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I opened my mouth and realized that I couldn't say anything. My heart turned cold. Was it me? What do I want? I was asking myself, and I couldn't give me the answer.

He rubbed his forehead, "I thought you had given up on everything. Knew Qiu, what do you want? I'll grant you the title of consort after the new year. Don't cause any more trouble, I'm very tired."

I didn't say anything, but only lightly said, "Your Majesty, Zhiqiu thanks Your Majesty for your love."

I think I'll have to learn to be smarter. If I don't have to be rejected by him, he'll find that my thoughts are not here anymore.

We still have nothing to say.

By the time I fell asleep, it was two hours later, and I thought he had left, but when I walked back to the bedroom, my hand on my shoulder, I saw him in his soft silk clothes, reading a book, and had no intention of leaving.

Seeing me enter, he put down the book and said, "It's getting late. Rest early."

Seeing that I was still standing there, he said, "Come here."

I froze, but he came over to me and I said lightly, "Your Majesty, I'll just go somewhere else and sleep."

Instead, he grabbed my hand and pulled me into his arms, his face dark. "What else do you want?"

"I don't want anything to happen." I struggled. "Let go of me."

"You are my woman." He snorted and picked me up.

Then he threw me onto the bed and pressed me down.

I didn't move, I wasn't as strong as him, but I clenched my teeth and kept my face away from him.

His kisses, one by one, landed on my cheek, and I ignored them.

"You are my woman, remember." He held my chin and told me to face him.

I heard myself say in a weak voice, "Your Majesty, please let me go, please cripple me. You don't have to work so hard, you don't have to hurt my spirit, and I won't be this tired anymore."

However, he smiled, and his chuckle carried a hint of sternness. "Let you go? "You said that you wanted me to let you off, but you actually thought that you were enduring it for so long."

Just what had happened to him? He wouldn't have said these words in the past.

But tonight, he is indeed able to dishearten me to the extreme.

I didn't say anything. His kiss fell off his neck and onto his shoulder.

I tried to shrink my body and close my eyes against the tears.

If it makes me weak, if it makes me cry, it's not worth it.

But he let go of me and held me by the waist and held me in his arms all night without touching me or saying a word.

If it wasn't for the fact that he had such a tight waist and didn't relax, I wouldn't have known that he didn't sleep all night.

The next day, when he went to court, he let go of my waist and I realized that I was alive.

I can't wait to get out of this palace. I'm afraid of him.

Perhaps that night he was also angry at me for resisting his request and he didn't come back. I was secretly relieved and waited for Rinloran to come again.

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and my mind was getting heavier and heavier. Watching the snow fall, I couldn't help but wish I could grow wings on my back to fly out of this stuffy palace.

"Empress, Imperial Physician Lin requests an audience."

I was overjoyed. Lin Luoshui, you finally came.

He happily said, "Quickly come in. For some reason, go and prepare some tea. Tell the palace maids not to worry about it."

"Yes, Empress." He turned around and left.

I called Rinloran into the inner hall, but he didn't say anything more. He looked at me and let out a sigh of relief. "Fortunately."

"What's good about it? It's not good at all." I complained.

He raised his eyebrows, "Yun Zhiqiu, you really have to call me lucky to have moved back to the Moon Viewing Hall. Not bad, not bad."

"Yeah, you're already married, so your complexion isn't bad." That loathsome Rinloran, he knows I don't want to move back. I don't know what's so good about moving back here, but I don't know why he's secretly relieved.

He smiled, "For someone like you who doesn't want to suffer, this is the only way for you to bully me. "Come, stretch out your hand and let me take your pulse."

"What kind of pulse are you looking at every day? Even if there's no illness, it would cause all of you so-called doctors to see it." I've lived for more than ten years, and I haven't seen as many doctors as I did this year.

But he didn't answer, he still took my pulse. After a while, he retracted his hand and said, "I'm fine."

"Of course I'm fine." I was embarrassed. What would happen to me?

