Chapter 138： Need (catching insects)

I was angry and angry. In the end, there was still no hard-hitting in Rongzhou.

When I entered the bedside, I looked at the appearance of Fei Yujing and asked: "How is the injury?"

"Small injury, the lungs have been cleared of a small operation, and the recovery is good." Fei Yujing simply replied, put down the documents, and looked at him, seeing his face is not very good, asked, "even the night Come over? How about the final exam?"

When I did not think that he still had the energy to care about this, he felt a little helpless feeling in his heart. He replied: "The test is okay... What do doctors say, will you leave behind the sequelae in this situation?"

Fei Yujing replied: "No, the lung injury is only a minor injury. After the water is cleared, the wound will automatically grow well, and the ribs will be raised carefully, and there will be no problem."

"That's good." The time was a little relieved, leaning on the back of the chair, silent for a while, he said, "I'm sorry, I am tired of you."

"I feel sorry for me, I will answer a question." Fei Yujing seems to know that he would say so, and immediately took the opportunity to make a request.

When I went in, I looked at him and nodded. He said, "Well, you ask."

Fei Yujing looked at Rong Zhouzhong, who silently put his ears upside down, and said: "The third child, Xiaojin should come over the night and have not had time to eat, you can buy him a meal."

Rong Zhou looked at him with disbelief and his voice improved: "Do you really take me as a care worker?"

"I want to open you." Fei Yujing is very honest. "This is a private conversation between me and Xiaojin. It is not suitable for the third person to hear. You will come back in a quarter of an hour."

In the past few days, the tormented Rongzhou was distorted by his honest and angry expression. He couldn’t wait to come forward and personally, but when he glanced at it, he finally stood up and frowned. “It’s just a quarter of an hour. No." After turning around, he left.

Finally, there are only two people in the room who are in the room and Fei Yujing.

When I look into Fei Yujing, when he asks questions, in fact, he has probably guessed what Fei Yujing wants to ask.

Fei Yujing turned back to look at him and asked directly: "When I left the island that day, you said that you are not mad at me before I used your business. I have been unable to figure out after I came back. Xiaojin, I want to know that you really What is mad?"

Sure enough, this is.

Time to ask: "Why do you suddenly want to know this? According to your personality, you should not be obsessed with this kind of thing."

"This question is not persistent for me, it is a heart disease that will disturb my thoughts." Fei Yujing explained, still frank and terrible. "I will remember this question from time to time, but I can’t think of a result, and then I don’t know how to care, I gradually turned this problem into my heart disease, and even made it affect my work efficiency. I want to know the answer, not because of you, because I want to be disturbed by this problem from time to time. The troubles of my thoughts are separated."

This kind of problem can actually turn into a heart disease, and there is a special emphasis on not because you... when you have a snack, you say with a blank expression: "This is really a selfish answer."

Fei Yujing accepted his evaluation: "I thought you knew my nature."

But knowing that he knows, waiting for the truth and the other party to be clearly emotional, and taking out the same rational analysis and confrontation as dealing with business, he still can't accept it. The thoughts on his side are just a lot of troubles that disturb the thoughts on the side of Fei Yujing, and the emotional unequality is the reason why the two people can never get close.

"Second brother, this is what I am mad at." Time to answer, continue to faceless, trying to make himself look so fascinating and cool, "I am looking for an emotional response, what you give is I am not angry with the compensation for material and interest, so I am very angry."

Fei Yujing’s rare embarrassment, asked: “Emotional?”

"Yes." Time nodded.

Fei Yujing looked at him and suddenly smiled and said: "But Xiaojin, you want, I have already given it to you."

When I entered, I frowned. "What?"

"I care about you, help you, your request, I am all according to you, try to protect you, even entrust your life to you, this person who can make me pay in this world, my mother is the first, you are the second Xiaojin, you look at me with prejudice, but blame me for not tearing your prejudice into your eyes. Is this too unfair to me? Of course, I am not accusing you, you have the right to see me like this, but I hope that you can face up to your own ideas, otherwise you will always be self-contradictory against me."

Prepared for? Face your own thoughts? These are all messy things that are completely inaudible.

When the eyebrows wrinkled more tightly, he felt that he was arrogant and vague in his concept, saying: "No, you are clear--clearly...clear..." His voice suddenly hesitated.

"What is it clear?" Fei Yujing asked.

