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The reason why he said helplessly, "It's not that they can't get the doctor's daughter, it's not that they don't want to come, it's that they absolutely don't dare to come. Her identity is very ordinary, without any special orders, and no one would dare to come."

I think I understand.

"Then why did you go to the Zhenghua Palace to ask for it? For my sake, okay?" One day, I would hold my child in my arms and cry for help like that. How desperate would I be?

He nodded and sighed, "Then I'll try my best."

I think she will, the reason was because she didn't want me to get involved with Li Fei, but she still came back to tell me, just to let me know, she knows that my heart is always a lot of gentleness.

I went over to help Li Fei up, hugged the daughter in her hands, and saw that she was crying pitifully, her eyes were a little sore, and when I looked down, I realized that I was also crying. Sigh, Yun Zhiqiu, you're such a sentimental person, even though you've suffered so much pain, you still haven't learned how to be cold and indifferent.

Her face gently pressed against the child's face, slowly comforting her of her shock and illness. The child could not be frightened at all, and Li Fei was still crying as her entire body collapsed to the ground, looking somewhat powerless.

The child slowly quieted down, her small hands clutching at my clothes, afraid that I would leave her. The sky was getting darker. Those who came to watch the fun had nothing to eat, so they left while cursing. The eunuch who brought the food also left, leaving only the guards and the imperial guards.

"Oh, don't cry, don't cry. I'll sing for you. The moon is full and rising in the sky. The trees are curving and smiling. Cats, dogs, don't quarrel …" She gently hummed a song from her hometown as she slowly closed her eyes. In the end, she still wanted to sleep, but she was still just a child.

The moon hung high in the sky, the reason why it still hadn't come back. The wind was a little cold, so I held the child tighter. She was already asleep, but I couldn't help but look at the shadow on the ground.

I took out my handkerchief and gave it to her.

She looked up, her face wet, and looked at the child with concern as she wiped away her tears.

I stood on tiptoe to look outside, and finally saw the reason, she ran over.

As soon as I reached the door, I asked her, "Why, where's the medicine woman?"

She looked at Li Fei and cautiously said, "Miss, we didn't send him down, but the emperor …"

"What happened to him?" It was unlikely that he would be so heartless as to not let others take a look at him.

"The emperor fell and injured himself, but for some reason he couldn't go in. Eunuch Yang went to report to him. The emperor said he wanted you to go."

I am a bit confused, what is this and what is this.

Li Fei looked at me beseechingly as she tugged on my clothes and said, "Zhi Qiu, please bring my daughter out. Let the imperial physician show her. I, Li Fenger, will remember your great kindness for the rest of my life."

"Alright, I'll take her out. Don't sit on the ground, it's cold. Go back and take good care of your body, otherwise, how can you take care of your child? I still have some congee left, you can use it first." The food for tonight had already been accidentally knocked onto the ground. It seemed like the people from the Cold Palace didn't have any more to eat.

She nodded like she was pounding garlic. "I will."

I carried the child and went out, but when I told the gatekeeper the reason, he didn't dare to stop me. The two of them hurriedly went to the Zhenghua Palace.

At the gates of Zhenghua Palace, Eunuch Chen stood guard and respectfully said, "The imperial physician has already been waiting inside the inner palace."

I've lived here for several months, and everything is the same. I walked along the long corridor into the main hall and then into the inner hall, where several imperial doctors were waiting.

Eunuch Chen came to hug the child, but the moment the child woke up, he began to cry again.

"Shh." He was slightly afraid as he whispered, "Don't cry, don't mess with your majesty. Your majesty's in a bad mood, but you have to be quiet."

"Forget it, I'll hold her. If I don't touch her, she won't cry. Baby doesn't cry, don't cry, don't cry." Slowly walking a few steps, gently coaxing her, shaking her to make her more comfortable, he finally calmed down and let the imperial physician diagnose her.

Fortunately, it was a common cold, but it was not good because it was too hot.

Eunuch Chen told his servants to hurry up and fry the medicine, then told the palace maids to take the sleeping child and carry him to other places without worrying the emperor.