He rolled his eyes, hooked his fingers, and said, "What about the thing that was given to me?"

I thought I had discovered something by not letting me see you in the palace, but now, it seems that only the jealousy of the emperor has come up. I can't go to the palace often, so I'll keep everything for you, Yun Zhiqiu, you can be careful with it, no one can believe that you will eat a little one day, it will be the first two days of the new year in ten days, you won't stay for too long in the palace, after all, the palace doesn't like things that are bad, so don't be afraid, it won't hurt like you're sleeping. "

I took the bottle and smiled. "I'm not afraid, alright?" When he heard the footsteps, he hurriedly hid in his sleeves and pretended to be as usual. "When are you going to bring your bride to meet me?"

"What's there to look at?" He was still using the old saying.

I said smilingly, "It can't be that you still won't tell me what the bride looks like, right?"

He stared at me. "What's so strange about that? It's normal."

I think I'm really speechless. I'm already like that, and I still can't remember him.

Sigh, who exactly is more pitiful.

The reason for the tea was brought over. He asked gently, "Imperial Physician Lin, the Empress's body should be fine, right?"

"Don't worry, your Empress is a thousand-year-old demon, and her life is very long." He laughed at me.

I coldly snorted. "The reason is that the next time he comes, there's no need to brew tea for him or even warm water. We can make some snow and melt it for him to drink."

He didn't stay long. I went back to my room quietly, poured a little white powder into a glass of water, and drank it down. I rummaged through the drawers for a secret place to hide the bottle.

Pitiful, but I feel that everywhere is not safe ah, I might as well put it in a place where there are many bottles and jars, I think the more dangerous the place, perhaps the safer it will be.

The small bottle was very beautiful, white porcelain as round as jade with green bamboo painted on it. I made the bamboo turn around so that it wouldn't show what was wrong with the bottle, but it couldn't be placed on my body.

As usual, he walked out of the room and finished his day's worth of fun.

I just feel a little guilty. If something happens to me, who knows what kind of punishment the palace maids will mete out. Thinking about how uneasy I am, I took out those valuable things and began to reward them.

I didn't feel anything different from the little bottle that day, but when I woke up the next morning, the first thing I did was to take the medicine first. When I opened my eyes, I saw the tender bamboo leaves facing outwards, so I wasn't so shocked that I was sweating.

The palace maid hurried over to ask for the reason. I asked the night watchman why, but no one came in to touch my things.

For some reason, he hurriedly came in and cautiously asked, "Empress, what happened?"

"Someone touched my stuff yesterday." I pointed to something on the table. The bottle of medicine was hidden in my sleeve.

The reason for the poisoning had also occurred before, and the expression on it immediately turned serious. The ladies in the palace were so scared that their voices were trembling. They realised that yesterday, it was only a palace maid who came in to clean me.

I wanted to ask something, but for some reason I whispered, "Empress, would you like the imperial physician to come and see us?"

"No need." With a depressed heart, I said, "In the future, without my instructions, no one can come in and touch my things." The royal physician is here, but I'm in trouble.

The palace maids were subservient, retreating as they secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

I deliberately noted down the appearance of the items, and there were also some details, but after two days without any changes, I was slightly relieved. I still ate the medicine every day.

Every day I lived carefully, taking good care of Xu, almost to be able to be her hand, I fed him, played with him, and when he slept, I slept with him.

Every day he wakes up and sees me, waving his small hands so vigorously that there are heaters everywhere that he doesn't have to wear so many clothes and go up to his thick floor and let him stand and teach him how to walk.

While holding the candy, he sat down next to the wall and started to climb up. All along the way, he kept drooling and his eyes shined brightly as he shouted.

When I put sugar in my mouth, he stopped crawling and started crying.

I was so happy that I laughed, "TangTang won't cry if there's something on your mind. Come over here, mufei is lying to you." If he were to take it out and give it to Ye Zichen to eat, then he would have to be careful when eating sweets. If Ye Zichen held out a stick like that, Ye Zichen wouldn't swallow it.

