Chapter 2252

That beam of light is so bright, so beautiful, so pure and flawless.

And his whole body was dirty, in comparison, it was a world of difference, two extremes.

Standing beside her, he suddenly felt inferior, wondering whether he had soiled her hands or defiled her.

He didn't know why, she was obviously a girl about her age, but it made him feel extremely inferior, especially when he saw his dark hands, when he got up from the ground, he quickly let go, he didn't want to Dirty her, he felt unworthy, both body and soul.

"What's the matter with you?" The little girl was thrown away suddenly, feeling very strange, her big eyes twinkled like stars in the sky, he thought it was very beautiful, as if she could talk, it was him The most beautiful eyes I have ever seen in my memory.

He withdrew his hand and wiped it on his body. At first he didn't even dare to look her in the eyes. He also stammered, and he seemed embarrassed, "I... I'm dirty... Afraid, Afraid of getting it Dirty you."

She didn't lie with her eyes open and told him it wasn't dirty, but she didn't dislike him at all, "It's okay, just wash it later."

She was so sincere, she didn't mind at all, instead she took his hand again, "Come on, you're dirty, I'll take you to wash it."

However, the more pure and flawless she is, the more dirty he feels. He wants to get close to him, but subconsciously resists getting close to her, probably because he knows in his heart that they are not from the same world, so He was afraid of having any extravagant hopes, afraid that this was just an unrealistic dream, and when he woke up, there would be nothing left.

People are like this, if they have not been exposed to sunlight, they will get used to living in the dark, but if they see it, can they still live in the dark? People are greedy, he is afraid that he will grab the beam of light recklessly, and then drag her down from the sky and turn her into something as dirty as him, so he is unwilling, he resists, and he shrinks back .

Because he would rather that she would always be that beam of light, even if she was out of reach, it didn't matter, so he shook off her hand fiercely, endured the severe pain in his body, and dragged his fat body without saying anything , her footsteps were unsteady, but she ran away quickly, escaped from here, and escaped from her side.

"Hey, classmate, what are you running for, classmate?"

The girl's anxious voice came from behind, but even so, her voice was still beautiful, sweet, and thorough, and it remained in his memory forever, the deepest part of memory.

But no matter how the girl called him behind him or called him, he didn't look back.

He didn't want to look back, and he didn't dare to look back.

It wasn't until he ran to the bathroom in one breath and stood in front of the mirror that he stopped panting.

Subconsciously raised his head and looked at himself in the mirror, even he couldn't help but want to sigh, it's so ugly.

Yes, it’s really ugly. He looks really ugly now. When he was a child, he had a serious illness and stayed in the hospital for a long time. He received injections and oral hormone drugs all year round, which caused his thin body to start to swell. He became fatter day by day, and his whole body, including his face, was covered with disgusting fat. Even when he was walking, he could feel the flesh on his body trembling.

Especially now, he was bullied and beaten, his face was bruised and purple, and his face, which was already fat, now seemed to be swollen into the ugliest pig's head. Well, pigs are prettier than him, and pigs are not as embarrassed as he is now, so how dare he approach such a pure, lovely, innocent girl?

He would only want to escape with low self-esteem, for fear that his own existence would tarnish her beauty. He should stay away from such a girl, the farther away the better, even if he sneaks a glance at her, it won't work. Otherwise, he is used to seeing beautiful things, and he is afraid that he will not be able to stay in the darkness any longer, and he will try to break free from the cage and escape from the world that should belong to him.

The pig-headed face in the mirror was lost in thought. He reached out his hand almost instinctively, touched the ugly face that belonged to him, and then touched the wound, and immediately grinned in pain, so the wrinkled pig-headed face almost Making himself sick from looking at it, he finally closed his eyes and decided not to look at himself anymore, so he turned on the faucet, endured the pain, washed his face with a few handfuls of cold water, wiped his face with his sleeve, and left the bathroom.

