Fang Mengru's brain is full of pictures of Lin Xiaoya and Ji zhanrui entangled, each scene is the pain she can't bear, and her eyes soon filled with tears.
All of a sudden, her eyes darkened. Before she made any response, Ji zhanrui held her in his arms the next second. The light smell of tea poured into her nose, making her dizzy.
Ji zhanrui's overbearing and cruel words came from his ear. He said that his shoulder was for her only. He said that he could contribute his shoulder whenever she wanted to cry.
The fierce sea breeze suddenly poured over, Fang Mengru shivered with cold. Even in his warm arms, she could not feel the softness for a moment.
At this time, she realized that they had not been so sweet for a long time. From a certain moment, they were getting farther and farther away. When did they start?
"Don't let other men touch you in the future." For a long time, Ji zhanrui's voice and lips were trembling. She knew that he was trying to suppress his anger.
It's because of understanding and knowing that Fang Mengru pushes Ji zhanrui away in a flash. She never thought that he would care so much about her contact with Leng MOJIN. What's more, she didn't expect that he would still use this desolate tone to accuse her of "no self love".
"What's the matter?" After being pushed away, Ji zhanrui is dissatisfied. He stares at Fang Mengru with cold eyes and wants to hold her hand. When he touches her eyes, he is frozen in the air, and finally slowly puts it on his side.
Just for a moment, Fang Mengru stands in front of Ji zhanrui. His coat has already fallen to the ground. The sea breeze has disturbed her hair, and strands of it linger in the air. Her chest heaved violently, and a violent breath enveloped her whole body.
She just stood still and let the wind curl her hair up and down until it was messy and did not move.
He knew that she was suppressing her great pain and anger, but he was not sure whether the pain and anger was because of his affair with Lin Xiaoya. If so, maybe he would be a little pleased, because she was still nervous about herself, otherwise she would not be like this angry little lion.
"I went back." Ji zhanrui had been waiting for a long time. He thought that she would question whether she had anything to do with Lin Xiaoya, but he didn't expect that Fang Mengru was so stubborn. At the end of the day, she said coldly that she wanted to leave.
Ask me if I had sex with her that night! Ask me! Idiot, can't you be a little nervous about me? Why should everything be so considerate and gentle? Why can't you be willful and lose your temper? Why do you have to suppress yourself all the time?!
Fang Mengru, don't you know that even if you become unruly, willful and shrewd, I will like you very much?
Unfortunately, in this world, if you don't say a lot of words, you can't reach a consensus with the other party.
So when Fang Mengru turns around and leaves, Ji zhanrui's eyes fall down, and his heart is so angry that he is going to go crazy.
"Ask me, will you die?" The roar whirls around in the wind and accurately enters Fang Mengru's ears. Ji zhanrui's hoarse voice looks like the performance of a wounded beast.
Ji zhanrui thinks he must be mad by Fang Mengru, otherwise why would he ask such a feminine question? Why is the bottom of my heart so painful? Like being eaten heart and bone, the next second, he almost didn't think about anything, completely body instinct rushed to Fang Mengru body, two hands stuck out of Fang Mengru slender shoulder.
"Ask me! Ask me what happened to Lin Xiaoya that night! " Ji zhanrui has never been so eager to ask Fang Mengru about everything three or four times. Even if she has to take care of everything, he still loves her deeply.
However, Fang Mengru never asked about him. He didn't say she didn't ask. Even if he said it, she also gave a faint smile. This kind of indifference made Ji zhanrui crazy. The burning flame at the bottom of his heart would burst out from his body and burn her to ashes.
In this way, he may be able to stay with her all the time, and no longer be afraid of the restlessness.
"Is it necessary?" Fang Mengru gently tilts her head to one side. There is sadness under her eyes. Unfortunately, the sky is dark. Ji zhanrui is angry again. Naturally, she doesn't notice the pain in her eyes.
"It's necessary!" Ji zhanrui's mood has long been on the verge of collapse. At this time, he has long been incoherent and has no logic to speak of. His hand strength is gradually increasing. He shakes her thin body and finally hisses and becomes rough.
"Why can't you care more about me?"
"Why don't you ask me anything but cry in Leng Mo Jin's arms?"
"Why can't you stay with me all the time and go nowhere?"
"I don't like other men touching you at all!"
"Fang Mengru, I love you!"
Fang Mengru was stunned. He said he loved her? He loves her, so does he get entangled with other women? Where does he put her and love her?
"Ji zhanrui, your hobby is selfish." Finally, Fang Mengru spoke slowly, with a trace of desolation in her tone.
"Is your love to bind me to you and watch me all the time?" Her face was pale.Looking up, there was an unbelievable flash in his eyes. He didn't expect that his care was so unbearable in her eyes.
"Your love is to let me ask you if you have anything to do with your hair after being sentimental with other women." Her lips and teeth trembled and her whole body was cold.
The disbelief turned into heartbreak. He didn't think that she thought of him that way.
"Your love is so special that I can't bear it." Fang Mengru has a feeling of heart death. Her strength has been drained by the sea breeze. Now she relies on Ji zhanrui's hands to stand firm.
"What do you mean? You're giving up on me? Because of Lin Xiaoya? " Ji zhanrui, furious to the extreme, stares at her with red eyes.
"Fang Mengru, listen to me clearly. I won't allow you to leave. You can only belong to me in your life!" Ji zhanrui can't help but bend over, open his mouth to release his resentment, and bite her lips.
Fang Mengru snorted bitterly, but she didn't want the light chant to be a signal to invite him to go on. In a moment, the air in her mouth was swept away by him.
Her tongue was sucked hard by him, and the smell of blood ran into her mouth instantly. She only felt some pain and cold on her lips.
See, his love is so overbearing and unreasonable. He willfully wants her to pay all, but always wants to leave room for himself. He adds his pain to her, and does not ask her whether she is in pain, but blames her for not yelling pain.
It turned out that all the choices were made because she had chosen a wrong start.
He, once again, was cruel to her, cruel to her
He would only deprive her of her freedom and label her "in the name of love"
His love is very narrow, but also very selfish. How far does she have to go in order to get to the point he wants in his heart?
All the time, I didn't ask him where he was going, but I didn't want to be a burden and a burden to him, but this idea turned out to be a reason for him to be picky.
Why is it clear that he and Lin Xiaoya have not made it clear yet that he wants to involve Leng MOJIN in this farce?
Ji zhanrui's words, every sentence has become a sharp blade, stabbed her heart, the knife is not fatal, but enough to let her die of pain, weak trembling, until she slipped and knelt on the beach.
"Put I have I... " Fang Mengru sat down on the soft sand, tears down the corner of her eyes, wet the sand on the ground, cool the wind in the air, hurt her heart.
Just let me go, OK?