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"I'm sorry." When I face Cheng Ruojun's blame, other than saying that I'm sorry, there's nothing else I can say. He wouldn't listen to anything I say.

Looking at Cheng Ruojun's face, I can only apologize once again. Right now, my brain is like a lump of paste, I feel like I'm sick, my entire body is completely numb.

Cheng Ruojun kicked me instead. He was very dissatisfied with my current reaction, but I had no strength to think.

I stopped looking at him, lowered my eyes, and slowly crawled into the house.

"I'm going to work." Cheng Ruojun said, "But I have to take care of you eating before going to work." He laughed again, his laughter making me uncomfortable.

I stared at Cheng Ruojun, wanting to know how he planned to take care of me eating.

Cheng Ruojun seemed to be very satisfied with how I looked at him. He tapped my forehead with his fingertip and said, "You should be able to eat wherever pets should eat, right?"

I looked at Cheng Ruojun's face and understood what he meant. He wanted me to kneel on the ground like a dog to eat.

My hand tightened on his. Why did he do this to me?

"Eat." Just when I was thinking about this matter, Cheng Ruojun had already placed a plate in front of me. I saw a piece of raw meat with blood still on top of the big plate, I'm not an animal, how can I just lie on the ground and eat it.

My mind was in a trance because of being sick, but I could still determine accurately what I would get if I did not listen to Cheng Ruojun right now.

It was just a beating, a voice in my heart said. If I didn't do what he said, it might be more than a beating, it might also make me strip in front of everyone.

But I really didn't want to eat it, not even if I got beaten up. Another voice in my heart said.

I stared at the plate of meat, Cheng Ruojun was still urging me on, I don't want to eat, I don't want to eat, the voice in my brain was hooting.

Finally, I raised my head to look at Cheng Ruojun, who seemed to be shocked by my gaze, but immediately recovered from it. He said unhappily, "What? You don't like beef. "

"I don't like raw meat." I said to Cheng Ruojun. My tone was very calm, or perhaps it was despair.

I know that even if I reject it now, Cheng Ruojun would still have a lot of ways for me to eat it, but right now, my brain is still a little dizzy from being so sick, so I just don't want to eat it.

Cheng Ruojun's face instantly darkened. He did not expect me to answer him, as I have always been his obedient pet.

Cheng Ruojun was angry, he immediately threw the plate on the ground, the plate fell and shattered on the floor, the clear sound startled me, the movement pulled me out of my daze.

"You're saying that you won't eat?" Cheng Ruojun stared at me, his eyes were like a poisonous snake's.

I nodded. My hands were shaking, and I wanted to say I would eat, but my mouth wouldn't obey, and the words that came out of my mouth were, "I don't want to eat."

Cheng Ruojun immediately grabbed my mouth, his anger was like a fire burning in me, he laughed sinisterly, then he grabbed the meat on the ground and stuffed it into my mouth.

"Eat, eat." Eat, eat. he cried, his voice changing from excitement.

I just looked at him calmly. Maybe I should cry now, maybe I should cry, but my feelings are numb now, I don't want to do anything, I just want to lie here quietly.

I didn't move at all. Cheng Ruojun just roughly stuffed the meat into my mouth, and then spat it out.

He finally lost his patience. The flesh he was vomiting might have upset him, but he grabbed my head and knocked it against the wall, again and again and again and with such force that I could feel the blood running down my forehead, but I couldn't feel the pain. The blood was coming down and staining my vision red, but the red world didn't bother me at all.

Cheng Ruojun, I will remember all the injuries you have given me and one day, I will return them to you one by one. I said those words silently in my heart, I can't even remember Xia Ze.

Finally, he stopped. I didn't know if he was tired or afraid I was dead.

He let go of me, and my head dropped naturally.

"Raise your head." He seemed exhausted, he said, and it must have taken a lot of energy to hit someone.

I didn't move, I just didn't want to hear anything Cheng Ruojun had to say today, and I want to go against him. If it wasn't for the fact that my body is heating up and I don't have any strength left in me, and my entire mind is in a daze, I would have definitely given him a lesson.

Seeing that I did not respond, Cheng Ruojun grabbed my chin again and forced me to look at him. My face was now covered with blood, and even he was red in my eyes, he seemed to be shocked by me.

His eyes were full of desire, and he was intrigued by the state I was in.

Cheng Ruojun is indeed abnormal, but why didn't I know about it when I was getting married.

Cheng Ruojun did not give me any time to think, he kissed my lips, and bit the skin, blood seeping into my mouth, and I tasted the stench of blood.

Cheng Ruojun let go of me, leaned close to my ear and whispered, "I love you like this."

Cheng Ruojun seemed to be saying some kind of gentle love words, but these weren't love words, but more like a judge giving me the death sentence.

He scooped me up and made me lie on the ground, as he had done last night, in a doglike position.

He hit me hard, but he didn't seem to feel it enough. He pulled out his belt and hit me on the back, hard, and when it hit me, I could feel my skin swell and burn, but he wouldn't let me go.

He hit me again with his belt, and I gritted my teeth to not scream, but Cheng Ruojun seemed to be dissatisfied with my performance, he kept hitting me with his belt until I couldn't stand the pain anymore and started to make noise.

I knelt on the floor, my fingers clutching the carpet, my fingertips white. My back was burning and I was about to faint. The pain that I had just lost seemed to have returned in an instant.

Cheng Ruojun seemed to finally be satisfied, and when I heard him exhale, he rubbed my hair and said, "Listen to me."