Chapter 1882
"What do you know?"
Chu Boyang stopped, "What?"
"Didn't Ji Qing tell you anything?"
Chu Boyang looked at her for a long time, then showed a faint smile, "What do you want to know about what she said to me?"
Ji Fengmian's face was stained with a little anger.
"What do you think she said that made you care, I want to know what!"
Chu Boyang's expression was light, "I don't care if you care in Ji Qing's mouth."
Ji Fengmian choked.
"If you don't tell me, you definitely don't want me to know. If you don't want me to know, I don't want to know."
Ji Fengmian pursed her lips and pondered briefly.
"You can't give me what I want most. Although I care about those things, I don't think it's okay if I don't satisfy them."
Chu Boyang shook his head without speaking.
That sentence he said too many times.
No way, except what she wanted most.
"...Chu Boyang, would you believe me if I said I'd let you go and I don't hate you?"
She was silent for a while, looking up at Chu Boyang's face quietly.
But there was no surprise, surprise, or surprise on that face.
Just after hearing her words, there was a small smile.
"I don't believe it. How could you not hate me? You just want to tell me that I don't have to make up for you, and then let you go? You are right to hate me, you hate me... I will feel better in my heart. "
He deserves to be punished, and her hatred is the best punishment for him.
Ji Fengmian clenched his teeth tightly, clasping his hands together tightly.
Inexplicably, my heart began to feel sour.
"So what exactly do you want?"
She really didn't know what to do.
He stubbornly refused to let her go.
He wanted to entangle her for the rest of his life, but he wanted her to hate him.
What the **** is this?
How to end this morbid relationship?
"That's it, you do something to make yourself happy every day, and just take the time to deal with me every now and then,"
Ji Fengmian closed his eyes and let out a long breath.
The two of them are now in a cage of dissatisfaction with thorns.
Even if they struggle for half a point, both sides will be scarred.
She stood up slowly, threw her shawl on the bed, and walked towards the bathroom.
"Chu Boyang, don't force me."
The pain in Chu Boyang's eyes seemed to be innate.
He can only force her now.
The next day, Ji Fengmian did not plan to go to Shengjing Manor.
Chu Juncheng came early in the morning with two strangers.
She came back after watering the flowers, but there was a lot of trouble upstairs.
She listened carefully for a while, except for Chu Boyang's deep voice that made people roll, she couldn't hear anything else.
turned his head and asked the maid beside him who was pale with fright, "What's wrong?"
The servant shook his head, "No...I don't know. But Mr. seems to dislike seeing the doctor..."
Doctor?
Ji Fengmian's eyes flashed, probably knowing something.
Chu Boyang was so troubled that Chu Juncheng could only bring two psychiatrists out of the study, and several people were a little embarrassed.
Chu Juncheng's cheeks were a little red and swollen.
Ji Fengmian came out of the bedroom and happened to meet him.
Chu Juncheng looked at her neatly dressed and her hair meticulously groomed.
"where are you going?"
"Have someone to have dinner with you at noon."
"Who?"
Ji Fengmian's eyebrows moved, "I don't know."
Chu Juncheng narrowed his eyes, "Aunt Ji, I know that you always do things as you please, so I won't forgive you. How the two of you want to have the easiest life in the future depends on how you think. You have him in your heart, and you know him. For your feelings, why do you have to force both of you into a dead end? Are you willing to waste time like this?"
"Why should I forgive a person who made a mistake and caused me harm? I also think it's a waste of time. Instead of accusing me here and convincing me to let me let go of the past, you might as well persuade him to let him let me go."
Chu Juncheng rubbed his temples with two fingers.
"To be honest, if it were me, I knew that Miss Shen Fanxing might be your daughter and his daughter, I would definitely come back and take custody back, and you don't have to stay in the Shen family for so many years!"
Ji Fengmian's face suddenly sank.
Chu Juncheng continued: "If the Shen family knew that you lied to them in the first place, what would have happened? If this kind of thing is exposed, what face do you have in Pingcheng? If you are not afraid that his appearance will make you mistake him for him If you are not afraid that you will hate him more, do you think... your daughter will be today? Marry Bo Jingchuan and have a pair of children?
A single thought will completely change the outcome of a matter, just like when he wanted to save the two of you and chose to shoot you! Then one thought, and you lost your child. Then if you didn't choose to hide your pregnancy from him at the beginning, this matter may be another result!
Take ten thousand steps back, if you didn't lose that child, would you choose to forgive him? I don't think you will either. But what exactly do you want? Want him to choose to shoot another pregnant woman who he knew had a heart attack? "
Chu Juncheng sneered, "Can't you tolerate the season?"
