Chapter 1866： won't it?

Chapter 1866 Wouldn't it?

Chu Boyang's hands gradually clenched, "You can hate me, but you have to give me a chance to make up for it...child...we can..."

"Chu Boyang." Ji Fengmian interrupted Chu Boyang calmly. She tilted her head slightly and looked at Chu Boyang while lying on the bed in the least aggressive posture.

"I'm still a little relieved by the answer you just gave me. Compared to the temporary decision you made to shoot me when you saw me stabbed Ji Qing, you've already made that choice and I'm relatively happy."

Chu Boyang looked at her quietly.

Ji Fengmian said to herself, "I am a bad-tempered person. I'm accustomed to being rude and unforgiving, and I'm even more unforgiving when I'm reasonable. I'm not too big, easy to hold grudges, and I'm also a master who will take revenge. I can be involved with you for so long... I'm actually a little bit. Acknowledging that women in love are all brainless and cheap, because I did do a lot of stupid and cheap things because of you, otherwise we should have done it long ago, and we would not have been ambiguous and have gone all the way to the point where you are now ."

"Teach me to eat enough this time. So don't think about what to do with me. Between me and you, there will be nothing in your heart."

Chu Boyang felt that his strength was running out. He bent over and sat on the chair beside the bed, reaching out to hold Ji Fengmian's hand, but Ji Fengmian calmly lifted it and placed it on his stomach.

"Remember the first question I asked you today?"

Chu Boyang recalled for a few seconds, "Ji Qing..."

Ji Fengmian gave a soft "Hmm", "If it were before, I probably wouldn't have asked her to block me. This time... I don't care so much, so I don't think mentioning her would be blocking me."

"I couldn't figure it out before, why I didn't do things that hurt heaven and reason, but I got the punishment I have now. I think it's probably because I broke someone's marriage, so I was punished. Don't be obsessed anymore, you are one after another. Piece by piece, for Ji Qing's sake, why don't you say you don't love her?"

"No love, I love you!"

Ji Fengmian chuckled softly, she took a deep breath, and said slowly, "Do you love me?"

Chu Boyang repeated with a firm expression, "I love you."

"Then I'll treat you as loving me now." Ji Fengmian continued, "But you shot me for her and caused me to lose my child. I hate you."

"I hate you, so I don't want to make you feel better. So Chu Boyang, you'd better love me now, otherwise my words below will not be able to retaliate against you."

Chu Boyang's mournful eyes became silent again.

"I love you."

Ji Fengmian smiled and nodded, "Okay..."

After a long pause, she took a deep breath and said again: "The day I met you in the hospital with Ji Qing's maternity checkup, I didn't stop you, I put down my dignity and took the initiative to give it to you after you left it for a few days. I called because I wanted you to accompany me to the maternity check-up. I thought it was a surprise for you, but you were not available. Then I saw you accompanying Ji Qing for the check-up at the next moment. After that, Ji Qing fainted. I hugged her and left in a hurry..."

"I was tied to the cemetery by Wang Chengwei. When I saw his son's tombstone, I pity him. There are only two kinds of snacks his son likes to eat. I feel like I will give my children the best in the world,

Then I thought, he can't be without his father, so I figured it out, if you come to save me, I won't make trouble with you, I'll live a good life with you, and I will restrain my temper in the future. "

What it's like to feel heartache to the extreme, Chu Boyang has thoroughly experienced these few days.

His throat rolled, and his inner unease, guilt and pain left him at a loss.

It turned out that she had thought about the future of the child, and also thought about living with him...

Ji Fengmian looked at him with a smile, "You are good to me, and I also think you love me, so I never thought about the fact that you would shoot me, not to mention how innocent I am in this matter, just Yes... The question of who do you choose for Ji Qing and I is not true at all. Wang Chengwei and Brother Chen even told you clearly that you had better take Ji Qing's life for them... Is this a multiple choice question? Is this any different from forcing you to kill Ji Qing?"

She is trying her best to restrain her emotions, the grievances in her heart, the sarcasm, and the deep sorrow and grief, which spread all over her body, along the blood, and travel all over her body.

There was a little uncontrollable trembling in her voice, but she covered it with a chuckle.

"Ji Qing told me she could die for you, but I said I wouldn't, I'm not as stupid as her. Do you think I'm someone who says I can die for you?"

Chu Boyang shook his head sadly, "I won't let you die for me either."

Ji Fengmian smiled, "But do you know why I'm killing Ji Qing and really want to kill her?"

Chu Boyang's eyes flashed with faint doubts, just for a moment, something jumped into his mind, and before it took shape, Ji Fengmian's voice rang again.

"I was thinking at that time, anyway, Ji Qing is always going to die, so whoever kills it is the same..."

She smiled again, sarcastically, "At that time, I was still thinking, your company is going to go public, you still have ambitions, and you can't be accused of being a murderer in your life, so why don't I come here? ...I'm much better than you being this murderer... You don't have to blame yourself, guilt, and remorse for killing the woman you have protected since childhood. You may hate me, but I may be in prison at that time. In? Huh..."

