Chapter 1831： Trying to see through the other's heart

Chapter 1831 Trying to see through the heart of the other party

The conditions of the Naoshi orphanage are not very good,

It is not large enough to attract the attention of too many capitalists or celebrities.

Because there are no gimmicks, it deserves excessive attention.

Without attention, more people would not see their beautiful image of giving back to the society, with a good attitude, gentleness and kindness.

I couldn't do good corporate publicity, and I couldn't get more attention from the media. From then on, I got soft resources and went to the top of my life.

Everyone understands the truth of not helping the poor.

Namis Orphanage is not large, but it is a bottomless pit that goes on all year round.

Most people naturally pay more attention to the "charity" that more people pay attention to.

But this does not deny that there must be no real good-hearted philanthropists.

The reason why the Nativity Orphanage is still holding up for so many years is that those people are silently supporting it behind their backs.

Ji Fengmian didn't know about these questions at first. At the age of six or seven, she couldn't digest these things.

But later, she saw that the dean sighed more often, and after seeing a few people coming over, the food in the cafeteria became better, and the dean had a smile on his face, and she gradually realized that they all depended on people." Kindness to help” to live.

At that time, she always thought, well, there are so many good people in this world.

All the children in the orphanage know that, because those people come to the class every time they come and give them some snacks, toys or books.

The kids are very happy.

Only, that boy with a very withdrawn personality, obviously at a very young age, always had an aura that was deserted and unapproachable.

Ji Fengmian has forgotten a lot of things, and has a poor ability to accept all things. He is always subconsciously resisting the approach of others. I don’t know why, but he feels that their intentional approach will eventually hurt him.

She usually sits by herself by the flowerbed, holding a book in her hand. After reading the book for a long time, she pays attention to everyone's words and deeds.

Carefully, trying to pry into everyone's heart with eyes.

If that little friend is not bad, she can try to be her friend.

But after a long time, she found that there were no good children who could be friends in her heart.

They are too easy to read.

The purpose of the children is too simple, the speech is naive, and the acting is poor.

What's more, occasionally new so-called philanthropists bring a group of reporters, and with a sense of ceremony, they hand over the template with a check with a clear amount to the dean, which is magnified dozens of times, and say a few words that will never change the central idea. , play with the children for a while, move intimately, smile kindly, and then turn around with an expression of disgust.

Only later did I know, um, it turned out to be the case, because this society only accepts good people, so they must be good people.

How to let others know that they are good people?

Orphanage, children, they.

The number of bystanders is more, and some things are actually seen more clearly, and the whole person becomes more and more quiet and withdrawn.

She once tried to observe the deserted boy.

But he is always alone every day quietly. Like her, he holds a book every day, sits somewhere after reading it, and keeps staring at something.

Maybe she's not the only one who thinks like this.

The other party also has it.

At the moment when their eyes met, she thought that maybe she needed another way to get to know him.

Maybe after seeing through everyone in the entire Heshi Orphanage, the days that followed were too boring.

Chu Boyang's thoughts coincided with Ji Fengmian's.

Two children, the same purpose.

See through each other, see through each other's heart.

each other, all want to get into each other's hearts.

At the beginning, none of them thought too much, just a kind of curiosity under boredom.

And both of them are transparent, each other's mind is well known to each other.

Each side erected a wall that they thought was impregnable.

A mutual exploration without any ceremony and prelude began with such a tacit understanding.

If you don’t understand, you need to get closer.

How the two finally became "good friends" in the eyes of others, they themselves do not understand or even admit it.

But things seem to be a lot more interesting than before.

The two of them approached unconsciously, and the Dean finally felt relieved.

I always feel that these two children are too withdrawn and their characters will not be very healthy.

But occasionally observing the two of them getting along, in the end there is ignorance and innocence belonging to their age.

When Ji Fengmian and Chu Boyang were together, it seemed that they would automatically prop up an invisible barrier. There were only the two of them in the barrier, and no one else could intervene at all.

The two of them will argue, but they are also the most tacit.

The two of them didn't think about the reason for this, nor did they have any explanation.

This kind of life went on like this for two years.

Until a new little girl was accepted in the orphans of He Shi.

When she first came, if it wasn't for her plain white dress, no one would have known that this one-inch-haired child was a girl.

Ji Fengmian soon learned that the seven-year-old girl, called Ji Qing, was said to have died on the spot because of a car accident, and she was thrown out of the car by her parents at a critical moment.

It's just that when the car exploded, she was still affected, her left ear was deaf, and her beautiful long hair was burned. Fortunately, the place where she was thrown was a public green belt in the suburbs, and there was an automatic irrigator. The whole face burned beyond recognition.

In the hospital for two months, after two months, all the procedures were completed, she came here to report.

The shaved head grew new hair, one inch head, fair and pink face, beautiful facial features, ignoring the burn on the forehead, a girl with a hairstyle like that, most of the other children who are ignorant In his eyes, he became a laughing stock.

She was very quiet, she didn't take the initiative to find anyone, she huddled in the corner with a book in her arms, and sometimes when other children came to her, she also subconsciously resisted.

Ji Fengmian always felt that the season at this time was somewhat familiar, as if it was her former self.

On the surface, she seems to be luckier than Ji Qing.

Because she is healthy, there is no problem.

Although she has some imaginations with Ji Qing, she seems to be more pitiful than herself.

In particular, she has seen several times that in the case of necessary communication, Ji Qing is clearly afraid and timid, but she still has to listen carefully and diligently, for fear that she will miss a word, which is really unbearable.

She is ashamed of her deafness in her left ear.

In addition to these, she could see the longing and longing in her eyes.

Maybe he is missing his parents, maybe he is eager to have a few friends, after all he is a child.

Others, Ji Fengmian couldn't see it.

Chu Boyan too.

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(end of this chapter)