Chapter 2253

He raised his eyes in astonishment, and met her big flickering eyes. From the last time we met until now, the innocence in her eyes has never changed, so she doesn't hate him, does that mean?

Yes, that's right, last time he really thought that he was caught peeping at her, and he didn't know how frightened he was. He was afraid that she and her friends would catch him and hand him over to the teacher, and he was even more afraid She hated him, afraid to see disappointment in her eyes, disgust, disgust.

So he ran away, running fast, afraid that he would face all that. He felt that he couldn't accept it, but what the girl said now meant that she never hated him, and she didn't hand him over to the teacher at that time It is intended that the last words he heard at that time were not hallucinations, they were actually heard and existed, right?

"Student, I won't hurt you, I won't hand you over to the teacher, don't run away..."

Her eyes can't lie, so can her actions. Her words are true, and everything is true. Until now, he has completely believed that he is not dreaming.

That's right, how could all this be false? He has nothing, is short, fat, ugly, and is bullied every day, making him dirty and in a mess. Who is Gu Nuoen, Gu Ye? Bai's daughter, the little princess of the Gu family, if such a person is hypocritical, then what is she doing for it? He has nothing to gain. As he is now, others will feel disgusting even if they look at him. What can she want?

She cares about him and treats him sincerely, just to prove one point, she is a very kind girl, so she can't see others bullying others, so she will stand up and help him, even if he is ugly now, she is not I will take it to heart, a kind person will not feel dirty when looking at anything, and it is the same for him.

Realizing this, a huge emotion surged in his heart, as if he had received some kind of favor from God. This girl was the favor bestowed on him by God. In his miserable and dark life, he finally completely Ushered in a ray of light, just like a piece of white paper, pure and flawless.

"What's your expression?" The girl blinked, "Do you think what I said is unbelievable?"

No, although before, he was afraid, so he ran away quickly, but now, he will not be afraid anymore, because he knows that she does not have any malice towards him, and no matter what he looks like, no matter how much he is In embarrassment, she would not hate him, it was her eyes that convinced him and confirmed this.

"I'm serious, I never thought of handing you over to the teacher, but I didn't expect that what I said was so unbelievable." Although the girl was talking to him, she seemed to be talking to herself, slightly Puffing out my cheeks, I couldn't even believe it myself, "It turns out that my sincere face looks so untrustworthy."

Seeing her self-doubting words, he quickly said, "No!"

But what happened next, he couldn't say it no matter what. For so many years, he was used to being ignored and bullied. He had forgotten how to defend himself, and was even afraid to communicate with others. Slowly until now, He felt that he was about to lose the ability to communicate with people, because he didn't know how to talk to her, properly, normally.

On the contrary, when what he wanted to say came to his lips, he didn't know how to organize his words. He was just so bad, and her beauty made him feel inferior. Although she didn't hate him, he didn't dare To get close to her, let alone tell her what is in his heart, for example, he wants to praise her, wants to praise her, but he always feels that when those words come out of his mouth, it is not a compliment, but something Dirty foul language.

"It's nothing..." She seemed to be aware of this, and she had seen through his thoughts, so she was tentatively trying to lure him to speak.

But he had a stupid mouth, and was afraid of tarnishing her purity, so he closed his mouth tightly, refusing to say anything, and he didn't even have the courage to look her in the eye.

"In the future, you can say whatever you want, don't hold back." The girl who has always been carefree, unexpectedly saw him through, she bent down to talk to him, very close to him, "Don't worry Come on, classmate, I don't have any malice towards you, and I won't go out and talk nonsense about what you said to me. "

He is still biting his lip, dare not say a word, God knows how nervous he is, his heart is pounding, his face is hot and hot, his breathing is even more rapid, and his whole chest can't stop Ups and downs, her heart almost jumped out of her chest, because she was too close to him, her body really smelled so good, he finally realized what her friend said last time, you are always Savory.

Sure enough, what her friend said was true. Her body was really fragrant. The faint fragrance completely invaded all his respiratory system after close contact with her. It was as if every cell in him was He could clearly feel the fragrance of her body, and he felt that his breathing was going to be difficult, and his brain seemed to be short of oxygen, and he was about to faint at any time.

