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As long as I can survive, don't think of bullying me for nothing. If you have the guts, come and try me.

Even if I don't have the ability today, I will remember it.

Hmph, do you think I'm stupid? This must be someone trying to harm me.

My father mentioned it.

Very well, I have a debt to bear. I will kill my way over here.

But not now, and now I'm going to be a hooligan, and I will, and when I grow up, I'll be ready, I will.

Clenching my fists tightly, I swear that in the future, I will never let anyone bully me or fall into my mother's shoes, no matter the reason.

Over the next few days, although there were still many people around who were hard to listen to, most people would stand three feet away from me and spit on the ground.

Even if I spit, it wouldn't hit me.

In that case, I will ignore it.

Graduation exam, resting for two days after the exam.

Me, I was squatting at home.

When you're resting, stare at the phone, I've hesitated many times.

How could it be possible that they didn't miss him?

I really didn't hit, he was so busy he didn't even have time to call me.

On the contrary, there were quite a few phone calls out of nowhere.

However, as long as I call once, I can set up a rejection.

Harassment was nothing, nothing more than nonsense.

I missed him so much.

Leaning against the headboard, hugging his knees, he looked at the curtain. There, he seemed to be a shadow of him.

She didn't know why, but she seemed to miss him a lot recently.

Never had he experienced such longing.

There seemed to be a weakness appearing in his body, as if he was going to hug him.

However, no matter how much I thought about it, I wouldn't take the initiative to call him.

There's no need for me to let Fan Kui pick up the phone and humiliate himself.

I don't know why, but I always feel that Fan Kui hates me to the bone, as if he wants to eat me.

Heh, what is she? A good background? I don't think so. Looking at her father's appearance as a nouveau riche gangster, I don't think there's anything good about her background.

Rich? Beautiful? temperament? He didn't even think that she was the one who earned the money. Her skin was ordinary, her temperament was ordinary …

He shook his head, too lazy to care about these things.

He held the kettle and poured water all over the place. Then he removed the sheets and put them into the washing machine. I …

He felt hungry again. It was such a big thing.

He had been able to eat a lot recently, and his previous clothes had obviously shrunk. Even though he could wear them, it was still an undeniable fact that his waist was thicker.

His chest was also too big. His underwear that was already small was almost gone.

I managed to get the cushions off and fit them on.

How strange, I've never heard of such a change happening to the body at the age of eighteen. The pelvis may grow larger.

This waist probably has something to do with eating too much, but the chest, Yin Yijie is not there, and I have never kneaded it myself other than that one time.

It was easy to eat less for dinner, so he wanted to lose weight.

Unexpectedly, in less than three hours, he had gotten hungry again.

[Seriously, why did I not eat when Yin Yijie was raising his family? Now I can actually eat when I am raising my own family.]

Heh, supporting one's own family was actually a bit too much, at least for the time being.

There's a lot of food in the house, at least enough rice flour oil for a few months. I just need to buy some fresh vegetables.

After passing that alley, there was a marketplace that was very convenient.

Forget it, since I'm hungry, I'll just eat.

Eating and sleeping well, that was my goal in the first place.

Rest for two days.

I've always been in good health, so it's no big deal if we all go together and queue up together.

It's just that one of them, a head nurse or something, looks a little familiar to me.

He couldn't think of who would care.

There were a lot of people who were similar in this world.

I never cared about the people around me, so it was normal for me to not remember.

Today, March third, my birthday, my real birthday.

It had been clear for two days, and the sky was overcast again. A slight cold wind blew, messing up his hair.

Judging by the sky, it was likely to rain.

He got up early in the morning, washed up and came out. He looked back at Yin Yijie's bedroom and could not help but feel sore.

Last year's birthday, he and I, those scenes, like a slide show, played back in front of my eyes...

For the first time, underneath him, he was so happy that he didn't know why.

Since then, to this day, I've never thought about the future. I don't know if we'll ever have one.

However, it was the same for him.

It was already spring, autumn, and the moon. How much did he know about the past?

Last night, the east wind blew again, causing the country to be unable to bear looking back at the bright moon.

The jade ornament should still be there, but she changed it.

Asking the king how much he can worry about is precisely the river flowing eastward.

Li Yu's poem, always let me think of small family and sorrowful, tactful is not like a man.

You don't believe that you can recite all of his poems? Not to mention a king, he couldn't even be compared to a man.

No wonder it would be destroyed.

Xiao Yan's finger swept across the calendar as he lowered his eyes. He allowed the two drops to fall and silently placed them on the big bear slippers …

He closed his eyes and opened them again.

It's time for me to go to school.

In three months, I will graduate from high school.

