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"Yes." I wonder who his father is? "

The other girl was probably from the same school. She hated me a lot anyway.

Although I don't know what I have to do with Miao getting pregnant and being expelled, public opinion does think I shouldn't.

"Sigh …" "Say, is her surname really makeup?"

Before the sharp girl could finish her words, she had already started laughing evilly, along with the people around her.

As expected, news came quickly enough. It was so fast that only now did I find out myself, and others found out.

I really am a little suspicious of how they found out.

However, he did know, and the news was not wrong, I, was speechless.

He silently sat on the stone stool beside the Redbud Flower. His butt was a little cold.

The stone bench is very cold, I uneasily moved a bit. Fortunately, the baby is in the belly, far from the cool air, there is no need to be afraid.

A little bit cool, to freeze me into stone sculpture, also let me sober up.

His mind was clear, but he didn't think about anything else. He just instinctively rubbed his belly, thinking about him.

Is it my fault that my baby, from the moment she was brewing, was subjected to these injustices? Maybe.

As for him, what would happen after hearing this news? Teacher Zhou had said that the news would spread very quickly.

That was probably what the congratulations at the school gate meant.

In any case, he would know soon enough.

Will he come back? Will he come back for the baby?

I don't know.

He was already engaged, and his fiancée would give birth to a legitimate golden baby with a family background.

And my baby, like me, will grow up to accept people's supercilious looks and gossip.

Can I have a baby like that? Can I make my baby suffer so much?

Was there a need for him to come to this world?

However, life is great. If I can bear all these hardships, he should be able to as well.

However, I don't even know what my future will be like, so how can I bring him along to suffer?

It doesn't matter if I suffer, but, my child...

I will give him my love, but can I make him happy?

Do I have the ability to do so? I'm all right, but my baby...

Rubbing my stomach, I curled up into a ball. I didn't know, I didn't have an answer …

This problem surpasses any other problems I've faced before, including the feeling of being on the same level as someone else.

Baby, my flesh and blood. I can't let him go through so much. I can't let him struggle like that. I can't...

It was unknown when, but the sky had darkened even further. Rain began to fall.

In March, the rain of peach blossoms covered the whole area. It was not big, but it was not small either.

As it hit the petals, it let out a weak moan. It was so soft that it was almost inaudible.

Like a mother's hand, gently caressing the flower of the small face.

Such a sad and beautiful sky, such a sad and beautiful flower, such a sad and clear air, such a desolate world.

I don't know if he wants my baby. I don't know if I should want him or not.

My baby, if you want, I want to give him a happy and complete home.

Home, a broken home, is hard to be happy in.

I don't want my baby to be as hard as I am.

Really, although I can endure it, it's better than some people.

But, it was hard work after all.

When I let him off like that, how could I not have a sliver of sadness in my heart?

I don't want to be so small...

What's the use of saying all this? I'll wait.

I want to know what he means.

If he loves the baby, I can figure it out.

If he doesn't love... Lifting his head, his face was even more moist than the rain... Eyes as wide as possible, I can't see a glimmer of hope in the sky...

Above his head, an umbrella covered the rain, but not the moisture. It could not cover the flat surface, but it brought darkness …

Lan Hua, stand beside me.

I looked and didn't move.

Leaning back in a corner of the chair, I haven't decided yet.

I have to think slowly.

"You can get sick if you get wet. Do you need to abuse yourself?"

Ran Hua's voice was softer, deeper.

No sun, no frivolity, no reproach, no contempt.

It was dull, like a butterfly touching water.

I heard that there are some butterflies whose wings cannot touch the water, or they will die because they cannot fly.

I don't know, but that day, it was already like this.

I thought for a moment, "Take care of yourself." Yeah, I have to take care of the baby. After tucking in my clothes that were almost wet, I said,

"Sit down a little longer."

The words came out in a smooth, quiet voice. I feel better.

Yes, I feel much better.

It has already happened, I, only the right to face it.

My baby, I will do my best to love you.

"Is that him?"

Chen Hua asked.

He was still standing next to me. He took a stack of toilet paper from his pocket and handed it to me.

My breathing returned. I touched my clothes and nodded.

It's him. Who else could I have under the heavens but him?

No one has ever loved me so much, understood me so well, pitied me so much, indulged me so much... I don't regret falling in love with him.

I don't regret or complain about having a baby, that's all.

"What are you going to do? Looking for him? You alone, you don't know what to do... I... "This is too big …"

"I'm sorry," he said, looking at me.

Looking for him? Why him?

Many people knew about it as if it were a government notice. How could he not know?

He hasn't called me in a long time. Shouldn't he give me a call?

He is no longer my guardian. Why should I look for him?

Was he the father of the child?

Dad, you have to fight for it, otherwise, like me, the baby will never be able to get close to your father.

I didn't think of asking you for help, but...

I thought about Yin Yijie, but I...

To tell the truth, I didn't want to stick to him, I didn't want to hear Fan's voice again, and he said,

"Not bad."

Whether it's true or not, I don't want my baby to be treated the same way I do.

My baby, I love him.

"It's not impossible to repeat next year."

Lan Hua gave his answer.

I'm not surprised.

That's because I know in a roundabout way, back then he had to stop for two years to study. He probably went to a juvenile detention center (Juvenile Correctional Services).

Perhaps what he said was right …

He was right about me.

But I don't need to hear that now.

I just want to sit there quietly.