He wants to get closer to her, but the remaining rationality keeps reminding him to stay away from her, stay away from her, don't let her get closer, he will go crazy, he will die, God, help , He really couldn't breathe, probably because of the desire to survive, or some other reason drove him, dragging his fat body, shrinking to the corner, half-used tissue in his hand, pinched and deformed by him.

His whole body was covered with sweat, his palms were also covered with sweat, and his lips were trembling slightly.

"Why do I feel that you are afraid of me? I'm so scary?" He didn't speak, but trembled, his heart became more and more congested, and his breathing became more and more difficult. Seeing him like this, she said a little disappointed, "Don't worry Well, although others like to bully you, I won't, so you don't have to be afraid of me. I'm not the kind of bad student who bullies my classmates. I just want to help you, but I didn't expect you to be so scared. sorry."

Needless to say I'm sorry, she's the only one who wants to help him, she's the only one who's true to her, she's done nothing wrong, why should she be down, why should she admit her mistakes, why should she say sorry, shouldn't be, she has no problem , the problem is him, he is timid, cowardly, inferior and sensitive, he is just afraid that if she gets too close to him, he will be so nervous that he will lack oxygen.

Although his current posture is already ugly enough, if he fainted in front of her at this moment because of her close contact, wouldn't it be even more embarrassing, forgive him is really unacceptable, even if he is so ugly, he is selfish He wanted to save the last trace of his dignity and face, at least in front of her.

"Also, if you believe me, if someone bullies you in the future, you can come to class three to look for me, and I will definitely help you. My name is Gu Nuoen. As long as I am here, in this school, I will come to you again in the future." No one can bully you, you know?"

He knew that Gu Yebai's daughter, the jewel in the palm of the Gu family, no one dared to be presumptuous in front of her, and everyone loved her blatantly. She helped, and naturally no one would dare to bully him in school, but how could he have the face, how could he be ashamed?

As a boy, he took the initiative to seek the blessing of a female classmate, and his remaining dignity did not allow it. He probably would rather die than ask her for help, because asking her for help would be better than getting his nose bruised and swollen. , making him feel uncomfortable and painful.

Anyway, he has long been used to being bullied, scolded, and beaten, isn't he?

Forbearance, he passed, but in front of her, forgive him for not being able to bear his own incompetence and cowardice.

"Enen, enen!"

Fortunately, at this time, her friends were looking for her everywhere, calling her name.

"My friend is looking for me, so I'll go first, remember what I said, if someone bullies you, you can come to class three to look for me, and I will definitely help you." After finishing speaking, he left a smile , she left, but in the middle of the walk, she suddenly thought of something, turned back, and forced the lunch box in her hand into his hand, "You didn't eat well, this is for you."

That was her lunch box, and it contained the bento she brought from home. If she gave it to him, what would she eat by herself?

Of course he didn't want to eat her, and he didn't want to let her go hungry, so he instinctively refused, wanting to return the lunch box to her, but she predicted it in advance, as soon as the lunch box was stuffed, he ran away directly, in a hurry , without turning his head, let alone giving him a chance to react, he ran away and disappeared.

Tuliu sat alone on the ground, huddled in the corner, holding her pink, cute bento box, with cute cat patterns on it, just like hers, with big, big eyes, as soft and cute as possible How soft and cute.

He didn't know how long he sat on the ground and looked at the lunch box for a long time. He only knew that the lunch break was over, the school bell had already rang, and his body was almost numb. The bento carefully prepared for her seems to be afraid that she will not be able to eat it well in school. This bento is exquisite and nutritious, and it makes people very appetizing at first glance.

But he was reluctant to eat it, and he was reluctant to destroy this goodness. He just looked at the bento, almost obsessively. He didn't know whether he was looking at the bento, or wanted to see through the bento again that cute, soft, With an infinitely sincere and caring face, he reluctantly took a sip until the temperature of the bento was almost completely cold.

Well, it's delicious. This is the best bento he's ever eaten.

He kept that bento in the refrigerator for a long time, and when it got spoiled and moldy, he couldn't bear to throw it away.

If he hadn't gone abroad in the end, he would probably have seen it rot little by little until it disappeared completely.

