Chapter 1832： stubborn and arrogant

Chapter 1832 Stubborn and arrogant

Although they have seen too much, they haven't been able to imagine how dark a seven-year-old child who has just lost both parents is thinking.

includes other children in the orphanage.

They all felt so.

But in the end it’s still different.

She always sits in the corner by herself, quiet and well-behaved in get out of class, and the same is true after class. Sitting there, watching other friends play games happily, most of the time, she has no expression.

His heart was calm, like a pool of stagnant water.

Maybe it was because she was very similar to them, maybe she couldn't bear it, maybe she just had a strong curiosity about her.

In a sense, there is only Chu Boyang's childhood, since then there is one more person.

From then to now…

Seasonal love runs through her whole life.

In getting along, Ji Qing is a naive and simple girl. She speaks softly and softly. When looking at people, she is serious and sincere. Even in the years to come, she has not changed at all. She is gentle and weak, but Also brave and stubborn.

On the surface, she looks like a weak person who needs protection at all times, but she has to be stubborn to prove that she is strong everywhere, not only does she not need the protection of others, she can even protect others.

Girls like    are actually the most attractive.

Gentle and careful, pure and kind, brave, stubborn and strong.

The people around her, just like her black hair, grow day by day.

Oh, girls really have to have long hair.

Ji Fengmian is beautiful, but her temperament is extremely cold.

Others will not approach her actively.

From beginning to end, only Chu Boyang was by her side.

And she didn't feel alone.

It was only later that when I suddenly realized what loneliness was, I found that some things had become a foregone conclusion.

It's not that Chu Boyang has to learn more in-depth content than textbooks in addition to the basic courses, and doesn't have more time to be by her side like before.

accompany?

She never felt that Chu Boyang would be her company when she was by her side.

Just when did it start, and it doesn't seem to be the time when Chu Boyang's time was scattered on Ji Qing.

From the time they have breakfast, lunch, and dinner all sitting together to eat.

From the occasional meeting with Chu Boyang to relax between classes, when they sat together on the chair beside the flowerbed.

When one of them dug a pit with a shovel, and the other carefully placed a lily seed in the pit.

She didn't feel that way.

It's just that looking at Ji Qing inexplicably, it's a bit annoying.

Then in daily life, he always inadvertently shows indifference or hostility to the season.

Other people in the orphanage could see it, and she made remarks secretly, but she didn't deliberately refute anything.

Because even she herself knew it was a fact.

So when did it start?

Probably…

That year, the lilies in the flowerbed were particularly beautiful, and the two figures sitting together looked beautiful.

Then, a few days later, early in the morning, she went out and found that the lilies in the flowerbed had been ruined.

Only then did she realize that something had changed.

The lilies in the entire flowerbed are colorful, and they are undoubtedly an eye-catching scenery in the entire Heshi Orphanage.

Now almost all of them died, not only did the petals fall to the ground, the leaves were beaten to pieces, and the flower stems were also broken and broken.

This kind of thing is no small thing in the ordinary Heshi orphanage, and the behavior is indeed very bad.

The dean investigates the matter.

is just this kind of behavior, full of ill will, find out people, educate them in time, and avoid detours in the future.

"It's Ji Fengmian! A few days after planting the seeds, I saw her standing by the flowerbed wondering what she was thinking. She was still holding a shovel in her hand."

"I have also seen it. After the flower seedlings grew, I also saw her shovel out the flower seedlings in the flowerbed with a shovel one morning."

"I've always seen her staring at the flowerbed recently, her eyes are terrible, like... just like when she was looking at Xiaoqing."

"She doesn't like Xiaoqing. We all know that those lilies are obviously grown by Xiaoqing, so she must have destroyed these flowers."

The children kept saying, each one insisted on her.

She also just smiled.

It was just a few days after sowing because there was only one seed in a pit, and the probability of growing seedlings was negligibly low. She just added a few more seeds.

