Chapter 133

"Put I have I... " Fang Mengru sat down on the soft sand, tears down the corner of her eyes, wet the sand on the ground, cool the wind in the air, hurt her heart.

"I'll never let you go!" Ji zhanrui's every word is cold, as if he had exhausted all his strength. Every word jumps out, gnashing his teeth. Every word is colder than every word, every word is crueler than every word.

"No!" Fang Mengru's refusal resounds through the sky, but it can't reach Ji zhanrui's heart. At this moment, he is just like a red eyed beast, with only her thoughts in his mind.

While she called, his tongue smoothly swam into her mouth, wrapped around her little tongue crazy suction permit, as if to swallow her whole stomach.

His hands were cold to the bone. She instinctively wanted to grasp his restless hands, but he grabbed them forcefully. With a little lifting, her hands were raised and fixed on the top of her head.

Ji zhanrui's actions become crazy and rude. How can she be his opponent? Even though she sobs and struggles under him, as long as he confines her body with a little force, she can only be restrained under him honestly.

The rolling on her lips became more and more crazy. Fang Mengru only felt that her mouth was filled with a strong smell of blood, which made her gastric juice somersault and her heart cold.

Without a trace of foreplay and caress, Ji zhanrui makes an impatient effort. Her dryness and tension make his blood burst.

"Well --" Fang Mengru screamed miserably and arched up. After the tears from the corner of her eyes flowed out, she was dried by the sea breeze.

Fang Mengru was lying on the cold and soft beach, breathing cold air. She felt as if she had been torn by a huge object. The burning pain made her want to faint immediately.

Just - Fang Mengru not only didn't pass out, but Ji zhanrui didn't let go of her plan. He completely lost his mind and wanted to sprint in her body.

Pain, very painful, whether in the heart or body, Fang Mengru bite his index finger, trying to hold back the mouth because of pain and want to send out the sob.

Even if it hurts to death, she should not be weak in front of him.

"Fang Mengru, why provoke me if you don't love me? Why do you make me so miserable? " Ji zhanrui is galloping and questioning Fang Mengru, who is numb with pain.

I love you, but our ways are different. Fang Mengru didn't say this sentence. She opened her lips and finally pressed them tightly into a line, because she knew that even if she said it, he would not believe it. Now he is not a human being, but a devil, who tortures her.

I don't know how long it took Ji zhanrui to lie on Fang Mengru's body and shiver. When he pulled away from her body a little bit, he felt a twinge of heartache when he looked at the white cloud mixed with mottled blood.

Reason is awakened in this moment. Ji zhanrui holds Fang Mengru in his arms with great remorse. She lies in his arms in a mess. The tears in the corner of her eyes have been dried, even slightly painful.

"I'll hate you." Fang Mengru turns a little too far and tries not to look at Ji zhanrui's guilt. Many things have happened and can't be retrieved. No matter he or she, no one is the God who can change everything, so she will feel pain and hate.

Why? He loved her so much, but he didn't get any response from her? Why is she always so independent? Why can't she be more attentive to him? Why did she force him to get to this point?!

"Even if you hate me, I won't let you go." Ji zhanrui stands up from the ground. Fang Mengru's soft body falls into the sand. She only feels her head hurt.

"Call Qin Dingding and let her pick you up." Ji zhanrui takes out her mobile phone from her pocket and coldly throws it on her, leaving Fang Mengru with many scars on her body.

It was not until Ji zhanrui's car roared away that Fang Mengru lost her smile and knew what it was like.

I'll never let you go!

Fang Mengru, why provoke me if you don't love me?

Why do you make me so miserable?

Even if you hate me, I won't let you go.

Ji zhanrui, you are not the only one who suffers?

Love, is always both sides of the force and force, you pain at the same time, my heart is bleeding.

Just, your selfishness let you not see my tears, your arbitrariness let you not see my injury.

Physical and mental pain, pain can not breathe, pain to the heart like a big hole, has been breathing.

Heartbreak this kind of thing, how to fill can you reduce your damage value to the minimum? How to fill the black hole in my heart?

With the mobile phone rolling down at hand, Fang Mengru just feels that her whole body is falling apart, curling up her body bit by bit, trying to make herself look less embarrassed.

Well, she's just too tired to sleep.

Maybe it doesn't hurt so much after waking up.

Maybe, if it goes on like this, it will never hurt again.

Maybe something important that has been thrown away will never come backWhen you hurt others, you are also hurting yourself. Ji zhanrui finally understood the meaning of this sentence. At this moment, his heart is so painful that he can't breathe. God knows how much effort he spent to restrain himself from seeing Fang Mengru's injured expression.

Ji zhanrui returns to the beach after the car turns around. He stops the car in a hidden place. He goes to a rock by the sea and squats to look at Fang Mengru curled up. He is so small, so weak and helpless. He is heartbroken, but he doesn't know what kind of emotion and expression to face her.

Ji zhanrui had been sitting and waiting for a long time before he saw Qin Dingding and Ke Hanqing coming. Even though he was a brother for many years, when he saw Qin Dingding take off her clothes to wrap Fang Mengru, Ke Hanqing silently hugged her into the car, he still clenched his fist tightly, and his heart was filled with envy.

What's the matter with him? Ever since he realized his love for Mengru, he wanted to see her all the time. He wanted to see her 24 hours a day. He didn't even want any men to touch her. Even the men's eyes, he didn't want to stay on her too much.

Why does he care so much about her and be nervous about her, but he can't get the same nervous care from her?

Why can't she just cuddle up to him with a little girl and act capricious more often?

Why do we have to make this situation?

Why does she not mention Lin Xiaoya all the time, but when he wants to explain, she is hysterical?

Why did they become what they are now?

"Ji zhanrui, your hobby is selfish."

"Is your love to bind me to you and keep an eye on me all the time?"

- "your love is to ask me if you have anything to do with me after being sentimental with other women?"

"Your love is too special for me to bear."

'I'll hate you.'

……

He is confident that he can eat her, he is confident that he can have her completely, he is confident that she can wait for him without changing

But where did he get such confidence?

Would she hate him?

No! Whether she hates him or not, he won't let her go.

In this life, she can only be his own, whether in the past or now, or in the distant future.

She just belongs to him. No matter who she is, no one can get her!

Fang Mengru, you are my own, forever, always.