As soon as he walked out, his ugly face made the little girl in the first grade who was walking by the road start to cry, "Brother, there are monsters, so scary, woo..."

While crying, the little girl threw herself into her brother's arms, trembling with fright, "Brother, I'm really afraid if the monster will take me away, brother, protect me, I don't want to be taken away by the monster, woo... ..."

But in just a few seconds, the little girl was crying out of breath. Not surprisingly, his brother was enraged and yelled at him, "Ugly, what are you doing here? You're not happy!" Get out, you're scaring my sister to tears, if you don't get out, you'll see how I deal with you!"

"Get out!"

The little boy waved his fist at him, threatening him ferociously. He has experienced this situation too many times. At the beginning, he would feel sad, resist, or feel guilty. Now no matter how he is scolded or humiliated by others He won't resist him, or beat him in any way, and he won't feel anything. He just buried his head in a hurry and left against the wall in disgrace.

After he had left, he heard the child crying. It seemed that he was really frightened. He was afraid of being caught by a monster, and he was even more afraid that he would not be able to sleep at night and have nightmares, while her brother was always comforting her. She kept coaxing her, "Hey, it's okay, don't cry, he's not a monster, he just looks a little ugly, sister, don't be afraid."

"Also, even if he is a monster, so what? Isn't my brother here? My brother will protect you, so it is impossible for him to catch you. If he wants to catch you, my brother will beat him away. How many sisters do I have?" You are so obedient, as long as your brother is here, no one will try to take you away, so be good, don’t cry anymore, brother will take you to buy lollipops, you don’t like lollipops the most, eat them Don't cry, okay?"

Hearing the lollipop, the little girl burst into laughter immediately. The previous appearance of crying out of fear disappeared with the word lollipop, "Well, then brother will take me to buy it now."

"Go, go, go right away!"

He turned his head and saw the back of the boy holding his sister, and the two happily went to buy lollipops. For a moment, he felt infinitely emotional. Look, everyone in this world has people who love him, but he doesn't.

He seemed to have jumped out of a crack in the rocks. He had no father or mother, and no one would be in pain. No one even wanted to step on him, as if only by stepping on him in the dirt could they feel a little more balanced in their hearts.

It's the so-called psychological balance. What he heard the most since he was a child is, how can he be worthy of being the young master of the Jiang family with this pig's head? It means that the fate is not good, otherwise, no matter what, it is better than this pig.

Thinking of this, the corners of his lips pulled a bitter arc, and at the same time, he heard a girl's voice not far away, "Enen, why are your hands so dirty?"

"It was done by accident. Just wash it. Besides, I don't think it's too dirty." The voice that answered was very familiar.

Just ten minutes ago, he had heard it and fled from her.

But he selfishly remembered her voice, her appearance, and her name.

The little follower said that her name was Gu Nuoen, she was the son of Gu Yebai, and she had an older brother named Gu Nancheng. He just said it once, but he already remembered it very clearly.

Gu Nuoen, Gu Nuoen, what a nice name, what a beautiful daughter, everything is nice, the only bad thing is that he dirty her hands, but she doesn't dislike it at all.

In fact, he would rather she be disgusted, like everyone else, disgusted by him, disgusted by him, and even cried by him, but she is not, she has never met her before, but she doesn't dislike him at all. He stood up and held his head, and every word he said to him was so sincere, without any hypocrisy.

If there is anyone in this world who has ever been sincere to him, it is this girl named Gu Nuoen. She is the first one, and she will be the only one in her heart in the following life. No one can replace her.

So, he hurriedly ran away and hid under a big tree outside the bathroom. He knew that he couldn't do anything, but he was there by mistake, watching her secretly, for fear of being discovered, like in TV dramas, Like a pervert with a dark heart, he secretly observed the little girl who had never met before but was willing to lend a helping hand to him.

Seeing her friend frowned in disgust, "Huh? It's not dirty, it's full of mud, go wash it off, and your body smells bad too, er, why did you go there? I have never smelled this smell on you, you have always been fragrant, but now there is a strange smell."