In short, when he ate that bento, he swore in his heart that he would change completely and never be that Jiang Yifan who was bullied, ravaged, and kicked.

He will never bear all this cowardly, numb without resistance, silent, he will never again.

He will not curl up in his own turtle shell, but will come out completely and be reborn.

He vowed that he would return all that he had suffered, that he would completely change himself, and that when he stood by her side one day, he would no longer be that embarrassing fat boy, but would be able to walk away with her. Together, Jiang Yifan can make her pay attention completely.

After all these years, the truth is, he did.

He is no longer the fat boy who was so ugly that he could be bullied by others. His name is Jiang Yifan, the Jiang of the Yangtze River, the smooth sailing Yifan.

However, the treasured things in his memory have never changed. Even her lunch box is still kept by him and placed in his secret base. There has never been a day when he wants to throw it away, or is willing to throw it away.

What he discarded was himself back then, not Gu Nuoen and her lunch box.

That was his most precious thing, the beginning of changing his destiny, how could he be willing to discard it?

On the contrary, not only will he not lose it, but he will treasure it forever and forever, and it will not change for a lifetime.

The memories of the past are so clear in my mind. He returned to China half a year ago, transferred to her class, and introduced himself on the podium. The sun was shining brightly, as if he was the best boy in the world, but only he Knowing that he buried all the embarrassment in the past, and the beauty and rebirth of the present are all bestowed by her.

It was this girl named Gu Nuoen who gave him the meaning of life and a new life.

So he became her classmate, sat behind her, and by all means, became her friend, and they were almost inseparable at school.

And after leaving school, when he couldn't see her, he always felt empty, his whole body seemed to lose his strength, and his whole body seemed to be dead. Only looking forward to tomorrow would make his mood better. Only then can he feel that life is meaningful, but who knows how hard it is when he can't see her, even if he has expectations, it's still hard.

Then, today, half a year later, he successfully broke into the interior, came to her home, lived in her home, lived in the same house with her, and he felt closer to her. It was a little closer, but there was one thing that was beyond his expectation. He didn't expect to kill Cheng Yaojin halfway, and he didn't want it. Gu Nancheng offered to ask him to stay in his room. This was indeed something he hadn't expected, and he had miscalculated.

But after getting along for half a year, and observing carefully as a guest at Gu's house today, especially when the two brothers and sisters quarreled so much, it was because of him that he seemed to smell something unusual, and in their words A line, in every move, found clues.

Although he doesn't want to believe it, I'm afraid it's already a fact. Whether he believes it or not, it's impossible to change the fact. Therefore, this trip to Gu's family was not in vain, and he began to feel a sense of crisis. He doesn't say or express, but it doesn't mean there is no such a sense of crisis that has never been seen before. It really makes people feel fresh and exciting. Of course, he is unwilling, but he can't change it.

Then use the best mentality, accept it, and welcome the storm. He has experienced everything, and he has gone through the ghost gate several times. He is already fearless. Naturally, he can say whatever he wants. , Just do whatever you want, it's just that simple, the current Jiang Yifan never likes to take things too complicated, that's just meaningless.

When he came out of the shower, he saw that Gu Nancheng was staring at his mobile phone, and the imperceptible smile on his lips made Jiang Yifan realize something, "Speaking of which, because of Enen, I have known the senior for half a year. It's been a long time, and this is the first time I've seen a senior smile in the past six months."

On this point, Jiang Yifan did not lie. He had seen Gu Nancheng before. When he was in elementary school, when he secretly looked at En En, he saw that she had such a big brother who loved her very much and spoiled her. He always looks cold on the outside, but in front of Enen, he always shows a gentle side, and he can even be said to be obedient and obedient to Enen.

Later, when he went abroad, these things will come to an end for the time being. When he returns to China, they, who were all little kids back then, have grown up, and En En is even more graceful, and is famous in school as a beauty. , and Gu Nancheng's three words are even more ear-piercing. Before he came back, he already knew. The rumors and deeds about him in the school can be said to be endless for three days and three nights.

It's just that when he came back this time, he used the fastest speed to stand beside En En and gained a firm foothold. He and En En Fangya became a golden iron triangle through and through, and established the strongest friendship. Since then, They started to walk out of the school together every day, of course not three people, but four, because Gu Nancheng always came to pick up En En, on time every day, but he never gave him a good face.

