By the side of the road -
without hesitation or scruple, Yin hanruo held out her hands around Liu Yanbo and gently pulled him into her arms.
Surrounded by snow, a couple embrace each other
What a warm and beautiful picture this should be, just like the fairy tale people are looking forward to, right?
In fact, it's really warm enough, but what's not enough is that there is a deep sadness between them, and most of them are from Liu Yanbo -
he is really tired.
Liu Yanbo seemed to have lost all his strength. He put his head on Yin hanruo's shoulder, and his body's center of gravity leaned on her to maintain balance and stand firm.
At this moment, he is like a pool of mud, soft and prone to the appearance, not a living person should have the spirit.
In addition, Liu Yanbo had lived through 14 painful New Year's Eve alone, and also experienced 14 times of embarrassment on the first day of the first lunar month. However, in the previous 13 times, no one's embarrassment can be compared with this one, because --
whether he admits it or not, he is no longer living alone.
This time, when Liu Yanbo got rid of that lingering nightmare, he not only had to take care of himself who was physically and mentally exhausted, but also had to consider how to explain to Yin hanruo when he came back, explain his absence without saying goodbye, explain his wounds, explain
And these, in the previous 13 times, he did not need to do, and he never did. At that time, he only needed to lie in place like a corpse to recover himself. If one day was not enough, it would be two days, if two days were not enough, three days, until he could stand up with a smile.
But now -
he has a lot of thoughts, so he can only hold himself up, and in the first time after getting rid of him, he can not stop returning from another city to Haishi, and then he will strengthen those strong people who will be broken when they touch and hold up
But at this moment, he didn't need to think about anything. He completely emptied himself, and put down those pretending to be strong. He murmured: "it will be good in a while, it will be good after a while..."
At this moment, Yin hanruo didn't make a sound of comfort. She just hugged Liu Yanbo tightly and warmed the cold he was bearing.
I don't know how long it took for Yin hanruo to tell herself that she was almost unable to support Liu Yanbo's weight, but her ear rang out his other words: "binshao, did you tell them all?"
Yin hanruo felt that the weight of the support was much lighter, but she did not feel relieved. Instead, she held Liu Yanbo closer. She said with tears: "yes, brother Bai bin, he told me everything."
At this time, Liu Yanbo had fully supported his own weight and stood up straight. He looked at the tears on Yin hanruo's cheek. Finally, he could not help wiping away the tears for her with his hands, and said softly, "I'm sorry, you're worried."
"Why don't you tell me?" What Yin hanruo wants to hear is not sorry, because she doesn't blame him, she just blames him. "From the day we got married, whether it's your past or your present, it's my responsibility, isn't it?"
Liu Yanbo once said this to Yin hanruo, so she said it to him word by word. She wanted him to know that you can do my duty as a husband and I can do my duty as a wife.
Liu Yanbo looked at her and saw the sincerity in her eyes. He just felt more guilty and said, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, but I can't say it, because I can't control myself."
After so many years, Liu Yanbo has talked about it in front of others. He once talked to others, hoping to get help, but the result was a killing.
That time, he killed the man who was willing to listen to him, a kind and wise old man. That was the biggest crime he had ever committed in his life. He didn't want to happen again.
Yin hanruo didn't know, so she didn't understand. But she saw deep regret and different grief in Liu Yanbo's eyes, so she didn't want to complain and ask again, because she didn't want to make him more painful, which was not what she wanted to know.
"I don't ask, I don't ask..." Yin hanruo held Liu Yanbo's face in his hands, held up his head and said, "Liu Yanbo, look at me, look at me. Can I take you home?"
"Go home?" Liu Yanbo looks at Yin hanruo, and his thoughts struggle back and forth between reality and memory.
"Yes, go home!" Yin hanruo nodded firmly: "I'll take you home, we'll go home now!"
Going home -
this is a wonderful word and a happy thing.
If a person has a home to go back to, no matter how much wind, frost, snow and rain he has outside, and no matter how hard and rough his life is, he is still a person with happiness.
Liu Yan once lost his happiness, and now he has lost it.Liu Yanbo went home. Yin hanruo took him by the hand and led him step by step towards their home. Every step was firm and steady happiness.
Pushing open the door of his family -
a warm feeling that was warmer than the sun rushed in an instant, wrapping Liu Yanbo in it, warming his body and mind and healing his pain.
"Elder brother Liu ~" Lin Xue ran over crying and hugged Liu Yanbo and plunged into his arms.
In the past New Year's Eve, Lin Xue was no less worried than any of them, because she had lost all her dearest and dearest people. She could imagine how much pain Liu Yanbo had suffered in the past 14 years.
She knew that the pain like this was enough to destroy anyone, but she really didn't want to lose her brother Liu, who treated her as a close relative.
Bai bin and Huang Ma also came around. Liu Yanbo looked at the tears on their faces and their eyes that had already been crying red. He felt that there was a warm current in his body, just like a raging flood. He opened his mouth, but he wanted to stop. Then he opened his mouth again and said, "binshao, Huang Ma, I'm sorry, I made you worry."
At this time, what should he say? What can we say?
Liu Yanbo doesn't know. He only knows that what he wants to say is more than that. He has thousands of words in his heart that he wants to say to them, but every sentence seems to get stuck in his mouth and get stuck in his throat, which makes him feel flustered and makes him
Pao ~
before Bai bin and Huang Ma had time to comfort them, what they wanted to say just came to their mouth, but Liu Yanbo suddenly spat out blood and fainted in the dark
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