Disease can bring down a strong man, this sentence, Huo Zhi in the days of taking good care of Mu Bai, everywhere incisively and vividly reflected.
For two days, Mu Bai's condition did not improve. On the contrary, he ate less and less. Only in front of Huo Zhi's face, she insisted on eating some. She didn't know that he was afraid that he would suffer. But when she turned around and couldn't see, he would ask the nurse to accompany him to the toilet and spit out all the food he had eaten.
Pretending not to know, Huo Zhi has been pretending not to know, if she broke through Mu Bai's intention, she worried that Mu Bai would not eat anything, and that huge body would be dragged down alive.
See Mu Bai uncomfortable appearance, her heart all followed to pull painful, but still bite a tooth, will tears all hold back, accompany in his side, constantly comfort him.
"Mubai, you look very good today, we need to cheer you up"
"mubai, you are so kind, your illness will be fine, everything will be fine"
"mubai, let's work hard together, I firmly believe you will be fine"
"mubai, when your illness is good, let's go to see the sea" --
every time she cheers up, mubai will be close Cooperate with her, try to wave your fist, nod and smile at her.
That smile is very bright, but so solemn and stirring, many times, Huo Zhi in no one to see the place secretly tears.
Infusion, medication, sleep.
This is mubai's daily life.
That day, after taking medicine, mubai fell asleep again.
Suddenly in the heart a shake, Huo Zhi carefully recall and recall, startled feel this period of time, Mu Bai sleeps more and more times, the time is also more and more long. Huo Zhi's mood is contradictory. She hopes that he can recover and sleep more. She doesn't want him to bear so much pain in a sober state.
But she was more worried that mubai would never wake up when he fell asleep.
Every time guarding Mu Bai's bedside, Huo Zhi would gently hold his hand and gently cover it. The hand full of needle eyes was very cold. She wanted to help him warm up.
Looking at the face that was changing every day, her face was no longer so ruddy, her face was thin, her eyes were prominent, and her face was pale. Huo Zhi could not help but feel sad.
Senior high school athletes, basketball center, athletes on the playground, no longer find, only the weak bed.
Sad, very sad.
This day, doctor Mike came to inspect the ward. Mu Bai'an slept quietly, which always made people suspect that there was no one on the bed. He was too quiet, sleeping quietly, no matter how hard he felt, he would bear it alone, and he would smile at Huo Zhi when he opened his eyes.
Doctor Mike takes a look at Mu Bai on the bed and signals Huo Zhi to go outside to talk. Huo Zhi understands, steps out of the room, takes the door and rushes to the medical office.
Doctor Mike said very seriously, "Miss Huo, Mu Baisheng's condition is not optimistic. Next, we need to do chemotherapy for him."
"This is a new chemotherapy regimen. At the same time, gene mutation can be detected, and then a new treatment regimen can be formulated based on the effect of chemotherapy." After a pause, he said, "Miss Huo, I hope you are psychologically prepared. Chemotherapy may fail. This is not the most effective way to treat cancer. At present, as long as you can prevent the disease from worsening, it is the best result."
Huo Zhi took a deep breath. "I understand, Dr. Mike. I believe you."
He clenched his fist, and his heart was filled with infinite hope. He put his hands together and prayed for God's blessing.
Most of the time, Huo Zhi believes that spirit can dominate people's world and help them overcome difficulties.
She is willing to do everything as long as it can make mubai's condition reduce.
After returning to the ward, Mu Bai didn't wake up. She cleaned up the room and put on a new bouquet. Even if she only slept three or four hours a day these days, Huo Zhi didn't care about sleepiness. She didn't want to close her eyes for fear that she would not see Mu Bai when she opened it again.
Time can be long and frightening sometimes. She keeps putting her hands on Mu Bai's nose for fear that he might have any accident.
The mobile phone on the table vibrates. She takes it up. It's Wu Yanan calling. After a little hesitation and stupefaction, Huo Zhi comes to the bathroom with her mobile phone and clicks the answer button.
"Hello - OH - it's Huo Zhi. How's Mu Bai now?" Wu Yanan's tone doesn't sound surprised to match the content of the speech, which always makes Huo Zhi suspect that the person who shows surprise on the phone is not Wu Yanan.
"Not bad." Huo Zhi evades the heavy and takes the light. She doesn't want to talk with Wu Yanan. At this time, she realizes that Wu Yanan is rejected in her heart.
"When you are alone in the United States, you should be careful everywhere. After all, you are not familiar with the place of life -" the warm concern came from the phone, which only belongs to the concern of acquaintances.
But fall in Huo Zhi's ear, but clearly can't hear each other's sincerity.
There was no voice there. For a long time, Wu Yanan sighed and said, "do you know that compared with Mu Bai, you are the most worrying now.""You Junqing, accompany me, he is very familiar with the United States, sister Yanan, thank you for your trouble!" Huo Zhi is in politeness, politely replied to each other's worry and the worry of being unfamiliar with the place of life.
"What? You said - oh my God, you said - Gu Junqing - President of Gu group - accompanied you to - went to - the United States? Look at mubai? " Wu Yanan's surprise came from the receiver of the mobile phone. Through the receiver, people can't help worrying whether the other party will drop the mobile phone in surprise.
"En" Huo Zhi gave a weak hum. She didn't want to answer Wu Yanan's insincere phone call. Most of the two people's casual greetings were Wu Yanan's, while Huo Zhi was passively listening.
"Well, international distance is also very expensive. I won't say more. Bye..."
"Goodbye."
