Chapter 60

Who am I Where am I What happened?

Lin Ziran was stunned, he actually heard the word 'love' from Ning Bai.

No wonder he was shocked, because he had read the script.

In the original script, Ning Bai and Jiang Xuan split up and reunited. Jiang Xuan went through five hurdles in order to chase his wife. When the two were about to get married, Ning Bai never said the word love, he only said that he liked it.

At that time, Lin Ziran felt that this person was too cold.

He doesn't care about those who love him at all.

Like a stone that can't be heated.

So even if this kind of person really falls in love with someone, he probably won't say it easily, right?

Later, Lin Ziran thought, maybe Ning Bai said it, but it was not written in the script summary?

But in any case, this does not prevent Lin Ziran from knowing what kind of person Ning Bai is, so when he slept with him before, he didn't think he would love him. friend……

Hearing Ning Bai say that he loves him at this moment, this strong sense of disobedience makes him feel very absurd.

Most importantly, what the hell did I do to make Ning Bai fall in love with him? !

Lin Ziran looked confused.

Isn't this bastard playing him?

Looking at Lin Ziran's expression, Ning Bai knew that he didn't believe it, but he couldn't blame him, it was because he had done too much before, who would believe that he would fall in love with someone?

Just ten days ago, he himself would not have believed it.

But he didn't regret saying it.

This is the first and only time he loves someone, even if this love is no longer needed, it doesn't matter.

He knew twenty years ago that love should not be a tool to bind a person.

Ning Bai spoke slowly, with a hoarse voice, "I just told you this, not asking you to respond to me, and you don't need to feel any burden."

Lin Ziran was about to yell at him, but seeing him like this, he couldn't speak anymore.

Because Ning Bai looks very sincere, if it's fake, then he acted too realistically, if it's true, bah bah bah... how could it be real!

Lin Ziran calmed down, he had to reason with Ning Bai and talk about it.

Otherwise, how could I have time to pester him all day long?

Ning Bai's attitude suddenly changed drastically. If he didn't really love him, it would probably be sympathy, right? Because he is so good, and he is the biological son of the Lu family, but he is an unnecessary substitute. He may feel that this has brought him harm, and he thinks that he still likes him, so he said this to comfort the injured self ? Ning Bai is actually a saint? !

Although this logic doesn't seem to be smooth, Lin Ziran really can't think of any other reason...

Lin Ziran said coldly, "If you just sympathize with me, no need, I'm fine."

Lu Xiaodong doesn't want to be sympathized, especially - he doesn't want to be sympathized by this person.

Ning Bai was a little sad, he said slowly, "It's not sympathy."

In fact, he may have fallen in love with this boy before he knew the truth, or maybe even longer, when he first saw him, when he didn't even realize it...

If you don't love him, why keep him by your side.

If you don't love him, why tease him and bully him.

If you don't love him, why do you worry so much when he is in danger, and why don't you hesitate to find him?

His body loves him instinctively, but his heart is tightly blocked, not going one step further, afraid of being hurt, telling himself that he will not fall in love with anyone.

Until he finally couldn't continue to lie to himself.

Escaping, it turns out, doesn't solve any problems.

Lin Ziran stared at Ning Bai for a while, then suddenly he laughed, raised his hand and rubbed his already messy hair, leaned over, raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled provocatively at Ning Bai, "Okay, I'll just be You love me, but I won't listen to you anymore, and I won't become what you like again, is that okay?"

Ning Bai looked at him, "You don't need to change for anyone, all I love is you, no matter what you look like."

Ha, how hypocritical!

Will I believe you?

Lin Ziran will never forget how troublesome this picky ghost is, he is simply an enhanced version of a perfectionist with obsessive-compulsive disorder and a control freak! He even put on the slippers without any difference or movement. At that time, in order to pursue you, I had to dress up according to your preferences and buy you this and that. I don't believe you can bear the current me. ! Who is afraid of whom!

Lin Ziran turned his head and left.

Back to the dormitory and fell asleep.