When he looked at him, he seemed to be able to see through all the eyes. The frowning brows loosened a little and he couldn’t speak. Obviously... Ming Ming Fei Yujing is like him to him.

care? Yes, Fei Yujing really cares about him. Those daily greetings, birthday gifts, and invitations to respond as much as possible are not concerned about? There is also help, the establishment of funds, help Lianjun to get energy, and the follow-up of various cooperation, if not look at his face, savvy, such as Fei Yujing, how could it be related to the trouble of the background. The request is also that when I was reunited with rice last year, he said that he hoped that his brothers would cook for themselves, and everyone would really do it themselves. People like Fei Yujing will actually take time to learn to cook. Who will believe this kind of thing? The protection and commitment of life is even more, in April's meeting, Fei Yujing Mingming can not be so drowning.

There is also a car accident in front of me. According to Fei Yujing’s external style of action, it’s just that it’s a car accident. It’s enough to cover the sin of the sin, or toss the other person’s life, but now Fei Yujing did not have to blame him for the source of such a disaster, and even in turn to appease him.

One after another, Fei Yujing’s current words and deeds are all like a real brother. The care and love behind his actions are undoubtedly all emotional responses. From the day when Fei Yujing took the initiative to hand him an olive branch, Fei Yujing tried his best to achieve the best.

But... why did he not feel the emotional response of Fei Yujing? why?

He suddenly became a little confused.

Snapped.

The brain was suddenly bounced, and he returned to God and looked at Fei Yujing who suddenly attacked him.

"Small, what are you really angry?" Fei Yujing suddenly turned the subject back, the gentle tone of the rare, "I know you just did not tell the truth, tell me the answer to this question, I want to know."

When I looked at him, my thoughts still stayed on the previous topic, my mind was messy, I hesitated, and finally I chose to follow my heart and replied: "I am angry... after my father died, you simply abandoned me. Why can you be so simple? For you, I used to be so eager to clarify the existence of the relationship? Why is it so easy to withdraw from you?"

There are vague memories and emotions rising from the bottom of my heart. In the dreams, I feel the grievances and grievances once again encroaching on my mind. He only feels that he is standing on the street, in front of him is a stranger who blocks himself. Fei Yujing stands. In a place a few meters away, it is so close, but it is so far away.

Reason has the opportunity to pull the consciousness back, but the feelings slowly let go of these unwillingness to suppress in the heart for too long. Suddenly he had an intuition - today Fei Yujing inexplicably provoked this topic, just to lead him to lose control.

"Why?" He looked at Fei Yujing's eyes and simply let himself down. He gradually couldn't tell which time he was. "Why? In the past ten years, have you really had no feelings?"

Fei Yujing also looked at him and honestly said: "Yes."

Rubbing, memory and turbulent emotions shattered in an instant, and the questions that have not been forgiving for many years have finally got the answer. When I suddenly came back to God, I looked at Fei Yujing with a slight gaze, and there was a short gap in expressions and thoughts.

He seems to hear the answer he least wants to hear.

Fei Yujing raised his hand and touched his eyes and said: "It turns out that you are angry with this... Time to go, the truth is always very hurtful, but I don't want to lie to you. I knew my position and really wanted from an early age. What is it, you used to be just a symbol in my eyes. It is the most loved son of Shiliu, a channel that can quickly and efficiently obtain benefits. I know clearly what I am doing to you, and understand that your final ending is only It may be a stranger, or an enemy of your life and death. Under such circumstances, I cannot bet on your true family."

He looked at him without looking at his eyes. The ear clearly listened to every word he said, but the brain resisted to understand the meaning of the sentences formed by these words.

"I didn't abandon you. I just sorted out my perfect nutrient intake network like cutting a nutrient tube that can no longer provide me with nutrients, maybe even lesions. Everything I do, and you." It has nothing to do with it, just for myself. I didn't consider your feelings at the time, didn't consider your position, I only considered myself. Sorry, I used to treat you like this."

"What is this?" The fingers of Shijin tightened one inch and avoided his hand. "Do you have to say this?"

How ridiculous, in the past he thought, no, it was the original Lord who thought that Fei Yujing ignored him and completely abandoned him because he hated him and didn't like him. Anyway, there was always some emotional concern for him. Even if this care is negative. Was it the original misunderstanding? Fei Yujing, the bastard, never cared about his younger brother. In the eyes of Fei Yujing, his younger brother couldn’t even count, but it was just a piece of garbage that was thrown away after use.

