Chapter 176

Finally, in the evening mist, she opened her red lips and pale face, and said in a soft voice, "Xiaolan, I'm ok. Now I'm going to the hospital. My mother's operation is coming! There are a lot of things to prepare for. In addition, you should clean up a room and live here if your sister doesn't dislike it. "

"Ma'am, do you want to keep your wife and the second young lady here? Can you forgive the second young lady for causing so many troubles? "

"Xiaolan, the most difficult thing in the world is family affection. One is my mother and the other is my sister. I'll treat them with all my heart."

"Madam -"

"Xiaolan, don't say anything. I owe them. If it wasn't for me, how could my father die and the Huo family would not be reduced to this."

"Madam - they left you first. If they said I'm sorry, they also left you first, madam -"

"Xiaolan, at that time, it was forced by the situation. People's instinct was to avoid the disaster. My mother was old, and my sister was scared. I was the eldest daughter in the family. When the disaster came, I should protect my mother and sister."

Xiaolan wanted to say something else, but seeing his wife's brow locked and very tired, she said nothing.

The car is as quiet as ever. A person calms down. The chest pain pulls her thoughts back to the moment when the warehouse was abandoned.

Mother did not hesitate to decide, resolutely left, lonely and helpless moment, her despair nobody knows, this situation is like nine years old when a family of four went swimming together.

The tile blue of the swimming pool is clear, and the red decorative brick on the bank sets off the tile blue more and more beautiful. That year, she and her sister sat on the bank to watch their mother and father swim.

The water is clear and cool. From time to time, water splashes on her body, cool and refreshing.

Later, my father left ahead of time. Before he left, he touched Huo Zhi's head and said, "zhier is good. Listen to my mother. Don't go into the water. Enjoy the cool by the bank. My father will be back soon."

"Goodbye, Dad!" Huo Zhi waved her little hand and said goodbye to her father.

She will never forget her father's touching her head with a smile. It's very warm. Looking at her father's back, she is sad. Maybe she lacks a sense of security. Her father is the support in her heart.

Obediently, she quietly watched the people coming and going in the swimming center, holding a small head, looking east and West, curious big eyes watching the men and women in swimsuits.

"Sister, I want to eat ice cream!" Huo Qingyan is just her twin sister, who was born two minutes later than herself. However, since she was a child, the whole family has formed the habit of asking her to let her take care of her sister.

Little Huo Zhiyi can't help defending and taking care of her sister.

In the hot sun and sweating, she bought ice cream. She was afraid that her sister would wait too long, and even more worried that the ice cream would melt. She trotted all the way and bought a big ice cream. Imagining her sister's happy eating, she was in full bloom.

"Sister, your ice cream!" Huo Zhi is like caring ice cream, like aloes caring life-saving lotus lamp.

"Sister, here I am!" Huo Qingyan shakes the boat and floats over leisurely. She will never forget her lovely and gentle smile.

"Sister, it's too dangerous. Come to the shore quickly!" Huo Zhi was shocked, and her sister couldn't swim,

"sister, come here quickly, don't play in the water, sister!" She tried to stop her sister, but she refused to listen.

"Sister, I want ice cream!" Huo Qingyan is very naughty and wants to eat ice cream.

"Good sister, if you come to the shore, I'll give you something to eat!" Huo Zhi, who was nine years old at that time, tried to coax her sister to go ashore, but her mind was clearly guessed by her sister Huo Qingyan. She was not only not ashore, but also very angry.

"Give me the ice cream. I'll row to the shore. Just pass it to me!" Younger sister's capricious and mischievous, she knows better than anyone, if you beat her younger sister, she will be in her mother there embellishment, rumors, trying to make her mother angry, and then punish or even punish her sister.

Biting her lips, as if she had made a big decision, Huo Zhi knelt on the bank, waiting for her sister to row over and give the ice cream to her sister.

Huo Qingyan is like a happy duckling. The green boat is like a beautiful lotus leaf. She twists and turns in front of Huo Zhi. Her two little hands are engaged in the ice cream docking ceremony.

