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Do you like me?

I immediately shook my head, and picked up the spoon to stare at the bowl of porridge in my hands. The color of the porridge was very dark, Cheng Ruojun probably did not notice the temperature of the porridge.

I lifted my eyelids and glanced at Cheng Ruojun. He was sitting right beside me and there seemed to be some anticipation in his eyes, but I saw that his expression was a little absent-minded. Just three years ago, he had also revealed this kind of expression to me.

"Do you need me to feed you?" Cheng Ruojun finally exhausted his patience as he said with a frown.

Cheng Ruojun took the spoon in my hand, and after he scooped up a big spoon, he didn't even blow on it, and was about to stuff it straight into my mouth.

I immediately dodged, and Cheng Ruojun's big ladle of porridge fell to the ground.

I was stunned, Cheng Ruojun was also stunned, the porridge on the ground was like vomit.

"Whap." Cheng Ruojun flung his spoon as if he was planning to hit me.

He grabbed my hair and stared at me, and I looked back at him, hoping he'd hit me again, better kill me.

But he didn't move. He paused for a few seconds and then put me down.

"Eat them all." He pointed to the porridge on the table. He sat back in his chair and looked at me again. His eyes were gentle, but the tenderness was too much for me to accept. I couldn't bear it.

I obediently took out a clean spoon and started to eat. I scooped up a big spoon and blew on it before stuffing it into my mouth.

The ingredients that he put in are not a problem. Although they are all miscellaneous, they should taste good when cooked. However, I don't know what he added into the porridge to cover up the smell. The taste is very strange.

I lifted my eyelids and stole a glance at Cheng Ruojun, who was still staring at me with a stern gaze. I thought that the reason he was sitting here was to let me finish eating this bowl of porridge, and I started to suspect if he felt that my days in bed had been too comfortable. Thus, he decided to torture me after I woke up.

I took a deep breath. Since I couldn't hide from it, I might as well eat it.

I ate the porridge one spoonful at a time, while Cheng Ruojun stood beside me and looked at me. I don't know why, but I suddenly felt that the atmosphere around me was extremely warm, but even so, my heart was still separated from Cheng Ruojun by the painful memories, and Cheng Ruojun and I will never be able to return to the past.

I was almost done eating my porridge. I was probably really hungry. I actually finished eating that bowl of porridge that was hard to describe with a single word.

As I ate, I peeked at Cheng Ruojun. His frown gradually relaxed.

"Whap." Right at this moment, I suddenly heard a light sound coming from the kitchen door, I immediately looked out, and saw Xia Ze, he was standing at the door, looking a little awkward.

He did not look at me but at Cheng Ruojun. I did not know if he was angry with me.

However...

I carefully observed his face. I noticed that he had lost a lot of weight. Did he lose weight because he was worried about me? His skin was very pale now, too, and I felt a sudden pang as I looked at him.

"Are you hungry?" Cheng Ruojun laughed and said, "Come over and eat together with me." Cheng Ruojun had a habitual fake smile on his face, completely different from when he had faced me just now.

Xia Ze also revealed a smile, and said, "No need, I'm here to get the milk."

Xia Ze opened the refrigerator to take the milk and was about to leave, but I kept feeling that his back was a little awkward.

Cheng Ruojun continued before he left, "Recently, I noticed that your health isn't good, did something happen?"

Xia Ze's figure paused for a moment, then turned his head and smiled, "No, it's probably because the school has too many things to do, I'll be going up first."

Cheng Ruojun replied as he stared at Xia Ze's leaving figure. His eyes were deep, and I felt that he was planning something.

I lowered my head, and started to think about Xia Ze. He must have misunderstood when he saw me and Cheng Ruojun acting like this a moment ago. Cheng Ruojun and I no longer have any feelings for each other, I hope that he knows.

"Let's go up." Cheng Ruojun told me that he doesn't seem to be in the same mood as before.

I looked at him, but he suddenly picked me up and said, "I miss you. "His body is ready."

I grabbed Cheng Ruojun and lowered my eyes, my heart starting to feel sad again. No matter how well he pretended to do just now, I was always his tool to vent my emotions.

"Go to sleep." Cheng Ruojun said as he placed me on the bed.

I looked at him incredulously. He didn't seem to want to do it with me. What happened to him? But he was going to do it with me.

I stared at Cheng Ruojun, trying my best to not show my happiness.

"Have a good rest." Cheng Ruojun said, then he laid on the other side of the bed and turned off the lights, it seemed like he really did not plan to do it with me.

As Cheng Ruojun laid behind me, I could feel his breath. I don't know why, but I suddenly felt at ease while he slept here. Perhaps it was because what happened just now made me think back to the days when we were just together.

I don't know if Cheng Ruojun had always been such a brutal person, or if it was due to various other reasons that he turned into such a state, but no matter what reason, I don't want to forgive him, and I will never forgive him.

I'm used to sleeping on my side. If I sleep face to face with Cheng Ruojun, I won't be able to fall asleep. My stomach feels a little uncomfortable and I won't be able to fall asleep right away.

"Turn around." I suddenly heard Cheng Ruojun's voice coming from the quiet room. I was startled for a moment before I realised what Cheng Ruojun was actually saying.

I felt a pang in my heart, for I thought he might be angry again when he said it in such a bad tone.

I immediately turned around to face Cheng Ruojun. I was very close to him, and our breathing was tangled, making me feel very uncomfortable.

"Look at me." Cheng Ruojun said again, his tone was as stiff as before.

I immediately looked at him obediently, in case he lost his patience and attacked me.

When I looked at Cheng Ruojun, I discovered that his eyes were sparkling in the moonlight like Xia Ze's eyes, but they were still as cold as ice.

"Do you like me?" Cheng Ruojun suddenly asked me.