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After chatting with Lu Yao for a while, Lu Yao and his nurse came over to carry Xu.

He was still awake, but excited. His little face was flushed and his eyes were wide open as he stared at something.

As soon as I hugged him, I jumped up and down, patting his buttocks under my thick coat. "Jianzi is such a naughty kid. If you don't sleep now, I'll miss you."

Lu Yao's long face was filled with grief as he said, "With the jacaranda, you can ignore me. Forget it. I think it's better for me to return to the palace. I'm not welcomed here at all."

Seeing that she really stood up, I hurriedly said, "That's not true either. Luyao, don't go. I have good tea here."

However, she laughed. "I'm just kidding. Stupid Zhi Qiu, I really feel a bit sleepy. I should go back to the palace and rest first. Tonight, I'll be troubling you. Nanny, you should also listen to my orders."

"Yes, esteemed empress." The nurse answered respectfully.

Seeing her exhausted face, I didn't want to keep her any longer. Carrying her to the door, I saw her angrily wave away the mama's hand. After getting into the carriage, I thought, Lu Yao really isn't feeling well, so Miss's temper has broken again.

Ye Zichen's neck tightened, then looked down to see that the Wolf Fang had fallen out of the sky, and was currently being played with by Xu Xu Xu. He quickly took it out from his hand and stuffed it into the clothes around his neck.

Hugging him, she spun around in circles. "Jiaji, sleep with mufei tonight. Mufei will bring you to bed."

I didn't dare to do it when he was very young. I was afraid of being pushed down by him, but now, I want to be with him.

Our plan is about to be carried out. I won't be able to see you, Xu.

You must forgive my selfishness, because I also want to pursue my own people, and a persistent feeling. Maybe you don't understand it now, maybe you don't understand it when you grow up, because you're a man and you're not a woman. Even if you understand a woman's mind, you might not understand it because you are not me. Hehe, Ling'Er, am I a little crazy?

I like a couple all my life. I can hold hands and grow old together.

This is like a dream, but this dream, who can't have a dream, and a dream, I want to achieve.

I told him about the sheep and cattle in the northwest, and how beautiful the sky and clouds were, and he went to sleep very quickly.

After a fearful day, I also fell asleep.

I saw that I was running and behind me, there were countless of cries for me to stop. But I pretended not to hear, not to hear what was behind me, and ran with all my might, like a runaway horse, I thought, and I did not want my master to take me back to the post again, I could only run, and if I paused a moment longer it would change my fate.

A sudden rain caused me to slip and fall heavily onto the ground. The people behind me had already rushed forward.

I almost jumped up and opened my eyes to look into the darkness of the room. I touched the wolf tooth with one hand and gripped it so hard that the pain told me it was just a dream.

He felt a patch of wetness around him. It turned out that he had wet his bed.

Instead of calling the nurse to change the diaper, I got up and changed my clothes, changed my bed mat, and I don't think I'll ever have a chance to do these things for my children again in my life.

When she saw that he was still sleeping soundly, she pointed at his little face. "Such a carefree child."

But after a while, when he woke up, I quickly gave him something to eat. The child isn't like an adult, it's fine if he doesn't eat at night, but fortunately he won't cry. If he's awake and doesn't give him anything to eat, he'll cry. After eating his fill, he would play with him for a while before closing his eyes and falling asleep.

After he fell asleep, I couldn't sleep again.

Late at night in the middle of winter, such a hubbub, anyway, I have a lot of time, but with a little time with Xu, just watch him until dawn.

But a dream was not a good dream.

I understand, when I was a child I had nightmares, I cried because I was scared, my mother would tell me, don't be afraid, she said, dreams and reality are the opposite.

The wolf fang in his hand was so smooth and beautiful, he was able to dispel all his troubles, but Xia Junchang also believed in this. I took a deep sniff and felt that this wolf fang carried the scent of the northwest, and with his bravery, it was hard to say if this wolf was actually hunted by Xia Junchang.

Although he did not have that much of a desire in the capital, and that he had nothing to fight for, his personality was also nothing. However, everything he liked, other things might be fine, but the people he liked, the emperor would still try to get them to stay in his harem.