In the eyes of outsiders, Gu Nancheng is this kind of virtue. He treats everyone like this, and he is no exception. It is normal. From the perspective of En En and Fang Ya, it is also normal. No one cares about it, and no one thinks about it , but he knew that it was different, because he could feel hostility from Gu Nancheng, although at the beginning he didn't know why, but he was afraid that he would harm his sister.

But over time, especially after school today, everything he has experienced in Gu's family has given him a clue, and he probably knows the reason. He never expected that Gu Nancheng still has such an unspeakable feeling in his heart towards En En. Judging from the reaction just now, this message was undoubtedly sent by Enen. Only Enen can make him feel a little bit emotional, making him look like a living person, not a cold sculpture.

Jiang Yifan thinks that he is already well-rounded, with piercing eyes, and he can never make mistakes when looking at people and things, not to mention this little guess, "Is it the message from Enen, the senior really hurts?" Enen, I feel envious, envious that Enen has such a good brother."

"There's so much nonsense." Gu Nancheng didn't want to listen to it, and he didn't want to talk nonsense with Jiang Yifan. He thought he never liked this person. Just ask who in the world would like a rival in love, and who would be willing to endure nausea and communicate with his rival? Even a person who doesn't like to talk, there is no need to waste time to deal with it now.

Gu Nancheng was not angry, but Jiang Yifan was not angry. He had already taken a shower and came out after drying his hair. When he saw Gu Nancheng lying on one side, occupying one end of the bed, he wisely went to the other end, although he didn't want to. Squeezing with a big man, but there is no way, isn't it impossible to escape, since you can't escape, then just accept it.

Anyway, Jiang Yifan always likes to think on the bright side of things now, he thought, it seems good to be able to get along with Gu Nancheng alone, through his eyes, he should be able to see more things, and dig out more bad things. It seems that there is no harm to him from a known secret, and he can also get to know his rival well. There is no harm at all, so he naturally no longer resists.

But when his ass was just sitting on the bed, he heard the man's cold, temperatureless voice, "Who put you on the bed?"

When these words came out, Jiang Yifan was not surprised, and he understood what Gu Nancheng meant, but he just liked to pretend to be confused, "If you don't sleep on the bed, where can you sleep? I remember that the senior took the initiative to say, let me and you Sleeping, Auntie said it will be crowded, senior you still say no, since it is not crowded, senior made a request again, then I'd rather be respectful than obedient, I'll sleep here."

Jiang Yifan said with a smile, but Gu Nancheng didn't buy it at all, "Who is joking with you? Go sleep on the sofa."

This bed is too crowded for two people. Of course, even if it is not crowded, Gu Nancheng will not sleep on the other side for Jiang Yifan. From the beginning to the end, he never planned to sleep in the same bed with Jiang Yifan. He would never do it anyway. As for what he said in front of Tang Guoer earlier, it was just to deal with her. Now that everyone has dealt with it, there is no need to save Jiang Yifan any more face.

"Ah? Sofa?" Jiang Yifan glanced at the sofa. The leather ones and the Gu family's things are not bad at all, and they look like they can sleep on. But, "Where is the sofa as comfortable as a bed? , I took a look, I’m tall, I can’t even stretch my legs straight when I’m sleeping on the sofa, it’s going to be painful to death, I don’t want it, I’ll just squeeze with you.”

"Only sleep on the sofa." Gu Nancheng's voice was a few degrees colder, and his tone was unquestionable, "Sleep if you want to sleep, or go back if you don't. It's so late, I don't mind having the driver take you home in person."

"Go home? That's not okay! I've come here, and I've taken a shower for nothing, how can I go back in a hurry, no no no me." Hearing the word "go home", Jiang Yifan raised his hands in surrender, "Okay, just sleep on the sofa. Sleep on the sofa, senior, you are really cruel, you won't be afraid of me complaining in front of auntie if you torment the guests like this."

