Chapter 1881：

Chapter 1881

Ji Fengmian's face suddenly changed, and just as he was about to turn over and get out of bed on the other side, Chu Boyang hugged him into his arms.

"A Mian, don't be afraid. I will not hurt you again, I will protect you, and I will never hurt you again."

Ji Fengmian's body stiffened, "Let me go."

Chu Boyang just hugged her tighter.

Ji Fengmian began to struggle, "Let go of me, you hurt me!"

Chu Boyang immediately let go of her, his eyes swept over her, his voice was hoarse.

"where?"

Ji Fengmian pushed him away, "Stay away from me! I don't need your protection now! On the contrary, you just hurt me! Don't come near me! Get out!"

The roar of    made Chu Boyang, who was trying to get closer to her, stop his steps. He looked at her for a long time, and finally took a few steps back.

"Don't get excited, I'll go get you a glass of water."

Ji Fengmian's hands trembled slightly uncontrollably.

She was startled when the door rang again.

But it was not Chu Boyang who came in.

"Madam, are you all right?"

The servant looked a little strange at her and couldn't help but ask.

Ji Fengmian shook his head.

"Sir asked me to bring you water."

She took it, the warm temperature of the water glass made her gradually calm down.

"What about him?"

"Mr. is in the study."

Ji Fengmian took a sip of water and nodded lightly.

Chu Boyang spent an entire afternoon in the study by himself.

He didn't even come down for dinner.

At half past eight in the evening, he appeared in the room on time with milk.

The next day, Ji Fengmian went to Shengjing Manor.

Three days later, Chu Juncheng suddenly appeared in the villa.

Ji Fengmian was unable to go out.

"Aunt Ji."

Chu Juncheng has always been respectful to Ji Fengmian, but he is unsmiling, and when Aunt Ji sounds like he has no emotion.

Ji Fengmian was puzzled by the appearance of Chu Juncheng. Country B has now been handed over to him. How could he have time to come here.

Shouldn't have asked more, but thinking of Chu Boyang's unusual behavior a few days ago, she still asked one more question.

"How did you come?"

"I came to see my father."

Sure enough.

"What's up with him?"

"Don't Aunt Ji know?"

Ji Fengmian tightened his shawl, "What should I know?"

Chu Juncheng's eyebrows moved, "Well, I'll go see him."

Don't think too much, Chu Juncheng directly found the study room,

Ji Fengmian stood there for a while, then followed.

Chu Juncheng directly opened the door of the study. When he entered the door, he saw Ji Fengmian following behind him, his eyes turned slightly, but he did not close the door again.

Chu Boyang, who was sitting in the chair, frowned when he saw him.

"Who asked you to come?"

Ji Fengmian had stopped outside the study at this moment.

The smell of tobacco came from the study.

Unlit cigarettes, raw tobacco smell.

His eyes fell on the table in the study, and the crystal ashtray at the corner of the table was already full of cigarette butts.

are all piece by piece or twisted out of shape.

But there is no trace of ignition.

Chu Juncheng glanced at the study, his voice was rather cold.

"You can't stay here any longer."

"Go away. It's not your turn to take care of my affairs."

"Father." Chu Juncheng said solemnly, "Aunt Ji doesn't necessarily have any feelings for you. In your current situation, if you let it go like this, you will not only scare her, but maybe even make her worry."

Chu Boyang shook his head, "I won't scare her, she's worried about me? I don't want her to worry... But I also want her to worry about me... But she doesn't want me to live well, she hates me... I If it's not good, she won't worry about me..."

Chu Boyang's words were incoherent and incoherent.

Ji Fengmian tightened the hand holding the shawl.

Chu Boyang, what happened to him?

Why do you speak like this?

"She'll worry about you."

"She won't, she hates me... Get out, I haven't gotten to the point where you lied to me and enlighten me."

Chu Juncheng sighed, "It's true that she hates you, but she forced you to leave back then, and now she wants to leave you no matter what, what do you think it's for?"

Chu Boyang looked out the window, for what reason, she hated him, she knew that he loved her, so she chose to marry another man to get revenge on him, and completely let him give up, and now she doesn't want to be with him, but because she hates him, I just don't want to be with him.

Do you still need to ask?

He knew it all.

Chu Juncheng glanced sideways at the motionless figure standing at the door, and said slowly:

"She hates you and takes revenge on you. You'd better live your whole life with guilt and pain towards her, but...whether you forced you to leave or she wants to leave you now, you don't want to see with your own eyes how you Live in pain. You can be in pain, but don't let her see it, so father, since you really love her, it's best not to let her see what you are like now. She is not the same as ordinary people. What she wants, she may not be really happy."