After waking up, he ordered a takeaway, and then thought about it, although he wanted to make Ning Bai disgusting, but he would not do it if he wanted to turn him into a killer, so he wouldn’t make things difficult for himself just to disgust others. But to make Ning Bai unhappy, you don't have to kill Matt, there are many ways.

Lin Ziran also has money now, enough for him to spend enough to leave this world, and he found that since he lived in the dormitory, he didn't spend much money at all. At that time, he was anxious to ask for money and sold the car cheaply. look...

No matter, it's just a game, money is something outside of the body!

He went to a cheap supermarket and bought some t-shirts and jeans that look like dirt at first glance. It looks like the style of the urban-rural fringe area, but Lin Ziran thinks there is nothing unacceptable. There are not many students in this school who are dirty. up?

His hair has grown a little recently, and occasionally it covers his eyes a bit. Originally, Lin Ziran planned to have it repaired, but now he doesn't. The bangs on his forehead are pulled directly behind his ears.

As for the shoes, it is easier to handle, a pair of flip-flops is enough this season! Choose a color that is more dazzling!

Relaxed and comfortable!

And it is incompatible with Ning Bai's preferences.

Two hundred dollars can fix the whole body.

Lin Ziran felt that he was really a little genius.

At the beginning, I was really out of my mind and spent more than 100,000 yuan to buy clothes. Every time I think about it, I feel heartbroken!

He could only comfort himself that it was for doing missions and doing missions, and what he spent was not money, but mission gold coins issued by the system...

Xia Hang has been doing part-time work and study during the day recently, and usually returns to the dormitory at night. He doesn't think there is any difference between Lin Ziran. In his opinion, Lin Ziran's previous five thousand T-shirts are now fifty-one T-shirts There is not much difference, but I feel that Lin Ziran is dressed more comfortably and relaxed now.

He and Lin Ziran have gotten very close these days, and the two often go in and out together.

This day Xia Hang returned to the dormitory with a nervous expression on his face, he said to Lin Ziran worriedly, "I feel like someone is following you."

Lin Ziran's eyelids twitched, pretending not to know, and said, "Where, where is someone following me?"

Xia Hang mysteriously pulled Lin Ziran to the balcony, quietly pointed to the black car under a ginkgo tree below, and said, "Every time I go out with you recently, I have seen this car, it shouldn't be so Coincidence..."

Lin Ziran laughed dryly, "No way, I didn't provoke anyone? How could someone follow me?"

Xia Hang asked after hearing the words, "Really? Think again?"

Lin Ziran almost swore to the sky, "Really not! It must not be following me!"

Xia Hang's face turned pale immediately, trembling, in a trance, "Isn't following you, could it be that he was following me? But I didn't offend anyone..."

Lin Ziran "..."

Xia Hang began to think constantly, muttering to himself, "I go to work in the restaurant every morning, and I come back at five o'clock in the afternoon. I have never been in contact with any strangers or perverts, and with my appearance, I should not be perverted." Let's see..."

Lin Ziran couldn't help seeing it. This classmate was terrified. He almost thought of a perverted obscene killer. He felt very guilty and said, "I don't think so, maybe you are thinking too much..."

Xia Hang said with a pale face, "I hope so. Anyway, you and I have to be careful these days. Don't go out when it's dark, and don't leave alone. It is said that some perverts like to attack college students, even men. Pass……"

Lin Ziran "Hmm..."

He tried to comfort Xia Hang, and when Xia Hang went out the next day, he immediately ran to Ning Bai's car angrily, kicked on the car door, and said angrily, "Get out!"

The car door opened, and Ning Bai stepped down, looking at him softly, "Is there something wrong?"

Lin Ziran looked at Ning, the perverted stalker, Bai, and said with a half smile, "Do you know that your car looks very conspicuous, my classmate noticed it, and now he thinks you are following him and wants to kidnap him!"

Ning Bai was silent for a moment, he looked at Lin Ziran seriously, and said, "Sorry, I will find a solution."

Lin Ziran looked at him with a cold face, "You better solve it!"

