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No, I don't want to sit down. Once I sit down, I will lose my balance, I will fall down, I will be lost, I won't be mine, I … I did not sit down at the table, but squatted down and leaned against the thin leg of the table. There was something real on my back.

Tightening my hands and covering my chest, I was like a fish that had been fished out of water, breathing with great difficulty …

Why was this place so uncomfortable? Why am I so upset? Am I going to die? What about me? He didn't know, but when he touched his stomach, he was jolted awake.

I have a child, I have a child, I have a child...

"His baby …"

Did he know that? Did he want to know? Would he want to know? Our child.

Even though it came so suddenly and at the wrong time, I can be sure that it was our child.

He already knows how to eat, so he eats a lot every day. Let me feed him.

Yes...

Stand up slowly, sit down, I thought.

I was thinking: This news is true.

I do have children.

"These few months, my aunt's numbers have been extremely low, to the point where last month was almost the same. But she really was a little …"

I've been sick, it seems, and it's not just that I don't like it, but the baby tells me: Mom, Mom, here I come, I want you to know.

But I don't know.

But now, I know.

I have a baby now, four months, and in half a year it will be born, my child.

Life, was so magical, at the most inconceivable moment, so unexpected.

My little life, his little life, ours, ours! I didn't know what to give him. Maybe this child is my best gift to him.

Maybe.

He loved me so much, and I always believed that no matter what happened, no matter how difficult it was, that love, I believed it was true.

He loves me, is it difficult? This child is the crystallization of our love.

Ah, a bit tacky, isn't it?

But that was the truth.

Our love, come so...

Our love, always like spring snow, cold with warmth, can not grasp, easy to melt, but, is real.

I love him, too, I know it.

So, this child, our child, "My child..."

A cup of warm water was handed to me. I took it and slowly drank it.

The dense water vapor warmed my face and turned into two pearls...

"So you're saying... The results of the medical examination are correct? "

Zhou Qingyun slowly opened her mouth and spoke with a heavy tone.

I nodded and whispered:

"It should be right. It should be, a little over four months …"

The children should all have some shape, little life, already formed.

Rubbing my stomach, I wanted to laugh when I remembered Yin Yijie's new postures in the hospital.

Baby has a lustful dad who wants to be dissatisfied, he actually... So we can make a baby.

I hope the baby won't be so lustful in the future, or... Who knows.

Actually, that big pervert is not bad, he's gentle and considerate …

Now that he thought about it, it would be weird if he didn't have a baby.

Every time he fought, there would be a series of battles in succession. Furthermore … Always inside me, we all loved the feeling of him coming into me, blending together.

But now that he thought about it, he didn't avoid it at all. Only after all that time had passed did he have a baby. Hmph … It seemed like building a human wasn't easy.

But we have it now, and it's been more than four months.

In the blink of an eye, in another four months, he would be waiting for his birth.

"Then what are you going to do?"

Zhou Qingyun's words were not heavy, but her tone was serious. Her eyebrows knitted together, indicating the seriousness of the situation.

I raised my eyes, the muscles on my face loosened, but there was still a smile on my lips.

Seeing her expression, I lowered my eyelids, pursed my lips, looked out the window and saw nothing.

I said, "It's too sudden, I, I have to think about it."

"You think. I'll tell you what I have to say first. There are clear rules in the school that anyone who is pregnant while in school shall be expelled. If the other party was also from a school, they would be expelled as well. The grade team leader already knew about the medical report that was sent over early.

Zhou Qingyun sat down beside me and said with a sigh:

"The principal..." He would know soon enough. "Someone from the hospital has received the news and has …"

Hospital? I don't know.

So what if he received the news? I raised my head and looked at Zhou Qingyun.

"I will take responsibility for what I have done."

Lowering my head, half-closing my eyes, I thought.

My baby is happy.

Because his father loves me, and I love his father.

There weren't many people left in this world who loved each other.

I love the baby because he's mine and he's his.

We may not have a tomorrow, but we have a common baby.

Was it also a kind of happiness? Heaven gave me compensation.

Our love, with its substantial monument, is also very good, isn't it?

He, I think, will love the baby too, because he... I believe him.

It's just that, my baby came at the wrong time, or at the right time, but love and reality are in conflict.

Love is right, reality is right, that is, I am wrong.

I'm only eighteen years old today, and he's been there for four months already.

There are less than four months until I have to take the college entrance exam.