I don't understand what this is. There were many royal brothers in the royal family, but he had to fight for Xia Junchang, and he was getting closer to him.

Was it jealousy? When I was young, I was jealous of Xia Junchang because he was too blessed. I felt that his bearing shouldn't have reached such a level. Then, what kind of imposing aura did he use to become the emperor?

He woke up early in the morning and turned around to look at me, to see me smiling by his side. He grinned and touched my face with his small hands, touching it and then crawling back over.

"It's cold outside, Xu, don't crawl out."

It really was a small stove. Hugging him to sleep at night would prevent his hands and feet from getting cold.

He had to crawl out and over my stomach, trying to get out of bed, afraid of being too tall, and he was screaming.

He had to get up early to play on the ground with his hair down. How could he enjoy crawling? I don't know if I was like him when I was a kid, crawling around.

Afraid that he was thirsty, he went to the little stove on the table and poured some wet water into it. He crawled up to my feet and rubbed his teeth together.

"Eating people, right?" I picked him up and made as if to throw him, but he actually laughed happily.

In her clean eyes, there was only a happy smile.

However, the older a person was, the less pure they would be.

The Empress Dowager was right. If she wanted to cry, she could only cry when she was young. If she was older, she wouldn't even be able to give the right to cry to an Emperor's eldest son.

He was the best when he was given water, and he would look at me with wide eyes as he drank.

When I'm full, I'll shrink my head and stop drinking. I'll show him some fun things to amuse him.

A moment later, he brought some hot water over. "Empress, wash your face."

"The reason is, what would you like to eat this morning?" If he washed and smeared some of the stuff that Lin Luo gave him, he wouldn't be so tense.

"The little prince cooked some porridge here."

"I was just thinking about this, haha, the reason is really because of you. Oh, Jian, don't scratch my hair, it hurts. " I got my hair out of his hands, gathered it up, and tied it again.

After serving the congee, I realised that feeding the child wasn't an easy task. He couldn't sit still and wanted to crawl on the floor. When the wet nurse hugged him and made him obediently eat, he didn't want to.

I had to ask the nurse to let him down, but he crawled up to my feet and hugged me.

I held him in my arms and kissed him. Then I took some porridge and fed it to him.

The wet nurse couldn't help but exclaim, "Esteemed wangyi, the little prince is really sticking to you."

I have to send him back after breakfast, but I really can't bear to. After all, I have to return to the empress's place.

On the morning when he was free, he had nothing to do. I used to like to play the zither. If there was something wrong, I wanted to play it. At that time, there was no zither, so I liked to play it with my fingers in the wind, thinking that I was playing the zither.

But now, I didn't want to play it anymore. I flicked up my index finger, thinking that it was faintly hurting.

I was dozing off, holding my chin. Hearing the rustling of the snow below, I thought I was going out for some reason.

He had not expected that there would be a knock on the door. The reason why he had called out from outside was, "Empress, Empress."

"What is it?" I rubbed my eyes.

"Doctor Zhang, you're here." The reason why he said this softly.

Doctor Zhang? Why are you here?

When I saw him in the main hall, she said that she was here to take a look at my body. Because of Rinloran's wedding, she wouldn't be coming to the palace after the start of the year, so the empress arranged for him to come treat me.

After taking the pulse, he said, "There is nothing wrong with the Empress's body. Her pulse is calm and her complexion is rosy. There is definitely no poison in her body at all."

I don't have any poison left, but I did say some words of thanks and told the reason to send him out.

He was very puzzled, if that Lin Luoshui doesn't enter the palace, who will give me the medicine?

Those things were not suitable for the palace, so they were not brought in.

In the evening, people from the palace came to tell me to go to the empress's palace.

Lu Yao sent an edict, telling me to bring the little prince to the imperial palace for a bit of time. He said that she wasn't feeling well.

Maybe it was because she felt guilty that she forced me to come to the palace.

However, she really didn't want to go. She didn't even ask for my opinion and just directly ordered me to go to the imperial palace. She asked me to come to the imperial palace and bring the little prince with her when she wasn't feeling well.

Anyone would have known that this was an attempt to expose me to the emperor.

I sighed helplessly, but had no choice but to follow the palace maid. I thought about it before I told her that I had returned to the Peach Blossom House in the evening.