After finishing speaking, he ignored Ning Bai and left.

Lin Ziran returned to the dormitory, thinking about it, he was not very relieved, Ning Bai promised so readily this time, how is he going to solve it, or is he finally unable to bear it and wants to leave?

But he didn't bother to think too much. Although Ning Bai was cold-hearted, he would still do what he promised. He was a quiet but reliable person.

Lin Ziran went to the Internet cafe to play games during the day, and didn't come back until after eight o'clock in the evening.

After a push, they found Ning Bai sitting in the dormitory, chatting and laughing happily with Xia Hang.

Lin Ziran? ? ?

I asked you to solve the problem, not to come to my bedroom?

Seeing Lin Ziran returning, Xia Hang said enthusiastically, "Xiaodong, your cousin is here to see you."

Cousin Lin Ziran? ? ?

system……

Xia Hang looked at Lin Ziran in a daze, and remembered what Ning Bai said to him just now, and he was concerned, he pulled Lin Ziran in and said, "Don't think too much, Brother Ning is also worried about you."

Lin Ziran looked at Ning Bai with wary eyes, what story did he and Xia Hang make up?

Looking at Lin Ziran's expression, Ning Bai knew that he was not happy that he was staying here, so he stood up wisely and said, "I don't bother you if I have something to do, Xiaodong lives here, please take care of Xia."

Xia Hang nodded repeatedly and said, "Brother Ning, don't worry! I will take good care of Xiaodong!"

Ning Bai said, "Thank you."

After speaking, he stood up and said softly to Lin Ziran, "Then I'm leaving."

Lin Ziran didn't even give him a look.

After Ning Bai left, he frowned and asked Xia Hang, "What did he tell you?"

Xia Hang looked at Lin Ziran and said with a smile, "I had an oolong before, and I thought it was a pervert. In fact, that car belongs to Brother Ning. He came to see you at school because he was worried about you."

Lin Ziran still didn't understand how he became his cousin, and said melancholy, "You can believe whatever he tells you."

Xia Hang looked at him suspiciously, "What's so unbelievable? Brother Ning is a very reliable person at first glance, and besides, I have nothing worth lying to. What good is he lying to me? Xiaodong, don't be angry, I Knowing that your father did not promise to buy you a new car, you are not happy, but they are still worried about you, so they asked your cousin to come and see you..."

Lin Ziran "..."

Seeing that Xia Hang was convinced, Lin Ziran was very toothache, but he was too embarrassed to tell the truth, saying that he and Ning Bai were former friends in a relationship and now enemies?

Forget it, let Xia Hang misunderstand.

Seeing that Lin Ziran didn't speak, Xia Hang thought that it was true. In fact, he didn't finish all the words.

Brother Ning also told him that Lu Xiaodong was unhappy because his parents ignored him after giving birth to a second child. The child was very sensitive and so he ran away from home to live in the dormitory. He was very worried about Lu Xiaodong's mental state and asked Xia Hang to explain it more Accompany him, and tell him immediately if there is any abnormal situation, but in order not to hurt Lu Xiaodong's self-esteem, so don't tell Lu Xiaodong these things.

Xia Hang thought to himself that Xiaodong is so old, and his parents still insist on having a second child. If they are sensitive, it is possible that they can't think about it for a while.

Lin Ziran lay on the bed in the dormitory, took out his mobile phone and started playing, but he couldn't get in. He felt that Ning Bai was provoking him!

I obviously told him not to pester him, but in the end he recovered, and even dared to call himself his cousin, and came in!

Lin Ziran put down his phone and went downstairs.

This time Ning Bai's car parked a little farther away, parked downstairs in the dormitory without obstructing the eyes, he was alone, with his eyes closed as if tired, leaning against the tree trunk.

The face that had always been deserted seemed to have a gloomy shadow under his eyes because he hadn't rested for a long time, and his whole person seemed to be covered in a layer of fog.

This seems a bit distressing.

