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She had thought too little for herself, had paid too much for others. If this went on, sooner or later she would hurt herself. But no matter what, in her life, his injuries were the most serious and devastating!

His small hands were soft and soft, and holding them in his hands was a kind of warm sensation. Ou Rufeng had already changed from opposing her at the beginning to yearning for her now. He only hoped that when Su Ning Xi woke up, he wouldn't look at him with hatred.

He knew that his extravagant hopes might just be for nothing, but he still felt at a loss in his heart. He was afraid that Su Ning Xi would wake up, or it could be said that what he was afraid of was her hatred towards him.

So this was what a hopeless relationship felt like. Ou Rufeng truly felt that he had done many wrong things. But there was simply no way to salvage these things. If he said these words or did anything harmful, there was no way to remedy it.

Ou Rufeng did not know what would happen to them in the future. He knew that emotions should be carefully held in the palm of his hand, but he had already thrown it on the ground and trampled on it ruthlessly. By the time he repented, it was already too late.

The broken cup is hard to repair, how to repair the broken heart? Ou Rufeng had been tormented all night by this feeling of loss and gain. All night long, he had been in this mood, bobbing up and down, feeling extremely sad.

When Su Ning Xi woke up, it was already the morning of the second day. Her fever had already subsided and her head was in a daze. She shook her head, feeling a little dizzy.

She moaned, her throat was dry. She really wanted to drink water, so she reached out for the cup, but she couldn't. Since when did her body become so bad? It seemed like it was still Ou Rufeng who had found her yesterday. She was still lying on her old bed, which was very warm.

If such a position was maintained for an entire night, it would be very tiring. Although Su Ningxi felt a bit of heartache, her heart was still feeling the sadness of being mocked by Ou Rufeng. This man's emotions were too changeable.

If she could choose, Su Ningxi would rather Ou Rufeng be ruthless to her than give her so much tenderness. Under the pincer attack of so many layers of emotions, she was almost unable to hold on to her position. She was moving up and down in her emotions, and was even more tired than Ou Rufeng.

To be honest, she didn't want to face him face to face. They had almost no emotional foundation, and they began to distrust each other, and Ou Rufeng's possessiveness was even stronger than she had imagined. He had locked her in his cage, so that she couldn't break free, and she couldn't see the light of hope.

However, in this kind of lifeless life, she was gradually able to taste a different flavor. She seemed to subconsciously become somewhat dependent on Ou Rufeng, including when she ran out yesterday, she still hoped that Ou Rufeng would catch up. Since he didn't catch up, the disappointment in her heart became great.

Did she have Stockholm syndrome? This symptom refers to the feeling that the victim of a crime has towards the perpetrator, and even helps the perpetrator in turn, which causes the victim to have a favorable impression and dependence on the perpetrator.

Ou Rufeng's imprisonment should have caused her to feel disgusted, but gradually, her feelings towards him, from his initial hatred towards him to his occasional conversations with him, had already changed greatly. After all, he wouldn't take the initiative to talk to many people.

She sighed. Was she really related to Ou Rufeng inextricably? She hadn't completely let go of Lin Ziyun's feelings. She only occasionally had some good feelings towards Ou Rufeng.

Ou Rufeng woke up. The second time she tried to get some water, he stood up, poured hot water into a cup of water and placed it next to Su Ning Xi's lips. Su Ning Xi didn't refuse, because she was too thirsty.

"Are you feeling better?" Ou Rufeng's lips moved several times before he finally managed to speak. His emotions were complex, and he longed for her response. It was better to treat him like a stranger than to be so cold.

Su Ning Xi forced out a smile. Her face was pale and listless. She leaned against the bed and quietly looked out the window. Her thoughts had already drifted far away.

Ou Rufeng said, "Su Ning Xi, do you want to go out for a walk?"

She crawled into bed, covered herself with the blanket and gently closed her eyes. She was already very tired, being together with Ou Rufeng was already very tiring. Even their daily meeting had turned into a complicated process, she was already physically and mentally exhausted.

After a long while, Su Ningxi said, "Ou Rufeng, if you want to obtain my forgiveness and release me, I will be grateful to you. Let me calm down for a while, I am very tired."

Ou Rufeng did not reply. She said to let her go, where did she want to go? No! He didn't want to let her be free. Yes, he was very selfish. He still hoped that Su Ning Xi could stay by his side.

