Chapter 1137： I regret it if I lose it

Bai Xuanyu was blocked by him and couldn't speak, and it took him a long time to say: "I just saw that his parents died at a young age, and another person needs to bear the Huo family of Nuo Da. This is how much he can be treated. Take care of some. And, if it weren’t for my suggestion that his parents go to the border, maybe they would not die, I’m somewhat responsible for this matter. In that case, naturally I can’t ignore him. To put it bluntly, I take care of him, but I want to make up for the injured junior as a guilty elder. It doesn’t matter whether I like his mother or not, and I was already..."

Before Bai Xuanyu finished speaking, Bai Ruqing interrupted him rather impatiently: "Enough, I don't care why you treat him differently, now there is no need to explore. People are dead. , I don’t want to pursue these things anymore. It’s meaningless. You don’t need to worry that I will conflict with him in the future. This is the end of the matter."

As Bai Ruqing said, she tidyed up her clothes and stood up: "If there is nothing else, I will go back and work."

After Bai Ruqing finished speaking, she didn't give Bai Xuanyu a chance to react, and quickly turned around and left the study.

Bai Xuanyu looked at the study door that opened and closed again, and it took a long time before he uttered his unfinished words: "And at that time, I already...dislike her."

The stagnant silence once again spread in the house. I don't know how long it took, Bai Xuanyu slowly got up and walked to the window next to the study, reaching out and pushing the window open.

The window was facing the beautiful pear tree in the yard. At that time, the pear blossoms were in bloom. The snow-white pear blossoms fell all over the branches, exuding a faint fragrance in the quiet midnight, and drifted into the house.

Just like the woman who is gentle and quiet like a pear flower.

As Bai Ruqing said, when he chose to marry Bai Ruqing's mother, it was indeed only to complete a task, a task that made his parents feel at ease and his brothers no longer worry about themselves.

He knows that Jinglan likes herself. At that time, it was impossible for him to make any progress with Huo Yizhen's mother. Since he can't marry a woman he loves, it is not bad to marry a woman who loves him deeply.

With such thoughts, Bai Xuanyu married her. Although Bai Xuanyu always felt that something was missing in the life after marriage, there was no denying that he felt happy.

In the beginning, he might really have little affection for Jinglan, but people's hearts are all flesh-grown.

Several years of husband and wife life, Bai Xuanyu successfully walked from watching his beloved woman with his best relationship brother, but he could only get rid of the heartache of blessing silently, and made him fall in love with this elegant and elegant Lan woman.

Bai Xuanyu originally thought that they could walk together like this for a lifetime, but he didn't expect that his wife would fall to the root of the disease because of the birth of Bai Ruqing, and because he was worried that he would feel guilty and kept concealing his physical condition, it was too late when he found out.

As a husband, he didn't even notice when his wife became so weak. It's no wonder that Bai Ruqing was so dissatisfied with him.

In retrospect, he really failed in his entire life. He had never grasped the things around him, whether it was the school girl who made him fall in love at first sight at the school, or his wife Jinglan, he always had to wait until he lost it before regretting it.