Only after the child was carried away did I manage to calm down a bit. Looking at the royal doctors, I asked with some concern in my heart, "Is the emperor's fall heavy?"

"The emperor fell off his horse this morning, but it was fine, but his expression didn't look right at noon." The emperor fell off his horse this morning, but it was fine at noon, but he didn't look right. Eunuch Chen felt somewhat guilty. "It's all my fault that I couldn't persuade the emperor. His Majesty drank too much last night, so his spirit isn't very good today. The Emperor said that it's fine, and this servant is too. This servant really deserves to die. "

He had been drinking by himself for so many nights, yet why was he tormenting himself like that? Wasn't he the emperor? Didn't his eyes look down on her, as if he didn't care about anything at all?

Didn't the palace maids tell me how he was extravagant and elegant? Today, he doted on this and tomorrow, but I am only one person. I can replace him, so don't overestimate yourself.

What right did I have to worry about him? On the night he drank, his questions, everything he said, made me feel ashamed.

Lowering his head to look at his shoes, he saw that the embroidered flowers on them were indifferent and unadorned. Standing here, I can't leave, I can't stay either. At this moment, Eunuch Chen made his arrangements. Miss Yun, the emperor wants to see you after all. If you and your servant come, don't make the emperor … I feel terrible. " The rest, he whispered.

In the eyes of Eunuch Chen, I was the one who made him feel uncomfortable, but he could not let it go.

Eunuch Chen waved his hand for the palace maids to leave before he said, "Miss Yun, if there's anything wrong with the emperor, call him. This servant will wait at the door for orders."

"Yes." I looked at him as he lay on the bed, my face pale and bloodless, my eyes tightly closed. I approached him and saw that his long eyelashes were weak.

Why did he have to drink so much wine? He could finally taste the bitterness now.

His left elbow was covered with a thick bandage, and it seemed very uncomfortable to be tightly pursing his lips. He wanted to turn around, but he touched his sore spot again, so he frowned deeply.

He must have been so depressed that he wanted to curse, to be angry, this man I once shared a bed with, his thoughts, I could still guess.

The quilt slipped, and when I pulled it for him, he cried out in displeasure, "Scram." He even viciously swung his left hand, which caused him to grit his teeth in pain.

I grabbed his hand to stop him from letting go. Otherwise, he would definitely be in excruciating pain. He became more and more ruthless as he opened his eyes and fiercely said, "If you make me sleep uneasily again, I'll kill …" His voice grew weaker and weaker, and then he stopped talking.

He pulled his hand away, probably overexerting himself, wincing with pain. "What are you doing here? "I don't want to see you, go as far as you can."

He's back again after asking for face. He clearly told me to come.

I laughed softly. I would rather see him like this, sitting on the floor and looking at him. My heart softened, and I finally stopped feeling guilty.

Well, I hope he scolds me, and that makes me feel better.

He sighed heavily, but instead of chasing me away, he turned his back on me.

I sat down on the floor and took a deep breath. I knew he wasn't asleep, so I said softly, "Don't drink too much. It hurts."

He was thinner than he had been in the past.

"Would you care?" He threw another sentence at him, "I don't like to see a person whose kindness is overflowing."

He was sulking, and I said softly, "I'm sorry."

He didn't like hearing those words, right? His left hand was hurting, but he still pulled up his blanket to cover his head. He really looked like an angry child.

He didn't let me go, and I didn't, and in the middle of the night he woke me up groaning and moaning and then moaning and ordering me to get him some water and help him up and drink it.

This person didn't like to take medicine, but he was very sensitive to medicine. His father-in-law sharpened his brain to let him take medicine, mix it with water, and mix some medicine into the soup. He just didn't want to eat.

He was thirsty and he didn't want to drink the water. He probably put some medicine in it, so I brought it to his lips. "Your majesty, just drink it in one gulp."

He glanced at me, then drank it and lay down.

"Your majesty, if you're in pain, then just say it. Please don't hold it in." Judging from the swelling on his hand, he must have had a bad fall. His equestrian skills were pretty good as well, and it must have been caused by the drinking.

