"Do you know that it's cruel to say these words to someone who still has feelings for you?" Lan Lan smiles bitterly, then picks up Maotai and blows several mouthfuls to the bottle
The heart is stinging
Even if she decides to give up this person, she still can't help it and doesn't hurt at all.
She thinks that forgetting also needs a process.
It takes a long time to forget the feeling of loving someone deeply for the first time
In fact, she didn't know how long this process would last
When Gu met Bai Wenyan, he immediately took a deep breath and said, "sorry, maybe I told you a little too much..."
"Xiaobai, actually, I'm here today, and I have something else I want to tell you..." Landau.
After drinking, she had many hidden words in her heart, but she couldn't hide them.
Once drunk, people want to tell the truth.
Gu yubai shrugged his shoulders and asked, "tell me, I'll listen..."
Lan Lan Wen Yan, is to get up, to fill a glass of Baijiu for himself, and then go to the white before the face, and give a cup of white.
Holding up the wine glass, Lan Lan shook her eyes, looked at him, looked at the person she loved for the first time, and said, "I want to tell you that I have decided that from now on, I will be an ordinary good friend with you. I will completely forget my deep love for you and my care for you. I will treat you as an ordinary friend, because now I am close to you With a man who loves me deeply, I will try my best to make myself fall in love with that man.... "
"Although I have persisted for so long, from 19 years old to 23 years old, for four years, I still can't walk with you, still can't melt you, but, Xiaobai, I still want to thank you. It's you who taught me love, you who taught me to grow up, and you who made me the best myself now..."
"At the beginning, I made up my mind to lose weight because I love you. Because you are excellent, I hope I can be worthy of you, and because I love you, so I summoned up the courage to agree to brother Dong's request and become the spokesperson of Montessori jewelry. Because I love you, I want to be as good as you, so I will fight my life in the entertainment circle..."
"In fact, the reason why I got what I am today is closely related to you Without you, maybe Lan Lan is still a fat girl. Maybe after graduating from college, I will start a mediocre life... "
"The reason why my life has become different and colorful is because of you, because I love you, so I have become the best myself..."
"So, Xiaobai, I want to thank you, thank you, this relationship, although in the end, did not get a satisfactory result, but in this deep love for you, I also harvest a lot, at least, I harvest a best myself..."
"Thank you, Gu yubai, and goodbye, Gu yubai, whom I thought I would love all my life..."
When it comes to the end, Lan Lan's eyes are unconsciously red.
Tears, is also like a broken line of beads, rolling down.
Maybe it's because of the effect of alcohol, she suddenly became very emotional
The memory of the past is also clear in my mind
Think about it, because Gu yubai wanted to be worthy of him, he really put in too much effort
In the past, she always thought that as long as she became better, she would be favored by Gu yubai. But even if she finally became the most popular and shining star in the entertainment industry, she still failed to get his favor
Think about it, it's really sad
However, even so, she is very grateful to this person.
Without him, she would never have been the best of herself
Lan Lan's words, said Gu meets Bai Xinkou thorn to ache, the emotion is myriad.
He got up with red eyes, gently clinked a cup with LAN LAN and said, "thank you for loving me for so many years, four years, how many days and nights it was. I really can't figure out how much I owe you in the past four years. I'm sorry, LAN LAN, I didn't fall in love with you in the end In fact, you are really excellent. The reason for this is my own problem... "
Lan Lan flushed her eyes, wiped her tears, and said with a bitter smile, "well, don't say any more. A thousand words are all in this glass of wine. Xiaobai, let's drink this glass of wine. After drinking this glass of wine, let's forget all the past. You forget that I once loved you, and I will also forget that we two will only be ordinary friends from now on From now on, there is only friendship between the two of you. There is nothing else... "
Gu meets Bai Dian tou.
Then the two quickly drank all the wine in their glassAfter a glass of wine, all the disputes between the two people can be regarded as a complete end.
Lan Lan went back to her original position and sat down. Then she began to eat. Her mood was very complicated.
Gu yubai sees Lan Lan sit down. He also sits down slowly and begins to serve LAN LAN with vegetables
"By the way, you sky team, next, are you going to participate in a variety show on Beijing Satellite TV, called" happy you and me his recording? " Lan Lan asked.
Gu yubai nodded, "well, yes..."
"Today, I also received the invitation of that program. We are the guests of the same program..." Landau.
Because, just the topic, are too heavy, so, she also began to change the topic.
Gu yubai, hearing the speech, was immediately excited and asked, "really? Then you should take care of us more... "
He didn't want to talk about those heavy things, and the people who talked were depressed.
Now, he just wants to talk about some relaxed topics.
Lan Lan smiles, "it's natural You should take care of me more. We should take care of each other.... "
Gu Yu nodded, "it's necessary..."
After dinner with Gu yubai, he walked out of the Palace Hotel. The night was already dark.
At this time, it is ten o'clock in the evening.
Outside, the light, warm wind, gently blowing, her skirt and hair, let her whole person look particularly charming.
Just now, she drank a lot of wine. At this moment, her white face is still stained with the glow of the sun. Her small face is as delicate as a red rose in full bloom.
"Are you driving here?" Gu meets Bai and asks.