It seems that his glorious years are not over.
And it has been going on all the time. He always thinks that if someone looks up at him from a high place, he will not be lonely. Unfortunately, it's too cold from a high place. He has a kind of yearning for life in the dust. For a normal person, Jin Yeqing's words are really hateful, but the more he has, the less happy he is. He can only look up to the moon, the sun, the snow mountains, the clouds, the vast mountains and rivers He had a lot of shocks, but he still felt lonely until the eve of his marriage with Yin Xiangwan six years ago.
In fact, his idea of marrying Yin Rou was very weak. He didn't have much expectation and desire. Who knows Yin Rou had a car accident before the marriage, and the invitation had already been sent out. If he repented temporarily, it would be a blow to the company, but it was not a big deal for him. However, he knew about Yin's family before, but he couldn't find out the detailed information of Yin Xiangwan Material.
To be exact, he was curious.
Before dinner, Yin Xiang came home late and explained to Yin Haitao that she was doing her homework at school. But in fact, he could see that she was lying, but Yin Haitao didn't seem to see it. He simply introduced her and asked her to sit down for dinner.
He remembered that she did sit down at that time. She just sat at the farthest position from him. She quietly lowered her head to pick up rice, and seldom went to the dishes or fish before meeting.
He observed her hand. It was clear that it was the hand of a high school student. It was supposed to be delicate, but there was a slight calluses on her hand, especially the position of the tiger's mouth and fingertips. It was impossible for Yin's family to let the second young lady do hard work, and she always looked for reasons to go home late. That was enough to explain what she was doing outside.
Later, she met a girl who went to a musical instrument store with her. When she came out, she held a guitar with good quality. They left happily. He looked down at the time. The time she came out was only a few minutes away from the time she went in. Did she choose the guitar so quickly?
It just means This guitar, she has long been optimistic about, and she has been practicing for a long time.
He was more curious.
It seems that Yin Haitao doesn't know about her, so she's doing it underground all the time? Besides guitar, what else did she learn or buy secretly?
Coincidentally, more than a month later, he passed the musical instrument shop again, and saw Yin Xiangwan and the girl come out from the shop. Each of them had a pair of high-quality bamboo Xiao in his hand. This time, he got out of the car and went into the shop.
The boss saw a guest and gave him a warm reception.
"Boss, I want to ask, the two girls who just left, are they your regular customers?"
"Yes, yes, both of them are very suitable for learning musical instruments. It's a pity, little girl with talent It's just that I'm a little poor. Every time I have a favorite musical instrument, I have to keep it for her. I have to save it until I have enough money to buy it. Maybe I think it's not easy for me to keep it for them. Every time I give me more money, what a nice girl. " The fat boss sighed, "it was not easy when we pursued our dreams."
"The boss What have they bought? "
"The girl with horsetail bought a very good guitar and saved money for a long time
I heard from her classmate that she ate steamed bread in order to save money in school. Later, both of them bought a good bamboo Xiao in our shop The boss seems to be very satisfied with his own things, and he still boasts about the things in his shop.
Jin Yeqing nodded.
"After that, the girl with horsetail and her classmates will come back to buy things, give them a discount, and go to Jin's to find Cheng tezhu for settlement." Jin Yeqing said and left, leaving the boss only Cheng tezhu's mobile phone number.
The boss is in a mess
But later Yin Xiangwan didn't seem to have gone to the store to buy any musical instruments.
And then two years later.
There was a university orientation party that was very popular on the Internet. Jin Yeqing saw Yin Xiangwan's name in the video introduction, and then he looked at it. In the middle part of Yin Xiangwan's program, she played the piano and guitar and sang songs. At the bottom of the video, the commentators happened to be from Yin Xiangwan's school. Jin Yeqing watched the comments, and someone at the bottom shared the later video of Yin Xiangwan playing Xiao He opened the video again and saw it. The sound was noisy, but the sound was ethereal and distant. The harmonious crowd was far away and clear.
This post has been popular for a long time, and the two videos have also been popular for a long time. Yin Xiangwan's appearance is not bad, and he is talented. It is inevitable that many people like it, but later
She did not have any movement, gradually also was submerged in the network tide.
Originally, he thought that she would take this opportunity to make another video and make a fire. However, she did not do so. She has been silent for many years and has never performed anything again.