He waited for the first wave to pass, then stood up and faced it bravely.

He did not speak or move until after school was dismissed at noon.

I didn't even move.

Suddenly, I heard the sound of the bell that signaled the end of class coming from the distant horizon. I trembled for a moment before I came back to my senses.

Maybe I don't have much chance of hearing it.

Slowly standing up, some students had already started chirping away.

In the end, my world is no longer peaceful.

The little garden would be visited later, and people would share their thoughts, whether they were well-founded or not, whether they were insulting or not.

No, I have a baby now, and I don't give a damn about the various air vibrations.

A cold wind blew past.

The spring wind, March, was chilly.

"Ahh!"

As he sneezed, the tides on his body felt a little uncomfortable.

But I have a baby, and I want to protect him. At the very least, I can't get sick, can I?

He'll be hungry later, won't he?

His appetite is good too, almost half my size.

I can't be hungry for my baby, can I? Maybe it's time to start having a baby.

He stood up, straightened his back and walked back to the classroom with steady steps.

Ran Hua followed closely behind me, carefully helping me with my umbrella.

I ignored it.

"Hey, did you see that?"

The oncoming students all turned around and looked at us, the "adulterous couple". They probably raised their eyebrows for our boldness.

That's right, he already had a child, yet he still dared to be so open and bold. This was truly a provocation to the school's morals.

"Sigh …" "How come I heard that the girl who was fired last year …"

There seemed to be some people who were skeptical of the charm of Lan Hua.

Due to the fact that the two girls who had been expelled for the past three years had a boy with the same story behind their backs, no one could help but doubt this.

I did not move. I almost hit the umbrella on my head. I did not move. I continued on my own path.

And there's something even more exciting, something more rich than the products of oil processing, but I don't have time to think about it.

Carrying my schoolbag, I decided to go out for a meal to celebrate my baby.

In any case, he is my flesh and blood, and I love him.

"Everyone, come in …"

The phone rang.

My fingers are trembling. I don't know if it's him.

Or, I know it won't be him.

What I want is him standing here waiting for me, arms outstretched, picking me up, going home, throwing me into the bath, washing up, changing into dry clothes.

And then he bit me hard and said,

"Take good care of yourself, don't you remember?"

The corners of my mouth curled up. Of course I remember.

But I didn't say anything about taking care of the baby alone. The baby belonged to both of us.

"Hello, how are you? May I ask if your makeup is nice?"

A woman, I don't know.

I answered with a "En".

"Hello, I'm Teacher Duo from the Women's Union. Someone called us in the morning to report that you were pregnant. "According to the information we have, you just turned eighteen half a month ago. That means before you became an adult …"

Teacher Duo was really passionate. He chattered on and on.

I waved and asked for a taxi. Jean Hua followed me.

Teacher Duo even gave me a meaningful glance. She waited for me to get on the car and tell her where to sit before continuing,

"With such a big problem during the custody period, our Women's Union will do our best to help you and protect your legal rights and interests. I don't know when you're free, but let's talk face to face. "

I hung up, feeling no need to continue the conversation.

My heart was in chaos.

The Women's Union. Two years ago, Yin Yijie was drugged and put on TV. Afterwards, there were many teachers from the Women's Union who called. Were these two teachers the same person?

I'm pregnant. Is everyone aware of it?

It was even more sensational than Diana's pregnancy.

Did these people have any adultery again?

What do you want to do to me?

Sitting in the private room, or this private room, comfortable once quietly picked out my fishbone, at that time, he loved me very much.

That's right …

What did Teacher Duo's words mean?

Teacher Duo mentioned the guardianship period, and wanted to... Let me think carefully, back then, there was someone who wanted to scheme against Yin Yijie.

After that, I probably didn't succeed. Now, with my stomach right here, can I do the same?

Oh, using me as a gun again?

Why would I be a gun to someone else?

Yin Yijie is my guardian and my baby. I can't let anyone bully him.

I have a very bad feeling about this.

This matter was related to Yin Yijie …

I asked for a copy of this morning's morning paper, flipping through it, looking for it...

The economic column did have some recent news.

The gist of it was that Yin Yijie had unwittingly admitted at a press conference that there was a period of time at the end of last year when the Yin family was in a tight spot due to the return of funds and the simultaneous arrival of multiple projects. However, they had been transferred over to make up for the shortage and would not affect the operation at all.

The writer specifically pointed out that Yinshi was expanding rapidly, that there were still a few projects being invested overseas, and that she was donating money to build a library in our school. There was indeed a huge demand for funds, so she didn't have a good working schedule for a certain period of time.

But it's all right now.

I remember half a month ago, Yong He told me that Yin Yijie and the rest were very busy during that time.

Of course, I don't need to think that Yin Yijie would scheme so hard just to deceive me.

In that case, he is busy, and I have no reason to disturb him.

No matter what, he earned money for my baby, right?

He, hmph, if he dares not love my baby in the future, I'll chop him eighteen times.

I don't care about the Yin family, but my baby is his. So the Yin family is also my baby.

The meal was sumptuous.

I have a good appetite, eat.

The corner of Ran Hua's mouth pulled a few times, and he looked at me strangely.

Ignore him.

In the afternoon class, no one said I should not be sitting there, no one... There seemed to be no one who didn't know.

However, the classroom was very quiet, a strange kind of silence.

Not bad for me.

Lowering his head, he did what he had to do.