The boat should come along, but Huo Qingyan doesn't seem to have mastered the skilful skills of rowing. After parking straight, she has two little hands, one hand stretched out, the other hand stretched out. It's closer, it's closer, but it's just a little less.

My mother met an acquaintance and chatted on the bank without noticing what happened here.

"You are so stupid. If you go further, the boat is not stable. Sister, I can't move. Go to my side!"

Huo Qingyan loses her temper. Huo Zhi doesn't dare to neglect her. She lies on the ground carefully and leans out half a body. Finally Huo Qingyan's little hand reaches the ice cream. Huo Zhi's forehead sweats a lot. Who is she afraid of, especially the water? When she just opens and closes her eyes, she faints when she sees the water. She has a headache and shivers all over.

After taking a long breath, she closed her eyes and let the dizziness go away. Who knows——The next moment, her arm seems to be forced to pull, the whole person straight into the water.

At the moment of falling, she tried to kick her hands and feet. In the panic, her sister's boat was overturned and fell into the water with a plop. They were crying and kicking in the water.

The water in the pool is not too deep, but for the two sisters who can't swim, it's like killing themselves.

"Mom, Mom --"

"Mom, help me!"

In a critical moment, the first thing people think of is always their mother. The meaning of mother is love and influence.

In a trance, my mother came. She came to her side, but she pushed herself aside and swam to her sister. She rescued her sister and dragged her to the shore, but she fell down. In the confusion, my mother didn't turn back.

Until she was lifted, hugged and put on the shore by a kind person.

Muddled, my stomach was repeatedly squeezed until - cough, cough, spit out the drowning, was rescued, opened his eyes, wanted to find the mother's figure, but only to see strangers, surrounded by her, only there was no mother she expected to appear, not to mention the mother she longed for, shying cold and asking warm, leaving only a dense space, countless strange eyes, comfort, blame.

"Children, don't be naughty in the future. Water is very dangerous. You are lucky this time, and you will die the next time you fall down -"

"children's home, listen to adults!"

"This little girl must have come out to play secretly. Without the adult's guard, she let go of her courage. You see something's wrong!"

"Really, I'll listen to adults in the future." ——

That year that month that thing, deeply fixed in her mind, the dilemma, the mother did not hesitate to choose a sister, and now, when danger comes, the mother still does not waver, still choose a sister.

Mother is always the shore of the child's heart, and maternal love is always the endless appeal of the child! Why Huo Zhi feels that her mother is very close, but her love is far away.

Mother! You are lotus leaf, I am Honglian. The rain in my heart is coming. Except you, who is my shade in the open sky?

The train of thought, the car, the tears.

Mom, I love you, but do you love me as much as I love you?

Qingcheng people's Hospital, appear in front of us, beautiful building, beautiful courtyard, beautiful flowers and plants, always bring infinite vitality and hope to patients.

Stepping on the corridor, people in a hurry pass by and pace to the sick room. The door is open. Suddenly, they have no courage to knock on the door.

Leaning against the wall standing quietly, Huo Zhi is trying to persuade himself, "go, it's your mother, forgive her, the palm and the back of the hand are all meat, mother is in a dilemma!"

Another voice reminds itself, "why does mother choose herself every time? Mother doesn't love you!"

Go in or not, how to face the mother, how to calm himself, Huo Zhi into a dilemma of the vortex, struggling, but unable to get out.

Ears of the voice in a mess, tearing each other, shouting, conflict.

The high and low voice inside the sick door rises and falls, but the words are clear -

aunt Xu seems to stand up suddenly, raise her voice, and say angrily: "madam, you can't do this to the eldest lady. Although she is not your own daughter, she treats you as her own mother these years, madam --"

her head seems to be shocked by the current Who's not your own daughter? Are you talking about her? Isn't she mother's child? Where is the biological mother?

The bloated heart was in severe pain, the whole body was shaking, and the whole ground was shaking.

"Miss, miss, what's the matter with you?" At the moment when her body is about to fall down, Huo Zhi tries to smile and close her eyes to the doctor. She knows that her smile is worse than crying.