Later, he learned that when he performed or sang, he would tell his classmates that they were not allowed to record videos or send them to the Internet, and then he suppressed his own fire -
he could only find out her age and gender in her family, but her university could find all about her. In their university post bar, she was once selected as the school flower It's a pity that the most competitive girl died in vain.Then, he did not hear from her, until she graduated from University, she seemed very quiet, and there was no accident.
In a flash of time, it was the moment when Yin Haitao called him.
"Yeqing, you also know the situation of xiaorou in our family. She may not be able to attend the wedding now, but we have a countermeasure. Do you want to hear it?"
He didn't say anything. He said softly, "mmm.".
Yin Haitao said his plan as if he had been pardoned
After listening to Yin Haitao's so-called plan, Jin Yeqing is actually a little disgusted. It's also his daughter. His hands are full of flesh. How could he be so cruel that he let the younger daughter marry the elder daughter to the Jin family.
What he wanted to know most at that time was what she thought.
"What does your daughter think? Does she agree?"
When Yin Haitao heard this, he mistakenly thought that Jin Yeqing agreed. He hastened to say something. Yin Xiangwan was very willing to contribute to the win-win situation of the two families. He was waiting for his eldest son Jin to speak.
Jin Yeqing didn't say anything at that time, thinking that Yin Haitao said this seemed to be bullshit, but his silence was tacit in Yin Haitao's eyes, and Yin Haitao naturally cheerfully prepared.
At that time, he did not expect that his silence had brought so much trouble to Yin Xiangwan.
In fact, later Many times he wanted to tell her that he didn't mean to pull her into the fire pit, but he did have this idea at that time. Yin Haitao just blindly helped him.
Sometimes, he would think whether it was right or wrong to put her beside him regardless of her thoughts.
She has the life she wants to pursue and the life she yearns for. He changes the direction of her life abruptly. I don't know if she hates him in her heart.
It turns out that he did hate him at that time
In fact, he wanted to tell her that she didn't know some things, and he couldn't explain some reasons clearly. Everyone has his own secrets, and everyone has things and feelings that everyone can't say
Perhaps life is so long, there is no regret, but incomplete.
Later, he married her
There are no ups and downs in their lives. He doesn't often go home because he thinks she will be embarrassed. She often goes to the movies alone because she thinks time is boring. Maybe they just wasted a lot of time. Now in retrospect, Jin Yeqing still has some regrets.
If at the beginning, he didn't care about her mood, if he could be cruel to him and treat her a little bit, then maybe now they won't be like this
They may not have divorced at all. They may be living happily now.
No matter how to say, the past time has passed. Standing there, he can't miss the past. He can only grasp the present, grasp every minute and every second of her time.
In a word, he never spent too much time lamenting the past.
Thinking about it, Jin Yeqing fell asleep. After two busy days, he had no time to have a good sleep. Now that Yin Xiangwan is OK, he can finally have a good sleep.
Yin Xiang sleeps all night until dawn. When she opens her eyes, she looks back. Jin Yeqing is still sleeping.
This ya, also too can sleep!
Yin Xiangwan is very speechless, but she also knows that he is very tired in recent days, so if she can sleep a little more, she can make him sleep more. Although Yin Xiangwan tries to go to the toilet, she tries to hold back. She takes the computer from the desk and tries to divert her attention by typing.
When Jin Yeqing woke up, it was already late.
He looked up and saw Yin Xiangwan lying on the bed crackling words. He rubbed his head which was not clear. Then, he stood up and prepared to go to the bathroom at the end of the corridor to go to the toilet and wash his face. When he got up, Yin Xiangwan called him in a hurry.
"Ah Jin Yeqing! You wait... "
"You're going to the bathroom, aren't you? Come on Take me by the way. I can't hold back Yin Xiangwan looks at Jin Yeqing with an expression that he is going to die, and instantly smiles at Jin Yeqing.
Jin Yeqing knows that in order not to disturb him, Jin Yeqing stifles herself from going to the toilet. He doesn't say anything, but takes Yin Xiangwan to the toilet.
After putting Yin Xiangwan in the toilet
Jin Yeqing stayed outside the women's toilet and did not leave. Although he also needed to go to the toilet, he still felt that after she had finished going to the toilet, he would send her back and then he would come back to the toilet. He was more assured that his heart could not stand another torture, so he would rather wait a little longer to ensure safety.