He let out a soft sigh and then said, "I sometimes wonder what I've done wrong. I sometimes wonder why I feel heartache all the time. I wonder why I can't hate you to death. You're determined to leave, but I don't want to let you go no matter what." They want you out of the palace fearlessly, and the person who wants to kill you is my most respected mother. I can't even begin to hate you. "

I only thought that I had let him down, and I was ashamed, but I forgot to think that he could let Rinloran go, not to make me feel even more ashamed of myself, to be ashamed of him all my life, but to make his heart ache. His mother wanted to kill me, and I, too, wanted to escape from him.

I've never thought about him before, and now that I think about it, I feel so bad.

His face was pressed against his back as he apologised again and again in his heart. The night that lost its temperature was always very long.

It was finally daybreak. His eunuch had put in some sleeping pills in the water, but the emperor didn't need to go to court because of his injuries. He needed some sleeping pills to make him sleep more comfortably. I hugged her and fed her in the inner hall. As I rubbed her face, I finally heaved a sigh of relief.

"Hur hur, come, laugh. Let me see you laugh." While teasing her, she actually gave a bashful smile. When you smile, you look good. When you grow up, you will definitely be a beauty.

"Oh, kiss? You're so obedient, so cute. Look at these flowers. Do they look good? Don't scratch them, don't scratch them." This is the emperor's territory, I can't afford to damage anything.

He picked her up and walked away with a smile on his face. He turned around and saw him leaning against the door. His eyes were still a little hazy as he looked at me.

He looked at the child and said lightly, "Are you all right?"

"If you go back to the emperor, everything will be fine. It's just that I felt a bit hot last night, so I feel much better now."

I wanted to say something back, but I didn't want to make Li Fei anxious, so I didn't know how to begin.

At this moment, an eunuch hurried in and said softly, "Your majesty, Esteemed Empress Dowager has come to see the emperor."

He looked at me and then said lightly, "Eunuch Chen."

Eunuch Chen walked over. "Miss Yun, this servant will send you back."

I saw him turn around and enter, followed by his father-in-law to wash up, and I felt a little sad. What was he thinking? I know a bit about it now, but his mother and I brought him a lot of pain and suffering.

I walked through the back door with the baby in my arms. It was the front door.

He didn't want his mother to see me in the Palace again. He had me in his heart, but there were some things I forgot to explore.

If I were him, what would I do? I don't know.

The child in my arms is smiling and reaching out to grab the hair that has fallen down in front of me. When she's well, she's quite mischievous. Her faint eyebrows meet with her bright black eyes and her mouth that is about to grow teeth is smiling.

After returning to the cold palace, I carried my child to Li Fei. I don't like to see her worried.

But she was still very sick, coughing. When she saw me coming with my baby, she laughed and cried, wiping her eyes with her sleeve.

"The fever has already subsided, so there's no need to worry too much."

She hugged the child tightly, not daring to kiss him. She said with some embarrassment, "Zhiqiu, can you please help me take two days? I'm afraid that my illness will still be transmitted to her."

After some thought, I nodded. She wasn't feeling well right now, and she didn't have the energy to take care of the kids.

I, on the other hand, don't want to be alone, too much time alone will let my imagination run wild, fortunately she did not recognize life, but still loves me hug, lying on my shoulder obediently embrace my neck.

"What's the baby's name?" I only hear her calling her Baby sometimes.

As expected, her face darkened, "No name, just called Nameless. Anyway, it's a child that the palace doesn't want, a princess that doesn't recognize."

"How can it be called Nameless? Your baby is so cute, don't think too much. Hehe, baby, I'll just call you baby, okay? I have a treasure in my heart."

"Zhiqiu, you're really alive." As she watched me tease the child, she couldn't help but say enviously, "I've lived half my life, and I've enjoyed all sorts of blessings, but I've had all my blessings, and now all that's left is suffering. My father, my brother, they've all left me, and I'm still thinking that one day I'll be able to go out and I'll still be able to stand and call the wind and rain. The birth of the child, let me know, it's really impossible. He didn't even look at me, he didn't even want the child."