Ji Fengmian's face turned pale and his body trembled faintly.
She lifted her eyes and looked at Chu Juncheng, "So, it's my fault to hold on to the past. His choice is the most correct choice. I'm the one who will take revenge for the cruelty..."
"Did he ask you to forgive him?" Chu Boyang interrupted him, "He has become like this now, do you think he forgives himself?"
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"He didn't have the right choice."
Ji Fengmian's body froze suddenly.
"If you were in his position, what would you choose? Would you choose to live the happy life you thought you would carry with Ji Qing's life on your back? Did he feel happy or did you feel happy? Or did you choose to hurt you like his choice? ? Which of these two options is correct?
I have no right to accuse you, you are the biggest victim of this matter, whether you complain or hate, it is all right. It's just... I just think it's boring for you to be like this. Not only are you unwilling to let go of each other, but you also haven't let go of yourself. There is no past that can't get through, you really want to be together, and you don't have that much time to think about what happened in the past. After all, how many years will you be together? "
Ji Fengmian's eyes flashed.
The Mayor of Chu Jun exhaled a long breath and said probably the most emotional and longest remarks in his life.
"That's all I have to say, I apologize to you for anything wrong, and I won't mention it again in the future."
After that, he left the villa.
Ji Fengmian stood there for a long time, trying to lift his feet to the sofa, but his feet were so soft that he almost fell.
Hold on to the armrests of the sofa and slowly sit down on the sofa.
His head was buzzing, and his chest was suffocating.
There are some things that she didn't take into consideration back then.
However, because of the loss of her child, she turned all those things into the sharpest weapon for revenge Chu Boyan.
Now being told by others, it is how wrong she is.
Ah.
There are so many reasons for him, Chu Boyang.
I don't know how long I have been sitting on the sofa, Chu Boyang came down from the upstairs, saw her appearance, and walked quickly to her.
"What's wrong? What's wrong?"
Ji Fengmian looked up at him, still handsome, slender and straight, with various traces on his body that had been deposited over the years.
She remembered that not long ago she heard how he and Chu Juncheng were tossing upstairs.
Now this well-dressed look, it seems that everything just now is her illusion.
reached out and pushed his hand away, she slowly stood up, "...I made an appointment to have lunch with someone, and I'm going out now."
Chu Boyang reached out and grabbed her, "I'll take you there."
"No, there is a driver."
"I'll take you there!" Chu Boyang insisted.
Ji Fengmian stopped talking.
Chu Boyang followed.
Ji Fengmian's destination is a specialty Chinese restaurant.
Chu Boyang got out of the car first and opened the door for her.
"I don't know when it will end, but it shouldn't be too short. You can go back first if you can't wait, or go shopping elsewhere."
glanced at the quaint facade in front of him, Chu Boyang pursed his lips, "You... who do you want to meet?"
Ji Fengmian was expressionless, turned and walked towards the teahouse, leaving three words lightly.
"do not know."
But Chu Boyang silently followed after.
Ji Fengmian went up to the second floor and was greeting another man in the rest area on the second floor with a dull expression.
"Sorry, I'm late."
The man stood up, in a suit and leather shoes, with a tall and slender figure, about the same age as them, with a refined temperament and a clean and handsome face.
"It's okay, please take a seat."
The man smiled and pulled out the chair for Ji Fengmian.
"thanks."
Two people then start ordering.
Chu Boyang stood at the door, his hands clenched into fists.
The waiter at the door stepped up and asked him suspiciously.
He stood for a long time with a sullen face, then turned around and left the restaurant.
Standing in the doorway, he finally grinds a cigarette out of his pocket.
The hands holding the lighter were trembling visibly, and he lit the cigarette a few times.
A puff of cigarettes is strong and long.
The blue smoke he exhaled blurred his entire face.
A tall and straight body wrapped in a blue windbreaker looked cold and stern in the cold wind.
Ji Fengmian looked down through the window and could only see the top of the man's head and body, not knowing what his expression was like at the moment.
looked back lightly, she answered the man's question with a calm expression.
The man opposite has no problem with his temperament and conversation.
The friend introduced by Bo Jingchuan, she naturally did not dare to find someone to stand in front of her.
After the meal, Ji Fengmian didn't say much, but the man's words were already revealing the arrangements for the next meeting.
Ji Fengmian did not refuse either.
just finally rejected the other party's proposal to send her home.
Chu Boyang stood beside the car, watching the two of them come down side by side, the muscles on his face throbbing with restraint.
Ji Fengmian approached, he opened the car door, but the man raised his hand to block the top of the car door, put one hand on Ji Fengmian's arm, and protected her from getting into the car.
(end of this chapter)