Chapter 181

The flight to Germany took off. Gu Lichuan raised his hand and looked at the time on the big screen. Yes, the plane had already taken off.

There was no delay due to weather or other reasons.

Therefore, Lin Han can't leave. He left Lin Han with that case. But what did Lin Han stay for? Gu Lichuan didn't think much about it.

He thought, as long as he knew that she was by his side, because if he thought too much, he would want more and would be more serious.

Will ask Lin Han, whether to love him.

But now these are not important. At the moment when he knew that he was cancer, he had only one thought. The other, love or not, let go or hold on to it, was not important.

They held each other for a long time, but Gu Lichuan was still not enough. Considering the number of 180 days, they all felt that they were close at hand. How could they hold enough.

They did not speak any more, and even the voices around them began to become very small and even disappeared.

Lin Han just lean on his chest, you can hear the sound of his heart beating, strong and powerful beating, that sound to Lin Han's ears, to her heart.

She slowly closed her eyes, can hear, her heartbeat and Gu Lichuan, as if connected into a piece.

Lin Han's mood has gradually calmed down, Gu Lichuan smile, said: "you want to go back with me."

Not back to Germany, but back to huajingyuan, looking back on where I lived in Sichuan.

Without waiting for Lin Han to speak, Gu Lichuan let go of Lin Han and held her hand. Her hand was cold and sweating. It was probably affected by some emotions when she ran over.

Lin Xin looks at Lin Han being led by Gu Lichuan without resistance. They step by step out of the airport, and the heart falls to the ground completely.

Gu Lichuan driving, Lin Han sitting in the co pilot, she still does not speak, the whole person seems to be empty, she has been wringing her hands, but her eyes are somewhat empty.

Gu Lichuan partial head see her like this, stretch out a hand to hold Lin Han's, Lin Han Dun, slant head looks at him: "it's very dangerous to drive like this."

Her voice was a little hoarse, with a hint of bitterness.

Gu Lichuan some heartache, rubbed the back of her hand twice with the finger belly, said softly, "but I just want to hold you."

Lin Han collected his face, glanced his head to one side and looked out of the window. However, his hand was not pulled back, but was held by Gu Lichuan.

Back in huajingyuan, Lin Han stood at the door and pulled the corners of her mouth. After cleaning carefully last night, she thought that she would never come back again.

I didn't expect, but one night, she came back here again.

I don't know if I can find those things after I open the door.

Gu Lichuan's key chain was left to Lin Xin by Lin Han. It was a black spike without any decoration, but he protected it very well.

Opening the door, he led Lin Han in. In an instant, the breath of Gu Lichuan came to his face. He took out a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet.

It was a new pair, but Lin Han felt familiar and looked at him in surprise.

Gu Lichuan squatted down, put it at her feet, and said: "remember I bought you a pair of cotton mops before? They are worn in summer. Their colors and patterns are the same. I searched for them for a long time before I found them

Lin Han's heart is tight, can't say sour.

After going in, Lin Han didn't know what to do and what to say. She was at a loss. This was what she had never seen before.

Sitting quietly on the sofa, watching Gu Lichuan turn over the refrigerator, cutting fruit, has been busy, he has a lot to say, all the way to say.

In her impression, Gu Lichuan is insincere and taciturn, but in front of her, he has become such a multi-faceted and three-dimensional person.

Most of the time, Lin Han's answer is more or less perfunctory, but he doesn't mind, or even can't say, Lin Han, you can't be more serious.

Gu Lichuan thinks that Lin Han can come back and listen to him. It's a gift from heaven that Lin Han can come back and listen to him.

He washed cherries, strawberries and cut apples. He put them on the plate and put them in front of Lin Han. Then he picked up a fork and took a strawberry and handed it to Lin Han's mouth.

Lin Han subconsciously hid for a while, Gu Lichuan looked gloomy, and his hand unconsciously wanted to take it back. Seeing his lost eyes, Lin Han stretched out his hand to take the fork in his hand and ate the strawberries.

Gu Lichuan this just restored God color, oneself also ate a few mouthfuls.

"Gu Lichuan, do you want to rest?" Lin Han suddenly asked, she did not know what lung cancer was, the cause of disease, pathology or symptoms, she did not know what.

Just sick, should we have more rest?

Gu Lichuan shook his head and said seriously: "if you can, I don't want to rest for half a year."

Because when he sleeps, he can't see and hear her, which will reduce a lot of time. He only has more than 180 days. How can he not cherish the time of getting along with each other.Lin Han is at a loss, knowing that he is ill until now, her head is almost blank, she thought a lot of things, but every thing has no clue.