It stinks, a strange smell, it's all from him, he just said, he shouldn't get close to her, it made her dirty and stinky, even her good friend Disgusted, he drooped his head in frustration, lowered his brows and eyes, and felt very uncomfortable in his heart.

"Is there? Why didn't I smell it?" Enen said, pulling off her clothes and smelling it, and took a deep sniff twice.

Don't smell it, it stinks, he knows it stinks, don't smell it anymore.

The feeling of inferiority made him growl in his heart, wanting to stop her actions. He really stinks. It was his senior classmates who bullied him and poured soup on him. Now that the weather is so hot, the natural smell is very strong, contaminating her Body, not surprising at all.

However, at this moment, he heard her voice and said to her little sister, "It really doesn't smell bad, Kiki, stop talking nonsense in the future, I don't have any strange smell on me."

"I'm not talking nonsense, you must have done something before, that's why you smell so bad."

"Stop it, stop it, if I say no, then I won't. As for what I'm going to do." She put her fingers on her lips, her big eyes were curved, and when she smiled, they became beautiful crescents. "This is a secret. I didn't tell you."

"Okay, don't talk about falling down, anyway, you have a secret to me now, er, you don't kiss me anymore, not like when you were a child." The man pursed his mouth and said angrily, in the words And complain.

Enen quickly explained, "It's nothing, Qiqi, why are you always thinking wildly recently, let me tell you, don't do this in the future, otherwise if I hear it again, I will be angry."

"Then I will forcefully believe you once. Anyway, we said we would be friends for life, you can't forget it."

"Never forget." Enen promised.

Then the man laughed, "Hmph, that's not too bad."

After the words fell, he seemed to think of something, and said again, "Enen, I'll go to your house to do my homework in the afternoon. I don't know how to do a lot of questions recently. I want Brother Nancheng to help me."

Brother Nancheng, Enen's brother, Gu Nancheng.

Before, he had heard this name from the mouth of the little follower who bullied him.

En En readily agreed, "Okay, okay, then you two can learn. If you don't understand, just ask him. His grades are good, and he can do all kinds of questions. The teachers and classmates praise him as a genius." , with him here, I don’t have to worry about you studying.”

Speaking of this, he was a little distressed, "As for me, let me forget it. I am not born to read, and I feel sleepy as soon as I open a book. Just give you what you want to learn. Anyway, in terms of learning, my parents don’t care about me. My brother also follows my temperament. I don’t care if my grades are good or not.”

It turns out that a girl who looks so obedient and obedient doesn't like studying, but why even her appearance of not loving studying is so cute in his eyes. He hides behind a big tree with a pair of eyes, staring at her greedily.

"You..." The man poked En En's brow lightly with his index finger, "It's because everyone is too used to you and loves you so much that they spoil you like this, you have to change, and..."

Having said that, the other party raised his head inadvertently, and his gaze fell on him in an unbiased manner, and his eyes met.

Oops, found out!

His body stiffened instantly, and he swallowed nervously. He hoped that the other party would only treat him as a passer-by, but he didn't know if his current appearance was too insignificant. After finding her, the other party's eyes widened and he screamed in horror, "Well, there is a pervert, a pervert!"

"He's hiding behind a big tree and has been peeking at us. Hurry up and call the teacher. There are perverts in the school. It's scary!"

He was the one who scolded him perverted. Needless to say, he knew how perverted and terrifying his behavior was, so it was not surprising that others were frightened.

At the same time, a pair of big eyes swept over, "Where is it?"

His nervous heart was pounding, his breathing was short of breath, his whole body was trembling, and he was a little dazed. He even forgot to hide behind the big tree when she looked over, and put his pig-headed face and fat body Hiding her body tightly, don't be found by her, don't be seen by him.

However, because of his slow reaction, the other party has already seen him, those big eyes are staring at him firmly at this moment, like grapes, extremely beautiful, even after seeing him clearly, they glanced up and down slightly, With a taste of scrutiny.