Ji Fengmian's hand gripping the shawl tightened a bit, her eyes flickered, and she took a few steps back.

After a long time, Chu Boyang's voice came from the study again, "...you get out, I won't leave."

Chu Juncheng sighed, "She is unwilling to compromise. You know that you won't get any response by pestering her like this. This infinite vicious circle has no meaning except for the loss of both sides."

There was a long silence in the study.

"...she won't go with me, so I'll go wherever she goes."

Chu Juncheng ran out of patience, walked out with a sullen face, and had a face-to-face with Ji Fengmian.

The two looked at each other and turned away silently.

It wasn't until he went downstairs that Ji Fengmian asked, "What happened to him?"

Chu Juncheng unbuttoned his suit, bent over and sat on the sofa.

"As you can see, it's almost like being tortured insane by you."

Ji Fengmian's expression paused, then sneered.

"Have you been tortured insane by me? Oh, then I'm really a scourge. Discuss with him and let go of my scourge. It's good for everyone."

"You heard, he won't."

turned into a dead end again.

"So what do you want to do when you come here from a long distance?"

"I want him to live like a normal person for a few more years. Either you separate, or you go back to country B with him."

"I choose the former." Ji Fengmian did not hesitate.

"With all due respect, you are really heartless. If he had half of your heartless energy, he probably wouldn't be like this."

Ji Fengmian smiled lightly, not taking it seriously.

"So how do you want us to separate?"

has long known what virtue this woman has, but he also has to admit that this woman has enough ability to anger people.

It is not unreasonable that my father has become like this.

"He refuses to go back to China with me. So you make it clear to him, it's best to let yourself let go of you completely."

"What? Say I don't hate him, so he doesn't have to worry about the past?"

"Almost." Chu Juncheng stood up and looked at her condescendingly, "You'd better not stimulate him, he has been sick a few times before... Do you know how Aunt Ji died?"

"I couldn't bear the pain of a heart attack and committed suicide."

Chu Juncheng laughed, "She was pushed downstairs by her father when he fell ill."

Ji Fengmian's hands suddenly clasped together, his face turned pale.

Chu Juncheng continued: "But you don't have to think too much, she did commit suicide. She jumped into the lake in the hospital. Not because of a heart attack, I think, but because of her guilt towards her father. Do you know the reason?"

Ji Fengmian pursed his lips, "Why should I know about the two of them?"

"Because she lied to her father. She used the child in her womb to change her father to take her away..."

"As she wishes, what does she feel guilty about?"

Chu Juncheng smiled lightly, "Aunt Ji, who is your daughter, Miss Shen Fanxing's father?"

Ji Fengmian's face suddenly sank, and he suddenly stood up from the sofa.

"Your question is also ridiculous, her surname is Shen."

"My surname is Chu, but it's not Chu Boyang's Chu."

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"Anyway, if you want him to let you go, you can open his heart. Don't let him die because of guilt like Aunt Ji."

Ji Fengmian adjusted her shawl, turned around and took a few steps away from the sofa, "It's all his own fault for him to come to this day. Why should I untie the knot in his heart?"

"It doesn't matter, then you can spend it like this. In the words of my father, as long as you are with you, it doesn't matter how many years you live."

"If you say so, he might live a hundred years without being with me. But you seem to think things too simply. I can't open his heart knot, you think I don't hate him anymore, Will he believe it? Impossible, he can only think that I only said that to keep away from him."

After she finished speaking, she hooked her lips and smiled, "I think the best thing you should do now is to help him find a psychiatrist."

After saying that, Ji Fengmian turned and went upstairs.

Chu Juncheng took two steps and looked at her back on the stairs.

"For so many years, a psychiatrist has always been the standard around him. He can't get along with himself, and the wall of his heart is harder than steel. If it works, where is it today?"

Ji Fengmian paused.

"If even a psychiatrist can't do anything, then I'm even more helpless."

The blue veins on Chu Juncheng's forehead protruded, this woman...

Chu Juncheng didn't stay here any longer, and she didn't even give any orders.

At dinner time, Chu Boyang came out of the study and called her to eat, with a normal expression and attitude as if nothing had happened.

Still only Ji Fengmian sat there eating alone, Chu Boyang was sitting in the living room watching TV.

Ji Fengmian went upstairs without eating much.

The bedroom door was opened again, not long after.

The man who was supposed to show up at half past eight came in early today.

She shrank subconsciously, but seeing his normal appearance, she still tried to relax herself.

Chu Boyang handed her the fruit plate in his hand.

"You didn't eat much for dinner."

Ji Fengmian was silent for a few seconds before reaching out to take it.

Chu Boyang turned to leave, but Ji Fengmian suddenly opened his mouth.

"What do you know?"

(end of this chapter)