She didn't know where to start and what to do.

Gu Lichuan is not anxious and doesn't care. They just sit quietly. Gu Lichuan can see Lin Han beside him as soon as he raises his eyes. This may be enough.

For him, everything is luxury.

In the afternoon, Lin Han went to check the refrigerator. She said she would cook for Gu Lichuan. But after a while, the doorbell rang and it was takeout.

Lin Han and Gu Lichuan look at each other, and no one has called to order a meal.

"it was ordered by a lady who saw Lin Xin." The delivery boy said their doubts, and Lin Han gently pulled the corners of his mouth.

Does Lin Xin know that she can't do anything today?

When she was just staring at those dishes, what she thought was Gu Lichuan's disease, and she didn't know what to do.

So two people casually eat a mouthful, but Lin Han has no appetite, eat two do not want to eat.

Gu Lichuan saw that she put down the chopsticks and followed her. Lin Han glanced at him, pushed the dish to his side and said, "you want to eat, you can't eat now."

"Lin Han, I want you to accompany me. If you don't eat, I don't want to eat. Because it's you, I try my best to eat something." Otherwise, he may have no appetite than Lin Han.

Lin Han pursed the corner of his mouth, answered, and picked up chopsticks to eat.

After dinner, Lin Han washed the dishes and chopsticks and dragged the floor. She didn't know why. She just wanted to do it. Gu Lichuan sat on the sofa and looked at her.

When she lowers her head, the hair behind her ear will fall down, just to block her side face, and he can see her indistinct eyes.

When Lin Han finished cleaning up, it was already nine o'clock in the evening. Gu Lichuan took her to the second bedroom. As soon as Lin Han went in, he subconsciously twisted his eyebrows. Gu Lichuan released her and said, "I live here tonight."

"Then I'll make your bed." Lin Han took a word, and then took out the quilt in the cupboard and helped him with it. Gu Lichuan changed his pajamas, and when she finished, he lay down.

Lin Han saw him lying down, pursed the corner of his mouth and said in a low voice, "then I'll go out first."

After saying that, she turned around, but as soon as she turned around, her hand was held by him. Lin Han looked back at the hand he had been holding and lifted her eyes to look at him.

Gu Lichuan clenched it tightly, and a trace of uncertainty flashed through his eyes: "Lin Han, I'm really afraid that you will take advantage of my sleep to leave."

"I..." Lin Han wants to say that she won't, but Gu Lichuan is a little fragile at this time. Before Lin Han finishes, he asks: "can you watch me fall asleep and go back to sleep. Even if you want to go, wait for me to fall asleep. I don't know. You can go again."

He was like a child at this time. He had toys and candy, but he was afraid that the people who gave him these things would leave. Because she left, those things were meaningless.

Even if Lin Han can't leave, he is also afraid that he has lost Lin Han many times. There are too many gullies between them that can't be crossed. Therefore, he is afraid of losing and afraid that Lin Han will leave when he knows.

It's more unacceptable than leaving without saying goodbye.

"Don't worry. I won't leave. I'll watch you sleep. When you sleep, I'll be in that room. Tomorrow I'll make you the porridge you like, OK?"

Lin Han's voice is very light, with the tone of discussion, she tried to use such a gentle voice to pacify Gu Lichuan, and he also nodded.

I'm willing to close my eyes.

Gu Lichuan thought that he would be able to fall asleep for a long time. Even because he held Lin Han's hand, he couldn't sleep at all. But in fact, he still believed in Lin Han.

With her by his side, he sleeps fast and more steadfast than before.

It's like the only good sleep I've had in three years. I haven't dreamt. I haven't anything. I'm very stable.

Lin Han was held by his hand. After a while, he felt that the hand was no longer exerting force. Watching his breathing become stable, he knew that he must be asleep.

So he carefully took out his hand, and the quilt should be covered. He stood up and took a deep look at Li Chuan. Then he closed the door and left.

Back in the master bedroom, she lay in bed, looking at the dim ceiling, unable to close her eyes.

What happened on that day made her stay before she could think too much. However, what kind of identity did she stay.

She is still Fu's wife and Fu Jingyu's wife.

She and Fu Jingyu have a nominal child, and they live well.

But she stayed, and even she didn't know why.

However, hearing that news, she felt that Gu Lichuan could not be so embarrassed to wait for the arrival of death, that is, she always had to do something before that.

They may be destined to have some ties, so Lin Han stayed.