C101

"Alright." "I promise."

I look forward to seeing a surprise from Cheng Ruojun. For example, although he said that, he still prepared a chocolate shop for me, but I understand that it was all just my imagination. Cheng Ruojun couldn't do it to this extent.

I turned my head to look at Cheng Ruojun. Every time I looked at him before, he seemed to be forever brimming with energy, as if he was forever waiting to torture someone. But this time, I discovered that he seemed to be more like a person.

He's older than I am, and he cares more about things than I do, but I didn't expect him to be older, too, and older than I was.

I turned my head away from seeing that he planned to sleep, but once I closed my eyes, the face that appeared before me was Xia Ze's.

I remembered the look in his eyes when he looked at me in the darkness, and I remembered the cold eyes that were similar to Cheng Ruojun's.

In fact, from the moment I met him, I had never asked to be with him forever, I knew that it was impossible, I just wanted to have a moment of happiness, he was the one who inspired me, he told me that being a woman can actually make me happier, but now he's probably going to abandon me.

You were the one who kissed me first, how can you leave first?

I still dreamed of him, of his kiss on my face, behind my ears, on my lips, of his cool fingertips brushing my skin, of his soft, firm entry into my body.

In this way, I gradually fell asleep, but it was very strange. Even though I kept thinking about Xia Ze before I fell asleep, I didn't dream about him.

When I opened my eyes, my vision was still dim. When I woke up, I found that the Cheng Ruojun by my side was no longer there.

Is he at work? That's great. I can have a moment of peace.

My eyes were wide opened as I laid on the bed, my mind was filled with all sorts of thoughts. How am I supposed to face Xia Ze, and pretend like nothing has happened? Or apologize to him.

I miss Xia Ze's body.

Every single time, Cheng Ruojun would be the first to be satisfied. Other than feeling pain, I didn't feel anything else, and in the distant past, I really thought that there was something wrong with me, but now, I know that the problem isn't me, it's Cheng Ruojun.

I thought of Xia Ze, of kissing him, of that afternoon with him, of being happy as a woman for the first time.

Before this, everyone had told me that when there was a problem with my husband, it was me who was at fault. A woman doesn't have a desire, only a man has a desire.

They were wrong. Women had desires, too, deeper and more hidden than men's.

I looked at my skin. It was smooth, and I wouldn't let it be lonely any longer.

"What are you thinking?" It was then that I heard the door open.

I was shocked, but immediately regained my composure, noticing that the one who opened the door was Cheng Ruojun.

He was standing in the doorway, looking at me with an inquiring look in his eyes, as if he wanted to know what I had just been thinking.

I smiled at Cheng Ruojun and said, "Why are you up so early today?"

Cheng Ruojun walked over to me and said, "Because I miss you so much." He bent his head and kissed my face. He put his hand under the covers and said, "You want it, too. Look at your underwear."

I stared at Cheng Ruojun, obviously he still had water droplets on his hands.

I held onto Cheng Ruojun's neck with both hands, then smiled and said, "Aren't you tired? I'm a little tired. "

"Do you think I can't?" Cheng Ruojun's face immediately darkened. Originally, I wanted to compliment him a little, but I didn't expect him to be angry.

"No, Ruo." I quickly explained, but I couldn't say anything, I didn't know what Cheng Ruojun would be satisfied with, but maybe what I said, Cheng Ruojun would also not be satisfied, maybe he just wanted to find a chance to punish me.

I stared at Cheng Ruojun's face. I think that Cheng Ruojun will punish me soon.

Sure enough, Cheng Ruojun bit my lips, and then he let go of me. He laughed, and his cold gaze softened, but I knew that he was still unhappy.

"Kiss me." I said to Cheng Ruojun, "I want you."