Chapter 177

"Miss, are you awake?" The warm and familiar words came from her ears. Huo Zhi opened her eyes and looked around. The snow-white walls and the strong smell of lysol water changed from confusion to clarity. She finally remembered that she was fainting in the hospital.

Under the dim light, it is aunt Xu's amiable face, aunt Xu whom she trusts, aunt Xu who can talk about her joys and sorrows, and aunt Xu who has always been loved by her as a mother.

But aunt Xu cheated her and betrayed her.

She lifted the thin silk quilt, stood up and looked at Aunt Xu. Then she rushed to the toilet, squatted and began to vomit. All the food she ate in the morning vomited out. The feeling of nausea still couldn't stop and continued to vomit

"What's the matter with you, ma'am?" Huo Xiaozhi gently claps her nose on her back.

"I'm ok, Xiaolan, help me up! My whole body is weak. I'm very tired! "

As Xiaolan bends down, aunt Xu follows her and helps her up with Xiaolan. Then she helps her to the bed and helps her lie down.

However, as soon as she lay down, the words "miss is not your own daughter" echoed in her ears. Everywhere in the room, the words "madam, you can't do this to miss. Although she is not your own daughter, she has been treating you as her own mother these years, madam --"

"Xiaolan, I want to leave hospital, I want to leave Here, leave immediately. Don't stay for a minute. Go and help me with the discharge procedures. Go, Xiaolan. " In a weak voice, aunt Xu recognized the waves she was trying to endure.

"Miss, I know you're blaming me for not telling you the truth as soon as possible. Miss, I also have my troubles. Some things are not as simple as you think. If you pull one hair and move the whole body, many people and things will be hurt. Miss --"

aunt Xu feels guilty at the moment. She feels guilty for deeply hurting her sisters I'm afraid she can't cover up the hidden secrets.

"Madam, she really went too far, but after all, your mother and daughter had a fight. I hope the eldest lady would take the overall situation into consideration and not hate her wife because of this. I think the master doesn't want the family to be broken up in Jiuquan --"

madam, master, aunt Xu successfully touched her fire! Full of sadness and resentment, she finally broke out.

"Mother and daughter? Mother and daughter, what a mother and daughter! I nearly drowned when I was nine. Does she think I'm her daughter? Yesterday, in Sixing warehouse, she was so bold when she left me. Did she think I was a daughter? Usually she does not care about me. Did she ever think I was a daughter? Mother and daughter, aunt Xu, don't you feel sorry to say that? "

The past is lingering in my mind like the light of the sky and clouds, lingering for a long time.

When she was six years old, she accidentally broke the vase. Her mother mercilessly took up the broom and hit her hand, until her little hand was red and swollen into a big steamed bread. It was painful for half a month and ten days, but she was not allowed to cry out and tell her father.

When she was eight years old, because she accidentally spilled rice during the meal, her mother immediately yelled, without the style of a lady.

When she was nine years old, she played with her sister and fell into the water. Regardless of her safety, her mother took her sister away and let her struggle to survive alone in the water.

She was 12 years old that year. On a dark night, with lightning and thunder, she shrank into a ball and cried under the bed, shouting for her mother, but no one answered. Until now, she has a sequela of fear of wind, rain and lightning.

When she was 15 years old, she was admitted to Qingcheng key high school. Holding the notice, she wanted to make her mother happy. Unexpectedly, her younger sister came out and grabbed her notice and tore it to pieces. She knelt on the ground crying and pieced it together. Her tears turned into a river. Her mother just looked at it coldly and didn't punish her sister at all. Instead, she scoffed: "it's just a piece of paper As for crying ——

It turns out that all this is because she is not her mother's own daughter. How much she hates her makes her mother treat her coldly.

She looked at Aunt Xu angrily, full of anger, opened her mouth, but could not say a word.

After a long silence, aunt Xu bit her lip and asked like she had made some kind of determination, "Miss, what do you want to know, you ask me, I'll tell you."

She did not speak, staring at Aunt Xu, for a long time in a daze, distracted.

Aunt Xu felt Huo Zhi's abnormality and called again, "Miss? Are you listening? Miss

She tried hard to take a deep breath, and finally squeezed a voice out of her chest, "aunt Xu, you are the person I trust most and the most respected elder of the Huo family. Do you know aunt Xu, in my dreams for countless times, I regard you as my mother, but --"

suddenly, I feel depressed and choked again. Huo Zhi can't say a word, and her eyes gradually dye There was a thick blur on the wall.

"Miss, maybe you will feel more pain when you know the truth. It's better to know something than not to know it." Aunt Xu looks at Huo Zhi who is angry, wronged, crying, sad, and suddenly calm.Aunt Xu's calm completely ignited Huo Zhi's anger.

She suddenly broke out. Aunt Xu didn't seem to want to know what she was thinking. If aunt Xu didn't understand, she wouldn't care. She never expected her to understand! But it's not the same now! The truth is there - never leave! And all of these are inextricably linked with aunt Xu. How can she be as usual when nothing happened?

She suddenly yelled at Aunt Xu, "aunt Xu, you are so cold, selfish and eccentric. Do you know how sad I am, how sad I am, how deep my love for my mother is, and how painful it is when I am hurt?"?! Why does aunt Xu require me, but never consider my feelings? Why? Why

"Miss?" Aunt Xu suddenly burst into tears and her voice trembled. "Don't be excited, miss. Don't be excited. I'll tell you everything. I'll tell you everything."

Oh! Don't get excited? Does aunt Xu really think she is a pet without soul? Are all the joys, sorrows and joys going up and down with the master's baton? Want her to like, she barks a few, want her not to cry, again sad she also hold back to smile for everybody?

No, she's not!

"Don't get excited?"

"aunt Xu, do you know what it's like to be cheated? The mother and sister, who are regarded as their own lives, abandon Lin to the bad guys. If the bad guys succeed, how miserable will it be? Do you know? Of course, you don't know, and you won't be excited, because you are a mother's person. You will always stand beside your mother and speak, and you won't pay any attention to my feelings as an outsider! How great you are! You are not mortals. You are gods. You are the God who controls everything. There is no sadness, joy, or emotion. You can all be indifferent and look on coldly when I was young. Aunt Xu, you should feel how attached and reluctant I am to you. No, I'm wrong. You don't need my nostalgia from beginning to end I am amorous, and you are just accomplices who help tyranny after knowing the truth, especially you, aunt Xu. Compared with others, I hate aunt Xu more. I hate you for cheating me and hiding me. Aunt Xu, where do you know the importance of mother in my heart? No, you don't know anything. You are a cold-blooded animal! How can you get excited? "

"Madam" Xiaolan suddenly cried. She thought that she was living a life of a beautiful young lady. Who knows that her grievances from the bottom to the top are just like a continuous river.

Aunt Xu suddenly fell into silence. She knew that the scar of the first lady came from her trust in herself, but she was defeated.

Huo Zhi eyes gradually with tears, "but I will. I'm not your doll. I'm a real person. I laugh when I'm happy and cry when I'm sad. Over the years, I've worked hard to be the best person to make my mother laugh at me. Although my mother didn't treat me as a baby, I always regard my mother as the most respected and loved person. My mother's baby, you know? Do you know what it's like to be cheated by the person you love most? Aunt Xu, you are too cold-blooded, too cold-blooded I don't want to see you I don't want to hear your voice again I hate you... "

With that, she covered her head with a quilt and wailed.