I am only 18 years old, and I am still in my prime. How about I drown in this love that can't even be described with words? Sour, swallow down my stomach, and I will go on my own way.

The road was still as wide as ever. The taxi stopped in front of the school. I paid the driver and got off with my bag in my hand.

Everything was the same as before.

"Congratulations!"

A man came so early to wait for me?

I was stunned. What was there to be happy about? Bidding away or stealing, avoiding or passing by without any reason.

"I can finally enter the Wealthy Class. My reputation is really big."

The person beside the man roared with laughter.

Ignore.

However, there was one thing different. There were fewer people blocking the school entrance today.

In addition, they were all watching from afar and never approaching.

Ignore.

Wasn't it better not to be harassed?

I'm not really a pussy, so there won't be so many people around me all day long.

It was probably because there was no point in waiting for too long.

I also think it's rather boring, it's best if they leave.

After the second period, Zhao Yun and I headed for the door. Zhou Qingyun was standing at the door of the classroom.

Hm?

I frowned.

What's wrong?

Today, it seemed a little strange.

Was there some new accident?

Zhou Qingyun and Nasser at the school gate were both abnormal? It seemed to be true. There was a new accident.

However, what was there to be afraid of?

Following Zhou Qingyun, I left my classroom and went straight to the research room. Zhou Qingyun closed the door and stood in front of me, looking at me.

I looked back at her.

Her face was filled with suppressed disbelief, suspicion, and fury, as if she hated herself for failing to meet expectations … Her expression is so strange. Maybe she didn't look like what I saw. Maybe what she said wasn't accurate, but … I have a bad feeling.

Zhou Qingyun, who had always been calm and collected, had always been very good to me. How could this be?

What is it? Zhou Qingyun pushed me, telling me to sit down.

Her behavior made me feel even weirder.

"What are your plans?" What do you think? "

Zhou Qingyun asked me. She asked with such estrangement and indifference, instead of the gentleness of an old grandma, it was anger and resentment. Maybe I didn't understand it correctly.

I looked at her. I didn't feel good, but I couldn't think of anything to make her so angry.

"It's been four months, don't you know? Four months... "You …"

Zhou Qingyun raised her hand and then slowly put it down. She hugged her chest and hugged it tightly, as if she was suppressing the anger in her heart.

I was still confused, but as her gaze shifted downwards, I noticed that her gaze was fixated on my stomach …

My stomach, my stomach... I... A bolt from the blue! Me, jumping up, no, no! I shook my head. No!

"You really don't know? Are your months off normal? "You're not bad at biology, you're not bad at physical hygiene, you have a little common sense …"

My mind has already automatically shut down my hearing. Zhou Qingyun's words, Zhou Qingyun's people, I can't hear them, I …

I stood there quietly, digging with my fingers. My body was trembling. I didn't know what to grab on to, nor did I know what to dig for.

It was just that he wanted to get a feel for it, a real feeling.

He raised his palm, causing his fingers to ache. The ten fingers of his hand were linked to his heart. He seemed to feel it.

His breathing stopped and he felt stifled. He couldn't move his breath up and down, and his chest felt so stuffy.

Am I drowning? I can't find a straw, I can't find a direction, no, there's nothing.

Yin Yijie wasn't here. Where did he go? I gave it to him last year, and today we haven't been together for four months, except for that ridiculous little gathering.

Four months, more than four days.

Four months, there was no mistake. Four months …

"Four months …"

Physiological hygiene class, I learned it, I know it.

Four months, four months, I …

He looked down at his stomach. Nothing could be seen.

But, I know, my waist is thick.

After three months, the uterus moves up.

Breast development, a little uncomfortable.

I thought it was eating too much, or the corset was too tight, but it wasn't.

Four months, I have a child, I came from the child, I, my child... Is this true?

His mind went blank and he closed his eyes. He didn't know what to think. Even though he was struggling to breathe and his fingers were digging tightly into his body, I was still unable to grab onto a lifesaving straw to bring me to the surface.

I, seem to find a real place to settle down, to calm down, to settle down... Table, support around the table, I... I felt hollow in my chest and back, exposed to the air.

The lungs, like a crumpled piece of scrap paper, struggled to relax and contract.

A big hand, with someone on the shoulder, but it wasn't that kind of feeling, it wasn't.

Not the way it felt to hold me, but this wasn't what I wanted.

I can't do that.

The chest cavity was completely empty, a repressed emptiness.

He leaned on the table and lowered his head.

"Pa!" With a barely audible sound, two crystals appeared on the back of his hand.

I blinked and looked at the back of my hand. What's this?

Water?

A leak in the roof? Or was it raining again?

Why was the rain so rough?

"Sit down, sit down …"

A woman's voice, from far away, pulled me, sat down.