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"Do you think I don't want to forget? In fact, I want to, but I just can't forget Let me tell you something funny. Since I became famous, there are always a lot of beautiful women to post it? There are also beauties in the e-sports circle and in the entertainment circle. Many of the conditions are very good. Then, I refuse every time. I don't even see their refusal... " Gu yubai poured a glass of wine for himself again.

"And then?" Lan Lan asked.

"And then And then Ha ha, because there are too many women I refuse, many people talk about me behind my back, saying that I am a g, ay... " Gu yubai had no choice but to swallow a glass of wine, and he said.

Then he lit a cigarette and smoked it deeply. His eyes and eyebrows were lonely.

"In fact, Xiaobai, you know, in bao'er's heart, there is no place for you at all. She always treats you as a friend You are always like this, just tormenting yourself... " Lan Lan also said.

Gu yubai's mood is very understandable.

Once upon a time, she treated him Gu yubai as well?

Gu yubai smiles bitterly, takes a deep breath again, and then slowly spits out, "yes, I know that, but sometimes, we all know the truth, but we just can't control ourselves. When we comfort others, we all know the truth, as if we know it very well, but when it comes to ourselves, That's different... "

All over the world, only Lan Lan knows that Gu yubai is secretly in love with Jing bao'er.

Therefore, he also dares to expose his heart in front of LAN LAN.

Lan Lan nodded and sighed, "yes, I can fully understand your mood, and I can fully understand what you said, but Xiaobai, you really can't continue You can't have a result with her. She thinks about her fourth uncle wholeheartedly. Even if she is not with her one day, I believe she will never be with anyone again... "

Gu Yu white red eyes, once again poured a glass of wine for himself, and then quickly swallow.

Under the influence of alcohol, he became white. Fair face, has been stained with a layer of red.

"Well, I know, I know, but I can't control my heart. I really can't. now I really hope that there is such a kind of medicine in the world that people can forget everything after taking it. In this way, at least I can live a good life because of forgetting. But how can there be such a kind of medicine in the world?"

"I also hope that I can fall in love with another woman and live happily with her all my life. However, in my heart, no one in the world can be better than her jingbao'er. When I beat her, I don't care about her. The person I love for the first time in my life is her. I'm afraid it will be her all my life..."

"Lan Lan, what should I do and what can I do?"

He said word by word.

Then he picked up the Maotai in front of him and began to blow the bottle.

Over the years, too many emotions have accumulated in his heart.

At this moment, because of the effect of alcohol, all his emotions that had been overstocked were like a flood, rushing out collectively and swallowing him in an instant.

He felt as if he couldn't breathe normally.

It's like being swallowed up by the flood all over the body until death

Looking at him like this, LAN LAN is more distressed.

She immediately picked up a bottle of Maotai in front of her, opened it, poured a glass for herself, and quickly drank the wine in the glass.

Hot liquid, along the throat, all the way spread, burning her throat and stomach are fire - spicy

She took a deep breath, but looked at Gu yubai and said, "in fact, maybe you can find a girl and have a long-term love. If you divert your attention, you will be better..."

"However, there is really no girl I can like around me, and I don't want to use other girls just because I want to divert my attention. In that case, it's unfair to others. I always look at Bai Yu. Although I'm a fool and don't care about anything, I also have my principles of being a man I don't play with other people's feelings... " Gu meets Bai Youdao.

"How can this be a trick? Maybe, at first you don't feel this person, but later, through getting along, you will fall in love with this person. In this world, there is not only love at first sight, but also love over time, right? It's like I was full of fear and rejection towards brother Dong at the beginning. Later, through getting along with each other, I gradually didn't reject this person. I took this person as my mentor and friend. Later, I gradually got some favor towards this person I believe that one day, I will fall in love with this person, and we will be able to love each other for a long time... " Lan Lan also said.

"I believe that one day, I will love him as much as I once loved you People have feelings. If a person stays with you for a long time and treats you well for a long time, you will have feelings... " Lan Lan said again."Emotion, let's talk about it. I don't want to..." Gu meets Bai Youdao.

"Do you want to look at a woman who can't love you all your life? One person in a lifetime? " Lan Lan asked.

“……” Gu yubai is silent. He picks up the wine in front of him and blows it to the bottle again

His heart, too, was restless.

When he was young, he felt that he could keep jingbao'er for a lifetime, even if he never confessed, and always looked at the girl silently, it was ok

However, now that he has grown up and is sensible, he finds that it is a very cruel thing to always guard an impossible person and always just hide in the corner and watch his smile burning in other people's eyes

He began to be more and more unbearable

After thinking for a while, Gu yubai finally decided not to go to anyone for the time being, but to guard her silently

Because, after thinking about it, he felt that he still rejected other women

No matter how good others are, they are not Jing bao'er after all. They can't give him that feeling.

After blowing a few mouthfuls on the bottle again, Gu yubai looks at LAN LAN and says, "although it's painful to have a secret love, but I want to continue For the time being, I don't want to find anyone else Others, I don't like... "

"You are such a fool..." Landau.

"Yes, I'm a fool. I think I can die for Jing bao'er, you know, Lan Lan..."