"Xia Ze, I want you to hug me." I lay on the bed with my eyes closed, imagining him beside me, imagining his cool hands on my skin, how he would kiss me gently, how I would respond warmly, the sweet chocolate smell of him enveloping both of us.
"Cheng Ruojun said he will come." I said, but when I said it, the atmosphere went cold.
"Xia Ze, I miss you." I wanted to make up for my slip of the tongue.
I know that I can't save him now, so I can only wait for the next time I see Xia Ze to properly talk to him.
I slept soundly. No one came to disturb me, no one broke out in the middle of the night and lifted me out of bed. When I opened my eyes, the morning sun was warm on my quilt.
I got up and put on my makeup, changed my clothes, and organized my personal belongings. At this moment, I was like a soldier ready to go.
I haven't heard from Cheng Ruojun for a whole day, this isn't like him.
When the pointer reached four in the afternoon, I dialed Cheng Ruojun's cell phone and got hung up for the first time.
"What is it?" Cheng Ruojun's cold voice came out from the other end of the phone, as though what I experienced yesterday was all just an illusion.
"Why didn't you pick me up when I left the hospital today?" The tone of my words turned eighteen corners.
"Did I say I'd pick you up?" Cheng Ruojun said with a sarcastic tone, "Do you want to crawl home like a dog?"
My hand clenched into a fist and my heart felt like it was being held by Cheng Ruojun. After a moment of silence, I said, "Sorry, I'm going home now."
"Yes." Cheng Ruojun responded indifferently, then hung up.
Did I get a little carried away?
No, I can't be wrong.
I waited for an entire day, but Cheng Ruojun didn't come. My heart was extremely disappointed, as if it had become empty.
I made Xia Ze angry, but before Cheng Ruojun could say anything, what do I need to prove myself, prove that I still have charm.
I dialed Xia Ze's number and said, "Xia Ze, where are you? I want to see you. "
Xia Ze hesitated before saying, "I'm at school."
"I'll go right now." "No," I said.
We arranged to meet at a remote hotel near Xia Ze School. After I gave him an extra five hundred yuan, the reception desk of the hotel directly gave me the key.
I sat in the room waiting for Xia Ze. Not only was the room small, it also had a musty smell. I clearly saw that the walls were not clean of the deep red stains on the wall.
After I finished showering, I leaned on the door and waited for Xia Ze. I was naked and wasn't wearing anything.
Finally, there was a knock on the door. I opened the door in a moment, grabbed onto Xia Ze's hand, and pulled him into the house. I pressed him against the door and kissed him forcefully.
I nipped at his Adam's apple, reached into his shirt, and touched his back. He trembled slightly at my touch.
I heard his stifled breath.
He quickly took the initiative. He put his arm around my waist and gently lifted me up. He put me on the bed and pressed me down.
His kiss was like a drop of rain on my face. His hand slid down, and I thought he was going to eat me right away, but he didn't.
He looked at me with gentle eyes.
"Hug me." I wrapped my arms around his neck and whispered into his ear, "I might try to please Cheng Ruojun later on, but that was all fake."
Xia Ze tilted his head and stared at my face. After a moment of silence, he smiled and kissed me on the lips.
After Xia Ze and I finished, we went home to take a bath. When I fell on the bed exhausted, there was a knock on the door.
"Madam …" Sister Guo said from outside the door.
"Come in." I said weakly.
"Just now, the Mr. Cheng called. He said that there will be a guest here tonight and asked you to prepare." Sister Guo lowered her head and replied obediently. She seemed to have already become acutely aware of the subtle atmosphere between Cheng Ruojun and I. Cheng Ruojun's treatment of me was no longer the same as it used to be.
"I know."
The door closed.
I am still lying on the bed, but I am not as relaxed as I was before. Yesterday, Cheng Ruojun already said that he would like to hold some sort of banquet, and he had already decided not to hold it, so Li Zhen will not come either. But today, Cheng Ruojun suddenly said that there would be a guest coming, maybe I made him panic, and he should be inviting Li Zhen.
I can't help but laugh. Cheng Ruojun, I finally see a crack in your cold heart.
I got up and dressed up a bit, and also found my most expensive, most beautiful clothes. Even if Li Zhen is my friend, I can't lose to her.
Will Li Zhen come? I recalled Li Zhen's slightly red cheeks when she faced Cheng Ruojun, she would definitely come.
Those who don't understand Cheng Ruojun would be confused by his appearance.
When the doorbell rang, I appeared at the door dressed in my best attire. I had already seen Cheng Ruojun, Li Zhen and Xia Ze on the monitor at the door.
Li Zhen was also wearing a dress, her hair was permed up, and now it was draped over her shoulders. Previously, she was too sad and did not seriously dress up, but now, she is serious and dressed up, and she is actually quite pretty, but she is inferior to me, although she is younger than me.
I lowered my head and suppressed the thought deep down in my heart. Li Zhen was just confused, she was a kind child, she would not be like Tao Man.
Just at this moment, I suddenly felt a gaze fall on my body, I raised my eyes to look, the person looking at me is Sister Guo.
Panic flashed across her face, and then she lowered her head.
I couldn't help but to laugh. I recalled the way she bullied me before. It was really a turn of events.
It's just that I don't understand how Xia Ze could be with them, maybe he met them at the door.
"Crunch." I heard the door open, and the first person to enter was Cheng Ruojun.
He did not seem to think that I would be waiting for him at the door, nor that I would be dressed up. There was a momentary blankness in his cold eyes, but he quickly recovered his composure.
He came over and put his arms around me, then lightly pressed a kiss to my forehead.
I was stunned, because at this moment he was too gentle.