Sure enough, I shouldn’t have asked these stupid questions. Didn’t I know what kind of answers I would hear?

In the face of such a sober bastard, he can feel the emotional response of the other party is strange, who knows whether those responses will be another game of the other side? Who dares to indulge himself to believe in those responses?

It turned out that it was not impossible, but it was not. His subconscious mind has long chosen the best posture for him to face Fei Yujing - ignore him, ignore him, don't care about him, because it is a devil who can smile and hurt people.

“Is it angry?” Fei Yujing retracted his hand.

When he frowned, he stood up and said, "Nothing is good. I know what kind of person you are... you rest, I will come back to you tomorrow."

"Xiao Jin." Fei Yujing grabbed his arm and said, "I told you once before, now I will tell you once again. I rarely regret things I have done in this life, but in the past I regret you, I am sorry."

Time to break his hand, barely squeezed a smile at him, said: "I know, your apologies I understand. But in the future, this is only for your own sake, do not force the other party to respond to the apology you still have less Let me say, I don’t feel happy when I listen. Anyway, no matter what attitude I am, you only do what you want to do, right?” Then he turned and walked away.

This time Fei Yujing did not stop him, but when he was about to go out, he said: "Small, what you want from me is not an emotional response, but an emotional need, I will give it to you, You changed my opinion about family and let me see a lot of things I ignored, so I will give you as long as you want."

When I stepped into the footsteps, I took a deep breath and stretched my hand to open the door of the ward. I went out without going back.

Fei Yujing looked at the closed ward door, the calm expression slowly disappeared, and his eyes narrowed his forehead, showing some frustration and exhausted look, muttering to himself: "Is it too urgent..."

Outside the ward, Rong Zhouzhong just came back with a good meal. When he saw the expression, he rushed out of the ward. The first thing was a slap, then the brow wrinkled up and asked before: "What happened to you?" Isn't the second brother bullying you?" He said, he picked up his sleeves and looked like he was going to go with Fei Yujing.

When the pressure went down, the emotion shook his head and pulled his arm and said: "Three brothers, I am sleepy, where do you live, take me over."

......

When the hotel stayed in Rongzhou, the hotel opened a room, specially selected the room next to Rongzhou, and then went back to the room and took a shower and took himself to the bed.

"Emotional needs..." He muttered the words and his eyes straightened. "I mean, I hope that Fei Yujing can perform more needs me to care about me... How is it possible?"

He rolled over and covered himself with the quilt. For a long time, he licked the pillow with irritability.

It’s a strange conversation, don’t think about it, sleep and sleep!

I woke up and I was already at the beginning of the Hua Deng. When I was hungry, I got soft and soft, climbed up and changed my clothes, went to find Rongzhou in the next door, and took him to forage.

"It’s really rare to sleep well." Rong Zhou yawned and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

When I went back to the road: "Mice... Three brothers, do you need me?"

Rong Zhouzhong was asked by him, and he wondered: "What do you mean?"

When he entered, he found that he did not consciously think of the conversation with Fei Yujing. He frowned and replied: "Nothing, I asked, in fact, I don't know what it means."

Rong Zhouzhong was interested in this topic and thought about it: "Do you need me?"

When I went into the side, I looked at him carefully and said seriously: "I need an honester than you."

Rong Zhou was stunned and looked forward to losing his heart. He slammed his lower lip and pressed the urge to say that he was swearing. He said, "I am, I need air and water more than you."

Shi Jin was teased by his answer.

"Laughter, I just said something funny." Rong Zhou was dissatisfied, looking at him, his mouth could not help but curl up, and reached out and slammed his head, fierce, "You said How is your heart thinking so heavy, is the second brother saying something ugly to you? You don't care about him, he is like that, obviously wants to express goodwill, but he wants to pull everything into the interests of rationality. Do you think that he is mature and rational restraint? Wrong! He is a coward, he does not dare to lie in any feelings, dare not ask for a response, dare not let go of emotions, bind himself in a frame, afraid that he will be affected when he goes out Hurt, dying. So you don't care about him, he has a problem in his head, let him die alone in the pile of doggies holding him!"

Shi Jin was stunned by his rhetoric and looked at him with all his eyes.

In the middle of the continent, Rong Zhou hangs his chin and presents his most handsome angle in front of him. He raises his hand and pushes the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose gracefully. He said: "The most important thing for an actor is to thoroughly understand the role and present it perfectly. The inner part of the character. It is as simple as drinking water, it is as simple as drinking water for me. I have seen too many people of the second brother. It is easy for me to analyze his inner feelings. You don't have to worship too much— —"

"A big night, still in a brightly lit room, don't you think that you are wearing a pair of sunglasses and look silly?"

