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However, he was not suitable to be a good husband. His cold-blooded nature had doomed him to be cold-blooded and ruthless. He always tried his best to cover up every single side of himself, as if he had no flaws.

On one hand, she wanted to stay away from Ou Rufeng's line of sight; she didn't want to face him. On the other hand, she also felt reluctant to part with them, and her heart beat violently for a long time. Finally, she only looked at the grass beneath her feet, not daring to meet Ou Rufeng's gaze.

After walking for over an hour, Ou Rufeng finally managed to bring her to the ward. She was lying on the bed. After two consecutive days in the hospital, she had gotten used to the disinfectant smell in the hospital.

Because her illness had already been controlled, there was no transfer. Su Ningxi knew that Ou Rufeng had a lot of things to busy with. In such a large company, there were a lot of decisions to make every day for Ou Rufeng to make.

Su Ningxi said, "Ou Rufeng, you can go to the company. I think I can go home and recuperate. I don't really like the hospital environment. As long as the doctor permits, I want to be able to go home as soon as possible."

"If you want, I'll ask the doctor."

Afterwards, the two of them fell into silence. Su Ningxi felt that the surrounding air had solidified, and a restless factor continuously flowed between the two of them.

"Su Ning Xi, I don't think I told you about my matter." Ou Rufeng was the first to break the silence.

"Yes." Su Ning Xi nodded. What could Ou Rufeng do? Su Ningxi never thought that Ou Rufeng was a workaholic who liked to work. If all the subordinates in the company loved work as much as him, sooner or later everyone would overwork themselves.

He had no idea how Ou Rufeng got his energy. He spent almost no energy on women and spent all his time dealing with the company's matters. He was too rational and lacked sensibility. Such a person lacked a certain amount of humanity.

After thinking deeply for a moment, Ou Rufeng said, "My current mother isn't my biological mother."

"What?" "You said Mama Ou isn't your real mother?" Su Ningxi was very surprised because Ou Ma and Ou Rufeng's relationship was pretty good. Furthermore, Ou Rufeng looked somewhat similar to his, so how could he not be his biological son?

"Yes, my biological mother died when I was three years old, from a severe fire." Ou Rufeng's face was obscured by the shadows, and his eyes were filled with memories of the past. "The fire was caused by my curiosity to light my mother's precious silk scarf with a lighter."

Ou Rufeng's secret was too big, making Su Ningxi unable to make a joke out of it for now. She looked at Ou Rufeng and asked, "Then why did she …"

"After my mother rescued me, she burned a lot of her own body, 70 percent of her body. Do you know how much she burned? She died trying to save me, and other than a small wound in my back, I was completely unharmed. My mother now looks very much like me, because she is my mother's sister. "

Ou Rufeng continued, "Because my dad refused to marry until my grandma asked my mother's sister to marry him. Very few people knew about this, and I've never told anyone that this was the most wrong thing I've done. If it wasn't for me, she would still be alive and well."

"Don't blame yourself too much. At that time, you were still young and you didn't understand many things. Your mother's spirit in heaven wouldn't blame you." Ou Rufeng was a bit weak today. There were many things that he could not say, and he had chosen to say them to himself.

"No, it was my fault, so I tried to avoid making mistakes later on, which made me very tired. I've been with a lot of women, and I've always had a feeling of guilt in a short time. The effect my mother's death has had on me has been stimulating, do you understand?"

Su Ningxi nodded her head. Although she did not know what Ou Rufeng was referring to, he just wanted to find a suitor, and even if she did not understand, it was not a problem. She said, "Ou Rufeng, is this the reason why you don't have anyone you like right now?"

"No, then something else happened. A girl I liked very much was burned to death in the classroom by gasoline with a lively body. The murderer was a boy from another class who couldn't get along with her. It also hit me hard, as if whoever I liked would disappear in front of me quickly, and I put my mind to my career, gradually forgetting everything else. The numbing of my work has at least given me a career. " Ou Rufeng said.

"Ou Rufeng, I didn't know you encountered so many tragic things. Many people's personalities were shaped because of external stimuli from puberty and childhood. Life has always hit us more or less hard. Haven't I also come here these past few years?" Su Ning Xi said.

Ou Rufeng said, "Su Ningxi, you have a pair of calm and pure eyes. Your personality is very similar to my mother."

"Don't tell me you have a relationship?" After asking, she was a little regretful. She shouldn't have asked so recklessly.

"Complex?" Ou Rufeng's expression was a little awkward. He looked at Su Ning Xi with a bit of hesitation. He wondered if it was an illusion, but Su Ning Xi discovered that Ou Rufeng's ears were a little red. Would he be shy too?