But the school will fire me.

According to the rules, it didn't matter if the child was miscarried or not, as long as it was pregnant, it had to be expelled.

I raised my head and cut off the other thoughts in my head before I asked slowly:

"Teacher Zhou, you must be expelled, right?"

If it's confirmed that I'm going to be expelled, then I have nothing else to consider.

Whatever you think, that's my business.

Zhou Qingyun frowned and looked at me. She shook her head and said,

"There are some things that depends on how you do them. I'll talk to the school. Now look what you mean. Who is he? You child... He seems smart, but why would he do such a foolish thing? Girls had to protect themselves, not only for the sake of purity, but also for the sake of … "Sigh …"

Zhou Qingyun shook her head and sighed, but she didn't continue, because there was no longer any meaning to it.

I didn't say anything, either. I was, or maybe I was, stupid enough to be sure he loved me, at least then.

I was so stupid, so stupid from then until now, from the time I let him kiss me, from when he... I never regretted it.

I know I'm not a chaste girl, but I'm not a casual person either.

If my mother was really forced into this business, then, even if I were to inherit my bloodline, I wouldn't have reached that step.

I just, pure love; I, with some helplessness, but true love.

Besides, since what had happened, what was the use of regretting it?

I didn't know what Zhou Qingyun meant by that, so I didn't understand.

But I thought about my own.

Seventy years old, then my baby should be in his fifties. At that time, would it be inappropriate for him to swing? His father actually wants to swing with me, two old bones, is fun? Perhaps, it was really as Jade Gorge had said; it was something worth looking forward to.

Seventy... Was it a promise from Yin Yijie? He seemed to be evading me by giving me a lot of similar promises.

However, promises and oaths are useless to me.

It's enough for me to know what he thought at that time.

The air became silent.

Zhou Qingyun didn't say a word as she just looked at me.

She, it seems, is still the same old woman, looking at her own child, after the initial anger, tolerating me, looking at me, encouraging me.

My heart jolted. So, I had her by my side.

In addition to my mother, I had seen some nice women, and she was one of them.

Maybe I could listen to her, after all, from experience.

As he thought about it, in his mind, he felt that he was the most important.

He gave me a little life, so... That time, when I left, Fan Ji tried to kill me.

Thus, he disappeared.

This little baby, should it be, should it not?

I don't know what to think.

I can't take the college entrance exam. I can't go to college, can I? Could Brian's words be true? I can't even go to university?

Not going to college, I...

I don't know if there's a choice, but even if there is, between college and the baby, I...

"I don't know …"

"Go back and think about it. I'll help you think of a way to get back to school." "Let's take advantage of the fact that my stomach hasn't fully recovered yet. If the school can suppress it …"

Zhou Qingyun's attitude towards me seemed to have surpassed the attitude of the teacher in charge.

But, for a teacher to be a father for life, her tone of voice was similar to that of a parent sighing.

No blame, no insult, yes, from beginning to end, no disdain for me.

I sat in the office for a whole lesson, and even after the other teachers came back, I still didn't have any leads.

But he had never been missed before.

I don't know if he'll want to hear about it, I don't know if he'll like it, I don't know if he'll love my baby, I don't know if he'll want it.

Zhou Qingyun's meaning was naturally not to take it. I was too young, so I couldn't carry this burden with me.

But he was my first child, my unexpected gain, my true love.

I don't know. I don't know what he meant by father and son. I don't know.

Walking out of the research room, I turned into the small garden and sat down.

I don't know what's ahead for me and my baby, but it's my responsibility, and I'll take it.

The sky darkened, and it was the evening of the arrival of spring.

The triangular-shaped plum blossoms actually had yet to show their gratitude. The Spring Festival had finally begun. It was unknown if this was the Spring Festival or the Spring Festival.

White Yulan faint fragrance, comfortable and pleasant.

Gently pressing my stomach, I wanted to find a quiet corner to sit down and hide in an empty corner. I, a little bit, didn't want to see anyone but my baby.

And he, my baby's father, I miss him.

"Did you hear? The makeup is really cute."

On the side of the flower bush, someone was whispering, stopping me in my tracks.

"Really?! Miao Miao was fired from her job last year. It seemed that she would be expelled this year. Let's see how high she is now. What's so special about thinking that I'm a good student. "Isn't it still being slept in by a man and then being abandoned …"

Girl, the voice was shrill, no one knew who it was.