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I turned my back to him. I really couldn't pretend to be happy, couldn't pretend that nothing had happened, and even laughed and made a ruckus with the Emperor.

The voice woke the child up and started to cry. I clenched my teeth not to cry. I didn't like to be weak in front of him. He coaxed the child to sleep slowly, looked at his face, and thought about his mother, the poor woman who had always prayed, but the man was selfish and ruthless, and everything he did was for his own feelings, and everyone else deserved to be trampled under his feet.

He gently placed the little prince on the bed and pulled up the blanket to cover him. The wet nurse said that the child should not be frozen anymore and must be taken care of.

He walked over and looked at the small shoes on the side. After playing with them for a while, he said, "I will give my child a good name. You can give him a nickname."

I coldly ignored him, and lightly walked out of the room to sleep with the little prince.

He followed me out into the corridor and caught up with me. He grabbed my hand and said, "Don't go, I have something to tell you. I will learn to respect you, but you can't be angry with me."

He was quite domineering, but this was only a form of respect. Some people spoke lightly, while others spoke seriously.

He was the Emperor, and he was always more forgiving and obedient to him.

I sighed. It couldn't be that I owed him in my previous life, but he became an enemy of mine in this life. Ye Zichen turned his head and looked at him, "Only by telling me to be happy can I be worthy of him, happy only because I don't want to quarrel with you, and just pretend like nothing happened."

In contrast, the Emperor's actions had really made me despise him.

To him, slicing off a finger was just a matter of indifference. It was so small that it was insufficient to report to him. This selfishness and monopoly really made me tremble.

He said so, but I didn't feel what he said.

I've forgiven him. What do they want me to do? They think I'll be happy if I do this. I'll just do this. I've really let them down. Xia Junchang and senior brother also felt the same way.

The young prince's name was Xu, and as for other matters, he would have to wait until he had matured. When he tells me to get up, I'il do it

I don't have to worry about how many people are waiting for him at the Palace.

After telling him about it, he said he would respect me, but I didn't have a clue about this matter.

It was a relief not to be here for a few days, and I think we both needed some time to think about something.

However, there were still people who would bring some light food over every day. The reason was because my aunt told me that the Emperor would ask me about it every day.

I sighed in my heart and replied to myself in a cold voice. Is there anything else I can do? He took everything I knew in the palace.

I was trapped in this palace, and I was so lonely that he was the only one I could count on. He liked it when I waited for him to come, liked it when he saw the hope and joy on my face. But he never knew what it was like to wait, to live each moment so hard, so long.

He had never waited. In the palace, there was only one person waiting for him.

When we went to pay our respects, Lu Yao left me behind to ask, "Aren't you and the Emperor quarreling?"

"Nope." There was a little smile on my face.

She frowned and used her hand to pull at my face: "I hate your fake smile. Don't tell me that there are no palace maids here, and only us two sisters are lying to me? I hate it. "

"I am very angry, Luyao. He broke my senior brother's finger, but he actually treated it as a trivial matter."

She laughed, "Girl, tell me what happened to him? Say it, say it quickly. "

I sighed. "He's too domineering, too assertive. He said that I can only have him in my eyes, and that his monopolistic heart makes me somewhat afraid."

Lu Yao nodded as well. "True. Perhaps the Emperor will think that we are too close. At that time …" She looked up and down her entire body. "I wonder which corner she'll drop."

"Luyao, stop joking around." Such a joke was not funny at all. To my horror, his wild love was looking at me, but his eyes were too far away for me to reach.

I always ask, what does he love about me? Why is she so persistent, is it really my bad temper? He really did have a masochistic mindset. He loved it a lot, so he wasn't like this.

When he was initially going to ruin my happiness, he only said that it was because I was like Imperial Concubine Mu, his favorite concubine. However, I realized that it wasn't really anything special.

"I'm not joking. You're the only one who would commit such a foolish act. Of all the women in the harem, who would want the emperor to crazily lose his reason for loving them? Only a fool like you would."