After the self-blowing of Rongzhou was not finished, he was interrupted by the time. The action was a card, and the side went to see the time, the eyebrows were pumped, and the strong behavior was self-defense. He said: "I know that you are deliberate now. I am angry, I want to quarrel with me and vent my emotions, but I won't let you succeed."

This is too familiar, Fei Yujing once said, but Fei Yujing said that he wanted to spoil. When the heart trembled, it was like being pricked in the heart, and violently reached out and took off the sunglasses on the nose of Rongzhou, and put it on his face, covering his eyes and expression.

In the middle of Rongzhou, I looked around and decided that no one would pay attention to this side and then grabbed the sunglasses and said: "Don't you say that wearing sunglasses indoors is silly? Give it back to me."

When I turned around, I hid and said, "I like this sunglasses, this is mine. You are so careful to do what, this is abroad, no one knows you."

"You don't know anything about my status in the fashion circle, just give it back to me." Rong Zhou continued to grab.

Time to move away from the flexibility, is not to return.

The brothers went straight to the place where they were eating and barely survived. Rong Zhouzhong finally regained his sunglasses, but he did not have the need to wear sunglasses, because Shijin made his hair like a chicken coop, no matter who I don't want to believe that this man with a messy hair is the one that will be perfect forever.

The two opened the box, and after the dishes were finished, Rong Zhou caught his own hair and put his face on the face when he put the sunglasses on his face. He said, "Send you, childish guy."

When I entered it, I received it without any pressure. I also pointed to the watch worn on the wrist of Rong Zhou. He said, "That, I like it too."

"...I don't believe you really like this." Lieutenant Zhong Zhou, but still took the watch off, not forgetting to say, "This watch has to go to a special place to adjust, I put the B city watch strap The address is for you, you can get it yourself."

When I got in the watch, I found it on my body. I only found a small clip in my pocket that I bought from the college supermarket and grabbed the draft paper. I reached out and handed it to Rong Zhou’s hand and said, “I don’t take it. Yours, use this to change with you."

Rong Zhouzhong looked at the simple green clip of the army green in his hand, and was laughed by his small gas. He reached out to his head and it was a mess.

When you step in, you can avoid it and then fight back.

Another trouble, Zhongzhou Zhongyu pulled his hair and looked at the time when he finally refused to eat. He asked, "Is the mood better?"

When he entered, he tore all the chicken legs of the roast chicken to him, silently thanking him for his companionship.

"At this time, I learned to be generous, hehe." Rong Zhou was deliberately cold-hearted, looked at the chicken legs in his bowl satisfactorily, took out his mobile phone and took two photos, then picked up the chopsticks and returned a chicken leg for the time.

When I looked at the chicken leg, I opened my mouth and rubbed it hard.

“Would you like to drink?” asked Rong Zhouzhong.

When I shook my head, I slowly swallowed the chicken and suddenly asked: "Three brothers, is the second brother really a coward?"

"Really." Rong Zhouzhong also took a chicken leg and took a sip, glaring at the beautiful peach eyes, vaguely said, "When I am idle, I will occasionally think about why our brothers will become what they are today. Later, I want to understand, we are actually like our respective mothers. Xu Jie thinks about feelings sinking, so the big brother also thinks about feelings sinking. My mother is stunned, so I become mean and annoying. The fourth mother’s mother is calm. Introverted and tough, thank God, the fourth is like her. The fifth mother's love is supreme, the psychological age is always in the girlhood, the fifth child is also growing up, and the second brother... you should really see him. Mother, so awake to hate her own woman, this world is rare."

When he poked the white rice in the bowl, he did not speak.

"The second brother is like his mother, and he is sober. But they are not the same. The second brother's mother has chosen to be awake after experiencing everything. And the second brother is not, he does not know what it is. "Yong Zhouzhong poured a glass of juice for the first time, showing the mature and stable side of his brother for the first time." Xiaojin, the second brother may not feel the pain of your past life, or what is born for it. Heavy mood, but that is not that he is not jealous, not blaming himself, he just won't. He puts a clear boundary between himself and everyone, hurts others and traps himself, now he is trying Cross the boundaries to understand your thoughts, he loves you, Xiaojin."