My heart quivered, and I let out a sigh of relief when I saw him brush his sleeves and leave the place.
I think I really don't like being at court any more.
Of course I remember what I said.
However, I was thinking, as the emperor, you can go back on your word and fool people. Why is it that only the officials of Xuanzhou can set a fire and not light a lamp?
When he left, I returned as well. The last thing I could do was to stay in the palace.
As soon as he returned, he said that he had already prepared a room. When I said return, one of the eunuchs said, "The empress's decree is for Esteemed wangyi to be born and settle down."
"Empress, let's stay!" The reason why she spoke softly was, "Esteemed Empress is doing this for your own good."
I would rather not have this kind of good.
Here, it was often possible to meet the Emperor.
However, there was no other way. Lu Yao could not be seen, this was how the palace servants worked. The happiest thing was Xu. I was still sticking to him at night, asking me to feed him.
But I always felt uneasy, always felt that someone was watching me.
What should I do? Now that I live in the empress's palace, how will Lin Luoshui deliver medicine to me?
In any case, leaving the palace allowed him to breathe a sigh of relief. This way, he would have a rare opportunity to see him.
The empress was not well, perhaps at the empress's will, and he often came to see her.
I didn't think too much about him. In such a long time, I had already learned how to put him down and how to calm my mind.
The red plum on the flowers to take down, like flowers also because of my mother, she likes, I will be in the wilderness to fold flowers back, slowly, has also become a habit.
After I heard that there was a dispute at the palace door, I quickly walked over. It turned out that it was Rinloran who had come to seek an audience, but the people at the palace actually refused to let him in. I looked at him at the entrance, my heart a little anxious.
However, the reason why he stopped me was to say softly, "Empress, you should keep a bit of distance from Imperial Physician Lin now. This is not the Peach Blossom House, but the Palace of the Phoenix. "The Emperor cut Lou Le's finger last time. Does Empress still remember?
Her words reminded me that I didn't dare go any further.
Separated by many people, Rinloran also seemed to see me.
Unfortunately, he could only leave.
I don't know if it was our plan, or if something happened, or if Lu Yao already knew that Xia Junchang had returned. I have never seen the Lu Family's strength, but I know the Lu Family's proficiency in information.
That incident with Lu Yao was something that happened on the same day as the incident with Lu Yao. However, the Lu family knew about it that day and even sent someone to save Lu Yao.
Luyao did not continue to investigate further. Regarding these matters, I never asked her about them. Sometimes, the moment I found out, it would make people feel depressed. I also know that it was done by someone in the palace, anyone and everyone.
I recalled what happened that night. I came back early, and Lu Yao also came back early. Then, Lu Yao appeared in my Peach Blossom Heart Pavilion.
What happened next was that she wanted me to live in the palace. I didn't want to think too much about it. Lu Yao was my good sister. When I was at my wit's end, she stood up for me.
But I want to see Luyao now. I want to know what she means.
After so many days, I let the reason go to the nanny beside her.
It had been several days since he had last seen her.
After I entered the main hall and entered the inner hall, a warm and light fragrance permeated the entire room. It was the fragrance of a tranquil spice.
She leaned on the imperial concubine's bed. When she saw that I had arrived, she weakly smiled and called the palace maids down before saying, "I really don't know what happened to my body recently. I've been feeling very uncomfortable. Have you been well these past few days?"
"Not bad." "Yes," I said.
A lazy blush appeared on her delicate face as she said, "I'm really sorry for troubling you. Little Sister Zhiqiu, come, sit here."
I sat over there and was about to say that I wanted to return to the Peach Blossom House when she told me first. She pulled my hand and asked, "Zhiqiu, did you meet His Majesty?"
When I saw that there was a hint of a smile in her eyes, I sighed. She really wanted me to meet the Emperor.