After I leave, you'll be alone.

Twisting his little face, I calculated that it was time, which meant tomorrow.

His heart was somewhat excited, but he also felt fear towards the unknown. It was like opening up his sail and wanting to welcome the wind, but he was afraid that if the wind was too fierce, he wouldn't be able to withstand it.

He opened the window and looked at the silvery white patch outside. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't calm down.

I called for the reason to get a bowl of water. After placing some water in it, I sat down on the veranda and knocked on it. The sound became louder amidst the silent snow.

The ladies who were cleaning the windows stopped, the eunuchs who were sweeping the floor stopped, and I closed my eyes and knocked lightly, sometimes quickly, sometimes gently, one after another, like the moving voice of spring entering a cold winter.

His heart also slowly calmed down. He couldn't hear anything and was no longer afraid of anything.

I calculated the time, and that night I told the ladies not to watch the night. I opened the window to the silver white ice outside and lay down on the bed, waiting for sleep to cover them.

Perhaps as soon as he woke up, he would be in the northwest.

His hand gripped the wolf fang on his neck. There was some expectation written, as well as some love.

The only way to get out of this disaster was to stay away from the palace.

Darkness slowly enveloped me, my eyelids grew heavier, my fingers slowly loosened and I entered the land of darkness.

When I woke up, I was on my way to the Northwest, and the person I liked was already waiting for me in the Northwest, giving me a home, keeping me alone for the rest of my life, giving me happiness.

Yun Zhiqiu, everyone has the right to hope for happiness.

I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, my mind felt a little heavy. I found that the place I was in was a bit bumpy, and I slowly gathered my thoughts.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

I guess I'm alive again. I don't know when, but I don't ask about anything else. I ask in a low voice, "Lin Luoshui, where are we now?"

He didn't speak, but I saw his body shake.

"Lin Luoshui, tell me, where are we? Are we near the northwest yet?" What are you pretending for? Why aren't you talking now?

He still didn't say it. I heaved a sigh of relief, "It's like I've slept, and I don't feel worried at all. Now that I've left the capital, it's like there's a pair of hands clutching my neck, making it hard to breathe. Hurry and drive the carriage to the northwest, I can still see the plum blossoms from the northwest."

Previously, I was worried that maybe it was too simple, but now that I'm on the horse carriage, I feel that there is nothing wrong with the plan. Even though he said it in a simple manner, I know a lot of details and he has to put in a lot of effort.

The carriage was still leisurely walking. Outside, the wind and snow were snowing, and the sound of the wheels turning over the snow was unexpectedly very pleasant to listen to.

The carriage slowly came to a halt. I heard someone say, "Reporting to the emperor, the empress urgently requests him to come to the palace."

The eerie voice was like a bucket of ice water that woke me up, shredding all my beautiful dreams. I sat up and abruptly pulled on Rinloran's water with my back facing me.

He fell down, his face stained with blood, his hands tied, a cloth stuffed into his mouth, his gray eyes on me, and he told me two words: Fail.

The curtain of the carriage parted, and the white light blinded me.

The cold and mocking voice that carried the dignity of an emperor resounded, "My Wan Yi, my driving skills, are they good enough? "Is it because I'm in a good mood after swimming in the Merlin? However, this carriage will not be able to reach the northwest of the city."

How can this be, I told myself, pinching my cheek, this is a dream, not a real one.

However, his expression was cold as he said, "I'll tell you, I'm in a very, very bad mood."

Putting down the curtain, he walked out and coldly said, "What urgent matter?"

"This servant doesn't know the answer to Your Majesty's question."

"I wonder what kind of slave you are? Come, someone, let's drag him down with you."

"Your Majesty, have mercy! …" The sound was getting farther and farther away, and I knew it wasn't a dream.

As soon as he had dealt with the father-in-law, he turned around, grabbed my hand, turned me around, and slapped me hard across the face.

It was painful, so painful that it was almost numbing.