"Do you like it?" Do you like it when he says he loves everything and uses it to hurt people? "

She shrugged and rubbed her nose. "I don't like that."

"Hai." She sighed again and held me close. "Zhiqiu, things are so boring in the palace, aren't they?"

"Yes." He was so depressed that there was nothing he could do.

My temper was always running around, my temper was passable, and I didn't care about too many things. But in the palace, I was afraid to walk around, and just by taking a wrong step, I could give myself and others an unpleasant feeling. Just like what happened to senior, he didn't blame me, but I really did blame myself.

I locked myself up. Other than the Moon Viewing Hall, I didn't go anywhere else. The palace, not only did it contain people, but also the bright passion in my heart.

I want to think more about how good I am now. I am living a life of luxury and food and servants, this is something I didn't even dare to think about before, how many people can't even eat their meals, they can only eat their last meal of sorrow, and I, I have to be content. The empress of the palace is my good sister, I have her support me, regardless of my heart, what better than sisterhood? Pushing open the window was another sleepless night.

The flowers in May quietly passed away in this half worry and half confusion. The lotus leaves on the Moon Viewing Lake in June became thicker. Although there were no tender flowers, the fragrance was still very delicate.

I was lying comfortably on a couch in the back of the palace. My eyelids were heavy, and my hands were heavy with the books I had turned over. I opened my eyes and read a few words, then closed them again, and finally fell into a deep sleep.

The wind blew gently and it was very comfortable. I fell asleep deeply. I thought the weather today was really good. The sun didn't want to shine on me anymore.

After sleeping for a short period of time, two bird cries woke me up.

He opened his eyes and looked at the golden lakeside, which was so bright that it was hard to open his eyes. A few birds flew across the lotus leaves, and the cool wind blew the lotus leaves over his green back.

Wiping my eyes, I breathed a sigh of relief. Finally, another day had passed. There was so much time that it made me worry. Every day, when the sun went down, I would be happy because the day had finally gone far.

"Empress." The reason why he brought the palace maid forward.

He washed his face and mouth, then put food on the table.

"Aren't we still lacking some time for dinner?" But it's good, she's so careful to know I'm hungry.

The reason for this was to respectfully say, "Empress, the emperor has come at noon."

I sighed in my heart, but my face remained calm. I lazily replied, "Oh."

"Empress, the emperor stayed for more than four hours before leaving. He fanned the wind and the sun for the Empress and instructed her to prepare something to eat. When the Empress wakes up, she must let the Empress eat something." She explained in detail.

No wonder he had taken such a good nap.

The reason why he said this was because he had heard the Emperor's voice before. "Empress, it's the sixth day of the sixth month. It's the Emperor's birthday."

"You want to send something out again, right? Send whatever is in the palace." I pretended not to care.

"Empress, the emperor had this servant hint at the Empress that he actually wanted the Empress to send something different." She very sincerely said, "Empress and the Emperor have been angry for so long. Empress, men are different from women. A man's face is always a bit more honorable, not to mention the emperor."

"Could it be that if a woman doesn't care about face, then she's a lowly person?" I asked coldly.

She had nothing to reply to that question. Actually, it was just a question like that. However, I also knew what was going on in my heart. If I were angry, I would be better off.

If it had always been like this, it wasn't their intention, and I wasn't just living for the purpose they wanted, I cared about him anyway, except for the things that weren't right.

After sleeping for most of the day, she ended up not being able to sleep at night. The light outside the window was still incomparably beautiful. No one really wanted to enjoy it, so no matter how beautiful it was, it was still a bit lonely.

There seemed to be someone standing under the flower tree on the other side.

I looked through the window at the red glow of the corridor. The more I looked, the clearer it became.

I took an extra coat with me. He was leaning under the tree, looking at me, and he said cheerfully, "Go for a walk if you can't sleep."

"Well, yes."

"Together." His eyes were shining.

