very lucky that Xia Ze didn't see such a scene.
I heard Cheng Ruojun let out a long breath, and then my mouth was full.
I wanted to spit them out, but Cheng Ruojun was staring at me from above, his eyes that were dominated by desire had not lost his reason.
I stared at Cheng Ruojun, and slowly swallowed the food in my mouth. My stomach was churning, but I still had to laugh, as if I was happy.
Cheng Ruojun looked at me and laughed, then he held onto my shoulder and gently said, "This is not counted."
"What?" I asked Cheng Ruojun.
Cheng Ruojun caressed my face and said slowly, "Even if I don't agree, don't you have to do this for me every day?"
I looked at Cheng Ruojun, despair starting to rise in my heart. No matter what, I will be tricked by Cheng Ruojun.
I lowered my eyes, trying not to let the disappointment show on my face too clearly.
Cheng Ruojun forced me to raise my chin and stare at him. He looked at me with eyes as cold and cruel as a beast's.
"Don't be disappointed." Cheng Ruojun kissed me on the lips. He bit my lips with his teeth, and blood dripped into my mouth.
Just as I was about to lose my breath, Cheng Ruojun finally released me.
He leaned close to my ear and said, "Although you do this every day, I didn't say that I don't agree. After all, you are my precious pet."
He kissed my ear and nibbled at my earlobe, and for a moment I was really afraid he would bite my ear off.
Fortunately, he didn't.
"You promised me?" I asked Cheng Ruojun in surprise.
"Yes." Cheng Ruojun nodded, "But..." His fingertips brushed my skin and he said, "Didn't you always want to open a shop? You can't have a shop if you want this. "
I stared at Cheng Ruojun, feeling extremely sad. Everything he gave me had conditions, and sure enough, he wouldn't promise me that for free.
Was it worth it? I asked myself. Give up your dreams for a girl who is almost a stranger.
In my mind, the girl's tear-stricken and sobbing face appeared. I remembered the story she told me and I believed it to be true because I had heard the same version from both Cheng Ruojun and Tao Man.
Can I trust her? I thought.
Maybe.
In the end, I raised my head to look at Cheng Ruojun. Cheng Ruojun seemed to be shocked by my gaze, as he did not expect me to reveal such a gaze.