Chapter 1865： it doesn't matter

Chapter 1865 It's okay

Later, she seemed to hear Wang Chengwei's crazy voice.

"Hahaha, the Ji family really are a bunch of evil spirits!"

"How can this woman have your child in her stomach, yet you still choose Ji's girl... I don't want your own woman, even the child can be given up... I really feel sad for her, she should die, the worst death is death. Good! Hahaha..."

What happened after   , she didn't know.

put her hand on her belly, thinking only, her child, there must be nothing wrong.

Before    lost consciousness, the surroundings were still in chaos.

She was carried into someone's arms, the voice calling her was familiar, and the breath in her arms was also familiar.

I didn't feel anything before, I could even talk about a little infatuation, and I felt a little bit more secure.

Now, she suddenly feels... disgusting.

"A Mian!"

Her closed eyes moved, but tears rolled down the corners of her eyes.

Chu Boyang's mind was chaotic.

He didn't believe what Wang Chengwei said, didn't want to, didn't dare.

However, Ji Fengmian's tears made him panic.

He had never seen Ji Fengmian's tears.

Whether it’s a child, or when we grow up, we meet again, never.

He never even thought that Ji Fengmian was a woman who could cry.

Tears and Ji Fengmian don't seem to exist at the same time. �

When Ji Fengmian opened her eyes, the light made her uncomfortable for a while.

After waiting for a long time, she could see the white ceiling directly in front of her, and there was a little confusion in her eyes.

Ji Fengmian stared at the ceiling motionless, and after a long time, his eyes flashed and gradually regained clarity.

seemed to have thought of something, her eyelashes suddenly trembled, her eyes moved, she wanted to get up, but just when she got up, a tingling pain in her chest made her gasp for a moment.

"A Mian! A Mian, are you awake?!"

A familiar voice sounded, and she realized that her hand was held in his hand, and his shoulder was pressed by his other hand.

She turned her eyes to the man who was leaning over to look at her.

His eyes were sunken, and he looked very bad, as if he was the one who suffered a serious illness. He lost his essence and blood and looked haggard.

Ji Fengmian subconsciously wanted to withdraw his hand, but found that he didn't seem to have the strength to fight this man.

"water."

Chu Boyang hurriedly handed the cup next to her to her mouth.

Ji Fengmian didn't know how long she had been in a drowsiness, but only knew that she was thirsty, and a glass of water quickly ran out.

When Chu Boyang gave her the second cup, she was not as eager as before.

After two sips, he stopped drinking.

Chu Boyang put her down, stroked her hair behind her ears, and said in a low and gentle voice, "You lie down first, I'll call a doctor."

Ji Fengmian did not speak.

Chu Boyang looked at her for a few seconds, then finally got up and walked out of the ward.

Not long after, a group of doctors stood in front of her hospital bed and checked her to see if there was nothing serious, the main thing was how to recuperate.

Chu Boyang's tense expression slightly improved.

The doctor told him to leave, but was stopped by Ji Fengmian.

"Wait a moment."

She knew that her voice might be so soft that she could be ignored, and she reached out and pinched the doctor's hem.

The doctor heard the sound, turned to look at her, and smiled: "Is there anything else you feel uncomfortable?"

Ji Fengmian whispered, "Is my child okay?"

Her voice was extremely soft, but it made everyone in the ward stunned for a moment, and the expressions on their faces froze at that moment.

looked up at Chu Boyang.

The doctor    was also stunned for a while, then turned to look at Chu Boyang.

Ji Fengmian clenched his hand holding the hem of his clothes, "I am the one who asked the question, what do you all see him do?"

The doctor had no choice but to say: "You were shot in the chest, and you were stabbed in the lower back. Although both injuries have damaged vital organs, they are both dangerous. It is not easy to rescue you. Excessive weakness, the child...couldn't keep it."

After he finished speaking, there was a deadly silence in the ward.

Ji Fengmian's eyes lightly blinked, and then he pulled his lips and smiled, "I hurt my chest and lower back, not my stomach..."

The doctor shook his head, "Miss, you know, there are too many ways to make a child shed. There are many people who lose a child just because of emotional instability or because of physical weakness..."

Ji Fengmian was so pale that he couldn't bear to look straight, there was a brief heave in his jaw and throat, and then he slowly released the hand that was holding the doctor's clothes.

In fact, she probably knew the result from everyone's reaction after she asked this question.

I just don’t want to believe it.

She considers herself to be not a good person, but she has never done any harm to anyone. She lives frankly, with a clear conscience, and will not suffer any retribution.

I didn’t have too many requirements when I arrived since I was a child, and I didn’t ask any gods for anything.

She has had no desires and no desires for more than 20 years. How can she have a little good hope this time, but she has to destroy it?