I smiled. "Let's go together, we have a companion."

He held onto my hand and walked slowly along the half-obscured path. He leaned over to smell my hair. "It smells so good. I like the smell of the lotus on my body."

"What do you like?" I asked softly.

The corners of his lips curled up even higher. He thought for a moment before replying, "I don't know."

It really makes me speechless, but at the same time, is it okay if he is the emperor? There were too many good things, he didn't even know what he liked.

"Zhi Qiu, I was wrong about that."

"What is it?"

"You know, why are you asking so clearly?" He began to feel proud again.

"It's really infuriating when I think about it." I mercilessly pinched his waist, causing him to gasp in pain. "This is killing me. This is an assassination attempt."

"You know it's painful. To think you would assassinate me and you." I said angrily.

However, he started to giggle and grabbed my hand, afraid that I would pinch him again. "It's good as long as you're out of breath. You have to give me some time. I'm not one of those commoners."

"I don't like the evil thing of birthdays when you say it." How troublesome.

He turned his head and said fiercely, "It's not like I want your life."

"But what do I have? Didn't you give it to me? I'll give it back to you. Is there any meaning to it?"

"This is a question that is testing your brains. His smile was a bit crafty." I still heavily reward the gift that I like the most. "

"Hai." I heaved a long sigh. "Honestly speaking, I don't like receiving that reward from you. I'll withdraw."

"If you quit, do you still not know what I want to reward you for?" "If it's a night at the Spring Festival Gala, you will still quit?"

He was really too evil. I nodded more and more heavily.

"You woman." He glared at me with some annoyance. "Don't tell me you don't want to be with me that much? "Do you like to see us messing around with other women?"

I wanted to laugh, so I tilted my head to look at him. "Do I care? I'm jealous, so will you guard me alone?"

"That's impossible." He said it without thinking.

This is the Emperor, just a selfish and shameless child.

After a while, he felt that something was off as he cleared his throat, "I want you to be jealous. I want you to be like other women and see a green light shining in my eyes."

Cold sweat appeared out of nowhere and started glowing. Did he treat me like a wolf?

I raised the outer garment in my hand. "Your Majesty, why don't you put on my outer coat and don't catch a cold? Otherwise, the imperial physician and the medicine will take turns to deal with you."

"Speak up, Yun Zhiqiu." He withdrew shamelessly.

This time, it was me who felt a little cold. I seriously said, "Your majesty, you really are a child that hasn't grown up yet."

What I didn't expect was that he almost jumped up and said sharply, "Who are you calling a child? This Emperor isn't. This Emperor has long become an adult."

It seemed like this was a scar in his heart. It couldn't be said that he could only feel guilty.

"I'm a child." I said helplessly.

He coldly snorted, "That's more like it."

It was so quiet in the night, no one worried nor did they have to constantly look around like in the day to see who they would meet. They had to pay attention to appearances and the matters of the palace, so they casually walked hand in hand, raised their heads, and it was the bright stars that shone.

"I'm going back first. I wonder if Xu has woken up."

However, he didn't let go of my hand. "Why are you looking at me when there's a wet nurse watching you? Don't let This Emperor give it to someone else to look after."

"You even eat a child's vinegar? That's really enough. I can't be at ease giving it to others."

"Don't worry, you're right, I owe Lin Shangyi. I'll love him."

That's good, but it changed really quickly. As soon as Lin Shangyi was born, the little prince had always been with me. He had come a few times, but he rarely looked at him.

I wrote two words in his palm, and he grabbed my hand. "Who's Ying Ying?"

"It's one of my favorite words." "No," I said.

If you love me, then will the person I love occasionally keep it in your heart as well.

Ying Ying is your woman. Ying Ying gave birth to a prince for you, but you don't remember her name.

Sometimes I don't know if it's a pity or a pity, one does not love, but a love, in the end, is not happy.

Buggy was calling out in a low voice, so it was quite nice to walk side by side with him as they walked.