Although Ou Rufeng didn't treat her well, she still couldn't be ruthless enough to deal with him. In fact, now was the time for her to make a request, and he knew that no matter what he said, Ou Rufeng would find a way to satisfy her.

But she didn't want to, she didn't want to complicate a lot of simple things. Ou Rufeng had his own life, his own choice, his own situation, why should she get entangled with him?

Yes, when Ou Rufeng touched her, she felt it too. This shameful feeling made it hard for her to speak. She placed her hand on his belly. "Baby, I'm sorry. Mommy has to choose this way." You have to grow up well. Daddy will bring you to know this beautiful world. "

Taking care of a baby was not something that she could handle. Ou Rufeng was different, he was healthy and rich, and in the future, he could pave the way for the development of a baby.

It wasn't that she didn't like this baby. In fact, the baby that had been growing up in her stomach for two months made her worry. If it wasn't for this baby, she and Ou Rufeng could have calmly broken up.

Naturally, she stayed in the Ou Family. Naturally, she signed a contract with Ou Rufeng. She lamented that the wonders of fate were not something that a mortal could comprehend.

When Ou Rufeng returned, he was holding a thermos in his hand. Ou Rufeng said, "Ningxi, you didn't eat last night. Eat something. This is something my mother brought from home."

Su Ning Xi shook her head, "I can't eat."

However, Ou Rufeng gently said, "Be good and get up. Sleep after eating. Ning Xi, get up, okay?"

Every word seemed to be carefully asking for her approval. This kind of tone made Su Ning Xi a little sad. She was picked up by Ou Rufeng and leaned against the bed. The food was very sumptuous, there were vegetables, meat and fruits.

"Ning Xi, open your mouth and eat, I know I was wrong, please don't vent your anger on me, okay?" It was rare for him to admit his mistakes.

Su Ning Xi shook her head powerlessly and said, "Ou Rufeng, let me eat by myself. I don't need you to feed me."

However, she could not reject his insistence. The food brought to her mouth was fragrant, so she could only open her mouth and taste the flavor from the food. It was not light nor salty, it was a very tasty dish, and for some reason, her nose felt a little sour.

After eating a few bites and swallowing it down, she finally couldn't hold back her tears. This was how humans were. When others ignored them, they simply didn't want to cry. But because of Ou Rufeng's care, her feelings of grievance were magnified.

He handed over the napkin. He didn't know how to comfort Su Ningxi, so he could only helplessly say, "Don't cry, Ning Xi, please don't cry."

He did all this because he knew the truth. This was the reason why Su Ning Xi didn't want to tell him the truth. She was afraid that a man would treat her well out of guilt.

Ou Rufeng embraced her body and said, "I know I'm bad. I'll make some changes in the future. I'll do my best to make up for it, okay?" I hope you'll forgive me one day, really. "

It was not that she did not want to forgive Ou Rufeng, it was because she wanted to protect herself too much. Every time, she would put her true thoughts into her heart and never express them.

Ou Rufeng continued to feed her. "Eat better, eat more. You're too thin. When I hold you, I can barely feel any fat on your body."

She still wasn't used to Ou Rufeng suddenly taking care of her. After she finished eating, Ou Rufeng even took her for a walk.

After walking for half a circle, he saw many couples walking around. Some were young, some were old, and even though one of them was sick, the other still took care of them without leaving them. Amongst these people, he and Ou Rufeng seemed a bit out of place.

Ou Rufeng embraced her body and picked up her little hand. "Ningxi, don't stay away from me. I will take responsibility for what I've done wrong. I don't want to avoid responsibility. Similarly, I hope you can show me your courage. Your future life is definitely not as sad as it was at the start."

How much sincerity did this tone contain for Ou Rufeng? He didn't know what Ou Rufeng was thinking, nor did she want to know. Sometimes, maintaining one's condition was one of the best. Ou Rufeng had more secrets than her.

Although Ou Rufeng usually spoke a lot of things, if it was the truth, he never seemed to have revealed it to his. She was willing to bet that even if he was completely drunk, he wouldn't casually say things that shouldn't have been said.

A scorching heat spread out from her palm, causing her heart to tremble. She looked at the side of Ou Rufeng's face, it was as if he had the noble blood of a European noble. Beside him, she would always feel very inferior.

What she didn't know was that ever since her elder sister had been with him, she knew from how much her parents valued Ou Rufeng, that he was outstanding. When her friends saw Ou Rufeng, they would all exclaim in admiration.