Gu Nancheng ignored him, and he was not afraid that Jiang Yifan would sue him. He knew Jiang Yifan's details, and he also knew that Jiang Yifan would not do such unstandard or even pediatric things, but it didn't matter. It's scary, after all, this matter is too small, and everyone knows his habits and personality, so it's not worth mentioning at all.

"Ah, sleep on the sofa, sleep on the sofa!" Jiang Yifan wailed, got off the bed where he had just sat down, walked to the sofa, and lay down on it.

Well, it's really quite soft, but it's a little too narrow for getting up on the bed, and the legs can't be straightened out, so let's just let it go.

Jiang Yifan did not expect that as soon as he lay down, Gu Nancheng could not wait to turn off the light, and the room suddenly fell into darkness and silence, only when Gu Nancheng lay down, there was a little rustling sound, and then in the huge room, It was quiet, so quiet that I could hear my own breathing clearly. To put it bluntly, I could probably hear even the strands of hair falling to the ground.

After lying like this for a while, Jiang Yifan was big after all, and soon the disadvantages of sleeping on the sofa appeared. He turned over uncomfortably, and almost fell under the sofa. Fortunately, he reacted quickly and stabilized his body in time. Only then did he not suffer too much, and after a few minutes, the air became more and more quiet, but Jiang Yifan didn't feel sleepy at all.

When people are not sleepy, the skin all over their body is itchy. Jiang Yifan tosses and turns on the sofa, making noises from time to time, and Gu Nancheng is used to sleeping alone, and also used to sleeping quietly, but the sound of turning over on the sofa keeps coming. He could bear the sound at first, holding his breath, but the longer the time, the more he felt that he couldn't bear it, and finally he couldn't bear it anymore, and sat up from the bed all at once.

"Jiang Yifan, are you sleeping or not?" His tone was full of impatience and irritability. For such a person, Gu Nancheng has no patience at all. Only Enen can make trouble in front of him, but Jiang Yifan, He didn't want to bear it for a second.

"I'm sleeping." Jiang Yifan said innocently, "But didn't I say it all, the sofa is uncomfortable to sleep on, how can I sleep in that discomfort, I can only toss and turn, did I disturb you senior, How about this, if the senior thinks it's noisy, let me make do on the bed, I promise, as soon as I go to bed, I will fall asleep immediately, and I will never disturb you, senior, how about it?"

This wishful thinking was made, but there was a crackling sound. It was hard for Gu Nancheng not to see it. Besides, he would not be fooled by it. If there is something missing, let Jiang Yifan come up. With his personality, he believes that it must be noisier than on the sofa. Do you really think he is a fool and looks down on people?

Nancheng sneered, "Don't even think about it."

Jiang Yifan sighed helplessly, "Then there is no other way, I can only feel sorry for the senior, I really can't sleep, and I'm not pretending, or the senior and the two of us will switch, I will sleep on the bed, you will sleep on the sofa, and I will wait for you Lying on this sofa yourself, you can clearly understand how I feel now, it is really impossible to sleep, it is too painful."

Unexpectedly, Nan Cheng didn't like this at all, and he didn't save him the slightest bit of face, "Then go back to your own house and sleep!"

go home? Didn’t I say that it’s impossible to go home? It doesn’t exist. Now that I’ve come, there’s no such thing as going back in disgrace. When it comes to seniors, you lose your temper again, so we sleep in our own separate rooms, okay?"

Nancheng gritted his teeth, "Just sleep here."

"Why? There are so many empty rooms at home, isn't it?" Jiang Yifan asked, "Seniors don't like to sleep with me, and I feel strongly that every cell in your body is resisting contact with me, especially alone. , Then, why does the senior ask for trouble? I'm really curious."

"Let you sleep here, just sleep here!" Nancheng was already very angry, "Jiang Yifan, do you not understand people's words, or are you trying to fight against me?"

Jiang Yifan didn't take it seriously, he even got up from the sofa, supported the sofa with one hand, rested his chin on the sofa, and said lazily, "I was thinking, why is the senior so abnormal? You don't like sleeping with other people, you even hate me, and you still have to keep me in your room, that's too suspicious, isn't it?"

"Could it be because I asked a lot in front of my aunt, is there any vacant room closer to Enen's room?"

As soon as the words fell, Nancheng's body stiffened in an instant.