Hang up the phone, looking at the bed of Mu Bai, Huo Zhi seems to have been injected with a new force, patted the cheek, also full of sober fighting spirit.
"Mubai, promise me to fight with the disease well and bravely. Mubai, let's work together. I won't give up, and you can't give up."
Huo Zhi holds Mu Bai's hand and wants to smooth the needle eyes after infusion. At the moment, Mu Bai is still asleep and even has changed her posture. Her tightly closed eyes will always make her feel frightened, for fear that her eyes will not open.
So, she continued to stay at the bedside, motionless, just staring at his eyes, hoping that when she could open it, she would see herself at the first sight.
In the afternoon, Mito came over again. Seeing Huo Zhi's haggard face, his heart was in a panic with bursts of pulling. "Huo Zhi, go back to have a rest. You're very tired. I'll be on duty here."
"I'm fine." Huo Zhi's face had no sign of decadence. Instead, she infected Mito with enthusiasm. She got up and poured him a glass of water. "You have to be busy outside. It's harder than me. You'd better go back and sleep more."
Mi Tuo waved his hand busily, "I don't work hard. Besides, I'm a big man, and I should work hard! Look at you. You look so bad. If Wan mubai wakes up and sees you like this, it's strange that he doesn't feel distressed! He's asleep now. I don't know how tired you are. If he wakes up and you fall ill, do you have the heart to make him sad? "
"I'm really OK!"
Mito glared, "why, you don't listen to me when I'm such a handsome guy?"
See him so insist, know that he is also good intention, Huo Zhi had no choice but to smile and promise him, "well, I go back first."
"That's about it!" Mi Tuo is very happy, Huo Zhi went to the door, still don't rest assured of exhortation way, "Mi Tuo, Mu Bai if wake up, you must call me, don't forget acridine!"
Mito patted his chest as a guarantee and agreed.
Huo Zhi looked back at Mu Bai lying on the bed and left with pain.
In fact, she couldn't sleep when she went back. She just wanted to take a bath, change her clothes and bring some soup to Mu Bai.
Mi Tuo sees off Huo Zhi and goes back to the room. Seeing Mu Bai on the bed, his eyes are deeper. It seems that he sighs quietly and sits next to Mu Bai silently. "Mu Bai, Huo Zhi is a good woman. You don't want to marry her all the time. You have to fight for something. You can't give up, you can't compromise."
The man on the bed was still with eyes closed, and he fell asleep for more than four hours. He didn't wake up until it was dark and the nurse came to inject the third injection.
Looking left and right, there was no one who wanted to see the most. Her eyes turned from bright to dim. She stretched out a long, gentle breath and said, "she's gone back?"
"Well, I think she's working too hard. Let her go back to sleep for a while."
Mubai held one hand and sat up. Mito wanted to help him, but he restrained himself.
How simple it is to sit up. If you help yourself, Mu Bai will hurt his self-esteem. As a man, as a strong man, he doesn't want to be treated like a useless man. The more such a time, the more he needs to prove that he is still alive and still exists in the world.
But it's just a move to get up, but Mu Bai is sweating, and his eyebrows are twisted into a knot in one's heart. Since he opened his eyes, the pain was like a shadow.
After sitting down, he gasped heavily. After a long time, he said, "Mito, promise me one thing."
Witnessing the whole process of him turning over and sitting up, Mito's eyebrows twisted like a twist, but at the moment he joked deliberately, "Mu Bai, who are we talking to? You're so polite. If you have something to say, don't talk so much nonsense!"
He didn't like mubai's insipid tone.
I don't like it very much.
Behind the dislike is deep fear, deep fear.
Mu Bai was leaning against the pillow. He couldn't eat normally for days. In addition, he was suffering from illness, which made him lose a lot of weight. But that pair of clear eyes, still shining with the ultimate plain luster.
"Help me change all the real estate in the United States to Huo Zhi's name, and change my account to a joint account with her."Upon hearing his words, Mito clenched his fist. If mubai had not been seriously ill, he would have hit him: "master mubaimu, it's a little early for you to say this now, isn't it?"
Mu Bai raised his eyes and gazed at him indifferently. "I can't accompany her completely. At least, I want to guarantee her future life."
"What do you mean you can't walk with her? Can you give yourself some confidence? " Finally, Mito stood there, pointed to him and said, "do you know how sad she is because of you? You don't want to live well for her, but you're here to tell us what you have and what you don't have? "
Mubai lowered his eyes. "I don't want to regret when everything comes too suddenly."
"You..." What did Mito want to say? He forced him back.
He can understand such worries, but he can't accept them. But from a different standpoint, if it was him, I'm afraid it would be the same decision. Thinking of this, Mito could only sigh, "mubai, we haven't been brothers enough! How can I be willing for you to leave! You say it's too cruel for me. It's too cruel. "
Mubai said: "me too - we will always be good brothers, but I can't accompany you any more."
When he heard mubai's words, Mito couldn't help reddening his eyes.
He disguised the low head, and then don't open a face, "I go to call Huo Zhi."
He went out in a hurry. Unexpectedly, just as he pushed away, he saw the person standing at the door. He would hang his head, hold a moisturizing bottle in his arms, and his thinner shoulders were shaking slightly.
"Huo - Miss Huo?"
Mito stopped again, looked at the closed eyes in the ward, and slowly closed the door.
Huo Zhi bit the back of her hand for fear that a mouth would cry.
Just now, she couldn't hear a word of mubai's words.
Squatting on the ground, holding things in his arms, tears can not stop falling down.