But Lin Ziran would not be fooled so easily! He felt that this guy was very wrong recently, so he suddenly fell in love with him, please, you were very ruthless before, and suddenly turned 360 degrees to follow me, I really can't stand it, big brother!

Lin Ziran walked over and said angrily, "Hello."

Ning Bai opened his eyes, and there was silence in his light-colored eyes. After a while, a light and gentle look appeared, and he asked, "What's the matter with you?"

Lin Ziran had a straight face, "You have to follow me, don't you?"

Ning Bo looked at the boy in front of him. He had messy hair, a floral T-shirt, flip flops, and a slovenly person, as if deliberately trying to make himself unhappy, and he was really trying hard to make himself dislike it. But I don't know why, as long as I can see this person doing well and lose my temper at him, all the haze in my heart will be dispelled in an instant...

Ning Bai smiled slightly, "I said I love you, so I just care about you."

Is caring about me a stalker?

And who needs your worries?

Lin Ziran raised his eyebrows, and said coolly, "Oh, I'm sorry, but I don't love you."

Ning Bai said, "It's okay, I love you."

Lin Ziran was very frantic, didn't he express himself clearly enough? You are also a decent person, how can you say that you are shameless if you are shameless? He finally couldn't help it, and smiled frivolously, "Are you cheap?"

Ning Bai's face turned pale for a moment, and the pain in his eyes flashed, so fast that it was almost unnoticeable, he still had that gentle and indifferent appearance, smiling, "Loving you is the best thing in my opinion, so, not cheap .”

This is my truth.

Believe it or not.

I am very happy to meet you, to fall in love with you, to protect you...

There are some things you don't understand and don't need to know...as long as I alone know it.

All these tragedies happened because of me.

If it wasn't for my leaving, you wouldn't have appeared in that home, and you wouldn't have endured such pain. You could have been adopted by a family that wasn't very rich but loved you, and had a normal and happy life, instead of falling into nothing like this the point.

I should have known earlier that I fell in love with you, but instead of loving you well, I pushed you deeper...

I am as guilty as they are.

So even at all costs, I want to hold your hand and bring you out of that darkness.

If I can't save myself, at least I hope I can save you.

Lin Ziran looked at Ning Bai like this, he couldn't beat him, he couldn't go away even if he scolded him, he was even more rascal than himself, this shameless rascal title should be given to you!

Why is this scene so resembling the way he pursued Ning Bai back then?

Lin Ziran, I seriously suspect that the scripts of Ning Bai and I are reversed!

The system sighs that you always have the ability to play roles upside down.

Lin Ziran...? Is this a compliment?

Lin Ziran gritted his teeth and glared at Ning Bai, as you like!

Ning Bai remained motionless, watching the boy's figure disappear at the door of the building, and coughed lightly with his fist on his lips.

Not long after, the phone rang suddenly, and it was Xue Ze calling.

Xue Ze's roar was almost deafening, "Brother, when are you going to come back? Are you ashamed to leave everything to me? Please take pity on my delicate flower!"

Ning Bai laughed lowly, "You are so capable, don't be humble, you don't need to feel pity."

Xue Ze: "...you are really too sweet."

Ning Bai, "Say it straight, or I'll die."

Xue Ze: "I investigated, and Jiang Xuan's company has some problems. I contacted some employees of his company privately, and planned to sue his company for some disputes. However, this matter is thankless. Although it can delay his energy, but It’s also hard to break him.”

Ning Bai smiled, but his voice was chilling, "Just hold him back and let him spend less time doing unnecessary things, and the most important thing is, I want him to know that if he does something he shouldn't do, there will be consequences." It's serious, and I will never sit idly by."

Xue Ze said, "He definitely doesn't dare to be tough, otherwise he won't be able to eat and walk around. Don't worry. But to be honest, you should come back and take a rest. It's not a problem if you keep guarding like this. Could it be that you can watch him 24 hours a day?"

Ning Bai said, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry."

Xue Ze sighed, and couldn't help complaining, "You said why bother, you didn't listen to me when I told you, then you had to treat Xiaolu well and keep him by your side, now he must be obedient to your words, How can there be a need to suffer so much? In the end, no one appreciates it..."