The flower seedlings grew out, and several seedlings gathered together and were too dense. She removed the redundant seedlings so that the remaining seedlings could grow better.

They don't understand these common sense, but they insist that it is her. Their ignorance can only make her feel more helpless and ridiculous.

Ji Qing didn't say anything, just squatted beside the flowerbed sadly, picked up the petals that fell on the ground one by one, tears fell on the ground.

Ji Qing's tears made her eyes even more dissatisfied.

is like a knife, sharpened even more.

However, their eyes were mixed with innocence and ignorance, and she really didn't need to care.

"I don't like or hate Ji Qing, the motive is not valid, it's not me."

The dean naturally wouldn't directly condemn Ji Fengmian because of the words of a few children. On the contrary, she agreed with this simple sentence.

Besides, she also knew that most of the credit for the lilies being what they are now is due to Ji Fengmian.

This matter was temporarily abandoned, and the dean continued to investigate this matter, and he did not know whether he had found the person in the end, and then educated in private.

Chu Boyang has never been to the "criminal scene" and doesn't seem to care much about this matter.

It was only during the afternoon handicraft class the next day that he rarely appeared.

Because it was the last to appear, Ji Qing had a companion. She occupied an entire long table by herself, so he naturally formed a group with her.

Ji Fengmian fiddled with the colored paper in his hand, and his attitude was natural when he saw him.

"Rare."

Chu Boyang put the books in his arms on the table. At such a young age, there are books about financial management. At first, she also felt a headache, but she got used to it later.

She glanced at random and said lightly, "Have you read all these books..."

Chu Boyang didn't say a word, but took the book in his hand, shook it a few times, and pieces of colorful things floated out of the book.

Several books followed, until at the end, Ji Fengmian couldn't see clearly that the colorful sheets covering the table were the petals of lilies.

The    is very flat in the book, and the color is bright.

My heart sank inexplicably.

looked up at him, his eyes were light, but the corners of his lips curled slightly, casually, "I remember that these petals were picked up by Ji Qing."

Chu Boyang looked at her lightly, standing beside the table, not much taller than the table, but those eyes seemed to hide too many things, at this time it was more like a layer of frost was applied to the surface.

"You don't seem to have much feeling for them."

Ji Fengmian glanced at the petals and chuckled, "How do you think I should feel about them?"

Chu Boyang stared at her for a few seconds, "Indeed, these were picked up by Ji Qing, and she cried all day for it."

Ji Fengmian paused, then lowered his head and manually tore off the extra edge of the colored paper.

"So you think I should cry too?"

"You look so happy right now."

Ji Fengmian is too accustomed to the way of dialogue with Chu Boyang.

They are each other, never say too full or too straightforward, but they can always easily understand what each other wants to express.

Ji Fengmian's heart kept sinking, and she couldn't breathe, "Am I not qualified to be happy?"

She paused for a second, "Do you think I made these things?"

Chu Boyang raised his hand and scratched on those petals, "Didn't you say you have no motivation?"

Ji Fengmian froze for a moment, feeling a little guilty for no reason.

Motivation.

Maybe, but it's dark and vague.

She really doesn't like Ji Qing, and those lilies are really annoying.

Reason…

took root somewhere in her heart, but she took a deep breath and passed the question directly.

"Yeah, I have no motive, why do you doubt me?"

Chu Boyang sneered, "You don't like people alone, do you need a reason to torment them?"

Ji Fengmian was angrily laughed, but that was the same thing.

is not pleasing to the eye is the biggest reason.

but……

"Why do I dislike her?"

Chu Boyang looked at her for a while, "You ask me?"

Ji Fengmian pursed her lips, "...Even so, it can only be a matter of probability. There are many people who don't like her, why do you think I did it?"

Chu Boyang took out a piece of green colored paper and stuck the petals on it with glue. It was obvious that he was using those petals to reassemble the lily.

Ji Fengmian watched coldly.

Long time...

"Looking at the entire orphanage, you, Ji Fengmian, have so many hearts and minds that it is hard to prevent."