After all, she found him and knew that he was hiding under the big tree to peep at her. What was she thinking in her heart now? She must feel very disgusted. Did she really dislike him? When he was being bullied, extending a helping hand to him caused such a pervert and disaster?

She was originally the only one who didn't dislike him, is it true that at this moment, his only one is gone, and will disappear with his voyeuristic behavior this time?

Will she never smile at him again from now on?

It must be, if you think about it in another way, if he is Enen now, he will also be disgusted and hate a pig's head, peeping at her lewdly.

So once he thinks differently, he can't stand anymore, and his heart can't stop being overwhelmed, with mixed feelings, and he can't wait to slap his face with two big mouths, Jiang Yifan, Jiang Yifan, what are you doing? What are you doing, what were you doing just now, do you know that because of your temporary selfishness, you lost your one and only.

"Enen, what are you doing in a daze, let's go find that pervert, hand it over to the teacher, and let the school expel him!" After that, the man led Enen's lead and ran over here.

No, I can't be caught by them. He subconsciously took a step back, and then took a step back. When the two of them got closer and closer, he finally came back to his senses. Without thinking, he turned around and ran away. .

He only had one thought, not to be caught by Enen, not to let her see such a disgusting side of himself, he couldn't face it, he could only run away desperately.

"Classmate, classmate, don't run away!"

En En's anxious voice came from behind, but he just ran, running like crazy, the flesh all over his body was rolling up and down because of running too fast, it seemed that the school uniform couldn't cover so much flesh, he thought Well, she must hate him, so let's hate him, anyway, he is used to it, even if his light is only less than half an hour, he is satisfied.

As for the future, the big deal is that he will continue to live in the darkness forever, anyway, he has long been used to the darkness, and it doesn’t matter if there is sunlight or not. Peeping at him like a pervert.

Today he was lucky and ran away. Otherwise, if he was caught by them and sent to the teacher, the consequences would be unimaginable. He would probably be turned from a fat man in his mouth to a pervert in the future. He always ignored him I am afraid that from now on, his family members will see him as more and more ashamed.

"Student, I won't hurt you, I won't hand you over to the teacher, don't run away..."

Running too fast, the wind was too strong, and he couldn't hear the words behind him clearly.

I just thought it was because he was too fat, and now he was hallucinating because he was running too fast and his head lacked oxygen, so he couldn't believe it, and didn't dare to stop, so he let himself run forward and keep running , throwing away the two girls, stumbled along the way, bumped into many people, and suffered a lot of scolding, finally couldn't run anymore. In a corner where no one was around, his body fell straight down, limp on the ground.

Panting heavily, the world was spinning in front of his eyes, he just collapsed here, drowsy, no one paid attention to him, even if the class bell rang, no one would come to him, let alone care about him, he It doesn't matter whether he goes to class or not, he is here, alone, curled up in this corner, and after nearly two classes, he tidied up his clothes and returned to the classroom in a mess.

Sure enough, no one cared about him, why didn't he attend two classes, some women stayed away from him in disgust, and when they saw that he was still far away, they already covered their noses and kept him away, while the boys were full of curses , humiliation, fortunately, the male students in the class didn’t do much physical work, and those who punched and kicked him were all from higher grades than him. The classmates just didn’t want to see him, and when they were upset, they took He's just an inflator.

The days have not changed much since that day, he still lives in his own world, in the darkness, day after day, only occasionally, those big watery eyes will appear in front of his eyes, gently looking towards him. He stretched out his hand and cared about him, "Student, are you okay?"

Although later, her impression of him still completely changed, and she began to disgust him after he peeped, but his memory of her seemed to stay in the best moment, the most beautiful moment forever, no matter what he did Hard work, can't forget.

I thought that their lives would never intersect, and the school is so big, there are more than ten classes for each age, and he never participated in any group activities, except when eating and going to the bathroom, when he could not go out to show his face and cause trouble, he He would never go out, even to eat, he seldom went to the cafeteria, or occasionally went to the cafeteria to knock over, but also avoided eating.