She really has no right to say how stupid Ji Qing is, maybe she is more stupid than her.

Chu Boyang's pupils shrank fiercely, only to feel that the heart in his chest was torn apart by something, and his flesh was blurred.

His expression was more intense, his eyes were clearly red, his eyes were bloodshot, and his Adam's apple was rolling violently.

He never thought, never thought that A Mian would think so much for him and be willing to take on so much.

He hated Ji Qing and Ji Qing for her wholeheartedly at the beginning, and he felt that killing Ji Qing at that time was the easiest and most direct way, so she chose to do it.

Even after the fact, before she woke up, he even thought that she wanted Ji Qing to die, and she wanted to live by herself, all for the sake of the child in her womb.

Now I know, no, no...

"A Mian, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

He still grabbed Ji Fengmian's hand and held it tightly in his palm.

Ji Fengmian's beautiful neck floated a few times, and there were tears in her red eyes.

She stared at the ceiling, raised her lips, widened her eyes and let the tears seep back into her eyes.

"I said it, I won't tell you it's okay."

She tried to withdraw her hand, but in vain.

A wave of disgust gradually poured into my heart, and the tears gradually disappeared.

After that, she slowly turned her eyes, pulled her lips and looked at Chu Boyang: "Are you sad? Are you regretful? Do you feel heartache?"

Chu Boyang took her hand and put it between his eyebrows, "I'm sorry."

Ji Fengmian smiled, "It seems that you should be sad, regretful, and heartache... that's good...I hate you, so I'm very happy to see you so sad, regretful, and heartache..."

"Let me go, Chu Boyang. When the child was still there, I thought about living a good life with you for him. Now that the child is gone, there will never be a future between us."

"I won't give you a chance to make up for it. You will either feel sad, regret it, and feel heartache for the rest of your life, or live your whole life with a debt to me. I hate you, how can I make you feel better?"

Or, admit that the person he loves in his heart is Ji Qing, not her, and then her so-called revenge, which is only for a moment, cannot affect his life.

"I won't agree, A Mian..."

Ji Fengmian closed her eyes and said so many words, which had consumed her too much energy.

She did not continue to speak, and the ward fell into silence.

Seeing her like this, Chu Boyang didn't continue to speak, he could only put her hand into the quilt gently, and sat on the side watching her lying there peacefully asleep.

What does it mean to be at a loss or to do anything? Chu Boyang has experienced it time and time again, and every time is accompanied by despair.

Before she was going to break up, he could still have the cheek to pester her, beside her, and do whatever he could. Although she would say she was shameless, annoying, annoying, and shameless, what else could he do.

He was wrong, every time, but according to A Mian's temperament, he could only do that.

He knew a set of ways to deal with Ji Fengmian, that is, in front of her, let go of his dignity, let her make trouble, let her vent her anger, and when her temper is exhausted, it will be almost the same.

But this time, his mistakes, no matter what, seem to be unforgivable.

She hated him.

She loved that child, their child.

However, he killed their children.

He shot her with his own hands, and made her stab her again.

This time, he made too many mistakes.

Which one is irreversible.

But even so, he didn't want to be separated from her.

She was so determined, if he really nodded and agreed to separate, then the relationship between them would be completely over.

Confirmed that she was asleep, Chu Boyang slowly stood up and left the ward.

The assistant    kept guarding outside the door. Seeing him closing the door softly, he hurriedly said softly:

"Mr. Chu, since Miss Ji is fine, hurry up and take a rest..."

"fine."

Assistant    couldn't bear it, "Mr. Chu, you are in a very bad condition now. You know Miss Chu's temper best, how can you take care of her if you don't have the energy?"

Chu Boyang stretched out his hand and pinched his eyebrows, then turned to look at him, "You said...is it possible that she will forgive me?"

The assistant    was stunned for a moment, not expecting him to ask himself such a question.

But this question…

"In the original situation, if you want both her and Miss Ji Qing to survive, that's the best way...Miss Ji is so smart, I believe she understands you..."

"Including the fact that I made her lose her child, does she understand?"

The assistant    pursed his lips and didn't speak for a while.

Chu Boyang twitched his lips and smiled bitterly, "No way?"

“…”

Chu Boyang leaned wearily against the wall in the corridor, "She used to have no tolerance for Ji Qing, she always asked me to make a choice between her and Ji Qing, I said they were not on the same scale at all... But, I seem to be I was destined to be unable to get rid of this problem. I wanted them all to live, but I chose to hurt her... This time, she was really reasonable, because of this answer, she paid a painful price. "

The assistant    was silent for a while, but dared to say something, "It's hard to have the best of both worlds."

【Have I not been filling the hole all the time? A Mian hits it with one shot, the child is gone, and there is only one star left. You also know the result in advance. I'm really scared of being chased and vented these days [laughs and tears]. Mom, my mission is almost completed, don't be impatient, there is not much... Ben Tiantian thinks that I should... rarely... write abuse again...]

(end of this chapter)