She also smiled, "Luyao, you really don't need to worry about me anymore. I'm already meditating now, so there's no need to arrange anything for me. I appreciate your kindness. I think I'll go back to Peach Blossom House in the afternoon!"
She didn't say anything. She just looked at me.
His clear black and white eyes carried a faint coldness, as if he was trying to see through me. Seeing this, I felt a little uneasy, so I blinked and said in a casual tone, "What are you looking at me for, Luyao? I really don't want to be so obedient in the palace of the Chao Feng.
She raised her delicate eyebrows and asked me, "Are you hiding something from me? Otherwise, why would you be so anxious to return to the imperial palace?"
My heart was beating fast, but I still smiled and said, "What's wrong with me, Luyao? I think I prefer my life after losing my favour. Only then will it be real. I'm happy for you that you got the favor of the Emperor. You don't have to do anything for me."
I really won't be jealous of her at all, because I've already thought it through. I'm concerned about that person from the northwest. What does it have to do with me to pamper whoever the emperor loves?
She heaved a long sigh and laughed. "Zhiqiu, do you no longer care about the Emperor?"
"You can't say that, but I don't care. I am just someone who doesn't matter. Luyao, rest well!" I don't want to talk about it anymore.
I didn't know why Luyao would tell me this. Just as I was about to stand up, Luyao lightly said, "Zhiqiu, listen to me, and let you stay in the palace. This is the emperor's intention."
I was stunned. No way, why would he think of me after being cold towards me for so long? Why did he ask me to come to the palace?
The night before, the emperor came over and hinted for you in the dark to come over and bring the little prince over. You finally understand, right? I know you don't want to follow the rules here in the imperial palace, and the emperor has already seen it. Zhiqiu, what are you waiting for? "The emperor won't let you go. I'd advise you not to think too much about other matters."
"I, I want to go back first." Listening to her, I feel so tired, so tired.
When I came out of the main hall, the sound of snow falling was really soft. The pressure in my heart was so heavy that I could barely breathe.
It is not a good time to tell me these things at this time.
When he turned back to Xu's side, there were several eunuchs standing outside, and the eunuch in front of the emperor, Eunuch Yang, was also waiting respectfully at the door.
He looked at me and gave me a respectful salute.
He was inside. I took a deep breath and looked up.
He was sitting and drinking tea, while his wet nurse held him and cried. I saluted and stood to the side.
Wu wu wu." He weeps and burrows into my arms, his tears on me.
Gently patting his body, looking at the Emperor waiting for him to speak, Luyao's words let me know what he was thinking, and now he's here again.
"Wan Yi." he said lightly.
I also lightly replied, "Chenqie is here."
"Right now, you are in great health and the eldest prince needs your care. You should go to the Moon Viewing Hall to take care of the eldest prince." He looked up and spoke to me, his eyes as cold and distant as the moonlight of the northwest night.
I helplessly replied, "Thank you, Your Majesty. Your consort obeys your decree."
I almost said it out of gritted teeth. Isn't it the one who pampered me? Why are you still in the mood to control me now?
Even so, she only treated you as the emperor. Your words are an imperial edict that cannot be disobeyed.
There was nothing to say. I didn't say anything, he didn't say anything, he was so quiet he could hear a needle.
I don't want to think back to how it used to be. Now is the time, after all, to be together will only make me more confused with him. When a person can love you to the extreme, he can let go as if he were filled with hatred.
No matter, to you, I am already like a piece of wood that has been burned.
He seemed to be angry. He heavily placed the tea on the table. The tea spilled a little bit as he slowly moistened the pure white cloth.
Then he stood up and gave me a look of displeasure. "Go back to the palace!"
I bowed and sent him out, no longer thinking about his anger. I hugged him and touched his face. "Little guy, you're fine now. Tomorrow, I'll take you to live with me."
That plan would have to be carried forward.
Xia Junchang should be on his way back to the Northwest, but, sigh, I think you'll have to wait a little longer.