The streets of the palace were swept clean by the snow. There were also a few red plums placed in the palace, which were exceptionally beautiful against the white snow.

The eunuch in the palace told me that the empress had been feeling very unwell the night before and was temporarily out of sight.

Take me to see Xu, the little guy just woke up, is crying there, the wet nurse and palace maid are helpless to put aside, no matter how coaxing.

Seeing me at the door, I cried louder and louder.

Helpless, she went to hug him. Picking him up, she gently trembled just like when she was young.

Only then did he slowly stop. I was depressed in my heart as I spoke to one of the eunuchs in the Phoenix palace, "It's the best plan for the empress to invite Esteemed wangyi here. The little prince only recognizes Esteemed wangyi, but he doesn't want any of us. He's really afraid that he'll cry himself to death."

I don't like to be here, they are all quite unfamiliar, but everyone looked at me embrace Xu, in the heart of the more dry air.

Cover him with a quilt, pick him up again and he will laugh.

I lowered my head to touch his forehead. "I always wanted to go out, don't you think? If I were to grow up a bit more, I'd have to look everywhere for you to eat."

Carrying him for a walk would be good as well. Since there's only one queen living in the palace, and it's on the opposite side, I'll carry him here for a walk.

Snow was falling outside the red pillar, and he looked at it in a daze. He wanted to twist his body and reach out to grab it.

I hugged him tightly. "You can't catch it. It'll freeze the jac."

That red plum blossom is so beautiful. I still remember one day when I woke up, the entire room was filled with red plums. In the blink of an eye, another year had passed.

I wonder if the plum blossoms in the northwest are even more flourishing than here? It was even colder over there.

On the other side of the palace gate, several people came over and put away the umbrella. The one in the lead was the emperor in a bright yellow dragon robe.

I turned quickly, thinking that he was going to the queen's house, and I hurried back with him, telling them I would come back tomorrow when it was dark.

He waited and waited, but the light sound of footsteps came from behind him.

His heart was beating fast, but he was still crying out.

"Zhiqiu." He called out the name lightly, but it was still as low and as nostalgic as before.

I braced myself and turned around. Not daring to look him in the eye, I bowed. "Greetings, your majesty."

"No need to be so polite."

"I'm going to the palace to take care of Xu. I don't need to worry about you, your majesty." I wanted to leave immediately, just circle around and go back to where I lived.

"Zhiqiu, are you hiding from me?" he asked me flatly.

"I don't dare." I answered him softly.

After not seeing him for so long, I feel that he is really a stranger, a stranger.

"Come, let us hug Xu." He walked closer.

I silently gave it to him, and his hand touched mine without meaning to, but it stayed a little longer.

"You've grown up quite a bit. I believe that your Moon Viewing Hall back then was still a little small." With a sigh, he said, "Life is over in a flash."

I didn't say anything, and I knew he wasn't going to just say that.

"Zhiqiu, are you feeling better?" he asked me again.

Such a knowledgeable person yet I still said, "There are still some minor problems."

"Don't you want to return to the Moon Viewing Hall?" His voice was cold and hard, and even though I didn't look up, I knew that his sharp eyes were on me.

Actually, the Emperor is waiting for you to speak.

In fact, I wanted to say that I didn't want to go back.

She gave a faint smile and said respectfully, "Your Majesty, you must be here to see the empress. I'll take you down."

He took a step forward to take the baby, but he didn't give it to me.

Instead, he lightly said, "Why are you unwilling to return to the Moon Viewing Hall?"

There were a lot of questions, so I sighed in my heart, 'Could it be that I came back as soon as I wanted to? Her Majesty told me to come to the Peach Blossom House with your permission, but now you're asking me.'

He laughed in his heart, but he still said, "Chenqie's body hasn't recovered yet."

"You look good." He gave me the baby.

He turned around and looked at the red plum and said, "The ancient language regards women as flowers. "If a woman is a flower on a branch, what she appreciates is a man.

His handsome face had a hint of an indifferent smile on it as he stuck the red plum in my hair. "But I said that what a man appreciates is not flowers, but men can also control the fate of flowers. Qing-Qiu, did I tell you that I hate women who have different hearts? Do you still remember the words that you once said?"