My legs were wrapped around his waist, and I said, "I like you." I hesitated for a moment before continuing. The more I told a lie, the easier it was for me to talk. It was obviously difficult for me to say it when I was young, but now I said it so easily.
He pushed me down on the bed, threw back the covers, and shoved the hideous thing into me.
My heart was getting cold.
"Don't take it off." Cheng Ruojun patted my cheek and said.
I nodded.
The thing that Cheng Ruojun inserted into my body was still moving. When I go downstairs later, I will meet Xia Ze, and I believe that he will definitely hear the movements inside my body. I don't think that I will lose any more face in front of him.
"Get up." Cheng Ruojun said, "Let's go down to eat."
It was as if Cheng Ruojun really wanted to see me make a fool of myself. I tried my best to get up from the bed and said to Cheng Ruojun, "Ruo, I want to take a bath.
"Ruo Ruo …" I pulled on Cheng Ruojun's sleeve and said, "I'm begging you, please don't be like this, I'm feeling really bad." I deliberately let my voice be soft, and looked at Cheng Ruojun's pitiful appearance. I don't think that I need to pretend to be okay now, since I feel really uncomfortable.
Cheng Ruojun looked down at me. His eyes were a little strange, maybe he was not used to me talking like that.
"Ruo Ruo …" I said as I kissed Cheng Ruojun's face. "Don't be like that."
Cheng Ruojun's eyes finally stopped on my face. He slowly swiped his finger across my face and finally said, "Alright, after we finish eating, I'll give this to you."
"Ruo Ruo …" I called him again, and even started to kiss his Adam's apple. I felt like a dog in heat, and I felt sick to my stomach.
"Hmm?" Cheng Ruojun replied, but I clearly felt that Cheng Ruojun was already unhappy, he looked at me as he picked up my phone and pressed the button, the moment he pressed it, the things in my body started to spasm violently, I immediately went soft and fell to the ground.
"Don't... "I see." "No," I said with difficulty.
I lowered my head and tried to control my body so that it wouldn't twitch. I bit my lip to keep it from screaming.
Cheng Ruojun squatted down. He and I maintained a certain height, but the expression in his eyes was still as lofty as ever, as if he was the god that decided my fate. In a certain sense, Cheng Ruojun could indeed determine my fate.
"I said I'd take it down after dinner." Cheng Ruojun said in a cold tone, "Don't challenge my patience."
I stared at Cheng Ruojun's face and nodded. My body was trembling, not only because of the things in my body, but also because of fear.
After Cheng Ruojun finished this sentence, he turned around and left the bedroom. As he looked at his back, I tightly clenched my fists, there will be a day where the one who lies there begging for forgiveness will be you.
No matter how unwilling I am in my heart, I still have to go down to eat. This is Cheng Ruojun's order.
I didn't take a bath. I was really worried that it would leak electricity, and if I died because of it, it would probably be the most embarrassing death I've ever had.
I changed my clothes and left the room. I could hear the thing below buzzing, and I kept having the feeling that his voice was getting louder and louder. Xia Ze would probably hear it later as well, so I couldn't help but feel sad when I thought about it.
When I went downstairs, the Sister Guo and the people in the kitchen were busy with their work. The dining table was already filled with food, Cheng Ruojun had been raised living like a prince since childhood, his mouth was especially refined and his taste had a quick change as well. Right now, there are several different types of food placed on the dining table.
Cheng Ruojun was already sitting in front of the table with a newspaper in his hand, he didn't notice me coming over.
"Madam, what would you like to eat today?" Sister Guo came over and asked me respectfully.
I looked at her, and her eyes stared at the ground, her expression was also extremely respectful, I knew that she was afraid that Cheng Ruojun would scold her, or just fire her, but although she was always opposing me in the past and was extremely annoying, but now that she has lowered her head, I also feel uncomfortable.
"Just eat these." "Don't do anything else." I tried my best to say those words, but the thing underneath me was still moving. I tried my best to act normal, but my twisted expression still betrayed me.
I looked at Sister Guo's back, I think that at her age, she should have already experienced everything and worked at Cheng Ruojun's home for a long time, even if she found out that something was wrong with my place, she wouldn't ask too many questions.
I don't have to be embarrassed with Sister Guo, and the thing that's stuffed into my body is Cheng Ruojun. Even if I'm ashamed, the one who should be ashamed is Cheng Ruojun, not me.
I sat at the kitchen table and took a sip of the milk, fresh and slightly sweet in my mouth.
I tried to think of something else, to get rid of the sense of being out of my body. Since I couldn't change it, I had no choice but to accept it.
Cheng Ruojun finally raised his head and looked at me, his face was smiling, as though he was satisfied with my performance.
he asked, taking his time to take a bite of his egg. "Is it still in there?"
"Yes." I bit my lip hard, not daring to relax for even a moment. I was afraid that if I did, the scream would slip out of my mouth.
"That's good." Cheng Ruojun smiled and said, "If you don't listen, I will be angry." I've known him for so long, but I still didn't know what the real Cheng Ruojun looked like. I thought of the person in the car who kept saying that he needed me, is that him? Or could it be that he was faking it that day?
Forget it, whether or not Cheng Ruojun is real, I don't have any sort of friendship for him anymore.
"Good morning." Right at this moment, I suddenly heard Xia Ze's voice, he finally came, although I had been looking forward to see him, I didn't want to see him at this moment.