I don't think he'll mind, and he won't complain about me.
Moon Viewing Hall was still as magnificent as ever. Empty rooms were still one after another, so big that one could only see the shadow of oneself walking alone.
On the other side of the fence, there was no longer clear water, but thick ice, covered with snow.
The capital, unlike Jiangnan, was more like the capital. The four seasons were always so distinct. The spring could be soft like water, the summer could be hot, and the winter could be cold.
I was a bit worried that I wouldn't be able to see Rinloran at all, and that Rinloran wouldn't be able to get close to me either. This made me keenly aware that Lu Yao probably knew whether she was doing this for my own good or not, and didn't want me to take the risk.
I can't tell her. I want to take the risk.
I was most afraid that the Emperor wouldn't know of it, so he suddenly sent me back to the Moon Viewing Hall.
The number of people in the palace had decreased by a lot. I was sorry that I had killed more than ten people, but that matter wasn't something that a small one could handle.
The reason was that she had incense to burn paper, so I don't have to feel guilty.
I supported my head with one hand. "You really did well. If I don't kill Bo Ren, he will die for me. How can I not feel guilty?"
"Empress, don't think too much into it. This is fate. Everything has already been decided by the heavens."
The embroidered gold thread had already been replaced with a pink one. It was heavily hooked up with silver as long tassels hung down onto the long blanket.
It was as if she was waiting for her master to return. It was so quiet.
He was still used to his room. He was just looking around for a ball.
I don't know where it went, but it probably won't come back.
After staying here for a few days, I saw that the flower vase had started to show signs of life. The flower vase was already filled with fresh cold flowers. I held my face up to look at the silver white outside and felt my eyes burning.
He rubbed it and blinked his eyes. It was dark now, and his eyes could no longer be crippled. Otherwise, he would not be able to see anything before he was old.
I was thinking that when one is most helpless, one needs help most. When a person is the loneliest, love is the most touching, Xia Junchang several times, always appear in my helpless and lonely pain, I can't forget him.
Even so, I will be responsible for the emperor, and will also bring about a lot of trouble.
Sometimes, when a person became stubborn, they wouldn't even frown when they died.
The reason why he came in again was to ask me, "Empress, do you want to have dinner?"
"I don't want to eat it today." He really couldn't eat at all.
She sighed and went down without saying anything else. From the window, he could see that it was pitch black. In the darkness, there were bright spots swaying about. When he got closer, he could see that there were several lanterns weakly emitting light in the snowstorm.
It was only on the white jade bridge that I could see that it was him.
I will not look again at the beginning. "Your Majesty sends his congratulations," the eunuch's voice boomed.
All of this was an ice-cold mode.
I dragged my tired body up to the door to greet him, and he took his place with a soft grunt.
Then his father-in-law would take off his coat, wipe his face, wash his hands, and heat his hands.
There were all kinds of dishes on the table. They were all my favorite dishes.
I actually wanted to laugh. These two people who were so cold could eat dinner like this.
He did, and when I spoke he did not speak, only the faint sound of chewing food, and Eunuch Chen carefully spread the dishes for him while he gestured with his eyes for me to speak.
However, I quietly scooped up the rice and drank a little bit of the soup without eating anything.
As I was filling the soup, I touched my hand. I looked at her, but said nothing. I picked up the soup, blew on it, and began to drink.
He couldn't help but cough a few times.
He reached over and patted me on the back, as if in a relaxed manner. "Slow down," he said.
"Thank you, your majesty. This concubine has been impolite." I answered vaguely.
He sighed heavily, then said, "You can all go down."
Then, I stood up and replied, "Yes."
"Zhiqiu." He dragged out his voice, his tone full of displeasure.
He didn't mean you guys, but you included me. Unfortunately, I stood and looked down at my fingers again.
"Zhi Qiu, stop messing around." He looked at me tiredly. "Don't make any more noise until you're cold. What do you want?"