"Maybe. I don't know either." She looked at the ground as Ou Rufeng's shadow got closer and closer to her. Needless to say, he was approaching her, what was he planning to do? His interaction with Ou Rufeng had reached a constant level.

Ou Rufeng stood in front of Su Ning Xi, his big hand caressing her cheeks. "I think, in the future, I'll try to find a way to love someone."

"Oh." She didn't understand what Ou Rufeng was saying. He always thought that Ou Rufeng was making some changes. What was the purpose of these changes? Su Ningxi did not dare to guess. She bit her lips and only after a long while did she dare to raise her head to look at Ou Rufeng. Ou Rufeng was also looking at her.

However, Ou Rufeng lifted her chin and said, "Su Ningxi, look at my eyes. I told you not to avoid me, you'll fall in love with me. I have absolute confidence in my attraction ability, so you're not allowed to run away from me?"

Sorrow flowed out of his eyes, and Su Ningxi seemed to be infected by this sadness. Her terrified heart was looking everywhere for an exit, she wanted to avoid Ou Rufeng, wanted to escape the fate of fate, she rejected loving someone.

She was afraid that she would fall in love with him, that she would gradually lose herself, that she would lose her stance, that would be too bad, she hoped that someone would be able to read her, but once someone could read her heart, she was at a loss, wandering, hesitating.

Sometimes, Su Ning Xi also felt that it was hard to please others. Both her and Ou Rufeng's personalities had their own factors that made them unstable, but they also shared the same expectations and despair towards love.

"Maybe I can't love you even if I try. What should I do?" Su Ning Xi said. Love wasn't something that I could accept just because you gave me a gift. Many of the thousands of people suffering from love were in pain, and there were only a few who were truly happy.

"No, as long as you are willing to work hard, I have absolute confidence. Su Ning Xi, don't deny it, all the things that happened just now showed the love God had for me. You can persevere for a year and when the contract ends and if your efforts still don't bear fruit, I will let you go." He was completely confident that he could win over this woman for her sincerity. He wanted to make her completely and wholeheartedly belong to him!

"Sometimes I wonder where that damned confidence comes from?" Ou Rufeng's self-confidence was always reflected in any aspect. Anything that he had never encountered before could be resolved very quickly. To be honest, she sometimes admired his learning ability. Indeed, he was a rising star in the business world.

I don't want to hear such nonsense about having no hope. I just want to do it myself, and if I really don't succeed, then I will win against myself. Don't wait until I can't find it, then I will feel pain, understand? Su Ningxi? "

Being together with Ou Rufeng, he had a nagging feeling that it was a game of two people, just who would take the initiative to fight. It would be very suitable for two competitive and self-respecting people to be friends, but as for being lovers, she wasn't prepared for that.

She hadn't perfected it yet, and Ou Rufeng wasn't mature enough in love. There were many points that needed to be combined to become the current situation between his and Ou Rufeng. She predicted that it would be difficult to further improve his relationship with Ou Rufeng unless he changed it first!

Su Ning Xi opened her lips, wanting to say something a few times, but she resisted. Last time, she made up her mind to speak, but Ou Rufeng's fingers stopped her lips. Such a charming action from Ou Rufeng was even more bewitching.

"Shh, don't deny me. "Give me a chance, I will make it bigger!" Is this an advertisement slogan? Ou Rufeng, on the other hand, used it ridiculously on emotions. He forgot that many emotions were simply giving but not getting anything in return.

Su Ning Xi didn't reject him again. In any case, he wouldn't get a response at that time and would give up on his own accord. Ou Rufeng was not an idiot, if he couldn't get a reward even after so long, would he still be stupid enough to pay?

No, this was Su Ningxi's conjecture about Ou Rufeng, he would not go back on her principles just for the sake of their relationship.

The next few days were peaceful and peaceful. Su Ningxi did not bring up her doubts again, and Ou Rufeng cleverly did not bring them up.

After staying in the hospital for two days, Su Ningxi packed up her things and returned home. After Ou Rufeng busied himself with everything, he naturally became very tired. Mama Ou cleverly noticed that the two of them seemed to have more tacit understanding.

She knew that her son was so smart that he wouldn't be able to take care of a woman. This was her good son!

The next day, Ou Rufeng got up very early. After he fixed her tie, he took his briefcase downstairs. Su Ningxi also came down not long after he came downstairs. Furthermore, she was wearing professional attire.

"Didn't you say you wanted to go to work today?" Ou Rufeng asked. Su Ning Xi's body needed a lot of care, but why was she unable to rest? Didn't she know to stay at home? Moreover, a pregnant woman's body was not suitable for running around.