But he basically can't eat anything, usually even if he hides, he can't eat a few mouthfuls, and he will encounter someone who finds fault and kick his food over. This time, it is no exception. After a beating, the lunch box in his hand was kicked far away, and food and soup were spilled everywhere. He still curled up in the corner, admitting silently, until the group of people who bullied him were tired and tired, and felt that it was meaningless , and left cursing.

After waiting for a long time, he licked his injured lips, buried his head low, and went to pick up his own lunch box, but a pair of white hands took the lead, picked up the lunch box first, and helped him put the lid on , "Here, here you are."

It was this voice again, a familiar voice, repeated in the dream.

Since meeting her, he has always had uncontrollable dreams and often hallucinations.

This time, he also took it for granted that it was an illusion.

Looking up instinctively, the girl sighed slightly, "What are you doing in a daze, don't you want the lunch box?"

He glanced at the lunch box, it was covered with oil, and her own hands were also covered with oil, obviously extremely greasy, but she didn't dislike it at all, "By the way, what's your name?"

By the way, what's your name?

His hand that took the lunch box froze, and his jaw line was tense.

It's not a dream, nor an illusion, it's real, she's really standing beside him, her voice is warm, she's asking him what's his name.

He moved his lips and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word, he didn't dare to say it, let alone tell him what his name was, as if his name came out of her mouth, it was all for her A kind of disrespect and humiliation.

It's like her hand, although she just kindly picked up the lunch box for him, even though it wasn't what he wanted, but her hand was really dirty.

Although he was unintentional, he still stained her hands.

Thinking of this, he quickly snatched the lunch box from her hand, "You don't have to worry about my business."

"Why are you so angry?" The girl seemed a little puzzled, and when she tilted her head slightly to look at her, her eyes were full of doubts, which was the kind of innocence and innocence that hadn't been deeply involved in the world.

His heart softened all of a sudden, and he regretted that the few words he said just now were all fierce, "I'm sorry, I just, just..."

What he stuttered was that he couldn't say it for a long time, and the girl didn't wait for his next words, so she asked, "Just what?"

His eyes fell on his oil-stained hands, and he finally made up his mind, and said what was in his heart, "I'm just afraid of getting your hands dirty."

"Ah? Because of this?" The little girl also looked at the oil on her hands, and said nonchalantly, "It's okay, just wipe it off if it gets dirty."

Here we go again, again.

It’s fine to wash it if it’s dirty, it’s fine to wipe it off if it’s dirty, it’s no big deal.

However, what he is afraid of is that once some things are stained, they cannot be washed or wiped clean, such as him.

She was obviously clean and fragrant, but it wasn't worth getting dirty, smelly, and greasy for him.

However, the little girl didn't notice her thoughts at all, "Oops, I forgot to bring a tissue, forget it, just wipe it on my body, anyway, someone will wash the clothes when I go back."

After finishing speaking, he was about to wipe his hands on his body, but fortunately he stopped in time, "Wait!"

"What's wrong?" The little girl was puzzled.

"Don't wipe it on your body, it's dirty." He wiped his hands on his body, then took out a pack of tissues from his pocket, and handed it to her, "Here you are."

"Ah, you brought a tissue. I should have said it earlier. I almost wiped it on my body."

He never took it with him before, and it's useless anyway, it gets dirty after a while, and it's useless to wipe it.

But after getting to know him, this changed for him. Although he didn’t use it himself, he would bring a pack of tissues with him every morning when he went to school. Thought, but never imagined, this day will come true.

She used his paper towel, and he stained her, but it's okay, and now she can wipe it clean again. Seeing the girl wiping her hands carefully, he was very satisfied.

Soon, after wiping her hands clean, she returned the remaining tissue to him, "I've been wanting to ask you, last time I called you, what are you doing so fast? Did you really think that I would hand you over to you?" Give it to the teacher?" (End of this chapter)