Fortunately, it was hidden in the dark, and no one could see it, not even himself. He was very glad that he turned off the light in advance, otherwise Jiang Yifan's sudden question and the topic changed too quickly, he must not be able to hide his Emotions are fine now, even if Jiang Yifan suspects something or tries something, but he can't see his face, see his changes, and can't catch the abnormality in his eyes.

"I sleep in a room by myself, and I want to be closer to Enen. The senior is afraid that I will sneak into Enen's room in the middle of the night?"

That's right, that's what Gu Nancheng thought, even if he knew that Jiang Yifan couldn't, he didn't dare, but he just couldn't listen to such words, and couldn't afford to bet.

Even if he heard it, he would feel disgusted, so how could he give himself any chance to think wildly?

Of course, he wanted to use the fastest speed to cut off those thoughts that shouldn't be there, and it was the safest to keep Jiang Yifan under his nose.

He stared at such a person, no matter whether it was possible or not, he was really relieved.

And hearing Jiang Yifan's blatant questioning, his impression of this person will only be worse, and he will hate this person even more, because he knows that this person is smart, and sometimes his eyes are vicious as if he can see through people's hearts, even if he He didn't show any thought to Enen, even he would only treat Enen with all his heart and soul, but so what?

The existence of such a person is like a time bomb, lying between him and Enen, as if it could explode at any time.

If possible, he would like to solve this bomb himself, completely. Unfortunately, Enen will not give him such a chance, and he is unwilling to have any conflicts or quarrel with Enen because of this person. One, their relationship has finally eased up after sending a wechat at night in the past six months. He is unwilling to give up all his previous efforts, and the two of them look at each other coldly again.

Therefore, he is not soft-hearted, he is just for grace.

"you dare?"

He almost gritted his back molars and squeezed out two words.

With a strong warning.

Jiang Yifan narrowed his eyes, "Of course I dare not, and I won't, the senior knows it well, doesn't he?"

"But why do you know that I dare not, and I won't, and I still don't feel at ease. Do you have to stare at me personally to be at ease?"

"Don't say that this is the Gu family, even if it's my family, I would never do such a thing. Why is the senior so nervous and make such a big commotion, making people wonder what's on your mind? It's all difficult."

That's right, Jiang Yifan did it on purpose to stay and sleep tonight, and told Tang Tang'er that he wanted to live closer to En'en, it was also on purpose, he just said it to Gu Nancheng, and Gu Nancheng , it is immediately hooked.

Of course, this is not to say that Gu Nancheng is stupid. To be honest, as far as Gu Nancheng's IQ is concerned, if he wants to hide it, he can hide it very well. At least it is not that Jiang Yifan can see it, but he himself cares too much about Enen Therefore, even if it is an opportunity that he knows is impossible, he is not willing to give it to him.

Just like what he said, Gu Nancheng knew he couldn't, and it was impossible, even though he was probing, he still didn't give him a chance, it's as simple as that.

This man's possessiveness comes from the bottom of his bones.

"So, what do you want to say?" Nancheng sneered.

Jiang Yifan can see through his thoughts, so why can't he see through Jiang Yifan's thoughts?

It's just that there are some things that he doesn't want to talk about too plainly, or too outrageously, so it won't be interesting.

"I want to say." Jiang Yifan deliberately paused, and smiled, but the meaning of the smile was unclear, and in the darkness, he didn't see the bottom of his eyes. He said word by word, "Gu Nancheng likes Gu Nuoen."

Not the senior, not Enen.

They are named after each other, Gu Nancheng and Gu Nuoen.

Together, it means that Gu Nancheng likes Gu Nuoen.

This is the secret that Nancheng kept in his heart, and now Jiang Yifan has poured it out word by word.

"Is that right, senior?"

Jiang Yifan was still smiling, "I'm not wrong."

"How do you want me to answer?" At this moment, Nancheng was already very calm, "Do you want to answer, don't you? Then use examples and guesses one by one to reject my answer? Or let me answer yes, Are you running to tell Enen to let her know that he, who has always been an elder brother, has unreasonable thoughts about her?"

Bah, that's a good idea, as long as he knows about it, how could he tell En En?

If you want Enen to know, let's dream.

"I thought your senio