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Although the pain and pressure on the shoulder disappeared, Gu did not dare to move.

"All these years, everyone has changed, only the two of us are still the same." Pei Tianlang gently stroked Gu Qian's hair and said these intimate love words. If someone who didn't know it was here, he would feel that they were incomparable lovers.

But Gu Qian knew that he didn't mean it, because he had no feelings for him, which he knew better than anyone else.

And instead of looking directly into his eyes, he looked at this miraculous face without any scars.

Gu Qian's intuition tells her that Pei Tianlang is looking at the specimen.

"Shallow, are you afraid of getting old?" The cold fingertips caress Gu Qian's cheek, and a piece of goose bumps suddenly appear on the smooth and tender skin.

"Don't be afraid, you will never grow old. If you can, I hope you will always be the same as when we first met."

First time? Gu shallow originally dull pupil suddenly contracted, if I can, I also want to go back to that time, and then let you live and die.

"I know what you're thinking. Is saving me the most regretful thing you've ever done? But that was the happiest time of my life. "

It's clearly the softest place in my heart, but Pei Tianlang just holds the corner of his mouth and laughs far fetched. He always looks very uncomfortable. It's like a child who is not good at science who uses rigid formulas and finally has to be a nondescript.

Gu Qian suddenly remembered what Gu Xi Nian said a few days ago. He had emotional disorders and antisocial personality. He knew the cause of his illness, and maybe he could be cured.

She swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and finally spoke in a trembling voice, "you are Pei's only heir, how can you be unhappy?"

Pei Tianlang looks at her mouth and reacts as if she had just woken up. Gu Qian is still alive.

"Happy?" Pei Tianlang seemed to have heard something funny. He burst out laughing and heard Gu Qian stand on his head.

With a smile, he stopped again and stood looking out the window with a strange expression. Those clear memories that had been sealed up for a long time by him were like a roll of film without feelings, slowly unfolding and wrapping up his whole person.

Pei Tianlang leaned back on the seat, closed his eyes and said slowly: "most people may have a vague memory of childhood, but I'm different. I remember every detail very clearly.

When I was about two or three years old, my father would make specimens with living animals in front of me. The blood drops of those small animals were dripping all over the test bench, and their calls changed from bleak and sharp to dying.

Gu Qian, do you know, at that time, I could feel fear. It was very clear and painful. I instinctively retracted into my mother's arms.

I am almost frantic struggling, and feel very strange, why mother is not afraid? Why did she show me this? Why didn't she protect me? She just stood there

Gu shallow didn't expect that he was just a casual try, he said so smoothly. What's more, she keenly noticed that Pei Tianlang's different names for his parents showed that his parents had different status in his heart, and they were obviously closer to his mother.

"At that time, I was so scared that I even forgot to cry. Later, my mother pinched me. It was very heavy and I cried. Finally, the father stopped his hand, looked at me in disgust and said," it's really weak, but it's better than you used to. Take him down

"This kind of thing happens every two or three days. Every time it's a different animal. I find the way to escape. I cry every time. But after a long time, I'm not so afraid. I can't cry any more. My mother still pinches me, and it's heavier than before."

"At last she and I were found. That time, my father was making a beautiful cat, with no impurities in his snow-white fur. As soon as my mother finished pinching me, before I cried, he turned around with a grim smile. "

"No wonder he was still crying in fear so many times. It turned out that he had a good mother." Maybe Pei Tianlang chewed this memory too many times. He has unconsciously imitated his father's strange and hoarse voice.

Gu Qian's empathy ability has always been very good, she felt that she had become the helpless little Pei Tianlang at that time, and her body was shaking badly.

"He kicked my mother hard, and I fell to the ground with my mother, but in a panic, she still protected me in her arms and used her body as my cushion.

He picked me up and put me on a very high chair. He kicked my mother lying on the ground in front of me. I still remember her wailing, just like the little animals who were just bleeding. "

Pei Tianlang is not as painless as what happened in his childhood. He seems to be just a bystander and narrator watching the tragedy, rather than the lively child who can cry and laugh.

"I don't know where I got the courage. I moved quietly and pretended that I fell off the chair by accident. My father finally stopped and took me to the doctor.When I was bandaging, he gave me a gold lock, which was very beautiful. I didn't know at that time, so I liked to carry it with me all the time. Later, I found out that it was not only a gold lock, but also a eavesdropper. "

"After that, my mother became more and more cautious and refused to speak to me. She was like a robot whose soul died. She would feed when it was time to feed and coax me to sleep when it was time to coax me to sleep. Even the reading materials were carefully selected by the father, or his own experience?"

"I still remember him saying," life is extremely fragile. As long as the heart, hindbrain and arteries are heavier, life will dissipate like sand blown down by the wind. But why do people think life is tough and beautiful? Because in those stupid legal and moral provisions, few people do things that hurt lives, especially human lives.

And even if they do, they don't have the ability to retreat. So, when you can save yourself no matter what you do, you can do everything, such as my current state.

The so-called reverence for life is just a lie made up by a group of people who don't want to be discovered by others. They hold life in their hands, their life and death, their future and everything in their hands. Isn't it not the highest pleasure? "