“…”

In that handicraft class, Ji Fengmian did nothing, and there was a pile of discarded paper on the table.

Chu Boyang patiently put together some of the petals, a bunch of colorful lilies, wrapped in colored paper, and gave Ji Qing a gift.

"Go back and put them in airtight bottles for as long as you want."

Although his tone was still cold, it was much gentler.

Ji Qing's eyes are full of happy smiles, sparkling, surprised and grateful.

"So beautiful, thank you."

Chu Boyang nodded with a smile on his lips.

Being too young, Ji Fengmian didn't know why her heart hurt.

At first it was just grievances.

Chu Boyang didn't believe her.

She has a lot of heart and it is hard to prevent.

Ah.

He is born with loftiness in his bones.

Since he sees her like this, there is no need for her to have anything to do with him.

She doesn't need such a blind person as a friend.

She went back to being alone.

It turned out that she was alone.

But this time, I suddenly know what loneliness is.

It was at this time that Ye Jingyun suddenly appeared.

At that time, when she was being swallowed up by loneliness a little bit, Ye Jingyun appeared, she admitted that she was hungry.

Anyway, someone can vent her loneliness, so that she doesn't have to put all her thoughts on those two people, and look how pitiful she is.

She is not so promising, which makes people feel that she is not on the stage, and she has to try her best to prove that she is not in front of him.

Why.

Someone who doesn't trust herself, she doesn't need to prove anything to him, and he doesn't have the right to let her do it.

She used to take Ji Qing as she never liked it.

Later, she made no secret of her disgust for Ji Qing.

Everyone said that she hated Ji Qing, and she really hated it, didn't hate it, and I'm really sorry for the hatred that those people raised.

What's more, Ji Qing really messed up her life.

She has been following the school's curriculum unhurriedly. In the past, when she was bored, she could follow Chu Boyang to read some books that were beyond the classroom, or even beyond their age.

At first, I just thought that he liked her, she was boring, and even vaguely didn't want to be left too far by him, unable to keep up with his rhythm, there was no common topic between the two, and they would go further and further.

Later, she was also reading those books, maybe it was just boring, maybe it was an invisible habit.

Anyway, it has been persistent.

Later, she also slowly discovered that it is not because of the same hobbies and common topics that the relationship between two people can be maintained forever.

She only wanted to follow in Chu Boyang's footsteps so that she wouldn't be dumped badly.

Now I feel that people may need to complement each other.

He may not need a partner with whom he can advance and retreat and have a common topic.

But when he was tired, another person used her interests and hobbies to relieve his fatigue.

No one likes a static life.

is not reconciled to the monotony of life.

The season is gentle and well-behaved, and he likes everything that girls should like.

And those things, Chu Boyang would never be able to take the initiative to touch them.

For him, it was a completely new understanding. After that, he explored, discovered, and reached a common topic with Ji Qing.

He was enjoying it, as he knew perfectly from his expression.

Ji Fengmian felt even more ridiculous.

The current Chu Boyang is not the same as she was back then...

In a world of two people, no more than one person will do.

Ji Fengmian is farther and farther away from everyone.

But some people may be born with a desire to conquer.

About half a month later, at lunch, Chu Boyang took the initiative to stand in front of her with a plate.

Ji Fengmian glanced at him lightly, lowered his head and took a mouthful of rice.

She is ten years old in a few days. From knowing her to now, her behavior has always been with an indescribable elegance and refinement.

Many people say she is fake, but she never cares.

She always seems to be like this, going her own way, arrogant and stubborn.

What she believes is wrong is also right, and no one can easily control her thoughts.

"Are you avoiding me?" Chu Boyang casually threw a mouthful of vegetables into his mouth.

Ji Fengmian didn't raise her eyes, "Why should I avoid you?"

"How about the past half a month?"

Ji Fengmian leisurely chewed the contents of his mouth, raised his eyes, and raised his eyebrows.

"Co-authored, I was born to revolve around you?"

(end of this chapter)