There was a hint of bitterness on Ning Bai's lips, "You don't understand...but, what you said is right, it's my fault..."

All this is what he asked for.

He always thought that he was strong enough, even if he left that home, he could live a good life by himself, he thought that the scar was covered up by him, and that there was nothing that could hurt him anymore.

But in fact, this is a sign of cowardice, because truly strong people will not close their hearts just because they are afraid of being hurt.

In fact, he and Lu Xiaodong.

What's the difference?

No.

There is still a difference...

At least Lu Xiaodong still dares to love, work hard, and pursue.

Even if you fall, you will not give up easily.

But I dare not even love.

He is not as brave as that boy.

………………

Because Ning Bai and Xia Hang got acquainted, he began to have the opportunity to enter the house.

He came to visit him in the dormitory from time to time, and occasionally brought some snacks over. Xia Hang liked him very much, because every time Ning Bai brought snacks, he also prepared one for him!

Today Ning Bai came again.

Lin Ziran was lying on the bed, pretending that there was no such person below, and turned a blind eye to playing games.

Ning Bai knew that he was not welcome, so he put down his things and left quickly.

Xia Hang ate Ning Bai's snacks, feeling very sorry, and cautiously said to Lin Ziran, "Xiaodong, don't you like your cousin?"

Lin Ziran said, "Isn't it obvious enough that I don't like him?"

Xia Hang asked again, "Why? He really cares about you, why don't you act like this, how hurtful is this attitude..."

Lin Ziran got down from the top bunk, and said heartbroken, "You were bought by him for such a little snack? All my limited edition figures were thrown away by that bastard as garbage. I collected them for several years. , can you understand my pain! I will never forgive him in my life!"

Xia Hang's face turned green when he heard this. He also has a hobby of collecting handicrafts, so he can understand this kind of anger and pain very well, and immediately said seriously, "This is really too much, you should be angry! How could he do this? I can't forgive it. he!"

Lin Ziran chuckled, then lay down and continued playing with his phone.

Finally, I don't have to listen to Xia Hang's help of Ning Bai.

………………

Lin Ziran went out for a walk that day, and he ate all kinds of snacks near the school. He found that one of the small restaurants was good and cheap, and it looked relatively clean and hygienic, so he usually went there to eat.

After eating, he rode his shared bicycle to a nearby Internet cafe.

On the way back at night, I saw a barbecue, bought a bunch of skewers, walked back while eating, and lived a very comfortable life...

Seeing that he was about to return to the dormitory, Lin Ziran was eating while walking, and he was exhausted thinking of Ning Bai's entanglement recently, so he sighed, he didn't notice the steps in front of him for a moment, and fell into the mud with a plop! The last skewer also fell to the ground and rolled around, covered in dirt...

Because the pain level is very low, the pain is not obvious... But the loss of the skewers made his heart ache!

Lin Ziran was stunned for a moment, and then he was so wronged that he almost cried.

The meat in the mouth flew!

Just when Lin Ziran was very sad, a man beside him suddenly rushed over, carefully picked him up, and looked at the wound on his leg with a worried and anxious expression.

Lin Ziran was stunned for a moment, then looked up at Ning Bai in a daze, you are really frightening, okay?

Why are you there all the time!

Don't you have anything else to do but follow me?

I just want to be happy by myself, but you look at me like a prisoner all day long, it's really annoying... I'm already very sad about losing the skewers in the middle of the night, and you still come out to touch my bad luck, Lin Zi However, it was finally unbearable and about to explode!

Ning Bai looked at Lin Ziran anxiously, he held him in his arms with one hand, the boy was wearing a pair of shorts today, the fall was so hard just now, blood was oozing from his knees, Ning Bai stretched out his hand and was about to slap Lin Ziran hold up...

Suddenly the boy waved his hand violently, and opened his hand angrily! With tears in her eyes, she looked at him bitterly, "Get lost!"

Bad mood,

Don't beat me!