"Have you had breakfast?" Mubai asked.
"Yes, in the morning, Junqing - you can eat quickly."
Junqing two words off, Huo Zhi suddenly stopped, how can she mention Gu Junqing in front of Mu Bai, how can she so cruelly let Mu Bai sad, instant stop.
Mu Bai squints his eyes, as if he didn't hear anything. He knows Huo Zhi too well. She must be bearing a heavy self reproach at the moment.
Mu Bai Mou in a touch of insight Huo Zhi gaze, "he to you - very good?"
Knowing that he can never hide from him, Huo Zhi replied, "well, he is very good to me, Mu Bai. Now you should concentrate on treating the disease, cooperate with the doctor, and work hard to eat if you don't want to eat. Only in this way can you keep good health. If you love me, don't let me worry, and don't abuse yourself."
"Then you have breakfast with me." Mu Bai stubbornly wants Huo Zhi to eat with him.
Mu Bai did not say more, just raised eyebrows, Huo Zhi sighed obediently compromise, "then I'll eat a little."
He didn't know, didn't know her, this woman will be anxious to eat for their own illness, can't sleep, she said that had breakfast, must have not eaten, so mu Baidu determined to Huo Zhi eat together, he didn't want to, in his illness is far away, she has been tired.
Their breakfast was very warm. After eating, the nurse came in to take Mu Bai's temperature and gave him an injection before going out.
Mu Bai wanted to say something, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he coughed, his chest vibrated and his face turned red.
Huo Zhi quickly stroked his back, "Mu Bai, don't worry, I won't force you to eat breakfast, I won't force you to..."
See him so hard struggle with the disease, Huo Zhi's heart with pain.
For a long time, he coughed to the point that he had no strength, and Mu Bai just sat on the bed.
The development of the disease is faster than expected. In just a few days, even the most basic operation has become a problem. Every day, more often than not, he stays in bed, either taking blood or testing, accepting one or another examination.
Even if the doctor doesn't say it, Mito doesn't say it and Huo Zhi doesn't say it, Mu Bai's heart is as bright as a mirror, and his time is running out.
The gas burned his body and the tumor metastasized.
What a terrible word. He used to repeat the word "brain tumor" in his mind, which scared him and made him uneasy all night. Now, under the torture of illness, mubai is very calm.
That calm, not with a clear mind, not full of hope, but deep despair, long hopeless.
However, in front of this worried woman, he was always unable to let go.
What would she do without him?
Who can take care of her instead of herself, just like taking care of her own life?
Can Gu Jun treat her well? Love her like a treasure?
A series of questions flashed in his mind, but the answers always frustrated him. He is not at ease to give her to others to take care of, let alone to take care of her sick self.
"Mubai, is there any pain? Tell me, I'll go to the doctor right away! " Huo Zhi's anxious greetings have come to my ears.
Mu Bai shook his head and said no, in order to reassure her, he also deliberately gave her a more relaxed smile, raised his hand and stroked her face, "it's not you who urged me to eat breakfast, choked, I will be fine, you don't worry."
She supported a smiling face, "well, I don't worry, you see how old you are, and you still choke when you eat. Really, children, naughty, make me worry, even less worried than che'er."
"Che Er, Che er? Who is it? " Mubai asked sensitively.
So Huo Zhi patiently talked about what he and she didn't know in the past, including that che'er was her son.
"So I'm an uncle? I really want to see a little guy -- "
Mu Bai muttered to herself that she should be happy for Huo Zhi. She has a family of three, but somewhere in her heart is burning like a raging fire.
Two people said a lot.
Until Mu Bai was tired, sleepy and asleep, Huo Zhi covered his quilt, shook his hand and left the room to prepare lunch.
After leaving the ward, Huo Zhi's tears can't stop falling down. It's indistinguishable that it's the voice of sobbing and choking. Huo Zhi raises her head and answers after calming down: "I'm here with Dr. Mike."
"-"
"OK, wait for me, I'll be right there."
"-"
before I could move my steps, I was hugged to a warm embrace. With the familiar elegant fragrance and masculine breath of men, I knew who I was without opening my mouth or eyes.
Gu Junqing has been, has been in the place where she can't see, watching, every day so, when he saw Huo Zhi's dejected appearance, heart a clatter, also sat next to her, gnawed his teeth, asked, "don't cry, at this time, Mu Bai - more than you are suffering, don't cry, Mu Bai - how is he?"Huo Zhi didn't speak. She just shook her head. At last, she turned around and threw herself into his arms. She burst out crying, "the doctor said it was late..."
Gu Junqing stiffened, frowned and held her shoulder. Although her heart was very painful, she could only console her, "Huo Zhi, I have checked it. Dr. Mike is the world's top cancer expert! Believe him, he will cure mubai! "
For several days in a row to suppress the mood, at this moment all collapse, throw into the man's arms, Huo Zhi sobbing, chest was heavy, finally can have no scruples to vent in the arms of the favorite man.
