When Liu Yanbo woke up, it was the dead of night in the early morning.
When he opened his eyes, his eyes were as dull as the first recovery from a serious illness, but there was no decadence and sadness when he just came back. Then he saw her, and saw Yin hanruo, whose head was propped up by his hands by the bedside, but was already shaking.
He looked at her -
looking at her unadorned face full of fatigue, and looking at her eyebrows, which were still unable to stretch out in her sleep, he suddenly felt very relieved.
Liu Yan moved, carefully wanted to get up, but still startled Yin hanruo. At this time, her nerves seemed to be extremely sharp. She opened her eyes at the same time when the quilt was lifted. Although she was still sleepy and tired when she woke up, her eyes suddenly had the joy and excitement of releasing the burden. She looked at him and asked gently, "you are awake, How are you feeling now? "
Liu Yanbo sat up, leaned back against the head of the bed and said, "I feel good, but I'm a little thirsty."
"Don't move. I'll pour it."
Yin hanruo went to pick up a cup of boiled water and carefully put some sugar into it. Liu Yanbo suffered from hypoglycemia, which she had known for a long time.
The water is very hot and not suitable for the entrance. In order to speed up the heat dissipation, Yin hanruo changes the cup of sugar water back and forth with two cups and blows it with his mouth from time to time. Like all virtuous wives in the world, he is considerate and considerate.
Liu Yanbo watched quietly, smiling like the sun.
When you are sick, someone will take care of and accompany you. This is probably one of the most beautiful aspects of marriage, right?
When the water temperature was moderate, Liu Yanbo reached out his hands, which had been wrapped in bandages, like zongzi, and wanted to pick it up. However, Yin hanruo resolutely refused: "I told you not to move. The doctor said that what you need most now is more rest. "
After drinking a whole cup of sugar water with Yin hanruo's help, Liu Yanbo breathed a long sigh of relief, then licked his lips that met the dew after a long drought, and said with a faint smile, "this is the best time for me to rest."
He is telling the truth.
But Yin hanruo didn't buy it. After conveniently placing the cup on the bedside table, he bluntly said, "before you, it was not rest, it was coma."
Liu Yanbo said with a smile, "how long have I been in a coma?"
Yin hanruo looked at his watch and replied truthfully, "ten hours."
Hearing this, Liu Yanbo twisted his upper body from side to side, moving his muscles and bones, and said, "for such a long time, it's no wonder that all my bones are soft and prone, and the thief is uncomfortable."
After getting along for such a long time, Yin hanuo still knew Liu Yanbo to some extent. The thief said strongly, "don't look for such a bad reason. You can lie down and have a good sleep."
"I can't sleep." Liu Yanbo can only truthfully say: "besides, you look like you need a good sleep more than I do now."
"You sleep in bed and I'll make the floor."
After that, Yin hanruo got up and made a floor for herself. She really needs a good sleep now. In the past two days, she has not been much easier than Liu Yanbo.
Liu Yanbo did not insist on letting the bed out. Now, he is no longer as stubborn as before, and he will not give others what he thinks is good.
Ten hours -
whether it's coma or rest, it's a long period of time, enough for a person who is physically and mentally exhausted to recover.
Liu Yanbo once again lies down on the bed, but he is in such a good spirit that he can't sleep at all. Now he wants to talk to Yin hanruo more, but he doesn't know where to start, because he is very clear that what she wants to hear is probably what he doesn't want to talk about.
"Liu Yanbo, how long have you not been back?" Yin hanruo asked with a quilt.
Go back?
Where to go?
At this moment, of course, Liu Yanbo understood what Yin hanruo was asking. He was silent for a moment and hissed: "in 14 years, from the moment I chose to flee, I never dare to go back."
"When you went to see a psychologist last time, you said that you would be ready for treatment after Qingming Festival this year. Did you decide to go back before that?" Yin hanruo asked again.
Liu Yanbo gave a gentle "um" sound, which was exactly what he intended.
Yin hanruo made the floor, but he didn't lie down in a hurry. Instead, he got up and went to the bed again. He sat on the edge of the bed and said, "I'll go back with you then."
As soon as she said this, Liu Yanbo's face suddenly changed. Her expression was full of panic, and her attitude was resolute: "no way!"
Why?
Yin hanruo didn't ask because she had probably guessed the reason why he was afraid that his emotions would get out of control and hurt the people around him.
Yin hanruo's heart was not shaken by this, but his attitude was even more irresistible: "Liu Yanbo, you are not a good son, but I want to be a good daughter-in-law."
What kind of daughter-in-law is good?
In the eyes of parents, you don't need to be filial to them. As long as you can accompany their sons to help each other for the rest of their lives, this should be the best.The so-called husband and wife -
shouldn't they have been in the same boat?
However, Liu Yanbo shook his head and looked at Yin hanruo, whose eyes were firm and serious. He was scared because he had no confidence in himself in this matter.
what happened on that new year's Eve is the only psychological flaw of Liu Yanbo and he can't control himself.
Yin hanruo certainly knows this. In fact, after learning this from Bai bin, in her opinion, Liu Yanbo has done a good enough job. After experiencing such changes, anyone may not be able to do better than him.
but she still hopes that he can do better and needs him to do better.
"Liu Yanbo, do you have so little confidence in yourself?" Yin hanruo took Liu Yanbo's bandaged hand and said gently and firmly: "even if you don't have confidence in yourself, you should have confidence in me and us, because we are husband and wife."
"As I said, you are no longer alone now." Yin hanruo then said: "so, if you want to adapt to the present life, and want to get out of the haze of your past, you should learn to get used to not bear your emotions alone."
"In the past, I can't control you, but now you, no matter what you are going to face, I hope you can remember one point, at least -"
"you still have me."
Yin hanruo said it very affectionately. She had never said such affectionate words to a man before. Even the iron hearted Liu Yanbo could not help but soften. He looked at her and said bitterly, "I'm just afraid of..."
"You are afraid that your emotions will be out of control. You are afraid that if you lose control, you will hurt me. If you are afraid that I am out of control, you can only do nothing, right?" Yin hanruo said first: "do you know what I'm afraid of?"
Liu Yanbo shook his head.
There were some changes in Yin hanruo's look, including heartache, self blame, and a trace of grief that could not be dispelled. She said softly, "I'm afraid that every time you come back in a dazed state, I don't know what it is for. I'm afraid there are feelings about you, I want to know from others. It scares me a thousand times more than I can do nothing, because I can't do anything to make me do better, but I can't help it if I don't know. "
"Liu Yanbo, I'm not as useless as you think. I'm no longer the little girl who used to dream of a princess in fairy tales. You don't need to create a sunny and beautiful world for me. This is not what I want now, do you understand?"
Liu Yanbo nodded, and he really understood.
Yin hanruo held his hand tightly again, full of sincere pleading: "so, on the day you decide to go back, please take me with you, OK?"
OK?
Liu Yanbo wanted to say "no", but in the face of such a sincere Yin hanruo at the moment, he could not say the word anyway.
After struggling for a long time in his heart, Liu Yanbo finally said with difficulty: "good."
His promise was so helpless that anyone could hear it.
But what Liu Yanbo doesn't know is that sometimes he has no choice but to be brave.
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