She thought before Wang Chengwei's son's tomb that she must give the best to her child. If others have it or not, she will give it all to him, not to let herself have any regrets, let alone let her children have regrets. , her child must be much happier than Wang Chengwei's child.

She even had pity on Wang Chengwei and his son, but now, she felt that she had no right to pity others?

Wang Chengwei's son has eaten dragon beard candy, fruit tan skin, and snacks that are now outdated.

And her children don't even know what "taste" is.

Not to mention Dragon Beard Candy and Guodan Pi, he didn't even have a chance to drink a sip of water.

What qualifications does she have to show mercy to others?

The distress was so severe that it seemed like someone was holding her tightly, and it would kill her if she even breathed in pain.

She too, how did she get into such a bleak situation.

The throat was sore and tight, and the eyes were extremely dry, but in the end, she still pulled out a very shallow arc.

"Oh, thanks."

The doctor    couldn't help but glance at her, but although she was calm, the regret and pain were indeed thick.

"If you take good care of your body and want children, there will be opportunities in the future."

symbolically gave the public a comfort that was almost perfunctory, and the doctor took a group of medical staff out of the ward.

Ji Fengmian slowly closed his eyes.

I kept hearing the last person out was closing the door to the ward.

The room was quiet again, the air flowed, and it seemed that breathing was a little smoother.

Chu Boyang walked slowly to the side of the hospital bed, looked at her, closed his eyes, his face was pale, and his expression was calm.

He was flustered again by her calm at the moment.

Mingming was right in front of him, but he felt that the distance between the two was the distance between the sky and the earth.

I don't know how long it was silent in the ward, Chu Boyang was flustered and didn't know what was wrong, and finally couldn't bear the torment, and called out to her:

"A Mian..."

Ji Fengmian's eyelashes trembled, he slowly opened his eyes, and looked at the ceiling indifferently.

"What about the season?"

Chu Boyang paused for a moment, but after watching for a few seconds, he couldn't see any fluctuations on her face, not even a subtle one.

"……she's fine."

Ji Fengmian finally pulled his lips, "I still have a few questions to ask you."

Chu Boyang was silent for a long time, and finally seemed to struggle for a long time before he was forced to speak: "...you ask."

"Did you decide to shoot me the moment you saw me attack Ji Qing, or did you have a choice long before that?"

Chu Boyang was silent again.

Ji Fengmian is not in a hurry, and he is not worried at all about lying.

Because of this problem, she did not leave any way out for him or her.

And in fact, this question is absolutely true.

So see, where is there a way out between them?

"The original situation... Ji Qing was behind the gangster's gun. If... if you were injured, the man surnamed Chen would not have killed her at the same time..."

Ji Fengmian finally turned her eyes and looked at Chu Boyang, "The man surnamed Chen doesn't hate Ji Qing, but compared to Ji Qing, Wang Chengwei doesn't hate me so much. Back then, when you fed Ji Qing with that bullet, Wang Chengwei didn't necessarily know that. kill me……"

She smiled coldly, "After all, the main thing is to save Ji Qing's life first, I know very well, so my question is not to ask you and Ji Qing who do you love more."

Her question is entirely based on whether Chu Boyang decided to sacrifice her long ago in order to prevent Ji Qing from being hurt, or after she had killed Ji Qing.

The threat of the former to Ji Qing is the two kidnappers, and the threat of the latter to Ji Qing is her.

Chu Boyang was silent for a few seconds, before speaking again, his voice was painful, "...I didn't know you were pregnant..."

Ji Fengmian originally wanted to show a sly smile like before, but now she found out that she couldn't do it.

"Also..." She blinked her eyes to suppress the sourness that was pouring out of her eyes, "...So, your answer is probably the latter. Because Ji Qing was pregnant, she chose me instead of me. You shot me because you wanted to kill her, or, because you already had a choice, you saw me make a move on Ji Qing, so it accelerated the time for you to shoot."

Chu Boyang only said: "I never thought of letting any of you die..."

"Well, I know..." Ji Fengmian nodded, "But you can't even let Ji Qing get hurt, right?"

Chu Boyang closed his eyes helplessly, "A Mian, in the original situation, I could only..."

"Ji Qing has a heart attack and is pregnant. The back of her head is against a pistol that will kill her at any time. And I'm simple, there's just a short knife behind me... But the final result is that she has a heart I'm sick, pregnant, with a pistol on the back of my head and nothing happened to Ji Qing, and I, a man with only a dagger behind me, was stabbed and shot, and in the end I didn't even have a child..."

Chu Boyang's eyes trembled fiercely, his body was full of pain, "I'm sorry..."

Ji Fengmian finally let out another smile, and finally caught up with her habitual irony.

"Unfortunately, you'll never get that 'it's okay' out of my mouth."

(end of this chapter)