Gu Junqing is also very uncomfortable, but he can't show it, he has to keep calm at this time.
After crying for a long time, Huo Zhicai quietly nestles up to him like a kitten. He is caressed by his gentle big hand, slowly regains his spirit and strength, and then goes to wash his face. Then he waves to Gu Junqing and goes back to the ward with Zhang Chun.
The nurse is Murphy's servant, a very stable middle-aged woman. When she saw Huo Zhi coming in, she quietly told her that Mu Bai had just vomited all the things she had eaten in the morning.
Huo Zhi and Mi Tuo clenched their teeth to listen, and then the two of them laughed at each other and told the Filipino maids to have a rest.
After the nurse went out, Huo Zhi came to Mu Bai's bed. He just fell asleep, his breath was steady, and his eyelashes sometimes trembled.
Looking at his emaciated cheek, she reached out and stroked her face painfully.
Mubai, be strong. Be strong. We'll get through this together.
This picture fell into Mito's eyes, sad to see, he turned away.
He has no time to waste now, he must find a way to save mubai! If Dr. Mike can't do it, find another expert! No matter how much he paid, he must save mubai!
As soon as I went out, I met Gu Junqing waiting outside.
"Hello, Mr. mitto. I'd like to talk to you about mubai."
"OK"
the two men went side by side to the conversation room or lounge specially prepared for the family members of patients in the hospital.
They talked about it for a long time, and they both looked very focused.
The ward is very quiet. Huo Zhi is sitting by the bed, holding Mu Bai's hand and staring at him without catching his eyes. I'm afraid he'll disappear in the blink of an eye.
Cancer patients change quickly, but in a few days, a healthy person will be tortured out of shape. He was already strong, and didn't cry a pain in front of her. Even when the doctor extracted bone marrow, he gritted his teeth and endured it. Afterwards, when he saw her crying, he would smile and comfort her.
Tears blurred the vision again, she murmured, "mubai, don't leave me alone, mubai, don't leave me, don't leave the people who love you."
Head down, forehead against his palm, tears can not help but flow ah flow, unable to restrain.
Suddenly, she held her hand and held her in turn, "don't cry, I'm OK - I won't leave you --"
Huo Zhi, an excited spirit, quickly wiped away her tears to Mu Bai's concerned eyes, "I didn't cry, I really didn't cry!"
Mu Bai just looked at her with heartache and wanted to hug her, but he had no strength. Only, helplessly looking at her tears.
"I really didn't cry..." She lowered her head, but the more she wiped away her tears.
Didn't you say you wouldn't cry in front of him? Why can't you do it?! Why stimulate him?
Huo Zhi deeply remorse, sad, and struggling, trying to laugh.
Mu Bai took a deep breath and stretched out his hands to her. "Come here, I'm crying. I don't have the strength to hold you. I want you to come to my arms. I want to find your familiar breath. You know, the smell of the hospital is not good."
Mu Bai is trying to tease her. It's this time that he wants to make her laugh. What he thinks is still her.
Huo Zhi bit her lips and looked at Mu Bai's deep eyes, blurring the overlapping images.
She didn't want to cry, but - but - tears were not obedient, she didn't want mubai to be involved, suffering, but powerless, really hard.
Huo Zhi is very obedient, gently lying on Mu Bai's chest, dare not press him, can only make the appearance of lying down, but forced to lift the body, fuzzy feeling his arms.
The smell of his body was replaced by the smell of liquid medicine. She felt very sad and powerless when she thought that he was fighting with the disease alone and was very hard, but she refused to hum and shed a tear in front of her.
Closed her eyes, she suppressed the cry, choked and said, "mubai, get better quickly, please get better quickly."
Mu Bai stroked her long hair for a while. He couldn't use his strength any more. The place where his fingers glided was like light feather across the sky. "Don't be afraid, Huo Zhi. I'll be fine. How can I leave you?"
She should have comforted Mu Bai, but she was clumsy. Instead, she let Mu Bai comfort herself. She felt guilty and blamed herself. She clenched her lips tightly for fear that she would cry.It took a long time for this hug to end.
Huo Zhi peeled the apples, piled them on the plate one by one, forked an apple and handed it to Mu Bai's lips: "Mu Bai, I went to see doctor Mike just now, and he said, your condition will be better when it turns for the better!"
Mu Bai took a deep look at Huo Zhi, slightly raised the corner of his lip, held Huo Zhi's hand with a small apple, and slowly said: "Huo Zhi, as long as life does not end, I will not give up, because there is a woman named Huo Zhi in this world, waiting for me to protect her, you are here, how can I leave alone."
There is a great and silent love in the world, which is called mubai's love.